{"id":10965,"date":"2010-08-15T16:00:00","date_gmt":"2010-08-15T15:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=10938"},"modified":"2010-08-15T16:00:00","modified_gmt":"2010-08-15T15:00:00","slug":"please-breath-10","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/08\/15\/please-breath-10\/","title":{"rendered":"Please, Breath 10."},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Sch-Rei<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ne! J\u00e1 u\u017e nechci, pros\u00edm,&#8220; zak\u0148u\u010del \u010dernovl\u00e1sek, kter\u00e9ho pr\u00e1v\u011b n\u011bjak\u00fd mu\u017e t\u00e1hl za pouta do m\u00edstnosti pln\u00e9 strachu.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Nechte m\u011b b\u00fdt, j\u00e1 nechci, chci Toma!&#8220; zavzlykal, a&nbsp;za\u010dal sebou \u0161\u00edt. Nem\u011bl \u0161anci se odtud dostat. Pokou\u0161el se u\u017e o&nbsp;to, ale bylo to je\u0161t\u011b hor\u0161\u00ed. U\u017e je tady p\u0159esn\u011b t\u0159i dny. T\u0159i dny bez Toma, t\u0159i dny pln\u00e9 t\u00fdr\u00e1n\u00ed. T\u0159i dny pln\u00e9 strachu, bezmoci.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Uc\u00edtil tup\u00fd n\u00e1raz o&nbsp;podlahu. Dve\u0159e se zabouchly. Usly\u0161el oto\u010den\u00ed kl\u00ed\u010dem. Semknul v\u00ed\u010dka. Ti\u0161e vzlykal, a za\u010dal couvat kr\u016f\u010dek po kr\u016f\u010dku dozadu, dokud nenarazil do zdi, po kter\u00e9 se svezl na zem dol\u016f. Tuhle m\u00edstnost moc dob\u0159e znal. Je tady u\u017e po \u0161est\u00e9. Tresty, kter\u00e9 se odehr\u00e1vaj\u00ed v&nbsp;t\u00e9hle m\u00edstnosti, prob\u00edhaj\u00ed dvakr\u00e1t za den. Tak moc si p\u0159\u00e1l, aby si pro n\u011bj n\u011bkdo p\u0159i\u0161el. Aby se ve dve\u0159\u00edch objevila nad\u011bje, z\u00e1chrana, \u010dlov\u011bk, kter\u00fd ho ochr\u00e1n\u00ed. &nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Otev\u0159ely se dve\u0159e. Bill st\u00e1le dr\u017eel nos zabo\u0159en\u00fd do dlan\u00ed. Zrychlen\u011b d\u00fdchal a vzlykal. Op\u011bt sly\u0161el zav\u0159en\u00ed dve\u0159\u00ed a oto\u010den\u00ed kl\u00ed\u010dem. Okolo byla tma. Sly\u0161el kroky, jak k&nbsp;n\u011bmu n\u011bkdo jde. Bylo to \u010d\u00edm d\u00e1l bl\u00ed\u017e a bl\u00ed\u017e. Zalapal po dechu. Osoba se p\u0159ed n\u00edm zastavila. Skousnul si ret a \u010dekal.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>P\u0159i\u0161lo to, \u010deho se b\u00e1l, co tady za\u017e\u00edval ka\u017ed\u00fd&nbsp;den. Mu\u017e, kter\u00fd&nbsp;vstoupil do m\u00edstnosti, vyt\u00e1hl Billa za vlasy nahoru. \u010cernovl\u00e1sek byl slab\u00fd, nemohl se br\u00e1nit. Nem\u011bl s\u00edlu. Mu\u017e ho p\u0159irazil o ze\u010f a pevn\u011b se na n\u011bj nama\u010dkal. St\u00e1hl mu dol\u016f kalhoty. Bill hlasit\u011b zavzlykal, a to mu na opl\u00e1tku p\u0159ineslo r\u00e1nu do obli\u010deje. Jeho slzy p\u00e1lily jeho tv\u00e1\u0159 pokrytou potem. Sly\u0161el zacink\u00e1n\u00ed p\u0159ezky u p\u00e1sku. Pevn\u011b semknul v\u00ed\u010dka a skousnul si ret. B\u011bhem n\u011bkolika sekund c\u00edtil ostrou bolest v&nbsp;zade\u010dku. Tak \u0161\u00edlen\u011b ho to bolelo. Zade\u010dek u\u017e m\u011bl za ty t\u0159i dny a\u017e moc bolav\u00fd. Zaklonil hlavu s&nbsp;k\u0159e\u010dovit\u00fdm v\u00fdrazem v&nbsp;obli\u010deji a bolestn\u011b za\u00fap\u011bl. C\u00edtil u\u017e jen bolestn\u00e9 n\u00e1razy do jeho zade\u010dku, kter\u00e9 mu zp\u016fsobovaly nesm\u00edrnou bolest. &nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Pevn\u011bji si kousal ret. Ta bolest ho ni\u010dila. Nebylo to takov\u00e9 jako s&nbsp;Tomem. S&nbsp;Tomem si za\u017eil n\u011bco, co nikdy. Za\u017eil n\u011bhu, cit. N\u011bco, co mu tady nikdy nebylo dop\u0159\u00e1v\u00e1no. Cht\u011bl za n\u00edm zp\u00e1tky, jen u n\u011bj se c\u00edtil v&nbsp;bezpe\u010d\u00ed, i kdy\u017e ho v&nbsp;podstat\u011b v\u016fbec neznal. Dok\u00e1zal si k&nbsp;n\u011bmu vybudovat city, dok\u00e1zal k&nbsp;n\u011bmu n\u011bco c\u00edtit. V&nbsp;tenhle moment to byl on, na koho myslel. Vlastn\u011b, celou dobu myslel na n\u011bj. Snil o tom, \u017ee si pro n\u011bj p\u0159ijde, ochr\u00e1n\u00ed jej, a budou t\u0159eba\u2026 <strong>Spolu<\/strong>. &nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Zuby se mu zar\u00fdvaly do rtu. \u010c\u00edm d\u00e1l t\u00edm hloub\u011bji, a hloub\u011bji. My\u0161lenkami byl u Toma, nevn\u00edmal realitu. Bolest rozkousl\u00e9ho rtu mu po t\u011ble rozl\u00e9vala \u00falevn\u00fd pocit, kter\u00fd p\u0159ekr\u00fdval \u0161pinav\u00fd pocit p\u0159\u00edraz\u016f od toho mu\u017ee, a neskute\u010dnou bolest zade\u010dku. Kovov\u00e1 chu\u0165 vlastn\u00ed krve se mu rozn\u00e1\u0161ela v&nbsp;\u00fastech. Tichounce zavzdychal, kdy\u017e zuby zaryl je\u0161t\u011b hloub\u011bji. Polykal krev, kter\u00e1 se mu dostala do \u00fast. V\u011bt\u0161ina mu st\u00e9kala po tv\u00e1\u0159i, a m\u00edsila se s&nbsp;potem, a slzami. Ve rtu m\u011bl hodn\u011b hlubokou r\u00e1nu od vlastn\u00edch zub\u016f. Jeho zuby pustily ret, a ol\u00edzl si ho jazykem. \u00dalevn\u011b zt\u011b\u017eka vydechnul. Bylo mu to p\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e9. Bylo mu p\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e9 m\u00edt krev v&nbsp;\u00fastech, c\u00edtit v&nbsp;puse chu\u0165\u2026 Chu\u0165 k\u016f\u017ee, masa.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>C\u00edtil uvnit\u0159&nbsp;sebe vyvrcholen\u00ed&nbsp; toho mu\u017ee. Bill za\u00fap\u011bl, a vys\u00edlen\u00fd&nbsp;se svezl po zdi dol\u016f. Zavzlykal. Byl vys\u00edlen\u00fd&nbsp;je\u0161t\u011b&nbsp;v\u00edc ne\u017e p\u0159ed t\u00edm. C\u00edtil tlak, kter\u00fd mu jel cel\u00fdm t\u011blem, a\u017e do krku. Bylo to nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e9, ale nedok\u00e1zal to vn\u00edmat. Bylo to nechutn\u00e9 pro n\u011bj. Ten pocit. Vyto\u010dil hlavu do strany, a nahnul se nad podlahu. Z&nbsp;\u00fast se mu dostala tekutina, kter\u00e1 ho p\u00e1lila v&nbsp;krku, a nechutn\u011b zap\u00e1chala. Jen zak\u0148u\u010del, a schoulil se do klub\u00ed\u010dka. V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee ten mu\u017e je st\u00e1le v&nbsp;m\u00edstnosti. U\u017e se pokou\u0161el ani nep\u00edpnout. Zav\u00edraly se mu o\u010di. Chystal se do \u0159\u00ed\u0161e sn\u016f. Kdy\u017e tu\u2026 C\u00edtil n\u00e1raz do obli\u010deje. Hodn\u011b tvrd\u00fd n\u00e1raz, kter\u00fd mu sekl hlavou dozadu, a bouchnul se hlavou do zdi. &nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><em>Ja viem, \u017ee pr\u00edde de\u0148,<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Kedy si odpoviem,<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Na v\u0161etky ot\u00e1zky,<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Ktor\u00fdm nerozumiem.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Sch-Rei<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Sch-Rei &#8222;Ne! J\u00e1 u\u017e nechci, pros\u00edm,&#8220; zak\u0148u\u010del \u010dernovl\u00e1sek, kter\u00e9ho pr\u00e1v\u011b n\u011bjak\u00fd mu\u017e t\u00e1hl za pouta do m\u00edstnosti pln\u00e9 strachu. &#8222;Nechte m\u011b b\u00fdt, j\u00e1 nechci, chci Toma!&#8220; zavzlykal, a&nbsp;za\u010dal sebou \u0161\u00edt. Nem\u011bl \u0161anci se odtud dostat. 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