{"id":11083,"date":"2010-07-31T15:30:00","date_gmt":"2010-07-31T14:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=11056"},"modified":"2010-07-31T15:30:00","modified_gmt":"2010-07-31T14:30:00","slug":"please-breath-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/07\/31\/please-breath-5\/","title":{"rendered":"Please, Breath 5."},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Sch-Rei<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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Tomova \u00fasta nebyla schopna jedin\u00e9ho slova. Nech\u00e1pal Billovo chov\u00e1n\u00ed, i kdy\u017e sebev\u00edc by mu cht\u011bl porozum\u011bt, nemohl.<\/div>\n
„Ne! U\u017e ne\u2026 Nechte m\u011b b\u00fdt! Nen\u00e1vid\u00edm v\u00e1s, j\u00e1 nechci!“ k\u0159i\u010del hystericky do pol\u0161t\u00e1\u0159e, kter\u00fd tlumil vzlyky. Zoufal\u00e9 vzlyky pln\u00e9 \u017ealu, prosby, nal\u00e9havosti.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
M\u00e1m mu pomoct? M\u00e1m ud\u011blat to, co nesm\u00edm? Jen proto, abych pomohl tak bezbrann\u00e9 osob\u011b, kter\u00e1 mu\u010d\u00ed sama sebe?<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Tom p\u0159i\u0161el k Billovi, a posadil se na postel. Polo\u017eil mu ruku na rameno. Bill zavzlykal, a oto\u010dil hlavu na Toma.<\/div>\n
„Nen\u00e1vid\u00edm t\u011b! Pro\u010d mi tak ubli\u017euje\u0161? Tak pro\u010d?“ zak\u0159i\u010del po n\u011bm. Tom nech\u00e1pal. Nech\u00e1pal jedin\u00e9 slovo, nech\u00e1pal v\u00fdznam. Cht\u011bl tomu vlastn\u011b porozum\u011bt? Cht\u011bl Billovi rozum\u011bt? Nedok\u00e1zal si odpov\u011bd\u011bt, nedok\u00e1zal se d\u00e1l d\u00edvat na to, jak se Bill ni\u010d\u00ed. Neznal ho, ale n\u011bco ho k n\u011bmu p\u0159itahovalo. C\u00edtil po t\u011ble slastn\u00fd pocit, c\u00edtil, jak mu n\u011bco<\/em> siln\u011b bu\u0161\u00ed v hrudi.<\/div>\n
„Pros\u00edm, neubli\u017euj mi,“ zavzlykal prosebn\u011b Bill, a z jeho o\u010d\u00ed se spou\u0161t\u011blo st\u00e1le v\u00edce a v\u00edce slz.<\/div>\n
„Nechci ti ubl\u00ed\u017eit, chci se ti pokusit pomoct, Bille,“ zamrkal, a pohladil \u010dernovl\u00e1ska po vlasech.  <\/div>\n
Bill zav\u0159el o\u010di a tro\u0161ku vzlyky utichly. Ot\u0159el se hlavi\u010dkou o jeho ruku, co\u017e Toma p\u0159ekvapilo. M\u00e1 to zak\u00e1zan\u00e9. Nesm\u00ed s n\u00edm nav\u00e1zat \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd citov\u00fd vztah. Co se poru\u0161ov\u00e1n\u00ed toho z\u00e1kazu t\u00fd\u010de, zat\u00edm mu to \u0161lo na jedni\u010dku. Tom st\u00e1hl ruku. Bill otev\u0159el o\u010di a z jeho \u00fast vy\u0161el dal\u0161\u00ed vzlyk. Tom za\u010dal ch\u00e1pat Billovu situaci.<\/div>\n
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„Bille, prozrad\u00ed\u0161 mi n\u011bco?“ za\u0161eptal prosebn\u011b a pohodln\u011bji se usadil na jeho posteli. Bill p\u0159ik\u00fdvl. „Pro\u010d jsi tady? J\u00e1 v\u00edm, \u017ee na to, aby ses takhle zpov\u00eddal, je dole ten tak zvan\u00fd krou\u017eek d\u016fv\u011bry, ale cht\u011bl bych to v\u011bd\u011bt, pokud ti to nevad\u00ed.“ Bill hodil up\u0159en\u00fd pohled na dve\u0159e. Tom nejd\u0159\u00edv nepochopil, ale pak vstal, a \u0161el dve\u0159e zamknout.  <\/div>\n
A\u017e se ocitl zase ve stejn\u00e9  pozici na posteli, Bill na n\u011bj up\u0159el sv\u016fj pohled. Polo\u017eil svou hubenou bledou a hlavn\u011b slabou ru\u010dku na nohu Toma.<\/div>\n
„M\u016f\u017eu?“ za\u0161eptal prosebn\u011b a zamrkal. Tom pod jeho pohledem i dotekem rozt\u00e1l. Nedok\u00e1zal mu \u0159\u00edct ne. P\u0159ik\u00fdvl a pousm\u00e1l se. Bill polo\u017eil hlavi\u010dku na Tom\u016fv kl\u00edn. Zav\u0159el o\u010di, a nas\u00e1l jeho v\u016fni. Zachv\u011bl se, a tichounce zavzdychal. Tom se b\u00e1l jak\u00e9hokoliv pohybu. P\u0159eci jen v jeho kl\u00edn\u011b se pr\u00e1v\u011b uvelebilo n\u011bco p\u0159ekr\u00e1sn\u00e9ho. Sledoval ka\u017ed\u00fd milimetr jeho obli\u010deje. Jak dokonal\u00e9, nevinn\u00e9. Bill se k n\u011bmu v\u00edc natiskl. Za\u010dal v ruk\u00e1ch sv\u00edrat jeho tri\u010dko. Zase mu tekly slzy. Tom u\u017e pochyboval, \u017ee by n\u011bco \u0159ekl. Byl tak pln\u011b zaujat\u00fd Tomov\u00fdm tri\u010dkem, byl tak zaujat\u00fd Tomem.  <\/div>\n
„Pros\u00edm ne, neubli\u017euj mi, tohle mi ned\u011blej, pros\u00edm,“ za\u010dal dokola \u0161eptat a po tv\u00e1\u0159i mu op\u011bt tekly slzy. „Tome, ne,“ zavzlykal. Tom se trhan\u011b nadechl\u2026 Tome?<\/em><\/div>\n
„T-Tome?“ \u0161eptl p\u0159ekvapen\u011b Tom. Bill p\u0159ik\u00fdvl.<\/div>\n
„Pro\u010d mi to d\u011bl\u00e1\u0161?“ zavzlykal a zvedl k n\u011bmu pohled. Tom jen nech\u00e1pav\u011b zamrkal. „Pro\u010d? Tak pov\u011bz,“ za\u0161eptal Bill, a posadil se Tomovi obkro\u010dmo na kl\u00edn. Tom jen \u0161okovan\u011b ml\u010del. Bill mu p\u0159ejel dlan\u00ed po hrudi. „T-tak pov\u00ed\u0161 mi to, Tomi?“ za\u0161eptal Bill. Tom nev\u011b\u0159il vlastn\u00edm o\u010d\u00edm. Do \u010deho se to dostal? Ne, \u017ee by mu Billova p\u0159\u00edtomnost takhle vadila, jen m\u011bl o n\u011bj \u010d\u00edm d\u00e1l v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed strach.<\/div>\n
„Bille, pros\u00edm,“ za\u0161eptal a pod\u00edval se Billovi zp\u0159\u00edma do o\u010d\u00ed. Byly pr\u00e1zdn\u00e9. Ani n\u00e1znak \u017eivota, ani n\u00e1znak nad\u011bje, v\u00edry, touhy.  <\/div>\n
Ka\u0161lu na z\u00e1kazy,<\/em><\/div>\n
Nem\u00e1m na vybranou.<\/em><\/div>\n
Chci zn\u00e1t,<\/em><\/div>\n
\u010ceho m\u00e1m se b\u00e1t.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
autor: Sch-Rei<\/strong><\/div>\n
betaread: Janule<\/strong>  <\/p>\n

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autor: Sch-Rei Tomova \u00fasta nebyla schopna jedin\u00e9ho slova. Nech\u00e1pal Billovo chov\u00e1n\u00ed, i kdy\u017e sebev\u00edc by mu cht\u011bl porozum\u011bt, nemohl. „Ne! U\u017e ne\u2026 Nechte m\u011b b\u00fdt! Nen\u00e1vid\u00edm v\u00e1s, j\u00e1 nechci!“ k\u0159i\u010del hystericky do pol\u0161t\u00e1\u0159e, kter\u00fd tlumil vzlyky. Zoufal\u00e9 vzlyky pln\u00e9 \u017ealu, prosby, nal\u00e9havosti.<\/p>\n

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