One Day You’ll Be Mine 4.

Tom

Well. So I have one week to get to know his little darling. He is such a motherfucker. So our nob is bored in Spain… I am really surprised that he hadn’t brought his lover with him too, I think that it’s because he can’t take him to an airport. And travelling in a car? Nah, he’s too choosy for that, traveler. Really, it’s strange that he has flown in a plane because he doesn’t like flying… I just don’t understand him. I am not surprised that he is bored if he doesn’t have anybody to fuck with. He had to leave his toy at home, poor thing… Damn… I have just been jealous of myself. It’s really bad with me… after all… I should be happy that he had an android made for himself which looks like me and not like someone else. So he’s not cheating on me when I think about it… He’s fucking with me… He’s so lucky. I would fuck with me too… Enough! Here I am again. I am working so many years on getting rid of these thoughts and some stupid robot brought them back to me.

I’m finally at home. All afternoon long I hadn’t had time to think about it, I had so much work, problems are here every time, nothing is working how it should be. We figured out that our new rapper has a criminal past. Although it doesn’t matter in this genre, contrariwise, mostly it’s allurement for costumers but this freak hadn’t drug tort like every other rapper; he is some freaky kleptomaniac. This was something different… That ass has stolen my expensive pen and I thought that I had lost it. It was from Bill, he gave it to me as a birthday present, it was made of white gold; presents from Bill are always expensive like this. Today, when this fella came with his manager to exchange contract, he was going to sign it with my pen… Not only was he a kleptomaniac, he was a stupid kleptomaniac. Thank God that we have figured it out.

Well… I have to admit that I have calmed down during the afternoon, concerning to Bill’s plastic lover. When I think about it, it’s not so bad. I even understand him a little bit. If I had this possibility, I would maybe do the same, whatever. Suzy would lose her job. Really, I understand him, he is trying to get me for so long and I am still resisting, I am not wondering that he did it. But I still think that this machine absolutely can’t replace me. It just can’t be as good as me, can it? Tsss… It must be really horrible with it…

But what if it’s better? What if Bill is satisfied with him? It’s true that he stopped trying, lately. When was he seducing me for the last time? Year ago, maybe… Yeah, he was inviting me on holidays to live in the same apartment. He was so see-through, he didn’t get me. I refused it and from that time he didn’t do anything. I was naïve when I thought that he had finally stopped.

I opened a can of beer and pulled from my pocket the manual. I should look at what this machine can do, and then I will try to bring him to life. Okay, so let’s go, time is running…

Wow! I am really surprised with what this plastic fella can do. Of course I am interested at the last option but massage, it could be good too. Holy cow! That’s why Bill is always so happy… He has got a personal masseur at home, cleaner, chef, gardener for his gang of flowers… and lover too… I would be happy too if I had it. And all this in an android which looks like me. I am not wondering why he isn’t seducing me anymore. He has in his TOM 001 everything that he needs. Damn! Why should I overrule him? I don’t give a damn about it… Let him keep his android, he doesn’t need me. And I don’t need him! Everything is okay!

Bill

I have traced Tom all afternoon long, nothing interesting has happened. He went from work right to his home, after two hours I gave up and went back to my pension. I thought that he would come back to my flat and that he’d start to get interested in TOM but maybe it’s just too soon. My brother was always a hairsplitter and if he brought with him the manual, it had its meaning. He is probably sitting at home now, legs on his coffee table, and he’s solving what he can do with my darling. I’m missing him. I have to admit that I have gotten used to my android, so when I can’t have him with me, I’m missing him. I am not in love with him… Nope, he’s my friend. He’s my company when I’m bored, he cooks me dinner; but I have to have all the materials that he needs from his cookery-book. Once, I hadn’t got soya sauce, he told me that he just can’t cook Chinese food for me. He has no fantasy, so I had to cook it by myself, it was tasty… but the soya sauce was really missing in it…

I have gotten used to his gentle massages… and sometimes to loving too. There is only one thing which I have never done with him. I have never fucked with him. I have somehow constraints to him. He is like a Tom, but he’s missing what I love the most in my brother. He hasn’t got his sparkle, he hasn’t got his sarcasm… It’s just not my handsome and perfect Tom. It’s just a machine.

Truth is, I have tried it with him once, but I gave it up… He was really stiff. It’s not like he wasn’t flexible, he is like a human but he is not working like one. Especially in sex; you have to tell him your commands, you have to tell him what you want him to do… and I have to admit that to say some of my needs aloud is really hard, even to an android. But it’s really nice to fall asleep next to him, when he is lying next to me, he hugs me, I can rest my head on his chest and sleep on him all night long, it doesn’t hurt him so he’s not protesting, but it’s not all I want. I need love. I want my Tom to love me and this TOM just can’t give this to me.

Brother now probably thinks that I’m enjoying sex with his copy, but it’s not true. I’m still waiting for him… for my handsome, live Tom. For Tom, who I’ve been in love with for six years and who I will maybe finally have. I just have to wait.

Tom

Well… I have finished up my beer, finished the manual, and I think that it could work. Controlling him is not as hard as it seemed, even a little child can do it. There is just one problem, the password. I don’t know where I will get it. I’ll have to look in Bill’s flat; maybe he has it written somewhere. If not, it would be a problem. I don’t want to block his darling; he could figure out then, that I have found him. I don’t want it. I just want to know how he works and have him clean the mess which is still there from the hibiscus. So what… It is his work, he cleans for Bill too.

I will start tomorrow… I have to set my alarm for nine o’clock, because I would sleep ‚til lunch and I can’t afford it because I need to go to Bill’s. I am really interested in Bill’s machine, from a technological standpoint it’s just a miracle. I don’t understand where or how he came across this… There you can’t buy it and if yes then it must be illegal. Officially it couldn’t be. Bill is really hard core. He can every time find a way… Every time when something wasn’t working, Bill found a way to reach what he wanted. I am a little bit afraid that he will make it with me too… One time, when I had snapped at him for his seducing manners, he just looked me in the eyes, smiled at me and whispered: „One day you’ll be mine.“ I wasn’t able to react, I was shocked, he was so sure when he was saying it, that I have believed him. Bill is really purposeful and gets what he wants. But he won’t get me…

I don’t know where he bought it but I finally figured out where he got my measurements. When I saw the logo of the company, I remembered that I saw the same on the doors where Bill dragged me. I remembered our journey to Dortmund, my fear when I was waiting for results from the tests, my relief when they told me that I was alright… I was stupid when I thought that these guys were doctors, they were scanning me for this robot. But I am not mad at Bill. He had to tell me something and this was a really great idea. But next time I’ll be alerted, you won’t get me, bro‘, don’t root for yourself.

I have told work that I won’t come for two or three days, I told them that I’m not feeling very well and that I need to relax, they won’t bother me, so I have time just for TOM.

Bill

In the morning I wake up to another grey day. This just can’t be the end of June… I set my alarm clock for seven o’clock. My first journey is to the solarium, I have to be tanned. On the way to my apartment I have bought breakfast, I am chewing croissants with chocolate and waiting for Tom. It’s almost ten and Tom is nowhere to be seen. I can’t believe that he won’t come, he has to, and he likes technological novelties. He had to have every little thing which was new for his guitar. I hope that he won’t resist this machine. There are just a few of them in this world. There aren’t many people who have got enough money to make their own android. After some years maybe, but now it’s a really expensive novelty.

I have to say that in my country it’s illegal, in Japan it’s different, they are cool with this, but our beloved Europe is just so old-mannered. TOM was smuggled to Germany with fish. I could smell it on him for two weeks. Finally! Tom’s car is parking right in front of my house. I smile. It looks like fish has come to my net. I have you, Tom… I told you that one day you’ll be mine…