{"id":10634,"date":"2010-09-22T16:30:00","date_gmt":"2010-09-22T15:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=10608"},"modified":"2010-09-22T16:30:00","modified_gmt":"2010-09-22T15:30:00","slug":"what-you-want-15","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/09\/22\/what-you-want-15\/","title":{"rendered":"What you want 15."},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Neilinka<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"436\" class=\"center\" src=\"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/eb35f6caaf_68557649_o2.jpg\" alt=\"436\" \/><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Dal\u0161\u00ed den museli b\u00fdt oba kluci n\u011bjakou chv\u00edli se svoj\u00ed rodinou. Samoz\u0159ejm\u011b<br \/> p\u0159ijeli i vzd\u00e1len\u011bj\u0161\u00ed p\u0159\u00edbuzn\u00ed, prost\u011b tradice. Oba si n\u011bkdy \u0159\u00edkali, jestli to nen\u00ed v\u00edc formalita, ne\u017e opravdov\u00fd<br \/> z\u00e1jem vid\u011bt dal\u0161\u00ed \u010dleny rodiny, ale nech\u00e1vali to b\u00fdt.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Billovi ale vrtal hlavou Chris. Moc p\u0159\u00e1tel tady nem\u011bl, a i kdy\u017e tu m\u011bl rodi\u010de, \u017e\u00e1dn\u00ed dal\u0161\u00ed p\u0159\u00edbuzn\u00ed mu mo\u017en\u00e1 nep\u0159ijedou, ani sta\u0159\u00ed kamar\u00e1di, proto\u017ee taky ur\u010dit\u011b budou muset b\u00fdt u sv\u00fdch rodin. \u010c\u00edm v\u00edc o n\u011bm p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel, nutilo ho to za\u010d\u00edt se obl\u00e9kat, koupit po cest\u011b d\u00e1rek a doj\u00edt za Christianem dom\u016f, i kdy\u017e venku bylo p\u0159\u00ed\u0161ern\u011b.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Zazvonil. Notnou chv\u00edli nikdo neotv\u00edral, a tak u\u017e si Bill za\u010d\u00ednal myslet, \u017ee odjeli za p\u0159\u00edbuzn\u00fdmi oni, ale kdy\u017e u\u017e byl u branky, hlavn\u00ed dve\u0159e se otev\u0159ely. V nich st\u00e1l p\u0159ekvapen\u00fd Christian.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bille? Co tady d\u011bl\u00e1\u0161?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Absolutn\u011b to nech\u00e1pal. Zni\u010dehonic se tu to \u010dernovlas\u00e9 stvo\u0159en\u00ed\u010dko objevilo na \u0160t\u011bdr\u00fd<br \/> den, kdy\u017e ve \u0161kole byly posledn\u00ed dobou jejich rozhovory sp\u00ed\u0161e jen spolu\u017e\u00e1ck\u00e9?<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Em, ahoj. V\u00ed\u0161, \u0159\u00edkal jsem si, \u017ee tu nem\u00e1te p\u0159\u00edbuzn\u00e9 a kamar\u00e1dy m\u00e1\u0161 pov\u011bt\u0161inou ve star\u00e9m bydli\u0161ti a tak\u2026 prost\u011b jsem ti cht\u011bl pop\u0159\u00e1t vesel\u00e9 V\u00e1noce.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Chris se musel usm\u00e1t. D\u00edval se na to promrzl\u00e9, nabalen\u00e9 d\u00edtko, nejist\u00e9 si sv\u00fdm n\u00e1zorem a \u010dinem, kter\u00fd pr\u00e1v\u011b provedlo.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>&#8222;Poj\u010f d\u00e1l.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Bill myslel, \u017ee mu jen p\u0159ed\u00e1 d\u00e1rek, pop\u0159eje mu a p\u016fjde, ale pozv\u00e1n\u00ed se mu odm\u00edtat necht\u011blo. Vlastn\u011b m\u011bl mo\u017enost si s n\u00edm otev\u0159en\u011b promluvit o tom, co se stalo s jeho z\u00e1jmem. Sice netu\u0161il, jestli je 24. prosinec nejvhodn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed den na intimn\u00ed rozhovory, ale ve \u0161kole mu to bylo trapn\u00e9.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Ve\u0161el prostornou, sv\u011btlou chodbi\u010dkou a odlo\u017eil si kab\u00e1t s ostatn\u00edmi svr\u0161ky. Pak se zul a cupital za Chrisem nahoru do jeho pokoje. Po cest\u011b vedle kuchyn\u011b pozdravil maminku. M\u011bl ho moc hezk\u00fd. \u00dapln\u011b jin\u00fd ne\u017e on nebo Tom, a p\u0159esto se mu ten styl jaksi zamlouval. Posadil se na pohodlnou postel a najednou mu bylo divn\u011b od \u017ealudku. Najednou, jako by mu do\u0161lo, \u017ee Chris je gay, rodi\u010de to nejsp\u00ed\u0161 v\u011bd\u00ed a te\u010f si mo\u017en\u00e1 mysl\u00ed, \u017ee spolu chod\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;D\u00e1\u0161 si n\u011bco k pit\u00ed?&#8220; Zeptal se le\u017e\u00e9rn\u011b Chris, a u\u017e m\u00ed\u0159il znovu do kuchyn\u011b. Bill ho ale zarazil.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ne ne, d\u00edky. Jen\u2026 cht\u011bl bych s tebou o n\u011b\u010dem mluvit.&#8220; Bill si poposedl na posteli, aby se na ni ve\u0161el i Chris. Ten pochopil a usadil se s pozorn\u00fdm v\u00fdrazem ve tv\u00e1\u0159i. Poslouchal ho.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;V\u00ed\u0161, kdy\u017e jsi p\u0159i\u0161el do na\u0161\u00ed \u0161koly, hned prvn\u00ed den jsi mi dal najevo, \u017ee se ti l\u00edb\u00edm a m\u011bl bys o mn\u011b z\u00e1jem, je to tak?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Billi, to sice ano, ale odm\u00edtls mn\u011b a j\u00e1 moc dob\u0159e pochopil pro\u010d. V\u017edy\u0165 Toma zn\u00e1\u0161 celou v\u011b\u010dnost a mnohem v\u00edc o n\u011bm v\u00ed\u0161, je to bezpe\u010dn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed partie ne\u017e j\u00e1. Nehled\u011b na to, \u017ee k sob\u011b m\u00e1te bl\u00edzko. Mimochodem, pro\u010d s n\u00edm vlastn\u011b nejsi? J\u00e1 v\u017edycky sv\u00e9ho kluka zval na V\u00e1noce k n\u00e1m.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>V Billovi hrklo. Z\u016fstal na Chrise chv\u00edli om\u00e1men\u011b z\u00edrat.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Eh, my, my spolu nejsme, v\u00ed\u0161? Tom je heterosexu\u00e1l. Je to jen nejlep\u0161\u00ed kamar\u00e1d, nic v\u00edc. Sice bohu\u017eel, ale nic s t\u00edm nenad\u011bl\u00e1m. L\u00edb\u00ed se mi, to p\u0159izn\u00e1v\u00e1m, ale on se mnou vztah m\u00edt prost\u011b nem\u016f\u017ee, necht\u011bl jsem ho nutit. Jsem r\u00e1d, \u017ee moj\u00ed orientaci v\u016fbec p\u0159ijal. Jak jsi p\u0159i\u0161el na to, \u017ee jsme spolu? To kv\u016fli tomu, jak se na n\u011bj d\u00edv\u00e1m, nebo jak mn\u011b ob\u010das chytne za pas?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Te\u010f pro zm\u011bnu z\u00edral Chris. Nech\u00e1pal to. Pro\u010d by mu Tom \u0159\u00edkal, \u017ee je s Billem, kdyby nebyl na kluky? Co by to m\u011blo za v\u00fdznam? Nev\u011bd\u011bl, jestli to m\u00e1 Billovi \u0159\u00edct, nebo rad\u011bji ml\u010det a p\u0159istoupit na jeho vysv\u011btlen\u00ed reality. S\u00e1m byl ale zv\u011bdav\u00fd na Tomovo vysv\u011btlen\u00ed a tak se uch\u00fdlil k pravd\u011b.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tom mi \u0159ekl, \u017ee spolu chod\u00edte. Tenkr\u00e1t, p\u0159i tom prvn\u00edm dou\u010dov\u00e1n\u00ed. Vlastn\u011b i posledn\u00edm.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Bill nemohl v\u011b\u0159it sv\u00fdm u\u0161\u00edm. Tohle, \u017ee mu \u0159ekl Tom? Nev\u011bd\u011bl, jestli se o n\u011bj pokou\u0161\u00ed infarkt, ani jestli je v\u00edc na\u0161tvan\u00fd, p\u0159ekvapen\u00fd, pot\u011b\u0161en\u00fd, nebo co vlastn\u011b. Tohle nepob\u00edral.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Eh\u2026 ne. Nechod\u00edme spolu. J\u00e1. V\u00e1\u017en\u011b ti tohle \u0159ekl?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Christian jen p\u0159ik\u00fdvl. Bill nev\u011bd\u011bl, \u010demu v\u011b\u0159it. Pro\u010d by mu Chris lhal? Ale pro\u010d by mu lhal Tom? Cht\u011bl ho jen pro sebe, aby na n\u011bm mohl zkou\u0161et svoji hybridn\u00ed orientaci?<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Posly\u0161. A\u0165 ti \u0159ekl Tom cokoliv, neber to v\u00e1\u017en\u011b. Jsem voln\u00fd a s n\u00edm si to vy\u0159\u00edd\u00edm. Te\u010f na to nechci myslet. Vesel\u00e9 V\u00e1noce.&#8220; P\u0159edal mu d\u00e1rek a mo\u017en\u00e1 i z popudu z toho, co od n\u011bj pr\u00e1v\u011b sly\u0161el, mu v\u011bnoval krom\u011b toho je\u0161t\u011b vroucn\u00fd polibek.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Chris se pot\u011b\u0161en\u011b<br \/> usm\u00e1l.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Moc d\u011bkuju. \u0160koda, \u017ee to nebylo pod jmel\u00edm. Ale jinak jsem byl unesen. Kr\u00e1sn\u011b l\u00edb\u00e1\u0161.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Bill mali\u010dko zrudl. Vlastn\u011b<br \/> to byl jeho prvn\u00ed opravdov\u00fd polibek s potenci\u00e1ln\u00edm klukem.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Mrz\u00ed mn\u011b to, ale ne\u010dekal jsem t\u011b, nem\u00e1m pro tebe d\u00e1rek. Leda bych ti oplatil to druh\u00e9.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Bill se na chv\u00edli koukl jinam, rud\u00fd od hlavy a\u017e k pat\u011b, ale p\u0159ik\u00fdvl. P\u0159iv\u0159el o\u010di a lehce otev\u0159el \u00fasta. Chris si ho podr\u017eel za \u0161\u00edji dlouze, n\u011b\u017en\u011b a francouzsky ho pol\u00edbil. V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee v\u00edc si te\u010f zat\u00edm dovolit nem\u016f\u017ee, a ani to nezkou\u0161el. Necht\u011bl zradit jeho d\u016fv\u011bru.<br \/> Te\u010f, s nov\u011b nabyt\u00fdm v\u011bdom\u00edm, \u017ee je Bill voln\u00fd, byl ochotn\u00fd za\u010d\u00edt bojovat a oplatit Tomovi jeho neup\u0159\u00edmnost po\u0159\u00e1dnou palbou.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Bude to boj.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Boj o Billa.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Neilinka<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong><br \/><\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Neilinka Dal\u0161\u00ed den museli b\u00fdt oba kluci n\u011bjakou chv\u00edli se svoj\u00ed rodinou. Samoz\u0159ejm\u011b p\u0159ijeli i vzd\u00e1len\u011bj\u0161\u00ed p\u0159\u00edbuzn\u00ed, prost\u011b tradice. Oba si n\u011bkdy \u0159\u00edkali, jestli to nen\u00ed v\u00edc formalita, ne\u017e opravdov\u00fd z\u00e1jem vid\u011bt dal\u0161\u00ed \u010dleny rodiny, ale nech\u00e1vali to b\u00fdt. 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