{"id":10859,"date":"2010-08-28T16:00:00","date_gmt":"2010-08-28T15:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=10832"},"modified":"2010-08-28T16:00:00","modified_gmt":"2010-08-28T15:00:00","slug":"please-breath-14","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/08\/28\/please-breath-14\/","title":{"rendered":"Please, Breath 14."},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Sch-Rei<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tomi,&#8220; \u0161eptlo \u010dernovlas\u00e9 klub\u00ed\u010dko, kr\u010d\u00edc\u00ed se v rohu klece. Bill nasucho polknul a promnul si ospal\u00e9 o\u010di. To\u010dila se mu hlava. U\u017e necht\u011bl. Chv\u00edlemi ho ovl\u00e1dalo zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed chov\u00e1n\u00ed. Cht\u011bl stra\u0161n\u011b c\u00edtit tu kovovou chu\u0165 v \u00fastech. Nedok\u00e1zal se ovl\u00e1dnout. Chov\u00e1n\u00ed se mu vymykalo z rukou je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edc, jako d\u0159\u00edv. Zavzlykal. Pot\u0159eboval&#8230; Pot\u0159eboval si vzpomenout. Jeho my\u0161lenky se ztr\u00e1cely. Nedok\u00e1zal si u\u017e skoro ani vybavit Tomovu tv\u00e1\u0159, ale st\u00e1le c\u00edtil na t\u011ble jeho n\u011b\u017en\u00e9 a jemn\u00e9 doteky. Takov\u00e9, kter\u00e9 za\u017eil jen s n\u00edm. Je\u0161t\u011b nikdy neza\u017eil takovou n\u011b\u017enost, jako v ten den. Zachv\u011bl se a zavzlykal. Kdyby to \u0161lo&#8230; B\u00fdt u Toma, nechat se h\u00fd\u010dkat jeho doteky, nechat se uklid\u0148ovat jeho p\u0159\u00edjemn\u00fdm hlasem.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Schoval si hlavu do dlan\u00ed a naplno se rozvzlykal. Zakru\u010delo mu v \u017ealudku a jeho b\u0159\u00ed\u0161kem se roznesl nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00fd pocit pr\u00e1zdna a bolest. Zak\u0148u\u010del, ale pokou\u0161el se bolest nevn\u00edmat. Pokou\u0161el se ji nevn\u00edmat u\u017e dobr\u00e9 t\u0159i dny. Nedost\u00e1val j\u00eddlo. Bylo to kv\u016fli l\u00e9k\u016fm, kter\u00e9 dost\u00e1val. Dnes ho maj\u00ed p\u0159ipojit na n\u011bjak\u00e9 hadi\u010dky, kter\u00e9 mu budou d\u00e1vat pot\u0159ebn\u00e9 \u017eiviny. Povzdechl si a p\u0159iv\u0159el o\u010di. Cht\u011bl b\u00fdt u Toma, d\u00edvat se do jeho uklid\u0148uj\u00edc\u00edch hn\u011bd\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Se vzlykem se pousm\u00e1l a zav\u0159el o\u010di \u00fapln\u011b. Kdysi m\u011bl taky takov\u00e9, dokud ho nezm\u011bnili&#8230; V to, co je pr\u00e1v\u011b te\u010f. O\u010di m\u00e1 sv\u011btle zelen\u00e9 a krystalizuj\u00edc\u00ed. Za p\u00e1r dn\u00ed budou rud\u00e9. Bez jedin\u00e9ho pigmentu. Necht\u011bl, ale v\u0161echno to zp\u016fsobovaly l\u00e9ky, injekce a jin\u00e9 v\u011bci kter\u00e9 mu vym\u00fdvaly mozek, a pomalu se dost\u00e1valy do j\u00e1dra mozku a rozeb\u00edraly ho. Popletly mu my\u0161lenky a ma\u017eou mu vzpom\u00ednky. Jedin\u00e9, co si Bill dok\u00e1zal na\u017eivo p\u0159edstavit, byla&#8230;<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><strong><em>Flashback<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong><em><br \/><\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Bille, mus\u00edm&#8230; Mus\u00edm ti n\u011bco \u0159\u00edct,&#8220; vzychla Kathrin a vzhl\u00e9dla do tmav\u011b hn\u011bd\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed, o\u010dek\u00e1vaj\u00edc to nejhor\u0161\u00ed. Bill moc dob\u0159e v\u011bd\u011bl, co mu chce \u0159\u00edct, jen se s t\u00edm nedok\u00e1zal sm\u00ed\u0159it.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Kathrin, ne,&#8220; za\u0161eptal zoufale a do o\u010d\u00ed se mu prodraly slzy. Potichu zavzlykal. Byl na pokraji toho, aby se zhroutil. Jen Kathrin tam p\u0159ed n\u00edm v klidu st\u00e1la. Byla ve \u010dtvrt\u00e9m m\u011bs\u00edci t\u011bhotenstv\u00ed, \u010dekala s Billem miminko. Jen\u017ee se rozhodla pro jin\u00e9ho, myslela, \u017ee bude d\u00edt\u011bti lep\u0161\u00edm otcem a j\u00ed lep\u0161\u00edm partnerem.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Bille, promi\u0148, je mi l\u00edto,&#8220; \u0159ekla ti\u0161e a sklopila pohled k zemi. Rukou si pohladila b\u0159\u00ed\u0161ko.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Ne! Nem\u016f\u017ee\u0161&#8230; Nem\u016f\u017ee\u0161 to ud\u011blat, v\u017edy\u0165&#8230; \u010cek\u00e1\u0161 moje d\u00edt\u011b, Kath,&#8220; zavzlykal Bill.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Jsi si jist\u00fd, \u017ee je opravdu tv\u00e9?&#8220; za\u0161eptala, a jej\u00ed pohled sm\u011b\u0159oval na u\u017e vypoukl\u00e9 b\u0159\u00ed\u0161ko. Pousm\u00e1la se. Jezdila po n\u011bm spokojen\u011b rukou.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;A-a&#8230; Nen\u00ed?&#8220; \u0161eptl Bill se vzlykem, a nasucho polknul. Necht\u011bl zn\u00e1t odpov\u011b\u010f, b\u00e1l se j\u00ed. B\u00e1l se, \u017ee zjist\u00ed, \u017ee nen\u00ed opravdu jeho. Semknul dlan\u011b v p\u011bst.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Ano, je,&#8220; vydechla Kath. Vypadala sp\u00ed\u0161 smutn\u011b z toho, \u017ee \u010dek\u00e1 d\u00edt\u011b zrovna s Billem. V\u017edy\u0165&#8230; Je\u0161t\u011b ned\u00e1vno byli zamilovan\u00ed. Oba dva.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Nem\u016f\u017ee\u0161 m\u011b opustit, nejde to!&#8220; zak\u0159i\u010del na\u0161tvan\u011b Bill. Za\u010dal ho ovl\u00e1dat vztek.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><strong><em><br \/><\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><strong><em>Konec flashbacku<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Kath,&#8220; zavzlykal Bill. Necht\u011bl na to d\u00e1l myslet, cht\u011bl si vybavit pouze Tom\u016fv obli\u010dej, jen chv\u00edli s Tomem. Necht\u011bl myslet na ni. Na ni, kterou miloval, na ni, kter\u00e1 ho jen tak odkopla za jin\u00e9ho. Zabil. V tuhle chv\u00edli si poprv\u00e9 za tu dobu p\u0159ipadal jako vrah. Poprv\u00e9 za skoro t\u0159i\u010dtvrt\u011b roku, kdy zabil dva \u017eivoty. \u017divot sv\u00e9 p\u0159\u00edtelkyn\u011b a je\u0161t\u011b nenarozen\u00e9ho miminka. Jeho d\u00edt\u011bte. Ale potom tu bylo je\u0161t\u011b n\u011bco. Kathrin a miminko nebyly jedin\u00e9 \u017eivoty, kter\u00e9 nechal vlastn\u00edmi silami vyhasnout. Vzal \u017eivot n\u011bkomu, kdo mu ho v\u011bnoval. N\u011bkomu, kdo ho miloval nade v\u0161echno na sv\u011bt\u011b.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Kousnul se pevn\u011b do rtu a zavzlykal. Zaryl si ruce mezi vlasy a za\u010dal za n\u011b tahat. Silou si tahal za vlasy a vzlykal. Kousal se do rtu, ale ne dost siln\u011b, aby ho prokousnul. Nem\u011bl na to s\u00edly a pokou\u0161el se ovl\u00e1dnout. Necht\u011bl krev, necht\u011bl ji ani c\u00edtit, i kdy\u017e jeho t\u011blo po n\u00ed tou\u017eilo. Mus\u00ed se ovl\u00e1dnout, mus\u00ed dok\u00e1zat, \u017ee m\u00e1 silnou v\u016fli.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><em>M\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 zabudn\u00fa\u0165,<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>sta\u010d\u00ed k\u00fdm tu si.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Iba \u010falej bu\u010f,<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>ni\u010d viac nemus\u00ed\u0161.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em><br \/><\/em><\/div>\n<div><strong><br \/><\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Sch-Rei<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Clarrkys<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Sch-Rei &#8222;Tomi,&#8220; \u0161eptlo \u010dernovlas\u00e9 klub\u00ed\u010dko, kr\u010d\u00edc\u00ed se v rohu klece. Bill nasucho polknul a promnul si ospal\u00e9 o\u010di. To\u010dila se mu hlava. U\u017e necht\u011bl. Chv\u00edlemi ho ovl\u00e1dalo zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed chov\u00e1n\u00ed. Cht\u011bl stra\u0161n\u011b c\u00edtit tu kovovou chu\u0165 v \u00fastech. Nedok\u00e1zal se ovl\u00e1dnout. 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