{"id":11040,"date":"2010-08-05T18:00:00","date_gmt":"2010-08-05T17:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=11013"},"modified":"2010-08-05T18:00:00","modified_gmt":"2010-08-05T17:00:00","slug":"i-ve-been-dying-to-save-you-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/08\/05\/i-ve-been-dying-to-save-you-2\/","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;ve been dying to save you 2."},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Clarrkys<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"424\" class=\"center\" src=\"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/da49c5ccb6_67497396_o2.jpg\" alt=\"424\" \/><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Po p\u00e1r des\u00edtk\u00e1ch minut, mo\u017en\u00e1&nbsp;i po hodin\u011b, plazen\u00ed&nbsp;se po zemi po kolenou a hled\u00e1n\u00ed&nbsp; ztracen\u00e9&nbsp;\u017eelvy, ji na\u0161el. Schovala se do pytle od bramb\u016frek pod postel\u00ed. Tom z n\u011bj&nbsp;\u017eelvu vyt\u00e1hl a uvid\u011bl p\u00e1r posledn\u00ed mal\u00fdch kousk\u016f sma\u017een\u00fdch lup\u00ednk\u016f a str\u010dil si je do pusy. M\u011bl hlad.<\/div>\n<div>V ten moment si vzpomn\u011bl na Amandu. <em>Jeho<\/em> Amandu. Moc mu chyb\u011bla, jen\u017ee Tom neodpou\u0161t\u00ed. No, mo\u017en\u00e1 n\u011bkdy ano, ale tohle je n\u011bco, co se odpustit ned\u00e1. Za ty t\u0159i dny mu Amanda nespo\u010detn\u011bkr\u00e1t volala, napsala mu spoustu smsek, ale on nereagoval. Zas\u00e1hla jeho srdce tak velkou bolest\u00ed, \u017ee Tom s\u00e1m byl zoufal\u00fd a bezradn\u00fd. Bez pomoci Andrease by se z toho po\u010d\u00e1te\u010dn\u00edho opojen\u00ed vzteku ani nedostal, jen\u017ee Andy v\u00ed, jak na n\u011bj. Ud\u011blali si \u017eelv\u00ed z\u00e1vody.<\/div>\n<div>Tom si ani neuv\u011bdomil, \u017ee se usm\u00edv\u00e1&nbsp;p\u0159i vzpom\u00ednk\u00e1ch na \u010dasy s Amandou. Vzpom\u00ednal na jejich prvn\u00ed&nbsp;setk\u00e1n\u00ed.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><em>Byl na p\u00e1rty u n\u011bjak\u00e9ho kluka, kter\u00e9ho ve skute\u010dnosti ani neznal, ale proto\u017ee Tom Kaulitz byl velk\u00fd&nbsp;frajer, tak musel b\u00fdt v\u0161ude. Tenkr\u00e1t se \u0161\u00edlen\u011b opil a bylo to v\u00e1\u017en\u011b tak moc, \u017ee se poprv\u00e9 z alkoholu pozvracel. A zrovna od z\u00e1bradl\u00ed balkonu dol\u016f n\u011bjak\u00e9 d\u00edvce na hlavu. A to byla Amanda.<\/em><\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>Skute\u010dn\u011b&nbsp;kr\u00e1sn\u00e1&nbsp; ud\u00e1lost na prvn\u00ed&nbsp;setk\u00e1n\u00ed. Zm\u011bnila ho. Kv\u016fli n\u00ed&nbsp;se b\u011bhem t\u011bch let absolutn\u011b&nbsp;zm\u011bnil. Z frajera, jak\u00e9ho ho znali v\u0161ichni, na usedl\u00e9ho kluka, kter\u00fd se u\u010d\u00ed, jak se va\u0159\u00ed gul\u00e1\u0161 a jak se \u017eehl\u00ed ko\u0161ile. Opravdu si myslel, \u017ee ji miluje. Samoz\u0159ejm\u011b, \u017ee j\u00ed to \u0159\u00edkal \u010dastokr\u00e1t, ale nikdy se nezam\u00fd\u0161lel nad t\u00edm, jestli je to up\u0159\u00edmn\u00e9, jestli je to opravdu ten cit, kter\u00fd se v n\u011bm probouz\u00ed. Myslel si, \u017ee l\u00e1ska ke vztahu pat\u0159\u00ed a prost\u011b je norm\u00e1ln\u00ed \u0159\u00edkat slov\u00ed\u010dka l\u00e1sky a n\u011bhy tomu druh\u00e9mu. V\u0161echno bylo tak n\u011bjak automatick\u00e9. A\u017e te\u010f mu doch\u00e1z\u00ed, \u017ee asi lhal s\u00e1m sob\u011b.<\/div>\n<div>Ano, bre\u010del. Ale nebre\u010del kv\u016fli Amand\u011b&nbsp;jako takov\u00e9, ale kv\u016fli tomu, \u017ee mus\u00ed opustit sv\u016fj byt, kter\u00fd m\u011bl r\u00e1d, \u017ee ztr\u00e1cel \u010das s n\u011bjakou d\u011bvkou, kter\u00e1 si jenom hr\u00e1la na hodnou pani\u010dku, a p\u0159itom Toma vyu\u017e\u00edvala.<\/div>\n<div>Po\u0159\u00e1d tak bloudil ve sv\u00fdch my\u0161lenk\u00e1ch, a\u017e&nbsp;dokud neusly\u0161el kl\u00ed\u010de v z\u00e1mku. Je \u0161est hodin ve\u010der, Andreas se vrac\u00ed.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ahoj, Tome,&#8220; usm\u011bje se. Tomovi se ale tato slova vybav\u00ed z \u00fast Eliota. Toho, kter\u00fd mu sebral radost ze \u017eivota. Zamra\u010dil se a z\u016fstal pohledem strnule na dve\u0159\u00edch, absolutn\u011b ignoruj\u00edc Andrease. Ten se na Toma ze za\u010d\u00e1tku usm\u00edval, ale kdy\u017e vid\u011bl jeho pohled te\u010f, posmutn\u011bl. Zase na ni mysl\u00ed a zase se chce utr\u00e1pit.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tome, p\u0159esta\u0148. Mus\u00ed\u0161 zase za\u010d\u00edt \u017e\u00edt, a ne se k tomu po\u0159\u00e1d vracet. Hele, pro\u010d tady po\u0159\u00e1d sed\u00ed\u0161 a nejde\u0161 taky n\u011bkam ven? Zkus si naj\u00edt n\u011bjakou pr\u00e1ci, nebo prost\u011b jen tak cho\u010f na proch\u00e1zky, ale tohle nejde. Cel\u00fd dny tu sed\u00ed\u0161 a kouk\u00e1\u0161 na m\u016fj nepo\u0159\u00e1dek kolem. Ani ho neuklid\u00ed\u0161&#8230;&#8220; dodal s m\u00edrn\u00fdm \u00fa\u0161klebkem. &#8222;No tak, Tome, poslouch\u00e1\u0161 m\u011b v\u016fbec? Tome&#8230;?&#8220;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Eh&#8230; co?&#8220; M\u011bl pravdu, v\u016fbec ho neposlouchal, ale tak n\u011bjak tu\u0161il, co mu \u0159\u00edkal. &#8222;Andy, na\u0161el jsem si tady v novin\u00e1ch takovej inzer\u00e1t na jednu zaj\u00edmavou pr\u00e1ci a mysl\u00edm, \u017ee by to mohlo b\u00fdt dobr\u00fd. Cht\u011bj\u00ed o\u0161et\u0159ovatele asi pro n\u011bjak\u00fd d\u011bcko. Nejsem \u017e\u00e1dnej specialista, ale kv\u016fli tomu plav\u010d\u00edkov\u00e1n\u00ed jsem tehdy d\u011blal zdravotnick\u00fd kurz, tak aspo\u0148 m\u016f\u017eu zkusit \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed, co \u0159\u00edk\u00e1\u0161?&#8220;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Up\u0159\u00edmn\u011b, Andy si myslel, \u017ee je to blbost. Pokud byli ti lidi tak bohat\u00ed, aby si mohli dovolit n\u011bkoho &#8222;na hl\u00edd\u00e1n\u00ed&#8220; d\u00edt\u011bte, tak si ur\u010dit\u011b&nbsp;vyberou n\u011bkoho, kdo za to bude opravdu st\u00e1t a bude m\u00edt lep\u0161\u00ed vzd\u011bl\u00e1n\u00ed, ne\u017e&nbsp; z\u00e1kladku a zdravotnick\u00fd&nbsp;kurz. Necht\u011bl ale, aby si Tom myslel, \u017ee ho n\u011bjak shazuje, tak se jenom usm\u00e1l.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;No vid\u00ed\u0161, to bude super. M\u016f\u017ee\u0161 to aspo\u0148 zkusit, a kdy\u017e t\u011b nevezmou, tak jsem na n\u00e1m\u011bst\u00ed vid\u011bl let\u00e1k, \u017ee bys mohl p\u0159ekl\u00e1dat ryby. No hele, nemra\u010d se. To dojede n\u00e1kla\u010f\u00e1k s rybama a bude\u0161 p\u0159ekl\u00e1dat ty kontejnery do n\u011bjak\u00fdho druh\u00fdho n\u00e1kla\u010f\u00e1ku. Je to jen na p\u00e1r dn\u00ed, ale za docela slu\u0161n\u00fd pen\u00edze.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Tohle se zase jako blbost zd\u00e1lo Tomovi. Nebude ze sebe d\u011blat idiota s makrelama.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Mhhm, rad\u0161i bych byl, kdyby mi z\u00edtra vy\u0161el ten pohovor.&#8220; Usm\u00e1l se. Andy u\u017e se mu do toho rad\u0161i d\u00e1l nem\u00edchal.<\/div>\n<div>Spole\u010dn\u011b&nbsp;pove\u010de\u0159eli a ustlali si na sv\u00fdch m\u00edstech. Je\u0161t\u011b&nbsp;si chv\u00edli ve\u010der pov\u00eddali o \u017eelv\u00e1ch a rybi\u010dk\u00e1ch a Tom usnul s \u00fasm\u011bvem na tv\u00e1\u0159i a my\u0161lenou na n\u00e1sleduj\u00edc\u00ed&nbsp;den.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Druh\u00fd&nbsp;den r\u00e1no vstal brzo, aby se stihl hezky upravit, aby ud\u011blal dojem. Osprchoval se, oholil se, dal si svoje nejlep\u0161\u00ed oble\u010den\u00ed, co m\u011bl u sebe. Jeliko\u017e se neodva\u017eoval j\u00edt si do bytu pro svoje v\u011bci, tak musel t\u011bchto p\u00e1r dn\u00ed p\u0159etrp\u011bt v p\u00e1r hadrech. Tyhle si \u0161et\u0159il na speci\u00e1ln\u00ed ud\u00e1lost. Te\u010f nastala.<\/div>\n<div>Nasypal krmen\u00ed ryb\u00e1m a \u010dasn\u011b r\u00e1no vykro\u010dil do m\u011bsta. Koupil si ke sn\u00eddani \u010derstv\u00e9 pe\u010divo, kter\u00e9 sn\u011bdl b\u011bhem p\u00e1r minut, ale o to d\u00e9le mu trvalo, ne\u017e ze sv\u00e9ho \u0161\u00e1tku dostal v\u0161echny ty drobky.<\/div>\n<div>Vyt\u00e1hl si z kapsy pap\u00edrek, kde byla naps\u00e1na adresa. Musela to b\u00fdt n\u011bjak\u00e1&nbsp;vila, nebo n\u011bco podobn\u00e9ho, proto\u017ee se to nach\u00e1zelo a\u017e za centrem m\u011bsta v dobr\u00e9 \u010dtvrti. Tomovi se vyplatilo vyj\u00edt d\u0159\u00edv, proto\u017ee musel j\u00edt p\u011b\u0161ky. \u017d\u00e1dn\u00e1 ve\u0159ejn\u00e1 doprava tudy cestu nem\u011bla a na tax\u00edka Tom opravdu nem\u011bl.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Asi po hodin\u011b&nbsp;ch\u016fze a p\u011bti cigaret\u00e1ch dorazil na ono m\u00edsto. Vyd\u011bsil se, kdy\u017e uvid\u011bl, \u017ee ho \u010dek\u00e1 cesta do velk\u00e9ho kopce po schodech. O hodn\u011b schodech. V\u00e1\u017en\u011b na okam\u017eik zap\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel, jestli m\u00e1 cenu se takhle tr\u00e1pit, ale nakonec to zkusil. Prvn\u00edch p\u00e1r des\u00edtek schod\u016f to byla hra\u010dka. Pak se ale pod\u00edval na hodinky a zjistil, \u017ee u\u017e m\u00e1 deset minut zpo\u017ed\u011bn\u00ed. Za\u010dal schody rychle vyb\u00edhat a nejednou m\u00e1lem spadl, jak se sna\u017eil br\u00e1t schody po dvou. Kdy\u017e vyb\u011bhl nahoru, byl zpocen\u00fd snad \u00fapln\u011b v\u0161ude. Sundal si sv\u016fj \u0161\u00e1tek, proto\u017ee ten mu pr\u00e1v\u011b p\u0159ipadal jako p\u0159enosn\u00e1 trouba na pov\u011b\u0161en\u00ed okolo krku. Nacpal si ho do zadn\u00ed kapsy kalhot a vykro\u010dil vst\u0159\u00edc honosn\u00e9 budov\u011b, kter\u00e1 by se mohla rovnat leckter\u00fdm z\u00e1mk\u016fm.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Kdy\u017e&nbsp;ve\u0161el dovnit\u0159, ani nemohl sta\u010dit divit se v\u0161em kr\u00e1s\u00e1m interi\u00e9ru a u\u017e&nbsp;ho vyru\u0161il n\u011bjak\u00fd&nbsp;p\u00e1n. Vypadal fakt divn\u011b&nbsp;a Tomovi se zd\u00e1lo, jako by se posunul v \u010dase. To byl komorn\u00fd? M\u00e1lem vyprskl sm\u00edchy, ale rad\u011bji to ust\u00e1l.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Pohovory u\u017e skon\u010dily, pane.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;C-co\u017ee? Promi\u0148te, ale&#8230; ale j\u00e1. Dejte mi pros\u00edm \u0161anci.&#8220; Sna\u017eil se Tom toho star\u0161\u00edho mu\u017ee p\u0159emluvit.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;D\u011bkuji, my se v\u00e1m je\u0161t\u011b ozveme.&#8220; Vy\u0161el jin\u00fd mu\u017e ze dve\u0159\u00ed a doprov\u00e1zel n\u011bjakou pevn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed pan\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Vy jste dal\u0161\u00ed?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;E-eh,&#8220; Tom byl zara\u017een\u00fd, &#8222;a-asi ano.&#8220; Usm\u00e1l se, ale nerozum\u011bl tomu, co se d\u011bje. V\u017edy\u0165 tenhle mu \u0159ekl, \u017ee je konec a ten druh\u00fd ho vol\u00e1 dovnit\u0159? Ale nev\u00e1hal a \u0161el, takov\u00e1 \u0161ance u\u017e se nemus\u00ed naskytnout. Ve\u0161el do velk\u00e9 n\u00e1dhern\u00e9 m\u00edstnosti a na pokyn si sedl. Pochopil, \u017ee tohle je mu\u017e, kter\u00fd d\u00e1val inzer\u00e1t do novin. Ne\u017e stihl ale n\u011bco zaregistrovat nebo poslouchat to, co mu \u0159\u00edk\u00e1, sto\u010dil hlavu k zadn\u00edm dve\u0159\u00edm.<\/div>\n<div>Uvid\u011bl skrze malou \u0161kv\u00edru o\u010di, kter\u00e9 se do n\u011bj zabod\u00e1valy a siln\u011b ho propalovaly pohledem. Byla tam tma, ale poznal, \u017ee se jedn\u00e1 o tmav\u00e9 o\u010di. O velice kr\u00e1sn\u00e9 hn\u011bd\u00e9 o\u010di.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Clarrkys<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Clarrkys Po p\u00e1r des\u00edtk\u00e1ch minut, mo\u017en\u00e1&nbsp;i po hodin\u011b, plazen\u00ed&nbsp;se po zemi po kolenou a hled\u00e1n\u00ed&nbsp; ztracen\u00e9&nbsp;\u017eelvy, ji na\u0161el. Schovala se do pytle od bramb\u016frek pod postel\u00ed. 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