{"id":11003,"date":"2010-08-10T16:30:00","date_gmt":"2010-08-10T15:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=10976"},"modified":"2010-08-10T16:30:00","modified_gmt":"2010-08-10T15:30:00","slug":"je-ne-regrette-rien-25","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/08\/10\/je-ne-regrette-rien-25\/","title":{"rendered":"Je ne regrette rien 25."},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Iw\u010da<\/p>\n

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Chci se omluvit, \u017ee mi to zase trvalo m\u011bs\u00edc a asi je to taky trochu krat\u0161\u00ed d\u00edl \ud83d\ude09 Nicm\u00e9n\u011b p\u0159\u00ed\u0161t\u00ed bude posledn\u00ed, tak\u017ee enjoy it :)))<\/p>\n

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Nebylo to lehk\u00e9. Sed\u011bt vedle sebe, nal\u00e9hav\u011b se tisknout k tomu druh\u00e9mu a lou\u010dit se. Ani jeden to necht\u011bl a ono to p\u0159i\u0161lo tak moc brzo…
„Bille?“
„Hm?“ zamumlal \u010dernovl\u00e1sek do dred\u00e1\u010dova krku.<\/span><\/div>\n
„Slib mi\u2026 slib mi, \u017ee u\u017e si nic nevezme\u0161. Nikdy\u2026“ Tom se odt\u00e1hl a v\u00e1\u017en\u011b se na sv\u00e9ho p\u0159\u00edtele pod\u00edval.<\/span><\/div>\n
„B-bez tebe, tak zasran\u011b daleko\u2026“<\/span><\/div>\n
„Bille, pros\u00edm. Nechci, abys to d\u011blal. Dostal sem t\u011b do toho a nem\u00e1m mo\u017enost vyt\u00e1hnout t\u011b zp\u011bt. Tak mi to pros\u00edm slib,“ za\u0161kemral blon\u010f\u00e1k a\u017e pla\u010dtiv\u011b.
„Sl\u00edb\u00ed\u0161 mi, \u017ee u\u017e nebude\u0161 nikdy s nik\u00fdm sp\u00e1t?“
Tom jen proto\u010dil o\u010dima. „Tak tohle douf\u00e1m nechce\u0161 srovn\u00e1vat\u2026“<\/span><\/div>\n
„Nesl\u00edb\u00ed\u0161,“ Bill si s\u00e1m odpov\u011bd\u011bl a kus se od Toma odt\u00e1hl. Jist\u011b, \u017ee to nebylo to sam\u00e9, ani v nejmen\u0161\u00edm, ale v tom moment\u011b Billa prost\u011b nic nenapadlo. A v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee by mu Tom tohle nikdy nesl\u00edbil, pokud by mu necht\u011bl lh\u00e1t.<\/span><\/div>\n
Dred\u00e1\u010d si jen povzdechl a znovu si Billa vt\u00e1hnul do objet\u00ed.<\/span><\/div>\n
„Miluju t\u011b, tak stra\u0161n\u011b moc. Nechci abys, kurva, odjel,“ \u0161eptnul mu n\u011b\u017en\u011b p\u0159\u00edmo do ou\u0161ka. Bill jen spokojen\u011b zavrn\u011bl a pol\u00edbil ho na krk.<\/span><\/div>\n
„Chci si to s tebou te\u010f u\u017e\u00edt, ka\u017edou vte\u0159inu,“ odpov\u011bd\u011bl stejn\u011b ti\u0161e a vpil se do Tomov\u00fdch hebk\u00fdch rt\u016f.<\/span><\/div>\n
Ani nev\u011bd\u011bli jak a jejich t\u011bla se op\u011bt propl\u00e9tala v jedno. Tak rychle, tak v\u00e1\u0161niv\u011b a bolestiv\u011b, p\u0159esn\u011b tak, jako by to bylo naposledy\u2026
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„Pamatuje\u0161\u2026 pamatuje\u0161, jak jsme se bavili o budoucnosti? Jak\u2026 v\u00e1\u017en\u011b jsem bl\u00e1zniv\u011b v\u011b\u0159il, \u017ee spolu bu-budeme u\u017e nav\u017edycky\u2026“ vzlykl Bill p\u0159er\u00fdvav\u011b a tisknul tv\u00e1\u0159 mezi Tom\u016fv krk a rameno, zat\u00edmco ten ho konej\u0161iv\u011b hladil ve vlasech. Bylo deset ve\u010der a oba v\u011bd\u011bli, \u017ee za chv\u00edli zavol\u00e1 Simone a Bill odejde.
„Pros\u00edm, nemluv, jako bychom se u\u017e nikdy nem\u011bli vid\u011bt.“<\/span><\/div>\n
„A jak m\u00e1m mluvit?“
„J\u00e1 nev\u00edm. Sakra\u2026“ blon\u010f\u00e1k si jen zt\u011b\u017eka povzdechnul a pod\u00edval se na vibruj\u00edc\u00ed mobil na no\u010dn\u00edm stolku. Odt\u00e1hl Billa od sebe a nat\u00e1hl se pro mobil, kter\u00fd mu n\u00e1sledn\u011b podal.
„J-jo?“ ozval se Bill f\u0148ukav\u011b do telefonu.
„Zlat\u00ed\u010dko? V\u00ed\u0161, u\u017e je docela pozd\u011b\u2026 nem\u011bl bys j\u00edt dom\u016f? M\u00e1me o tebe s t\u00e1tou strach.“<\/em><\/span><\/div>\n
„Jist\u011b. T\u00e1ta m\u00e1 strach mo\u017en\u00e1 tak o tu svoj\u00ed zasranou pr\u00e1ci.“<\/span><\/div>\n
„Jak to mluv\u00ed\u0161?! Poje\u010f dom\u016f, hned.“<\/span><\/em>
„Nejedu nikam, m\u011bj se,“ zasy\u010del a rychle polo\u017eil hovor a vypnul telefon.
„Bille…“
„Nechci dom\u016f, nechci do V\u00eddn\u011b, nechci b\u00fdt bez tebe,“ \u0159ekl prost\u011b a z o\u010d\u00ed se mu u\u017e po tolik\u00e1t\u00e9 spustili slzy. Nech\u00e1pal, \u017ee je\u0161t\u011b n\u011bjak\u00e9 v\u016fbec m\u011bl.<\/span><\/div>\n
„Do prdele, j\u00e1 taky nechci. Z\u016fsta\u0148 tady, bydlet m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 u m\u011b. Neodj\u00ed\u017ed\u011bj\u2026“ Tom ani nev\u011bd\u011bl, pro\u010d to \u0159\u00edk\u00e1. Bylo jasn\u00e9, \u017ee ho tu s n\u00edm rodi\u010de nenechaj\u00ed, ale pot\u0159eboval to \u0159\u00edct. Bill zakroutil hlavou a znovu Toma pevn\u011b objal.<\/span><\/div>\n

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„Ni\u010deho nelituju…“<\/em>
„Miluju t\u011b.“<\/p>\n

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Simone kolem jedn\u00e9 r\u00e1no kone\u010dn\u011b usly\u0161ela bouchnut\u00ed dve\u0159\u00ed. Celou dobu sed\u011bla v kuchyni a \u010dekala, a\u017e to usly\u0161\u00ed. Rychle se zvedla a b\u011b\u017eela do p\u0159eds\u00edn\u011b, pod\u00edvala se na sv\u00e9ho jedin\u00e9ho syna. M\u011bl napuchl\u00e9 o\u010di, rozcuchan\u00e9 vlasy a naprosto zoufal\u00fd v\u00fdraz.<\/span><\/div>\n

„Je mi l\u00edto, \u017ee mus\u00ed\u0161 od Toma odjet, brou\u010dku,“ \u0159ekla jemn\u011b a \u0161la sm\u011brem k n\u011bmu. Bill jen zavr\u010del.<\/span><\/div>\n
„Naser si. Je ti to ukraden\u00fd! Nen\u00e1vid\u00edm tebe a Nen\u00e1vid\u00edm tu osobu, co si \u0159\u00edk\u00e1 m\u016fj otec! Zni\u010dili jste mi \u017eivot, nikdy v\u00e1m to neodpust\u00edm\u2026“ \u0159ekl docela s klidem a rychle utekl k sob\u011b do pokoje.<\/span><\/div>\n
Mo\u017en\u00e1 to p\u0159ehnal, ale \u0159ekl jen to, co c\u00edtil. Nen\u00e1vid\u011bl je za to, \u017ee ho odvezou, nen\u00e1vid\u011bl je z cel\u00e9ho sv\u00e9ho srdce. Tak moc si p\u0159\u00e1l tu z\u016fstat s Tomem, ale oni ho nenechaj\u00ed. Kv\u016fli posran\u00e9 pr\u00e1ci se st\u011bhuj\u00ed a on tu v\u0161echno, co si tak pracn\u011b cel\u00e9 m\u011bs\u00edce budoval, prost\u011b nech\u00e1\u2026 Necht\u011bl, prost\u011b jen necht\u011bl.<\/span><\/div>\n

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Ale nic to nezm\u011bnilo na tom, \u017ee dopoledne u\u017e d\u00e1val kufry do auta a koukal na Toma, p\u0159ihl\u00ed\u017eej\u00edc\u00edho od stromu.<\/span><\/div>\n

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autor: Iw\u010da<\/span><\/strong><\/div>\n
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autor: Iw\u010da Chci se omluvit, \u017ee mi to zase trvalo m\u011bs\u00edc a asi je to taky trochu krat\u0161\u00ed d\u00edl \ud83d\ude09 Nicm\u00e9n\u011b p\u0159\u00ed\u0161t\u00ed bude posledn\u00ed, tak\u017ee enjoy it :))) Nebylo to lehk\u00e9. Sed\u011bt vedle sebe, nal\u00e9hav\u011b se tisknout k tomu druh\u00e9mu a lou\u010dit<\/p>\n

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