{"id":10577,"date":"2010-09-28T18:00:00","date_gmt":"2010-09-28T17:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=10551"},"modified":"2010-09-28T18:00:00","modified_gmt":"2010-09-28T17:00:00","slug":"what-you-want-17","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/09\/28\/what-you-want-17\/","title":{"rendered":"What you want 17."},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Neilinka<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"436\" class=\"center\" src=\"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/eb35f6caaf_68557649_o2.jpg\" alt=\"436\" \/><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Z dredat\u00e9 hlavy tekly pram\u00ednky studen\u00e9ho potu. Bylo sly\u0161et, jak mlad\u00fd hoper zalapal po dechu. Jako by mu ho n\u011bkdo pr\u00e1v\u011b vyrazil. Vlastn\u011b se tak i stalo, akor\u00e1t jen slovn\u011b. I kdy\u017e Tom by te\u010f rad\u011bji uv\u00edtal po\u0159\u00e1dnou rva\u010dku. U\u017e takhle se c\u00edtil rozpolcen\u00fd.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Bylo mu divn\u011b. Poprv\u00e9 v \u017eivot\u011b c\u00edtil, \u017ee se mu Bill vzd\u00e1lil na nebezpe\u010dnou vzd\u00e1lenost. M\u011bl na n\u011bj opravdov\u00fd vztek, netu\u0161il, jak moc velik\u00fd mohl b\u00fdt, ale s ohledem na p\u0159ede\u0161l\u00e1 slova musel b\u00fdt obrovsk\u00fd. Dr\u00e1\u017edil dva hady bosou nohou najednou a jeden z nich ho pr\u00e1v\u011b u\u0161tkl skoro do smrteln\u00e9 podoby.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Byl to takov\u00fd ten stav, kdy je v\u00e1m na du\u0161i tak \u0161patn\u011b, \u017ee byste rad\u0161i byli mrtv\u00ed. Ale ne\u0161lo to. Realita tu byla a opakovala se v\u00e1m v mozku st\u00e1le dokola jako zaseknut\u00fd gramofon. M\u011bl na jazyku tis\u00edc slov, ale ani jedno nedok\u00e1zal vypustit. Za\u010dal s\u00e1m sebe uji\u0161\u0165ovat, \u017ee to vlastn\u011b myslel dob\u0159e. \u017de lhal, proto\u017ee opravdu m\u00ednil s Billem za\u010d\u00edt chodit.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Mo\u017en\u00e1 by to i ud\u011blal a pak by mu to Bill asi prominul, ale bylo pozd\u011b. Bill si myslel, \u017ee mu to ud\u011blal ve spr\u0161e z pouh\u00e9 l\u00edtosti, z ni\u010deho jin\u00e9ho. A litov\u00e1n\u00ed Bill nen\u00e1vid\u011bl. V\u011bd\u011bl to. Pochopil, \u017ee te\u010f nic nezm\u016f\u017ee. Vlastn\u011b ani nev\u011bd\u011bl, co m\u00e1 d\u011blat.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Vstal z postele a zav\u0159el za sebou dve\u0159e. Nev\u0161\u00edmal si nech\u00e1pav\u00fdch pohled\u016f, ani pok\u0159ik\u016f Billov\u00fdch rodi\u010d\u016f, jen vyb\u011bhl ven a \u0161el se dlouze proj\u00edt. Sv\u00fdm zp\u016fsobem Billa ztratil. C\u00edtil to. Bylo mu \u00fazko a on si p\u0159\u00e1l b\u00fdt s\u00e1m. Zam\u00ed\u0159il do bl\u00edzk\u00e9ho les\u00edku, kde bylo napad\u00e1no skoro pades\u00e1t \u010d\u00edsel neupraven\u00e9ho sn\u011bhu, ale bylo mu to jedno.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Po nekone\u010dn\u00e9 dob\u011b<br \/> do\u0161el na vytou\u017een\u00e9 m\u00edsto. Jejich bunkr. D\u0159ev\u011bn\u00e1 bouda postaven\u00e1 je\u0161t\u011b za jejich ran\u011bj\u0161\u00edho d\u011btstv\u00ed ob\u011bma tat\u00ednky. Kluci samoz\u0159ejm\u011b pom\u00e1hali, ale v osmi letech mohli maxim\u00e1ln\u011b pod\u00e1vat h\u0159eb\u00edky.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>P\u0159esto tohle m\u00edsto nade v\u0161echno miloval. Pamatoval si, jak si p\u0159\u00edsahali, \u017ee sem nikdy nevezmou \u017e\u00e1dnou holku.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Oba to dodr\u017eeli. Tom by si nikdy nedovolil tohle posv\u00e1tn\u00e9 m\u00edsto &#8222;po\u0161pinit&#8220; d\u00edv\u010d\u00ed p\u0159\u00edtomnost\u00ed, i kdy\u017e o to mnoh\u00e9 \u017eadonily, proto\u017ee noc str\u00e1ven\u00e1 v takov\u00e9m kr\u00e1sn\u00e9m p\u0159\u00edst\u0159e\u0161ku p\u016fsobila nanejv\u00fd\u0161 romanticky.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Tom ale nem\u011bl pot\u0159ebu b\u00fdt k holk\u00e1m kdejak\u00fd romantik, v\u017edy\u0165 na to ani nem\u011bl v\u011bk. Vylezl po d\u0159ev\u011bn\u00e9m \u017eeb\u0159\u00edku a z tajn\u00e9 skr\u00fd\u0161e si vzal mal\u00fd kl\u00ed\u010dek. Odemkl z\u00e1mek a otev\u0159el poklop, kter\u00fd slou\u017eil jako vchod.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>P\u0159esto\u017ee byla venku obrovsk\u00e1<br \/> zima, tenhle mal\u00fd &#8222;domek&#8220; byl vystav\u011bn\u00fd a zateplen\u00fd<br \/> tak pe\u010dliv\u011b, \u017ee si Tom mohl sundat i bundu. Zap\u00e1lil si p\u00e1r sv\u00ed\u010dek, proto\u017ee bylo pokro\u010dil\u00e9 odpoledne a b\u011bhem p\u00e1r minut byla venku \u010derno\u010dern\u00e1 tma.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>A\u017e te\u010f si uv\u011bdomil, nakolik je to tu prostorn\u00e9, i p\u0159esto, \u017ee to bylo postaveno pro d\u011bti. Te\u010f mu bylo o 7 let v\u00edc a stejn\u011b se mohl pohodln\u011b nat\u00e1hnout. Dokonce tu byla i deka, a tak se do n\u00ed zabalil. Jak tak le\u017eel a p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel nad Billem, za\u010daly mu po tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch st\u00e9kat slzy. Nejd\u0159\u00edve velice klidn\u011b, ale postupn\u011b se to p\u0159evalilo v t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 hysterick\u00fd pl\u00e1\u010d s t\u0159esen\u00edm t\u011bla sto\u010den\u00e9ho v klub\u00ed\u010dku.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Kdy\u017e ho pl\u00e1\u010d p\u0159e\u0161el, m\u011bl na sebe snad je\u0161t\u011b v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed vztek, ne\u017e na n\u011bj m\u011bl Bill. Ne proto, \u017ee Christianovi lhal, ale \u017ee byl takov\u00fd hlup\u00e1k, kter\u00fd si ani nedok\u00e1zal p\u0159iznat, \u017ee se mu Bill p\u0159eci jen asi l\u00edb\u00ed, a \u017ee ho m\u00e1 v\u00edce ne\u017e r\u00e1d jako oby\u010dejn\u00e9ho nejlep\u0161\u00edho p\u0159\u00edtele. Miloval ho.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>A\u0165 to bylo jak\u00fdmkoli zp\u016fsobem, tak ho miloval.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Ho\u0159ce se usm\u00e1l nad p\u0159\u00edslov\u00edm, \u017ee cenu n\u011b\u010deho si uv\u011bdom\u00edte teprve tehdy, kdy\u017e o to p\u0159ijdete.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Rozhodl se ale, \u017ee Billa z\u00edsk\u00e1 zp\u011bt. Vlastn\u011b ne zp\u011bt. Necht\u011bl ho u\u017e nikdy v\u00edc jako p\u0159\u00edtele. Cht\u011bl ho jako sv\u00e9ho partnera. Jako sv\u00e9ho kluka. Roztomil\u00e9ho, kr\u00e1sn\u00e9ho, mil\u00e9ho, okouzluj\u00edc\u00edho kluka, kter\u00fd bude ten nejhodn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed na sv\u011bt\u011b, pokud mu to odpust\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>V m\u017eiku se zvedl a pl\u00e1noval si za\u010d\u00edt sv\u016fj boj pr\u00e1v\u011b te\u010f. Bleskurychle se obl\u00e9kl a k Billovu domu doslova b\u011b\u017eel. Bylo otev\u0159eno a tak jen vtrhnul do domu. Bylo u\u017e docela pozd\u011b, n\u011bco kolem des\u00e1t\u00e9, tak\u017ee v\u0161ichni po ve\u010de\u0159i si nejsp\u00ed\u0161 zalezli do sv\u00fdch pokoj\u016f sledovat ty trapn\u011b opakovan\u00e9 klasick\u00e9 i nov\u00e9 poh\u00e1dky.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Ani si nesund\u00e1val boty a vyb\u011bhl po schodech nahoru. Neklepal. Pot\u0159eboval b\u00fdt u Billa co nejd\u0159\u00edv.<br \/> Otev\u0159el dve\u0159e.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Billi, pros\u00edm t\u011b, odpust mi, j\u00e1 t\u011b\u2026&#8220;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Slova mu ztuhla na jazyku.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>D\u00edval se. Na postel. Na Billa. Na to tlumen\u00e9 \u010derven\u00e9 sv\u011btlo, kter\u00e9 odkr\u00fdvalo je\u0161t\u011b jednu osobu. Bill le\u017eel v posteli s Christianem.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Neilinka<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Neilinka Z dredat\u00e9 hlavy tekly pram\u00ednky studen\u00e9ho potu. Bylo sly\u0161et, jak mlad\u00fd hoper zalapal po dechu. Jako by mu ho n\u011bkdo pr\u00e1v\u011b vyrazil. Vlastn\u011b se tak i stalo, akor\u00e1t jen slovn\u011b. I kdy\u017e Tom by te\u010f rad\u011bji uv\u00edtal po\u0159\u00e1dnou rva\u010dku. 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