{"id":11015,"date":"2010-08-09T15:30:00","date_gmt":"2010-08-09T14:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=10988"},"modified":"2010-08-09T15:30:00","modified_gmt":"2010-08-09T14:30:00","slug":"please-breath-8","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/08\/09\/please-breath-8\/","title":{"rendered":"Please, Breath 8."},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Sch-Rei<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
\u2026Z\u016fstane\u0161 s\u00e1m.<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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Tom sed\u011bl v j\u00eddeln\u011b u stolu. P\u0159ed sebou m\u011bl tal\u00ed\u0159 s n\u011bjak\u00fdm j\u00eddlem, kter\u00e9mu ani tak nev\u011bnoval pozornost. V rukou dr\u017eel kartu s tu\u010dn\u011b napsan\u00fdm jm\u00e9nem modrou lihovou fixou „Bill Kaulitz“. Zhluboka se nadechl, a otev\u0159el ji. Vyt\u00e1hl z n\u011bj pap\u00edry. Jen tak je letmo p\u0159ej\u00ed\u017ed\u011bl. Zastavil se ale v jedn\u00e9 kolonce.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Dne 12.11.2008 napadl z nezn\u00e1m\u00e9ho d\u016fvodu svou t\u011bhotnou p\u0159\u00edtelkyni, kter\u00e1 pot\u00e9 z d\u016fvod\u016f pobod\u00e1n\u00ed no\u017eem do b\u0159icha a r\u00e1ny hlavou o ze\u010f, z\u016fstala n\u011bkolik t\u00fddn\u016f le\u017eet v nemocnici v bezv\u011bdom\u00ed. Byla ve v\u00e1\u017en\u00e9m stavu, a na n\u00e1sledky poran\u011bn\u00ed zem\u0159ela.<\/em>  <\/div>\n
Tom se zakuckal k\u00e1vou. Co\u017ee? Nev\u011b\u0159\u00edcn\u011b zamrkal a zakroutil hlavou. Promnul si o\u010di. Nev\u011bd\u011bl, jestli je dobr\u00fd n\u00e1pad pokra\u010dovat ve \u010dten\u00ed, ale p\u0159ece jen musel. Zt\u011b\u017eka vydechnul, a proj\u00ed\u017ed\u011bl dal\u0161\u00ed kolonky.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Dne 18.11.2008 se pacient pokusil o sebevra\u017edu. Na\u0161la ho jeho matka v koupeln\u011b s hlubok\u00fdmi ranami na z\u00e1p\u011bst\u00ed od \u017eiletky. Chlapec sed\u011bl skr\u010den\u00fd v kout\u011b, a plakal. Hystericky k\u0159i\u010del, a vyhro\u017eoval. Matka mu cht\u011bla zavolat pomoc, ale chlapec ji napadl, a n\u011bkolikr\u00e1t ji ude\u0159il do b\u0159icha. N\u00e1sledovn\u011b ji pra\u0161til do hlavy o umyvadlo. Byl nalezen a\u017e za p\u011bt dn\u00ed. Dr\u017eel matku v n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed, a u zdi s n\u00ed sed\u011bl, kol\u00e9bal s n\u00ed. Opakoval po\u0159\u00e1d dokola jedna a ta sam\u00e1 slova. Kdy\u017e se je od sebe pokou\u0161eli policist\u00e9 odd\u011blit, chlapec se br\u00e1nil se slovy, aby ‚nechali maminku sp\u00e1t‘.<\/em><\/div>\n
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Tom polo\u017eil jeho pap\u00edry, a zalapal po dechu. Nev\u011b\u0159\u00edcn\u011b zamrkal, a pap\u00edry dal zp\u011bt do ob\u00e1lky. Rychle vstal ze \u017eidle a \u0161el k Billovu pokoji. Neklepal, a rovnou tam vtrhnul.  <\/div>\n
Zd\u011b\u0161en\u011b z\u016fstal st\u00e1t ve dve\u0159\u00edch. Pokoj byl d\u016fkladn\u011b uklizen\u00fd, a na st\u011bn\u00e1ch u\u017e nebyla jedin\u00e1 viditeln\u00e1 zn\u00e1mka toho, co se tady p\u0159ed t\u00edm stalo. M\u00edstnost byla pr\u00e1zdn\u00e1. Nech\u00e1pav\u011b se rozhl\u00ed\u017eel okolo sebe. Vy\u0161el z m\u00edstnosti, a zav\u0159el dve\u0159e, na kter\u00e9 se pod\u00edval. Pokoj 483, je tady p\u0159ece spr\u00e1vn\u011b. V\u0161echno by m\u011blo b\u00fdt v po\u0159\u00e1dku a\u017e na\u2026<\/div>\n
„C-co?“ \u0161eptl nech\u00e1pav\u011b. Na dve\u0159\u00edch u\u017e nebyla Billova jmenovka, jen kus b\u00edl\u00e9ho \u0161t\u00edtku.<\/div>\n
Skousnul si ret, a rozb\u011bhl se sm\u011brem do kancel\u00e1\u0159e \u0159editele. B\u011b\u017eel chodbami, a ignoroval okoln\u00ed sv\u011bt. Ne\u0161lo mu do hlavy, co se d\u011bje.  V\u016fbec to nech\u00e1pal, pro\u010d nen\u00ed Bill v pokoji, a pro\u010d u\u017e tam nen\u00ed ani jeho jm\u00e9no. \u017d\u00e1dn\u00e1 zn\u00e1mka toho, \u017ee by tam Bill byl. Nic, jen pr\u00e1zdn\u00fd b\u00edl\u00fd pokoj.  <\/p>\n

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Dob\u011bhl ke dve\u0159\u00edm \u0159editele. Bez klep\u00e1n\u00ed ve\u0161el dovnit\u0159, a \u0161el hned ke stolu, za kter\u00fdm na mohutn\u00e9 \u010dern\u00e9 \u017eidli sed\u011bl blond star\u0161\u00ed huben\u00fd mu\u017e.<\/div>\n
„Kde je m\u016fj pacient?“ vyvalil na\u0161tvan\u011b, a probodnul ho pohledem. V\u011bd\u011bl moc dob\u0159e, \u017ee tohle chov\u00e1n\u00ed nen\u00ed zrovna moc vhodn\u00e9. Ale nevadilo mu to, cht\u011bl v\u011bd\u011bt, co se s Billem stalo.<\/div>\n
„\u010cetl jste jeho kartu, Tome?“ vydechnul bez z\u00e1jmu, a zalo\u017eil ruce na hrudn\u00edku. Tom p\u0159ik\u00fdvl.<\/div>\n
„Tak je v\u00e1m asi jasn\u00e9, \u017ee tam, kam jsme ho p\u0159esunuli, m\u011bl b\u00fdt od za\u010d\u00e1tku. Bude mu tam l\u00edp, a va\u0161i pomoc u\u017e nebude pot\u0159ebovat. P\u0159eci jen\u2026 Va\u0161e p\u00e9\u010de byla a\u017e moc p\u0159ehnan\u00e1, nemysl\u00edte?“ \u0159ekl tvrd\u00fdm hlasem. Tom nech\u00e1pav\u011b zamrkal, a zvednul obo\u010d\u00ed.<\/div>\n
„Jak\u2026 Jak to mysl\u00edte, p\u0159ehnan\u00e1?“<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
„Eh\u2026 Ned\u011blejte ze m\u011b vola, Tr\u00fcmper. Po tom, co si Kaulitz za\u017eil na jeho za\u010d\u00e1tc\u00edch zde, by asi tou\u017eil po d\u00e1vce n\u011bhy, ale tohle bylo asi trochu p\u0159ehnan\u00e9. Kdy\u017e u\u017e jste si cht\u011bl u\u017e\u00edt, p\u0159\u00ed\u0161t\u011b si vyberte pacienta, kter\u00fd nen\u00ed v tak krizov\u00e9 situaci, a nebo nedok\u00e1\u017ee vn\u00edmat n\u011bco jako city. N\u011bkoho, kdo po nich netou\u017e\u00ed.“ Tom jen s pootev\u0159enou pusou zakroutil hlavou.<\/div>\n
„Nech\u00e1pete to,“ \u0161eptl ho\u0159ce.<\/div>\n
„Ale ano, j\u00e1 to ch\u00e1pu. Nenamlouvejte mi n\u011bco, jako \u017ee snad k n\u011bmu opravdu n\u011bjak\u00e9 city chov\u00e1te. Tak hloup\u00fd nejsem, a p\u0159eci jen\u2026 Kdo by to dok\u00e1zal? Zamilovat se do bl\u00e1zna?“ u\u0161kl\u00edbl se, a nat\u00e1hl ruku ke stolu. Do rukou vzal p\u00e1r pap\u00edr\u016f, a podal je Tomovi. Zav\u00e1hal, ale vzal si je. Na sucho polknul.<\/div>\n
„Projd\u011bte si to, a\u017e budete m\u00edt \u010das,“ povzdechl si blon\u010f\u00e1k. Tom p\u0159ik\u00fdvnul.<\/div>\n
„A-a\u2026“ skousnul si ret. Mu\u017e za stolem zvedl obo\u010d\u00ed. „Hm?“<\/div>\n
„B-Bill\u2026 Bill je naho\u0159e?“ t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 nesly\u0161n\u011b za\u0161eptal, ale mu\u017e mu dob\u0159e rozum\u011bl. U\u0161kl\u00edbnul se.<\/div>\n
„Billa u\u017e neuvid\u00edte.“<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Je to len m\u00f4j boj,<\/em><\/div>\n
Nem\u00f4\u017eem ho vzda\u0165.<\/em><\/div>\n
Ke\u010f  u\u017e som raz v hre,<\/em><\/div>\n
Tak mus\u00edm hra\u0165.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
autor: Sch-Rei<\/strong><\/div>\n
betaread: Janule <\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: Sch-Rei \u2026Z\u016fstane\u0161 s\u00e1m. Tom sed\u011bl v j\u00eddeln\u011b u stolu. P\u0159ed sebou m\u011bl tal\u00ed\u0159 s n\u011bjak\u00fdm j\u00eddlem, kter\u00e9mu ani tak nev\u011bnoval pozornost. V rukou dr\u017eel kartu s tu\u010dn\u011b napsan\u00fdm jm\u00e9nem modrou lihovou fixou „Bill Kaulitz“. Zhluboka se nadechl, a otev\u0159el ji. Vyt\u00e1hl z n\u011bj pap\u00edry. Jen tak<\/p>\n

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