{"id":10035,"date":"2010-12-01T16:00:00","date_gmt":"2010-12-01T15:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=10010"},"modified":"2010-12-01T16:00:00","modified_gmt":"2010-12-01T15:00:00","slug":"royal-love-13","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/12\/01\/royal-love-13\/","title":{"rendered":"Royal love 13."},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Neilinka<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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( Tom )  <\/div>\n
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Beze slov si rozum\u00edme. M\u00e1  strach. Boj\u00ed se, co bude d\u00e1l. Chce vysv\u011btlen\u00ed dne\u0161n\u00edho r\u00e1na. Nev\u00edm, zda mu ho d\u00e1t v p\u0159esn\u00e9 verzi, nebo si vym\u00fd\u0161let. Paradoxn\u00ed je, \u017ee i kdy\u017e nem\u00e1 \u0161anci zjistit pravdu, proto\u017ee neum\u00ed jazyk, m\u00e1m pocit viny, kdy\u017e mu chci lh\u00e1t.  <\/div>\n
Co to se mnou d\u011bl\u00e1?<\/div>\n
Je to t\u00edm, \u017ee je m\u016fj bratr?<\/div>\n
Nebo maj\u00ed Evropan\u00e9 takovou zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed schopnost?<\/div>\n
Nebo za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1m bl\u00e1znit.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Chyt\u00edm ho za ruku. Kon\u011b  p\u0159ed\u00e1m podkon\u00edmu a vyjdeme ven.  <\/div>\n
„Um\u00ed\u0161 jezdit?“ Zak\u00fdve hlavou na nesouhlas.  <\/div>\n
„Nau\u010d\u00edm t\u011b to. Princ by m\u011bl um\u011bt jezdit. Obzvl\u00e1\u0161\u0165 ty, bude ti to na koni slu\u0161et. Jsi jako oni.“<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Popad\u00e1 dech k ot\u00e1zce, ale pohledem ho zastav\u00edm. Ml\u010d\u00ed.  <\/div>\n
„M\u011bl bys je\u0161t\u011b odpo\u010d\u00edvat.“<\/div>\n
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( Bill )  <\/div>\n
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\u010ctu.  <\/div>\n
O\u010di jsou jako kniha. Kdy\u017e  se soust\u0159ed\u00edte, najdete informace, kter\u00e9 hled\u00e1te.  <\/div>\n
Strach ustupuje. Pt\u00e1 se m\u011b na bezcenn\u00e9 ot\u00e1zky, alespo\u0148 mn\u011b to tak p\u0159ipad\u00e1. Odpov\u00edd\u00e1m posunky hlavy. Sta\u010d\u00ed mu to. P\u0159ijde mi, \u017ee mimo otc\u016fv dohled je m\u00e9n\u011b n\u00e1ro\u010dn\u00fd. M\u00e9n\u011b krut\u00fd. M\u00e9n\u011b Arab.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Pr\u00fd m\u00e1m odpo\u010d\u00edvat. Nechce se mi sp\u00e1t, ani nic, ale poslouch\u00e1m ho. Jde toti\u017e se mnou. Nebudu s\u00e1m. P\u0159est\u00e1v\u00e1m m\u00edt odvahu zem\u0159\u00edt. Cht\u011bl bych jen pry\u010d.  <\/div>\n
Str\u00e1vili jsme tu p\u00e1r dn\u00ed. N\u00e1\u0161 vztah s\u00edl\u00ed. Zat\u00edm m\u011b Tom nechal, a\u0165 si zvyknu na prost\u0159ed\u00ed. Z\u00e1rove\u0148 si m\u011b ale v\u0161\u00edmal mnohem v\u00edc ne\u017e v pal\u00e1ci. Po\u0159\u00e1d mi ne\u0159ekl, co si tehdy r\u00e1no s otcem vym\u011bnili za slova. Nechci se vypt\u00e1vat. Jestli mi to chce \u0159\u00edct, \u0159ekne to.  <\/div>\n
My\u0161lenky na smrt m\u011b  opustily. Rozhodl jsem se odtud n\u011bjak dostat. Aiwa, m\u00e1ma i cel\u00e1  moje rodina by to tak cht\u011bla. V\u011b\u0159\u00edm tomu. Dr\u017e\u00ed m\u011b to nad vodou. Ud\u011blal jsem si takov\u00fd mal\u00fd  pomn\u00edk, kam chod\u00edm ka\u017ed\u00fd den. Sna\u017e\u00edm se mluvit s m\u00e1mou. Nev\u00edm, jestli m\u011b sly\u0161\u00ed, ale v\u00edra v to, \u017ee ano, mi zachov\u00e1v\u00e1 zdrav\u00fd rozum a pom\u00e1h\u00e1 mi vyrovnat se se situac\u00ed a norm\u00e1ln\u011b myslet.  <\/div>\n
Tom je b\u00e1je\u010dn\u00fd, pozorn\u00fd, citliv\u00fd. Zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed. Jsem ostra\u017eit\u00fd, by\u0165 jsem do n\u011bj bl\u00e1zen. Netu\u0161\u00edm, co tu vlastn\u011b d\u011bl\u00e1me, ale hodl\u00e1m na to p\u0159ij\u00edt. Chyb\u00ed mi n\u011b\u017enosti. N\u011b\u010d\u00ed opravdov\u00e1 bl\u00edzkost. Na sex se ani nepamatuju. C\u00edt\u00edm cht\u00ed\u010d, kdykoli ho vid\u00edm. Ale strach m\u011b dr\u017e\u00ed p\u0159i zemi. Po\u0159\u00e1d si pamatuju ty jeho zl\u00e9 o\u010di, vy\u010d\u00edtav\u00fd pohled, kter\u00fd by jist\u011b dok\u00e1zal zab\u00edt.  <\/div>\n
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( Tom )  <\/div>\n
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Bill se mi uzav\u0159el. C\u00edt\u00edm to. Nev\u00edm, jestli by byl tak uzav\u0159en\u00fd i ostatn\u00edm, ale nikdo bl\u00edzk\u00fd tu nen\u00ed. P\u0159\u00e1l bych si z\u00edskat jeho d\u016fv\u011bru, kter\u00e1  je nutn\u00e1. Ale v\u00edm, \u017ee tlakem ni\u010deho nedos\u00e1hnu. Mo\u017en\u00e1 to platilo na mal\u00e9 arabsk\u00e9 d\u00edt\u011b, ale ne na dosp\u011bl\u00e9ho Evropana.  <\/div>\n
Sna\u017e\u00edm se b\u00fdt trp\u011bliv\u00fd. Zat\u00edm je dost \u010dasu. V\u017edy\u0165 se nevyzn\u00e1m ani v sob\u011b. C\u00edt\u00edm se s n\u00edm jinak. Je tak u\u0161lechtil\u00fd. Asi to zn\u00ed hloup\u011b, ale opravdu mi tak p\u0159ijde. Nos\u00ed krk jako la\u0148. Je dokonal\u00fd.  <\/div>\n
Ah, All\u00e1hu, spas m\u00e9  my\u0161lenky. Odprosti m\u011b od h\u0159\u00edch\u016f, na kter\u00e9 st\u00e1le la\u010dn\u011bji mysl\u00edm.  <\/div>\n
Je to naprosto \u0161\u00edlen\u00e9. Je to chlapec, mu\u017e, m\u016fj bratr. Ale j\u00e1 nikdy nebyl na mu\u017ee. On ale nevypad\u00e1 jako mu\u017e. Je jako \u017eena. Pro\u010d m\u011b neodrazuje jeho p\u0159irozen\u00ed a ploch\u00e1 hru\u010f?<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Ka\u017ed\u00fd ve\u010der, kdy\u017e  mu d\u00e1m dobrou noc, s\u00e1m jdu za m\u00edstn\u00ed \u017eenou. Pro ni je to pocta, pro m\u011b \u00faleva. Je \u0161t\u00edhl\u00e1, \u010dernovlas\u00e1, trochu sn\u011bd\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e on, ale to se ve tm\u011b ztr\u00e1c\u00ed. An\u00e1ln\u00ed sex s n\u00ed si omlouv\u00e1m tak, \u017ee je je\u0161t\u011b panna a budouc\u00ed man\u017eel by ji zavrhl, kdybych ji o to p\u0159ipravil. Zabili by ji. Nechci ma\u0159it \u017eivoty. Kv\u016fli Billovi. A z\u00e1rove\u0148 je tenhle sex mnohem lep\u0161\u00ed.  <\/div>\n
Sv\u00edr\u00e1 to a\u017e mo\u017en\u00e1  bolestiv\u011b, kdy\u017e zatne svaly, ale \u0161\u00edl\u00edm slast\u00ed. P\u0159edstavuju si jeho, a p\u0159itom sob\u011b sam\u00e9mu nikdy nedovol\u00edm se ho v\u00edc ne\u017e bratrsky dotknout. Nesm\u00edm zni\u010dit n\u00e1\u0161 vztah. Ta d\u016fv\u011bra jednou p\u0159ijde. Nem\u016f\u017eu to podkopat sv\u00fdm zvrhl\u00fdm cht\u00ed\u010dem.  <\/div>\n
My\u0161lenky se daj\u00ed odpustit, \u010diny u\u017e tolik ne. Znovu odch\u00e1z\u00edm za tou d\u00edvkou\u2026 <\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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M\u00e1m pocit, \u017ee Tom za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1  b\u00fdt v m\u00e9 p\u0159\u00edtomnosti nerv\u00f3zn\u00ed. Z\u00edtra se m\u00e1m prvn\u011b posadit na kon\u011b. Docela se t\u011b\u0161\u00edm. Ale nep\u0159est\u00e1v\u00e1m doufat v n\u00e1vrat do N\u011bmecka. Nikdy nep\u0159estanu. Obnovili jsme u\u010den\u00ed arab\u0161tiny. Pokud chci odtud n\u011bkdy ut\u00e9ct, budu se muset domluvit s\u00e1m. A proto ji budu pot\u0159ebovat.  <\/div>\n
T\u00edm, jak ztr\u00e1c\u00ed sebejistotu v m\u00e9 p\u0159\u00edtomnosti, m\u011b, zd\u00e1 se, za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 p\u0159itahovat je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edc. Jeho rozt\u011bkanost, nenad\u00e1l\u00e9 pohyby. V\u0161echno, co se zm\u011bnilo, m\u011b l\u00e1k\u00e1.  A  j\u00e1 v\u00edm, \u017ee nesm\u00edm. P\u0159eci jen u\u017e se zase boj\u00edm o sv\u016fj \u017eivot. A tady, uprost\u0159ed pustiny, by\u0165 jsme oba princov\u00e9, on je star\u0161\u00ed.  <\/div>\n
On je budouc\u00ed kr\u00e1l, j\u00e1 jen p\u0159ist\u011bhovalec, kter\u00e9mu by ani nerozum\u011bli vol\u00e1n\u00ed o pomoc. Nechali by  mne zem\u0159\u00edt stejn\u011b jako Aiwu.  <\/div>\n
Ale mus\u00edm \u0159\u00edct, \u017ee je den ode dne t\u011b\u017e\u0161\u00ed krotit se. Pravideln\u011b se mus\u00edm s\u00e1m uspokojovat a p\u0159edstavovat si ho, jinak bych na n\u011bj snad sko\u010dil, smrt nesmrt.  <\/div>\n
Znovu us\u00edn\u00e1m s my\u0161lenkami na n\u011bj.  <\/div>\n
Ve snu spolu odj\u00ed\u017ed\u00edme do N\u011bmecka a tam \u017eijeme. V norm\u00e1ln\u00ed spole\u010dnosti, kter\u00e1 akceptuje gaye. Kde za to nen\u00ed trest smrti. A Tom mi city op\u011btuje a ka\u017ed\u00fd ve\u010der m\u00e1me \u00fa\u017easn\u00fd, divok\u00fd sex.  <\/div>\n
Bud\u00edm se s mokr\u00fdm prost\u011bradlem je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ed Tomov\u00fdm p\u0159\u00edchodem.  <\/div>\n
V\u017edy m\u011b bud\u00ed. <\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Ka\u017ed\u00fd den je proto od za\u010d\u00e1tku kr\u00e1sn\u00fd. <\/p>\n<\/div>\n
autor: Neilinka<\/strong><\/div>\n
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autor: Neilinka ( Tom )   Beze slov si rozum\u00edme. M\u00e1  strach. Boj\u00ed se, co bude d\u00e1l. Chce vysv\u011btlen\u00ed dne\u0161n\u00edho r\u00e1na. Nev\u00edm, zda mu ho d\u00e1t v p\u0159esn\u00e9 verzi, nebo si vym\u00fd\u0161let. Paradoxn\u00ed je, \u017ee i kdy\u017e nem\u00e1 \u0161anci zjistit pravdu, proto\u017ee neum\u00ed jazyk, m\u00e1m<\/p>\n

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