Someday In This Forever 22.

Tom stuffed the delicious pasta in his mouth and gulped like a hungry fiend dinosaur from a craving area. Bill and Jörg exchanged glances and soundless chuckles in times.

„So, Tom. Do you like the food?“ Jörg broke the silence.

„I love it, Mr. Kaulitz. Mind if I keep dropping by to your house?“

„Of course not. Keep visiting son,“ Jörg said happily.

„Oh no!“ Bill grumbled under his breath. Tom tittered.

„So when did you guys come to US?“ Tom asked swallowing the pasta. Bill pouted at the scene.

„About one year ago,“ Jörg informed.

„Oh… not too long,“ Tom said putting more pasta in his mouth. „Do you know, I was in Germany when I was a kid. My entire family shifted to LA.“

Jörg smiled. „How many members make your family?“

„Three; mom, dad and me,“ Tom notified.

„Can we change the topic?“ Bill interrupted, he felt bored.

„Why not?“ Tom said cheerfully. „I love you,“ he mouthed sneakily to Bill. Bill immediately looked away pretending as if he did not see that.

Jörg was busy in his own food now. He looked up at the boys and suddenly his face turned worried. Surprisingly the boys looked kind of alike. He carefully observed the features on their faces. It was clearer since Bill was without makeup. He could easily find some matches on their faces but that does not even make any sense. Jörg chuckled. A friend has come to visit his son and he was matching their faces, how funny! That was just the affection and the point of view. It was Jörg’s point of view who was watching the boys with same tenderness and warmth; nothing else.

They finished the dinner. Tom walked up to Bill’s room with him. His mobile was there. He took the mobile from the bed. „I’m gonna go now,“ he uttered.

Bill smiled slightly. „Have a safe ride.“

Tom sighed and just nodded in response. „Tomorrow’s Sunday,“ he uttered expressionlessly.

„Yeah“ Bill nodded.

„If you don’t mind…“ Tom paused. He rubbed his forehead agitating.

„What is it, Tom?“ Bill stepped near him.

„Can I… can I visit you tomorrow as well?“ Tom sounded rather requesting than questiony.

A wide grin flashed on Bill’s face.

„Why not? Great idea!“ he hopped happily. „But…“ he stopped hopping and raised one eyebrow cautiously. „I have one condition.“

„What?“ Tom asked.

„You won’t try to have sex with me, deal?“

Tom smirked. „Deal,“ he scoffed at Bill. Bill chuckled.

„Gotta go… it’s already 10:50 PM,“ Tom said looking at his wrist watch.

„I’ll see you off till the porch,“ Bill said.

They walked down together. Jörg was busy in some call. He waved at Tom from the couch at the same time as he talked in the phone.

Bill opened the door. Tom walked out. Bill followed after him. They walked down the porch to the parking lot where Tom’s bike was parked. Tom looked back at Bill one last time. „Bye,“ he gave him a slight halfhearted smile.

Bill sighed and waved. „Hey, Tom,“ he called again.

Tom turned back once again without delay. „Hmm?“

Bill chuckled wretchedly and stepped near Tom. He abruptly wrapped his arms around Tom’s neck and hugged him warmly. „Thank you so much,“ unknown tears dripped from his eyes without waiting a single second.

Tom chuckled. „What for?“ he caressed on Bill’s head.

„For visiting me and fighting for me that day,“ he sobbed. Tom closed his eyes. „In a way I’m angry with you,“ he put his hands in his pockets.

„Why?“

„Because you entered the crowd and said that it was your fault. You tried to save Paul. I felt like a stupid,“ Tom complained.

„I’m so sorry for that, but I thought he must be hurt… hurt like I was.“

„Huh… Paul and hurt? There’s a huge amount of distance between these both,“ Tom said wittily. Bill chuckled as well as sobbed silently.

„Thanks to you too,“ Tom said, brushing his fingers in Bill’s curls.

„What for?“ Bill asked in shaky voice.

„For hugging me so close, so tight. I’ve always dreamt for this moment,“ he said wrapping his other arm around Bill passionately. He was actually doing it to make Bill smile. Bill rolled his eyes smiling .

„Pervert,“ he teased. Tom laughed kindly. Bill laughed in addition.

Tom stroked on Bill’s back with no perverted intentions.

„I love you,“ he murmured near Bill’s ear.

„I guess I sort of know that,“ Bill replied drolly. Tom sniggered. Bill pulled back. He wiped out the tears from his cheek.“Good night,“ he grinned flashing his shiny teeth.

„Goodnight,“ Tom swiftly placed a quick kiss on Bill’s lips and ran away to his bike. Bill chased after him until they reached the bike.

Tom got on his bike and drove away. Bill hopped and waved at him happily. „Happy Halloween, Tomi,“ he wished yelling playfully.

Bill left a big happy sigh. He has never felt so lively before today though Tom tried to do some perverted things with him but that was okay. He chuckled remembering the moments repeatedly and walked into the house closing the door behind. „Goodnight, dad,“ he said and walked up the stairs. Jörg signed a goodnight for him behind, still busy in the phone.

Later that night, Bill was lying on his bed. He was doodling at the mobile screen he had in his hand. He did not feel sleepy at all. Besides, the wind was blowing noisily crashing against the window glasses. He wondered if the witches and wizards have really come. He thought about Tom and the way he made him laugh. Bill discovered that Tom had the ability to make him smile and forget everything else. That was the best moment of his life. He smiled remembering Tom and how he begged to know the meaning of German. He was so puerile. Meanwhile a message tone beeped in his mobile. He almost jumped and postured straight. He looked at the screen. It was from an unknown number. He narrowed his eyes and opened the message. It said:

„Hey it’s Tom. I collected Ur number from Michael a moment ago. Happy Halloween to you too. Goodnight. Take care.“

Bill grinned. He quickly saved the number as Tom and replied to the message. „Goodnight too.“

There Tom chuckled softly at the reply. He sighed deeply at ease.

Gordon knocked at the door. „Can I come in?“

„Do you have to ask?“ Tom said smiling from inside the room.

Gordon turned the knob and walked in. „You and mom are done so soon!“ Tom teased. Gordon laughed. He sat next to his son and shouldered him playfully.

„So… you had a good time with your friend or he kicked you out?“ Gordon asked teasingly.

„No dad… surprisingly, he was too good to me,“ Tom put the mobile next to the bed lamp. „We talked a lot, we became friends. He was without makeup today. Gosh! Dad, he’s so beautiful and sexy. He’s surely gonna turn me into a gay so soon,“ Tom said bantering himself. Gordon laughed.

„Was he happy at your arrival?“

„At first he was shocked, but then we were comfortable with each other,“ Tom uttered putting his arms behind his head, dreaming.

Gordon smiled. „Well that’s really unexpected. Seems like he’s a polite kid.“

„Yes he is. He’s over-polite,“ Tom chuckled. Gordon nodded.

„Did he like the chocolates?“

„Yeah. Dad he’s such a poor guy. He stays alone all the time. So I was thinking…“ Tom shrugged with a struggling mischievous smile on his face. „How about visit him tomorrow again.“

Gordon raised one eyebrow. „Pervert,“ he elbowed his son. Tom winked. They laughed together.

Then Tom started explaining about Bill to his father. He sounded really excited. He even told his father that he kissed Bill twice and also asked to have sex with him but Bill declined. Gordon was shocked, but he enjoyed the descriptions Tom gave him. It was always fun to be with a son so frank and hearing of a new friend of the son on who the son had a crush. On the other hand, it was fun to have such a friendly father who does not overreact and always encourages in every single important step of life. Simone heard the father and son conversation hiding behind the door. She laughed quietly – well she giggled actually. Neither did she have a problem with whatever Tom did. It was fun too to have such a lovely caring wife and delicious food cooking pretty mother.

There Jörg silently turned the knob of Bill’s room. Bill was sleeping now. He looked like a dead body, a dead body of a gorgeous angel. He walked in tiptoeing. He placed a soft goodnight kiss on Bill’s forehead. „Goodnight, son,“ he murmured. He was glad for his son. After a long time he has seen Bill grinning so widely. Jörg even forgot when the last time he saw his boy was laughing with open heart. He sighed and turned off the lights. He walked out of the room closing the door quietly behind. Bill smiled slightly after his father was gone.

„Goodnight too, dad,“ he murmured softly. It was not that boring to have such a busy father. Then again, it was good to have a feminine son who is loving and polite and looks actually beautiful, different than others.

author: amazinglife2011