{"id":10164,"date":"2010-11-17T14:00:00","date_gmt":"2010-11-17T13:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=10139"},"modified":"2010-11-17T14:00:00","modified_gmt":"2010-11-17T13:00:00","slug":"zivotni-sen-22","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/11\/17\/zivotni-sen-22\/","title":{"rendered":"\u017divotn\u00ed sen 22."},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: BlackAngel<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Simone<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Ani mn\u011b neu\u0161la ta h\u00e1dka t\u011bch dvou, nebo co se vlastn\u011b stalo. Po\u010dkala jsem jen, ne\u017e  Tom ute\u010de dom\u016f a hned jsem \u0161la za Billem. P\u0159i\u0161la jsem k jeho pokoji a zaklepala.<\/div>\n
„Bille, m\u016f\u017eu d\u00e1l?“ ozvu se ti\u0161e. Vid\u00edm jeho t\u011bl\u00ed\u010dko schoulen\u00fd a uplakan\u00fd na posteli. Je mi ho tak l\u00edto. Zrovna, kdy\u017e byl tak \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd, se to mus\u00ed pokazit.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Bill<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Usly\u0161\u00edm m\u00e1mu, jak vejde do pokoje a pt\u00e1 se, jestli m\u016f\u017ee d\u00e1l. Oto\u010d\u00edm se obli\u010dejem ke dve\u0159\u00edm a p\u0159ik\u00fdvnu, jako \u017ee m\u016f\u017ee vej\u00edt.<\/div>\n
„Mami, ptal se m\u011b, co se d\u011bje a j\u00e1 mu to nedok\u00e1zal \u0159\u00edct,“ sv\u011b\u0159\u00edm se. Mamka si sedne vedle m\u011b a obejme m\u011b.<\/div>\n
„To bude dobr\u00fd, Bille. V\u017edy\u0165 ty jsi se to dov\u011bd\u011bl tak\u00e9 dnes. To chce \u010das,“ hlad\u00ed m\u011b po z\u00e1dech. Odt\u00e1hnu se a bolestn\u011b se u\u0161kl\u00edbnu.<\/div>\n
„Ne, mami, nebude to dobr\u00fd, z\u00edtra za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 to turn\u00e9 po cel\u00e9m N\u011bmecku, jak se mu m\u00e1m pod\u00edvat do o\u010d\u00ed a jak to m\u00e1m v\u0161echno zvl\u00e1dnout, b\u00fdt s n\u00edm, b\u00fdt vedle n\u011bj tak bl\u00edzko a nemoct se ho dotknout obejmout, d\u00e1t mu pusu?“ hyster\u010d\u00edm.<\/div>\n
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„Bille, Bille, klid, j\u00e1 v\u00edm, \u017ee to vypad\u00e1 hrozn\u011b, ale v\u0161echno to bude dobr\u00fd, a\u017e se to Tom dov\u00ed, ur\u010dit\u011b tvoje chov\u00e1n\u00ed pochop\u00ed,“ sna\u017e\u00ed se m\u011b mamka ut\u011b\u0161it, ale j\u00e1 jsem prost\u011b na dn\u011b.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Tom<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Ten jeho hlas, o\u010di, \u00fasm\u011bv, j\u00e1 na Billa prost\u011b nezapomenu. U\u017e pot\u0159et\u00ed mi jede v p\u0159ehr\u00e1va\u010di na\u0161e c\u00e9d\u00e9\u010dko. Jak\u00fd to asi bude z\u00edtra? Budeme se sob\u011b vyh\u00fdbat, nebo se mnou prohod\u00ed p\u00e1r slov. Vydechnu a zavrt\u00e1m se na posteli mezi pol\u0161t\u00e1\u0159e. Rukou naraz\u00edm do n\u011b\u010deho tvrd\u00e9ho. „Au, co to sakra,“ hr\u00e1bnu pod pe\u0159inu a vyt\u00e1hnu kytaru. „J\u00e9, ty moje kamar\u00e1dko!“ pousm\u011bju se a za\u010dnu hr\u00e1t jednu neur\u010ditou melodii. U\u017e jsem asi fakt bl\u00e1zen. Pov\u00edd\u00e1m si tady s kytarou. Polo\u017e\u00edm ji na zem, zrovna kdy\u017e do m\u00e9ho pokoje vch\u00e1z\u00ed m\u00e1ma.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Silvie  <\/div>\n
„Tome, nem\u00e1\u0161 hlad nebo nepot\u0159ebuje\u0161 si jen promluvit?“ soucitn\u011b si p\u0159isednu na postel a pohlad\u00edm ho po rameni. I kdy\u017e nejsem jeho matka, je mi ho te\u010f l\u00edto. Tom zvedne hlavu a smutn\u011b se pousm\u011bje.<\/div>\n
„Ne, mami, s t\u00edm mi asi nepom\u016f\u017ee\u0161, leda bys v\u011bd\u011bla, co je s t\u00edm Billem, b\u011bhem okam\u017eiku se tak obr\u00e1til,“ vzdychne a obejme pol\u0161t\u00e1\u0159ek, jako by to byl s\u00e1m Bill. No, ale j\u00e1 v\u00edm, co se d\u011bje, ale nev\u00edm, jak mu pomoct. Tak ho jen obejmu. J\u00e1 mu jednou, v\u00edm, \u017ee to nebude dlouho trvat, ale taky mu ubl\u00ed\u017e\u00edm. Mus\u00edm mu \u0159\u00edct pravdu.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Bill<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
„In die n\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1cht!“ dozp\u00edv\u00e1m a posad\u00edm se op\u011bt na okno. Pozoruju st\u00edny, zapad\u00e1 slunce a barv\u00ed ulici do \u010dervena. N\u00e1dhern\u00fd pohled, ale ve mn\u011b akor\u00e1t vyvol\u00e1v\u00e1 dal\u0161\u00ed bolest a smutek. Z\u00edtra vyj\u00ed\u017ed\u00edme na takov\u00fd men\u0161\u00ed turn\u00e9 po N\u011bmecku. Budu muset b\u00fdt cel\u00fd den a je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edc s Tomem, autogrami\u00e1dy, focen\u00ed, Tom bude na bl\u00edzku a j\u00e1 budu muset bejt s n\u00edm. „Miluju t\u011b, Tome, ale ta l\u00e1ska je dop\u0159edu zak\u00e1zan\u00e1,“ za\u0161ept\u00e1m s pohledem p\u0159ilepen\u00fdm na Tom\u016fv d\u016fm. Odvr\u00e1t\u00edm hlavu a s dal\u0161\u00edm vzdechnut\u00edm si jdu sbalit v\u011bci, co pot\u0159ebuju s sebou na ten t\u00fdden.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Tom<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
To j\u00e1 to balen\u00ed  nijak nehrot\u00edm, nah\u00e1z\u00edm v\u011bci bez ladu a skladu do ta\u0161ky. Tak m\u00e1m sbaleno. Hod\u00edm sprchu a rovnou jdu sp\u00e1t. Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee se mi povede usnout. S pohledem na Billov\u011b fotce us\u00edn\u00e1m.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
autor: BlackAngel<\/strong><\/div>\n
betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: BlackAngel Simone Ani mn\u011b neu\u0161la ta h\u00e1dka t\u011bch dvou, nebo co se vlastn\u011b stalo. Po\u010dkala jsem jen, ne\u017e  Tom ute\u010de dom\u016f a hned jsem \u0161la za Billem. P\u0159i\u0161la jsem k jeho pokoji a zaklepala. „Bille, m\u016f\u017eu d\u00e1l?“ ozvu se ti\u0161e. Vid\u00edm jeho t\u011bl\u00ed\u010dko schoulen\u00fd<\/p>\n

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