{"id":10989,"date":"2010-08-12T16:00:00","date_gmt":"2010-08-12T15:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=10962"},"modified":"2010-08-12T16:00:00","modified_gmt":"2010-08-12T15:00:00","slug":"please-breath-9","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/08\/12\/please-breath-9\/","title":{"rendered":"Please, Breath 9."},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Sch-Rei<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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„P-ros\u00edm?“ nech\u00e1pav\u011b vypadlo z Toma.<\/div>\n
„J-jak\u2026 Jak to mysl\u00edte, \u017ee u\u017e ho\u2026 Co?“ <\/div>\n
„Sly\u0161el jste. O Billa u\u017e nemus\u00edte m\u00edt starosti, je v dobr\u00fdch ruk\u00e1ch. Terapie, kterou jsme mu nasadili, mu pom\u016f\u017ee.“ Mu\u017e v k\u0159esle se u\u0161kl\u00edbl, a za\u010dal ps\u00e1t n\u011bco do pap\u00edr\u016f. Tom nehybn\u011b st\u00e1l, a pokou\u0161el se rozd\u00fdchat ta slova.<\/div>\n
„J-jakou terapii jste mu nasadili?“ za\u0161eptal, a nasucho polknul, ob\u00e1vaj\u00edc se nejhor\u0161\u00edho.<\/div>\n
„Budeme ho l\u00e9\u010dit v osm\u00e9m pat\u0159e,“ odpov\u011bd\u011bl.<\/div>\n
„P-\u2026 Posledn\u00ed patro,“ za\u0161eptal Tom sp\u00ed\u0161 pro sebe.<\/div>\n
„Ano,“ vydechl bez z\u00e1jmu blon\u010f\u00e1k v k\u0159esle a d\u00e1l se v\u011bnoval pap\u00edr\u016fm.<\/div>\n
„Nem\u016f\u017eete! Ch\u00e1pete, \u017ee ho to zabije?“ vyjekl Tom t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 hystericky. Mu\u017e se jen u\u0161kl\u00edbnul a zakroutil nad t\u00edm hlavou.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
„Tome, uv\u011bdomte si, \u017ee je to pro n\u011bj nejlep\u0161\u00ed cesta. Napadl dnes jednoho z o\u0161et\u0159ovatel\u016f, a zakousnul se mu do ruky. M\u00e1 hodn\u011b hlubokou r\u00e1nu, necht\u011bl ho pustit. Nem\u016f\u017eeme riskovat, \u017ee se tohle bude opakovat.“<\/div>\n
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„Proto mu rad\u0161i vymyjete mozek n\u011bjak\u00fdma l\u00e9kama, a zav\u0159ete do klece jako n\u011bjak\u00e9 zv\u00ed\u0159e?“ k\u0159ikl Tom. M\u00edsil se v n\u011bm vztek. Hodn\u011b velk\u00fd vztek, ale i strach.<\/div>\n
„Je to nejlep\u0161\u00ed cesta.“<\/div>\n
„Jak se ho zbavit,“ probodl ho Tom nen\u00e1vistn\u00fdm pohledem.<\/div>\n
„Ned\u011blejte z toho takov\u00e9 drama, Tome, ani jste ho po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b neznal, nepot\u0159ebuje va\u0161i pomoc. Postar\u00e1me se o n\u011bj, jak nejl\u00edp um\u00edme. Bude mu dob\u0159e.“ Tom m\u011bl najednou slzy v o\u010d\u00edch. Slzy beznad\u011bje. Byl proti situaci tak beznad\u011bjn\u00fd… Slab\u00fd.<\/div>\n
„Pro\u010d mysl\u00edte, \u017ee je dobr\u00e9 dr\u017eet \u010dlov\u011bka stranou, d\u00e1vat mu elektrick\u00e9 \u0161oky, cp\u00e1t do n\u011bj n\u011bjak\u00e9 omamn\u00e9 pilulky, a dr\u017eet ho v kleci, kdy\u017e pot\u0159ebuje pochopen\u00ed, cit, pocit bezpe\u010d\u00ed… a\u2026“ odml\u010del se.<\/div>\n
„A?“ zvedl k n\u011bmu pohled blon\u010f\u00e1k.<\/div>\n
„\u2026Pot\u0159ebuje l\u00e1sku,“ za\u0161eptal Tom. Mu\u017e za stolem se op\u0159el o op\u011brku k\u0159esla a zalo\u017eil ruce. Chv\u00edli bylo ticho.<\/div>\n
„Terapie u\u017e za\u010dala. Je mi l\u00edto, Tome. On byl milov\u00e1n, ale zabil. Zabil sv\u00e9 nejbli\u017e\u0161\u00ed, kte\u0159\u00ed ho nade v\u0161e milovali. Tohle nem\u00e1 cenu v\u00edc rozeb\u00edrat, stalo se.“ \u0158ekl ti\u0161\u0161\u00edm hlasem.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
\u010cernovlas\u00e9 klub\u00ed\u010dko se klepalo v rohu velk\u00e9 kovov\u00e9 krabice s m\u0159\u00ed\u017eemi. Vzlykalo, a t\u0159\u00e1slo se strachy. Cht\u011blo m\u00edt u sebe milovanou osobu. N\u011bkoho, kdo mu dod\u00e1v\u00e1 pocit bezpe\u010d\u00ed, l\u00e1sky. U koho se c\u00edt\u00ed skv\u011ble, jako by mohlo vzl\u00e9tnout. Z\u00e1p\u011bst\u00ed m\u00e1 od\u0159en\u00e9 od ko\u017een\u00e9ho \u0159em\u00ednku, kter\u00fd ho d\u0159e ka\u017ed\u00fd den na k\u0159esle pln\u00e9m dr\u00e1t\u016f, kter\u00e9 do n\u011bj vpou\u0161t\u00ed \u0161\u00edlenou bolest. T\u011blo m\u00e1 samou mod\u0159inu od ka\u017edodenn\u00edch trest\u016f, a tv\u00e1\u0159e uplakan\u00e9. Uvnit\u0159 je to ale nejhor\u0161\u00ed. Tis\u00edckr\u00e1t hor\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e navenek. Uvnit\u0159 je pr\u00e1zdno. Jen trosky \u017eivota, kter\u00e9 pomalu miz\u00ed do nen\u00e1vratna. Jeho du\u0161e tou\u017e\u00ed po l\u00e1sce, kter\u00e1 mu byla ned\u00e1vno dop\u0159\u00e1van\u00e1. Ztr\u00e1c\u00ed nad\u011bji, ztr\u00e1c\u00ed v\u00edru, ztr\u00e1c\u00ed sama sebe. \u010cokol\u00e1dov\u00e1 o\u010dka, ve kter\u00fdch vyhasla jiskra \u017eivota, a ve kter\u00fdch se odr\u00e1\u017e\u00ed pouh\u00e1 bolest. Na jeho t\u011ble nen\u00ed jedin\u00e9 m\u00edsto, kter\u00e9 by nebylo po\u0161pin\u011bno nebo zneu\u017eito. Opravdu, nen\u00ed.<\/em>  <\/div>\n
U\u017e  te\u010f v\u00edm, co hv\u011bzd\u00e1m \u0161eptaj\u00ed, 
kdy\u017e se den za noc\u00ed zvolna st\u0159\u00edd\u00e1. 
Kam s r\u00e1nem miz\u00ed potaj\u00ed  
a kdo si mne ve sv\u00e9 du\u0161i hl\u00edd\u00e1.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
autor: Sch-Rei<\/strong><\/div>\n
betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: Sch-Rei „P-ros\u00edm?“ nech\u00e1pav\u011b vypadlo z Toma. „J-jak\u2026 Jak to mysl\u00edte, \u017ee u\u017e ho\u2026 Co?“  „Sly\u0161el jste. O Billa u\u017e nemus\u00edte m\u00edt starosti, je v dobr\u00fdch ruk\u00e1ch. Terapie, kterou jsme mu nasadili, mu pom\u016f\u017ee.“ Mu\u017e v k\u0159esle se u\u0161kl\u00edbl, a za\u010dal ps\u00e1t n\u011bco do pap\u00edr\u016f.<\/p>\n

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