{"id":10927,"date":"2010-08-20T16:00:00","date_gmt":"2010-08-20T15:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=10900"},"modified":"2010-08-20T16:00:00","modified_gmt":"2010-08-20T15:00:00","slug":"what-you-want-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/08\/20\/what-you-want-4\/","title":{"rendered":"What you want 4."},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Neilinka<\/span><\/strong><\/div>\n

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Tom nejd\u0159\u00edv v\u016fbec nebyl schopn\u00fd zareagovat, byl \u0161okem jako p\u0159ikovan\u00fd. A\u017e kdy\u017e ho Bill za\u010dal povalovat na z\u00e1da, trochu se probral a za\u010dal vn\u00edmat realitu. Sna\u017eil se Billa odstr\u010dit jemn\u011b, ale zjevn\u011b mu to nedoch\u00e1zelo, tak musel trochu p\u0159itla\u010dit. Kdy\u017e se mu to poda\u0159ilo, popadnul dech.<\/span><\/div>\n

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„Co to\u2026 cos to sakra d\u011blal?“ Nev\u011b\u0159\u00edcn\u011b na Billa koukal. Byl zmaten\u00fd. Co to m\u011blo znamenat? N\u011bjak nedok\u00e1zal identifikovat p\u0159\u00ed\u010dinu tohohle incidentu. Zkou\u0161el jen to, o \u010dem si zrovna pov\u00eddali? Nebo to bylo soukrom\u00e9? V hlav\u011b mu za\u010daly prob\u00edhat nejdivn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed my\u0161lenky.<\/span><\/div>\n

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„J\u00e1\u2026 j\u00e1\u2026 jsem asi gay. Omlouv\u00e1m se.“ Zrudl jako raj\u010de. Bylo mu to tak trapn\u00e9. Pro\u010d to d\u011blal? Na co kruci myslel? Pozoroval Tom\u016fv v\u00fdraz a sna\u017eil se p\u0159e\u010d\u00edst jeho my\u0161lenky.<\/span><\/div>\n

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Co\u017e ale v tu chv\u00edli nebylo zrovna nejjednodu\u0161\u0161\u00ed, proto\u017ee ani s\u00e1m Tom nev\u011bd\u011bl, co by si o tom m\u011bl myslet. Je gay? A za\u010dal ho l\u00edbat? O – ou, to znamen\u00e1 pr\u016f\u0161vih.<\/span><\/div>\n

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„Hele, ty\u2026 ty nejsi gay. Jen\u2026 jen jsme si pov\u00eddali a p\u0159i\u0161la takov\u00e1 divn\u00e1 atmosf\u00e9ra a cht\u011bl jsi to zkusit.“ Nev\u011bd\u011bl, koho uji\u0161\u0165uje v\u00edc, jestli sebe, nebo Billa.<\/span><\/div>\n

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„No, j\u00e1 nev\u00edm, Tome. Kluci mn\u011b vzru\u0161ujou v\u00edc, ne\u017e holky. Mnohem v\u00edc. Vlastn\u011b\u2026 kdy\u017e mi ho Ela honila na z\u00e1chod\u011b, skoro mn\u011b to nebralo, ale kdy\u017e jsem si p\u0159edstavil, \u017ee je kluk, byl jsem hned hotovej.“ Nerad to p\u0159izn\u00e1val, ale bylo to tak. B\u00e1l se, \u017ee je doopravdy gay, a je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edc se b\u00e1l, co na tu skute\u010dnost \u0159ekne Tom.<\/span><\/div>\n

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„Tak\u017ee\u2026 jestli jsi gay\u2026 tak\u2026 tak mn\u011b vn\u00edm\u00e1\u0161 jako objekt???“ Zn\u011blo to p\u0159\u00ed\u0161ern\u011b. Tak dlouh\u00fd l\u00e9ta byli nejlep\u0161\u00ed k\u00e1mo\u0161i, a te\u010f? Tom m\u011bl z toho polibku trochu nahn\u00e1no, vlastn\u011b m\u011bl chu\u0165 si od Billa odsednout kousek d\u00e1l. D\u011bsilo ho, s jakou vervou se na n\u011bj pustil, a to jen do l\u00edb\u00e1n\u00ed, necht\u011bl v\u011bd\u011bt, na co dal\u0161\u00edho myslel.<\/span><\/div>\n

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„J\u00e1 si nem\u016f\u017eu pomoct\u2026 ale l\u00edb\u00ed\u0161 se mi.“ Ta slova ho p\u00e1lila na jazyku, jako by \u0159\u00edkala: opova\u017e se mn\u011b vyslovit, jen to zajez chlebem a zapij vodou. Ale bylo pozd\u011b. Nedok\u00e1zal Tomovi lh\u00e1t, a po \u010dase by mu to stejn\u011b do\u0161lo. Jeho bl\u00edzkost ho vzru\u0161ovala, i kdy\u017e to byl jeho nejlep\u0161\u00ed kamar\u00e1d. Styd\u011bl se za sebe.<\/span><\/div>\n

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Tom zt\u011b\u017eka polkl. L\u00edbil se mu. L\u00edbil. Tak, jako se jemu l\u00edb\u00ed S\u00e1ra z 9.C. P\u0159esn\u011b tak. Nijak jinak. Cht\u011bl ho l\u00edbat, dot\u00fdkat se ho a m\u00edt s n\u00edm p\u0159esn\u011b to, co kluk s holkou, i kdy\u017e v trochu jin\u00fdch otvorech. P\u0159eb\u011bhl mu mr\u00e1z po z\u00e1dech. P\u0159\u00e1l si, aby tu sed\u011bl ten star\u00fd Bill, norm\u00e1ln\u00ed Bill, kter\u00e9ho znal cel\u00e9 roky. Tenhle nov\u00fd kluk mu nah\u00e1n\u011bl strach. \u017de se v\u0161echno od z\u00e1klad\u016f zm\u011bn\u00ed.<\/span><\/div>\n

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„Posly\u0161, Bille. Puberta je p\u0159ece jenom asi fakt t\u011b\u017ek\u00fd obdob\u00ed, jak n\u00e1s u\u010dej ve \u0161kole\u2026 Mo\u017en\u00e1\u2026 mo\u017en\u00e1 by sis m\u011bl d\u00e1t pauzu a p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161let, v\u00ed\u0161? B\u00fdt chv\u00edli s\u00e1m.“<\/span><\/div>\n

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Bill ch\u00e1pal. Moc dob\u0159e pochopil, \u017ee Tom se mu sna\u017e\u00ed jemn\u011b nazna\u010dit, \u017ee se n\u011bjakou dobu nechce zdr\u017eovat v jeho bl\u00edzkosti, dokud si to zase nesrovn\u00e1 v hlav\u011b a nenajde si holku. Jen\u017ee to nikdy nep\u0159ijde. Bill to v\u011bd\u011bl. Holky ho nezaj\u00edmaly. Bylo mu do breku. Ztr\u00e1cel nejlep\u0161\u00edho p\u0159\u00edtele kv\u016fli svoj\u00ed sexu\u00e1ln\u00ed orientaci. V\u017edycky si myslel, \u017ee Tom je ch\u00e1pav\u00fd, ale o\u010dividn\u011b to na n\u011bj bylo moc.<\/span><\/div>\n

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„Jo\u2026 to asi bude dobr\u00fd n\u00e1pad. B\u011b\u017e dom\u016f.“ Bolestn\u011b sledoval, jak se Tom zvedl a pro\u0161el hlavn\u00edmi dve\u0159mi. Jejich p\u0159\u00e1telstv\u00ed skon\u010dilo.<\/span><\/div>\n

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autor: Neilinka<\/span><\/strong><\/div>\n
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autor: Neilinka Tom nejd\u0159\u00edv v\u016fbec nebyl schopn\u00fd zareagovat, byl \u0161okem jako p\u0159ikovan\u00fd. A\u017e kdy\u017e ho Bill za\u010dal povalovat na z\u00e1da, trochu se probral a za\u010dal vn\u00edmat realitu. Sna\u017eil se Billa odstr\u010dit jemn\u011b, ale zjevn\u011b mu to nedoch\u00e1zelo, tak musel trochu p\u0159itla\u010dit. Kdy\u017e<\/p>\n

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