Together we watch the video in which we mess around in the pool. We´re diving together and we´re frisking about like two small boys. I´m screaming, spluttering and swearing, because most of the time I´m the one with his head under the water.
„Who recorded this?“ I ask Tom all surprised, because he told me that we had spent the whole week totally alone.
„No one. We attached the camera to a branch of a tree and it was pointing directly at us.“ Tom smiles at me and kisses my forehead. „Would you like to know what we did after we got out of the pool?“ he suggests.
„Yeah, tell me, I´m curious,“ I tell him and look into his eyes.
He smiles at me with an expression of a hungry beast and takes immediately an initiative to show me while talking. „After we toweled ourselves dry, we went to a similar bed as this one.“ He motions with his hand, indicating the generous size of the bed. „The bed linen was beautiful and soft. I laid you down into that gorgeous softness. To start with I was caressing your soft porcelain skin with my hands and then I started kissing you slowly,“ he mumbles with husky voice into my ear and he starts to show me eagerly in practice how passionate he was. His tongue probes at my mouth trying to get as close as possible to my own and I just enjoy his touches.
„Then I slowly moved to your beautiful… slender… white… neck,“ he whispers and I can already feel his sensual lips on my skin arousing me in the most sensitive places. Occasionally his tongue finds it’s way out of his mouth and to the skin on my neck, lapping at it, licking long wet stripes across it all the way up to my ear lobe which he tenderly bites down on while his hands are exploring my chest.
„I was teasing your hardened nipples and then I started to lick them tenderly,“ he whispers hoarsely, growing arousal evident in tone of his voice and he does exactly the same what he just described.
At this moment I´m more than eager, more than ready for some serious action, as if nothing had happened in the shower this afternoon.
„I had to check, if what I was doing had the right effect,“ Tom informs whispering and moves his searching hand onto my lap. He starts with light strokes over my erection through the thin fabric of my underwear, but then he doesn’t hesitate anymore and slide his slender fingers under my underwear, right down to my erect cock.
„Oh yes, it´s the same as back then,“ he evaluates the effect that his ministrations have on my body with pride and starts to move his hand wrapped around me. „You were breathless, moaning my name and it sounded like the sweetest music to my ears.“ He looks into my eyes intently, waiting for me to pick up on his cue and let that most beautiful name in the world slip past my lips for the first time. „Tom… oh, dear god…“ I sigh and pull him as close as possible to my face so I have access to his lips and can kiss him again.
„…Exactly what you did then, darling,“ he praises me right before he sinks into my impatient mouth and starts to play with my piercing. He keeps pleasuring me with moves of his hand and I can feel the same smooth movements of his tongue against my tongue.
In the heat of the moment, my hand is searching for his erection pressed against my hip, but I can feel that he pulls somewhat away, disapprovingly. He interrupts his kissing and looks at me. „You didn’t do that back then, Bill. Don’t be impatient.“
„But now I want to,“ I retort and move my hand back and into his boxers. He´s erect, just like me. When I start to imitate the movements of his hand on me, following his lead, synchronizing our hands into one smooth languid rhythm, he starts to moan. He throws his head back in sheer ecstasy and I´m kissing his neck…
„This wasn’t the plan,“ he is till trying to halter my attempts, but he has already lost the power.
Against his will, I go on for a while, but then I pull my hand away and wait for what’s to come, desiring to see what was the next step of our lovemaking in New Zealand. I want to relive our proper first time together, I want it to be the same as back then.
„Very well, now you´re a good boy…,“ I am being praised by Tom again. „…then I heard that quietly pronounced sentence, the one I will never forget.“ He goes silent for a while and looks deeply into my eyes. „It was the first time you told me: ‚Take me, my love,‘ and I could barely hold myself. I was so incredibly happy for finally being able to claim you.“
„Yes,“ I sigh breathlessly as a realization dawns on me what it all really means. „Yes… take me, I´m ready. Right now.“ I can’t help a moan escaping my mouth when I watch Tom slowly move and settle between my thighs. I hypnotize his eyes as he continues his hand’s movements on my erection.
He takes my hand and puts it over my own cock, implying I am to take over. „Continue…“ he says simply and I follow his command as he is trying to take off my boxers with one quick movement without any unnecessary lingering. He swiftly takes off his own boxers too and throws them next to the bed.
He settles back next to me, his face coming closer to be able to kiss me on the lips one last time before he starts moving down my body leaving traces of kisses along my neck. I can feel his hard cock pressing into my thigh. He kisses my stomach and at the same time watches my hand which still obediently slides up and down. He reaches for my working hand to make it still, then replaces it with his own and leans over to lick tentatively at the head of my engorged penis.
„Oooh, god, oooh yeah,“ I whimper when he finally engulf me in the heat of his mouth. I am so impatient, trying to control my urge but ending up thrusting gently into Tom’s mouth anyhow. He sucks me down couple of times before he releases me again to carry on with precisely copied scenario of our first time.
When our eyes meet he smiles beautifully at me and moves back upward my body, lifting gently my hands, bringing both of my wrists together and pushing them into the mattress behind my head. He ravishes my lips impatiently and whispers then right next to my ear: „Tell me now what you feel.“ His eyes are boring into mine and he waits for my answer.
I love when he has a power over me like this, but I answer as my stomach knots violently: „Be careful, it´s the first time.“
He smiles. „Yes, it is, isn’t it, I will be gentle, don´t worry,“ he reassures me, while reaching for the tube of lube. He squeezes a little bit of cool gel into my palm, moves back a little and sits back on his heels, motioning to me to get into a sitting upright position. He waits till I am done covering carefully all length of his cock with the transparent slippery matter.
Suddenly I´m so close to him that I can´t resist… I kiss him and enjoy the feeling of being able to give him pleasure at least for a while since he didn’t let me before.
„It’s enough“, he whisper and smiles at me adoringly. He eases me carefully onto my back, settles between my spread thighs and squeezes out a little more of the gel from the tube into his palm. He spread my thighs even wider apart, looking into my panicking eyes all the time. I am afraid. I am afraid despite his reassurance that everything is going to be fine. I can’t help it. My current body should be used to having sex with Tom, but I… I don’t know what to expect.
„Try to relax, now I am going to do something that won’t be unpleasant at all, I promise,“ he whispers, smiles at me and with one hand takes my cock, bends down and sucks me in again.
I moan at the intensity of that feeling as he keeps his mouth around me, working me slowly, carefully. Fingers of his other hand starts to circle around the place where he´s going to enter me. It´s an unexpectedly pleasant and arousing sensation.
I bend my knees instinctively and open my legs apart as much as possible, relax my muscles and wait for that move, which must come any moment now. I moan when he slowly slide his finger into my body and starts to stroke me gently. It´s a strange feeling but it´s not as unpleasant as I had expected it to be. After a while he adds another finger and stretches me with precise movements of his fingers to prepare an easier access for his hard cock.
I prop myself on my elbows while watching Tom’s delightful ministrations… aaaah… my dick is disappearing in his mouth to be sucked at and licked around, his fingers thrusting in and out of me in fluid motion giving me so much pleasure my mind is blown. I can’t almost take it and I throw my head back, whimpering, gasping and moaning in tandem with Tom’s steady rhythm. His name is escaping my lips over and over again and I bite into my lower lip in sweet desperation of needing even more.
„Tom… please, please… oh, Tom…“ I sigh as I ride his fingers, frenzy of the moment taking over me completely. „…Tomi, I need you… I want to have you… right now“. When his fingers leave me, I feel my need spinning out of control.
He beckon to me and slid both of his hands under my pelvis supporting my lower back while I shift lower and toward his waiting lap. When he asks me to pull my legs to my chest I obey and close my eyes with anticipation, awaiting the big moment. Tom hooks his hands under my knees, holding me in place and starts to sink into me in the most cautious manner. In the beginning I just feel an unpleasant pressure and then the sting comes but with each gained centimeter of access I am getting used to the pain more and more. My twin brother has nothing to be ashamed of, his size is after all more than average.
I let out a shaky breath of relief when Tom is in me up to the hilt. When my eyes open I see my brother watch me carefully, assessing how I feel. Despite initial discomfort and burning pain, my body is adjusting around him now and I definitely start to enjoy small sparks of pleasure. As Tom is reassured I am more than fine he gives me the sweetest of smiles.
He keeps still, evidently basking in the feeling which our first ever intimate merging of our bodies sparked. The he leans over me, his hands searching for a new spot to support his body against, finding it on each side of my shoulders, slender hips shifting and he is moving, slowly moving in me. I am looking up into his eyes and I see fire there. My hands are in his blond hair, my legs tightly locked over his hips, my eyes half-shut.
I surrender to him, I love him. I belong to him. I am finally his and he is mine. In all my dreams he was the one who plundered and conquered a new territory, the one who always won. Now he´s my master and I´m his devoted servant. In my public life I like being the dominant one, but here and now more submissive role brings me the biggest delight possible.
My hands leave his hair and they clench around the handfulls of bed sheets instead. As he drives into me, I meet his hips with my own feverish thrusts. He goes so deep and I moan in ecstasy.
This very moment is so beautiful, I was never able to imagine this feeling, but now I know it´s simply something indescribable. The pain I was so afraid of was just slight and disappeared quickly.
Tom’s crazed pace slows down, he takes my hand and puts it back onto my idling lap. „Come for me… come together with me,“ he breathes out hoarsely and helps me with the first movements. When he lets go of my hand, he settles back into the same rhythm again and the connection between us is absolute.
„Tomi, oh god… don´t stop… please… more… yes, yes…“ I moan breathelesly.
The tempo and the intensity of the movements keep increasing and I can feel that I´m coming closer to the highest peak. The moment white shooting strings of my semen stain the black star, Tom screams loud and drives into me one last time. He is coming undone… spasming… he is orgasming and he is cumming deep in me.
When Tom collapses, I welcome him into my arms. We stay locked together, out of breath, joined, before Tom gently eases out of me and I rest my legs back onto the blanket.
„Darling… honey… I love you,“ exhausted Tom sighs into my ear and I must kiss him tenderly, stroke him, thank him for the pleasure he gifted me with just a minute ago.
„I love you too, you were so good to me.“ I whisper my answer to him and I keep kissing him on his cheek, forehead, nose and mouth.
After a while we lie relaxed in each other’s arms, enjoying afterglow of our great love-making.
„Well, that is what it was like in New Zealand.“ He smiles at me while he reaches for a box of tissues to wipe off the reminders of our sexy times of my star. „I will never forget when you let me to make love to you for the first time, and now I won’t forget your next first time. Thank you, love, for being so beautiful and amazing. Sometimes I think that I don´t even deserve you,“ he says, absorbed in his thoughts.
„I am the one who doesn’t deserve you,“ I reply seriously to the silence and I know that I am right. He´s the pure one, the untainted one of the two of us. I am the one who deceived him and is still lying to him. I deserve punishment for everything I’ve done to him, but at the same time I´m afraid. It wasn’t even me, it was someone totally different, but I´m still responsible regardless.
We embrace each other tightly and lie intertwined like that.
„Have sweet dreams,“ I whisper, cover us with a duvet and after a moment we both fall into a sweet sleep.
– dream –
I walk slowly down a stony road, in the direction of the graveyard, holding little Davey´s hand. We go visit his mother’s grave. I didn’t want to, but he persuaded me and I couldn’t resist his honest eyes.
We come to a seemingly new grave covered in flowers and wreaths. The earth is still fresh and her name is not yet engraved on the tombstone.
We just stand there, looking at that sorrowful sight when the sky is suddenly clouding over, lightning starts zigg zagging on the horizon, the thunder comes loud and heavy rain pours on our heads.
The grave in front of us suddenly opens and on it’s deep bottom lies an open coffin with dead Karin in it. She´s very pale, dressed all in white and she tries to pull herself up to a sitting position. When she looks up, I can see that she has no eyes… there are only two black empty eye sockets filled with dirt.
I scream out in fright and clutch Davey in my arms. The dead reaches for us and I can´t move from the spot, my legs must have grown into the ground. I´m scared, I want to run, but I´m not able to move.
Suddenly Tom appears next to me, he tears the child from my arms and throws him into the grave to his mother.
„Noooooooo, that can’t be,“ I scream into the storm as my hands are trying to prevent the grave from closing again.
„It will be better this way,“ my brother tells me with a smile and lead me away from the graveyard.
„Davey noooo, I won´t leave you hereeeeee,“ I scream desperately, but Tom pulls me away.
„Honey, listen to me, honey,“ Tom’s tender voice resonates in my head. „Stop crying Bill…“
My eyes pop open in the darkness and I can feel Tom´s hands on me, trying to calm me down..
„Honey, listen to me, Bill, wake up.“ Tom tries again.
I throw myself around his neck, press myself desperately against him until I can calm down from that terrible experience.
After a while I am slipping into a pleasant sleep again and I´m glad that my brother didn’t ask what I had dreamed about. I don’t feel like having to come up with a cover-up story in the middle of the night.
