{"id":11191,"date":"2010-07-18T17:00:00","date_gmt":"2010-07-18T16:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=11164"},"modified":"2010-07-18T17:00:00","modified_gmt":"2010-07-18T16:00:00","slug":"please-breath-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/07\/18\/please-breath-1\/","title":{"rendered":"Please, Breath 1."},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Sch-Rei<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
\u010cty\u0159i stejn\u00e9 b\u00edl\u00e9 zdi. Nic v\u00edc, jen \u010dernovlas\u00fd chlapec kr\u010d\u00edc\u00ed se v kout\u011b s p\u0159\u00edtomnost\u00ed pouh\u00fdch \u010dty\u0159 zd\u00ed. S pr\u00e1zdno pr\u00e1zdn\u00fdm v\u00fdrazem v \u010dokol\u00e1dov\u00fdch o\u010d\u00edch koukal nep\u0159\u00edtomn\u011b do podlahy. Vzn\u00e1\u0161\u00ed se ve sv\u00fdch vzpom\u00ednk\u00e1ch, ve fantazii, co\u017e mu dere slzy do o\u010d\u00ed. V tuhle chv\u00edli nedok\u00e1zal nic poci\u0165ovat. V\u016fbec ne\u0159e\u0161il, kde pr\u00e1v\u011b je, pro\u010d tady je. Vlastn\u011b, v\u0161ichni kdo byli v t\u00e9hle budov\u011b, nic takov\u00e9ho ne\u0159e\u0161ili. Bylo jim to jedno, proto\u017ee si \u017eili ve sv\u00e9m vlastn\u00edm sv\u011bt\u011b. M\u011bli sv\u00e9 vlastn\u00ed my\u0161lenky, kter\u00fdmi si vymalovali sv\u011bt na r\u016f\u017eovou, nebo naopak v\u0161echno vid\u011bli a\u017e moc \u010dern\u011b. Byli tady lid\u00e9, kte\u0159\u00ed byli nemocn\u00ed. Nen\u00ed to my\u0161leno tak, \u017ee by m\u011bli t\u0159eba ch\u0159ipku nebo n\u011bco takov\u00e9ho. Byli nemocn\u00ed po psychick\u00e9 str\u00e1nce.  <\/div>\n
Bill – \u010dernovl\u00e1sek, litoval v\u0161eho, co ud\u011blal. Hluboko v sob\u011b opravdu litoval. Litoval minulosti, litoval sv\u00fdch \u010din\u016f, litoval v\u016fbec toho, \u017ee \u017eije. Ale z\u00e1rove\u0148 se v n\u011bm m\u00edsila i sebel\u00edtost.<\/div>\n
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Ozvalo se klep\u00e1n\u00ed na dve\u0159e, kter\u00e9 i tak bylo zbyte\u010dn\u00e9. Bill v\u011bd\u011bl moc dob\u0159e, kdo to je, ale nevn\u00edmal to. Jen si d\u00e1l hled\u011bl sv\u00e9ho. Bylo to takhle ka\u017ed\u00fd den. Ka\u017ed\u00fd den se jen opakoval. Jeho uslzen\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159i\u010dky byly pln\u00e9 smutku. U\u017e to nebyl ten vesel\u00fd chlapec jako p\u0159ed p\u016fl rokem. U\u017e to nebyl Bill jako d\u0159\u00edv. Byla to pouh\u00e1 troska Billa, kterou by u\u017e nic nedok\u00e1zalo obnovit.<\/div>\n
Dve\u0159e se otev\u0159ely, a do m\u00edstnosti vstoupil mu\u017e. Tedy sp\u00ed\u0161e chlapec v Billov\u011b v\u011bku. Mohl b\u00fdt jen o p\u00e1r centimetr\u016f vy\u0161\u0161\u00ed. Blond krat\u0161\u00ed vlasy a na tv\u00e1\u0159i neutr\u00e1ln\u00ed v\u00fdraz, a kr\u00e1\u010del k Billovi. Naklonil se k n\u011bmu.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
„Bille, mus\u00ed\u0161 te\u010f j\u00edt na j\u00eddlo, ano?“ Bill se ani nehnul. Blon\u010f\u00e1k si povzdechnul a Billa zvedl na nohy, nechal ho, aby se o n\u011bj op\u00edral. Vy\u0161el s n\u00edm z pokoje, a posadil ho na voz\u00edk, se kter\u00fdm dojel k v\u00fdtahu. Jel s n\u00edm okolo dal\u0161\u00edch pokoj\u016f, kter\u00e9 byly ov\u0161em zasklen\u00e9, ne jako ten jeho se \u010dty\u0159mi nezaj\u00edmav\u00fdmi st\u011bnami. N\u011bkte\u0159\u00ed se l\u00edsali na to sklo, jin\u00ed jen se \u0161\u00edlen\u00fdm v\u00fdrazem v o\u010d\u00edch sed\u011bli na postel\u00edch, n\u011bkte\u0159\u00ed na zemi. \u010cernovl\u00e1sek se na n\u011b nepot\u0159eboval d\u00edvat, u\u017e to znal, znal ka\u017edou tv\u00e1\u0159 v\u0161ech t\u011bch bl\u00e1zn\u016f tady okolo. Necht\u011bl se na n\u011b d\u00edvat. Jen by mu to p\u0159ipom\u00ednalo, \u017ee je jedn\u00edm z nich. Ti\u0161e zavzlykal a p\u0159iv\u0159el o\u010di.  <\/p>\n

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Bill sed\u011bl v j\u00eddeln\u011b spolu s ostatn\u00edmi u j\u00eddeln\u00edho stolu, a p\u0159ed sebou m\u011bli tal\u00ed\u0159e s n\u011b\u010d\u00edm, \u010demu se tam \u0159\u00edkalo j\u00eddlo. Bill se toho op\u011bt ani nedotkl. Jen na n\u011bj nep\u0159\u00edtomn\u011b z\u00edral. Za\u010daly se mu p\u0159iv\u00edrat o\u010di, a on se ztr\u00e1cel. Ztr\u00e1cel se z dosahu reality, ztr\u00e1cel se z dosahu v\u0161eho p\u0159\u00edtomn\u00e9ho. Ztr\u00e1cel se ze sv\u011bta. Najednou\u2026 Vid\u011bl ji, c\u00edtil jej\u00ed vlasy na sv\u00e9 hrudi, c\u00edtil jej\u00ed jemn\u00e9 doteky, jej\u00ed k\u016f\u017ei. Sly\u0161el jej\u00ed sametov\u00fd sladk\u00fd hlas, jej\u00ed zvoniv\u00fd sm\u00edch. Vzn\u00e1\u0161el se mimo vesm\u00edr. Vid\u011bl obraz osoby, kter\u00e1 kv\u016fli n\u011bmu u\u017e nikdy neuvid\u00ed slune\u010dn\u00ed sv\u011btlo. Kter\u00e1 se ztratila du\u0161\u00ed v nen\u00e1vratnu.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Rychle otev\u0159el o\u010di, a zorni\u010dky se mu roz\u0161\u00ed\u0159ily. Prudce vstal od stolu a pra\u0161til do n\u011bj p\u011bst\u00ed.<\/div>\n
„N\u2026 Ne\u2026 Ne-e\u2026 Ne, ne, ne,“ \u0161eptal a koukal pr\u00e1zdn\u011b do stolu. Oto\u010dil se, a rozhl\u00eddl se okolo sebe. V\u0161echny pohledy pomaten\u00fdch lid\u00ed padly jen a jen na n\u011bj. Nyn\u00ed mu byla poskytnuta v\u0161echna pozornost. Ne, tohle nen\u00ed mo\u017en\u00fd. Je to jen sen. Sen, ze kter\u00e9ho se probud\u00edm, a budu zase s tebou. Zase budu u tebe, bude n\u00e1m dob\u0159e. Neopust\u00edm t\u011b, u\u017e nikdy. Ne, ne, ne.<\/em><\/div>\n
Z o\u010d\u00ed se mu spustil dal\u0161\u00ed proud slz a rozutekl se pry\u010d. Ihned za n\u00edm se rozb\u011bhl Andreas. Bill vyb\u011bhl z m\u00edstnosti. Blon\u010f\u00e1k b\u011b\u017eel hned za n\u00edm. \u010cernovl\u00e1skovy vzlyky se rozl\u00e9haly chodbami, a jeho slzy za n\u00edm d\u011blaly stopy na podlaze. Hroutil se mu sv\u011bt. L\u00e9pe \u0159e\u010deno, hroutily se mu trosky jeho sv\u011bta, jeho \u017eivota.<\/div>\n
„Ne! Nechte m\u011b! Ne, ne, ne,“ k\u0159i\u010del st\u00e1le dokola se vzlyky. Neot\u00e1\u010del se za sebe.<\/div>\n
„Nen\u00e1vid\u00edm v\u00e1s! Nen\u00e1vid\u00edm ji, nechte m\u011b! Nechci! U\u017e ne!“<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Jak mot\u00fdl tou\u017e\u00edm po r\u016f\u017e\u00edch,<\/em><\/div>\n
Vodu v pou\u0161ti hled\u00e1m.<\/em><\/div>\n
Svou s\u00edlu zkou\u0161\u00edm,<\/em><\/div>\n
Tis\u00edc p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed  u\u017e m\u00e1m.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
autor: Sch-Rei<\/strong><\/div>\n
betaread: Janule <\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: Sch-Rei \u010cty\u0159i stejn\u00e9 b\u00edl\u00e9 zdi. Nic v\u00edc, jen \u010dernovlas\u00fd chlapec kr\u010d\u00edc\u00ed se v kout\u011b s p\u0159\u00edtomnost\u00ed pouh\u00fdch \u010dty\u0159 zd\u00ed. S pr\u00e1zdno pr\u00e1zdn\u00fdm v\u00fdrazem v \u010dokol\u00e1dov\u00fdch o\u010d\u00edch koukal nep\u0159\u00edtomn\u011b do podlahy. Vzn\u00e1\u0161\u00ed se ve sv\u00fdch vzpom\u00ednk\u00e1ch, ve fantazii, co\u017e mu dere slzy do o\u010d\u00ed. V tuhle<\/p>\n

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