{"id":11699,"date":"2010-05-12T15:30:00","date_gmt":"2010-05-12T14:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=11671"},"modified":"2010-05-12T15:30:00","modified_gmt":"2010-05-12T14:30:00","slug":"vrat-se-mi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/05\/12\/vrat-se-mi\/","title":{"rendered":"Vra\u0165 se mi"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Mishka<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><em><br \/><\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>T\u00e1k\u017ee\u2026 ahoj twincest zvrhl\u00edci jsem tu s dal\u0161\u00ed pov\u00eddkou. Proto\u017ee ta p\u0159ede\u0161l\u00e1 se V\u00e1m l\u00edbila a ty n\u00e1dhern\u00e9 koment\u00edky m\u011b mocky pot\u011b\u0161ily, pos\u00edl\u00e1m sem na blog dal\u0161\u00ed. Nemysl\u00edm si sice, \u017ee je n\u011bjak \u00fa\u017easn\u00e1, ale ur\u010dit\u011b komentujte\u2026 Mishka\u2026=o*&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Byl vlah\u00fd&nbsp;letn\u00ed&nbsp; ve\u010der. Hv\u011bzdy se t\u0159pytily na nebi jako tis\u00edce mal\u00fdch diaman\u016f. Na poklidn\u00e9 hladin\u011b Seiny se odr\u00e1\u017eel obraz Eiffelovy v\u011b\u017ee, ty\u010d\u00edc\u00ed se nad Pa\u0159\u00ed\u017e\u00ed. V\u0161echno vypadalo tak vesele a \u0161\u0165astn\u011b. V\u0161echno, a\u017e na \u010dernovlas\u00e9ho chlapce, jeho\u017e o\u010di zast\u00edral smutek a utrpen\u00ed. Ka\u017ed\u00fd ve\u010der se vyd\u00e1val do ulic hlavn\u00edho m\u011bsta Francie a ka\u017ed\u00fd ve\u010der sledoval ten p\u0159en\u00e1dhern\u00fd v\u00fdjev. Zamilovan\u00e9 dvojice, dr\u017e\u00edce se za ruku, proch\u00e1zely poklidn\u00fdm m\u011bstem a u\u017e\u00edvaly si vz\u00e1jemn\u00e9 l\u00e1sky. \u0160koda, \u017ee on u\u017e se nikdy opravdov\u011b nezamiluje. Jeho srdce toti\u017e pat\u0159ilo jedn\u00e9 jedin\u00e9 osob\u011b. A tu osobu zanechal doma. Doma v N\u011bmecku.<\/div>\n<div>Tady v Pa\u0159\u00ed\u017ei to m\u011bl sice r\u00e1d, ale narodil se a cel\u00e9&nbsp;sv\u00e9&nbsp;d\u011btstv\u00ed&nbsp;pro\u017eil s matkou, nevlastn\u00edm otcem a bratrem v mal\u00e9&nbsp;vesni\u010dce Loitsche. P\u0159i t\u00e9&nbsp;vzpom\u00ednce se mu o\u010di zalily slzami. Chyb\u011bl mu.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Ani si to neuv\u011bdomil a n\u00e1hle zastavil p\u0159ed obrovskou, osv\u011btlenou konstrukc\u00ed&nbsp;jedn\u00e9&nbsp;z nejslavn\u011bj\u0161\u00edch v\u011b\u017e\u00ed&nbsp;na sv\u011bt\u011b. Chodil sem \u010dasto. Tohle m\u00edsto pro n\u011bj bylo tolik zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed. N\u011bkdy ho dok\u00e1zalo uklidnit, jindy zase rozplakat. P\u0159in\u00e1\u0161elo mu radost, smutek, touhu, v\u00e1\u0161e\u0148, l\u00edtost, bezmoc, pochopen\u00ed, ale i zklam\u00e1n\u00ed. Tolikr\u00e1t u\u017e tu takhle st\u00e1l, s pokorou vzhl\u00ed\u017eel k t\u00e9 n\u00e1dhern\u00e9 stavb\u011b a p\u0159\u00e1l si jen jedinou v\u011bc. P\u0159\u00e1l si, aby se vr\u00e1til. Aby ho znovu mohl sev\u0159\u00edt v n\u00e1ru\u010di. Znovu c\u00edtit jeho podmanivou v\u016fni, sly\u0161et jeho hlas, d\u00edvat se do jeho v\u00e1\u0161niv\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed. A znovu ochutnat plnost jeho rt\u016f. Tu chu\u0165 si pamatoval. Pamatoval si ji, jako by to bylo v\u010dera, co jej naposledy l\u00edbal. Jako by to bylo v\u010dera, co je matka vid\u011bla spolu. Jako by to bylo v\u010dera, co opou\u0161t\u011bl svou jedinou l\u00e1sku. Sv\u00e9ho bratra. Sv\u00e9 dvoj\u010de.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>***flash back***<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Simone opatrn\u011b&nbsp;odemkla vchodov\u00e9&nbsp;dve\u0159e. Necht\u011bla vzbudit sv\u00e9&nbsp;dva syny, kte\u0159\u00ed u\u017e&nbsp;jist\u011b&nbsp;sladce spali v jejich pokoji. Jak\u00e9&nbsp;bylo jej\u00ed&nbsp; p\u0159ekvapen\u00ed, kdy\u017e&nbsp;z ob\u00fdv\u00e1ku usly\u0161ela tlumen\u00e9 hlasy. Nejd\u0159\u00edve tomu nev\u011bnovala pozornost. Myslela si toti\u017e, \u017ee se kluci nejsp\u00ed\u0161 d\u00edvaj\u00ed na n\u011bjak\u00fd film. Cht\u011bla se za nimi tedy je\u0161t\u011b j\u00edt pod\u00edvat, a proto popo\u0161la k pootev\u0159en\u00fdm dve\u0159\u00edm. Tam se ale zarazila. Z ob\u00fdv\u00e1ku se toti\u017e linuly rozv\u00e1\u0161n\u011bn\u00e9 vzdechy obou chlapc\u016f. Potichu do pokoje nahl\u00e9dla, ale to, co vid\u011bla, si bude pamatovat do konce sv\u00e9ho \u017eivota. Oba brat\u0159i le\u017eeli jen v kalhot\u00e1ch na pohovce a v\u00e1\u0161niv\u011b se l\u00edbali. Z jejich \u00fast se draly vzru\u0161en\u00e9 steny a jejich polonah\u00e1 t\u011bla se o sebe nal\u00e9hav\u011b t\u0159ela. Ten nejv\u011bt\u0161\u00ed \u0161ok v\u0161ak pro Simone p\u0159i\u0161el, kdy\u017e z Billov\u00fdch \u00fast vyl\u00e9tla ta dv\u011b slova, kter\u00e1 j\u00ed v u\u0161\u00edch zn\u011bla je\u0161t\u011b asi hodinu po t\u00e9, co si \u0161okovan\u011b sedla do sv\u00e9ho pokoje a nep\u0159\u00edtomn\u011b se d\u00edvala z okna. &#8230;<em>Miluju t\u011b&#8230; Miluju t\u011b&#8230; Miluju t\u011b&#8230; Miluju t\u011b&#8230;<\/em> Ta slova ji bodala do srdce jako ostr\u00fd st\u0159ep.<\/div>\n<div>&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div>N\u00e1sleduj\u00edc\u00ed&nbsp;den byl pro Billa s Tomem t\u00edm nejhor\u0161\u00edm v jejich \u017eivot\u011b. Simone jim \u0159ekla v\u0161echno, co minulou noc sly\u0161ela. Dvoj\u010data doufala, \u017ee matka by v sob\u011b&nbsp;mohla nal\u00e9zt alespo\u0148 kousek citu a jejich vztah tolerovat. Bohu\u017eel se m\u00fdlili. Simone jim r\u00e1zn\u011b zak\u00e1zala jak\u00fdkoliv fyzick\u00fd kontakt. Nehodlala ve sv\u00e9m dom\u011b trp\u011bt incestn\u00ed vztah sv\u00fdch syn\u016f. Kdy\u017e p\u0159ijel Gordon, dlouho s n\u00edm mluvila o tom, co by bylo v tuto chv\u00edli nejlep\u0161\u00ed. Bill s Tomem sed\u011bli v ob\u00fdv\u00e1ku naproti sob\u011b a ml\u010dky se d\u00edvali do o\u010d\u00ed toho druh\u00e9ho. Ob\u011bma po tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch st\u00e9kaly trpk\u00e9 slzy zklam\u00e1n\u00ed. Oba byli tak bezmocn\u00ed. Nemohli se ani navz\u00e1jem obejmout a alespo\u0148 trochu se vz\u00e1jemn\u011b ut\u011b\u0161it. Nemohli ud\u011blat v\u016fbec nic. &nbsp;<\/div>\n<div>Asi po p\u016fl hodin\u011b, kter\u00e1&nbsp; se jim v\u0161ak zd\u00e1la jako cel\u00e1 v\u011b\u010dnost, se otev\u0159ely dve\u0159e a do ob\u00fdv\u00e1ku vstoupili Simone a Gordon. Bill se na n\u011b jen zni\u010den\u011b pod\u00edval. V o\u010d\u00edch obou chlapc\u016f se zra\u010dila \u0161\u00edlen\u00e1 bezmoc. T\u00e9 si oba rodi\u010de moc dob\u0159e v\u0161imli, av\u0161ak sv\u016fj n\u00e1zor nezm\u011bnili.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bille, Tome, vy oba dob\u0159e v\u00edte, \u017ee pro v\u00e1s chceme jen to nejlep\u0161\u00ed. V\u011b\u0159te mi, to, co mezi v\u00e1mi te\u010f je, nen\u00ed opravdov\u00e1 l\u00e1ska. Je to jen touha, poznat n\u011bco nov\u00e9ho, zak\u00e1zan\u00e9ho&#8230;&#8220; nestihla to dopov\u011bd\u011bt, proto\u017ee Bill za\u010dal okam\u017eit\u011b nesouhlasn\u011b kroutit hlavou.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ne, mami&#8230; ty v\u016fbec nech\u00e1pe\u0161, to, co mezi n\u00e1ma je&#8230;&#8220; \u0161eptl a pobledl\u00e9 l\u00edce mu sm\u00e1\u010del dal\u0161\u00ed p\u0159\u00edval hork\u00fdch slz.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Pod\u00edvej, Bille, j\u00e1 se s tebou nehodl\u00e1m o tomhle dohadovat. S Gordonem jsme se rozhodli, \u017ee bude nejlep\u0161\u00ed, kdy\u017e jeden z v\u00e1s odjede, a lep\u0161\u00ed bude, kdy\u017e pojede\u0161 ty, Bille. Sehnala jsem ti letenku do Pa\u0159\u00ed\u017ee. Bude\u0161 tam do\u010dasn\u011b bydlet v byt\u011b po prababi\u010dce. A\u017e se tahle situace trochu uklidn\u00ed, bude\u0161 se moci vr\u00e1tit,&#8220; skon\u010dila rozhovor Simone. &nbsp;<\/div>\n<div>Potom oba s Gordonem vstali a ode\u0161li z m\u00edstnosti. Brat\u0159i v pokoji osam\u011bli. Bill se d\u00edval n\u011bkam do pr\u00e1zdna a v hlav\u011b mu v\u00ed\u0159il proud my\u0161lenek. Oba sice v\u011bd\u011bli, \u017ee jejich vztah je riskantn\u00ed, ale s t\u00edmhle nepo\u010d\u00edtali.<\/div>\n<div>Je\u0161t\u011b&nbsp;ten den nasedl Bill do letadla a odlet\u011bl do Francie. Bylo mu hrozn\u011b. Musel ho opustit a nemohl se s n\u00edm ani po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b&nbsp;rozlou\u010dit. Rodi\u010de Tomovi zak\u00e1zali jet na leti\u0161t\u011b, a proto ho tam odvezl Gordon. Je\u0161t\u011b ne\u017e se s Billem rozlou\u010dil, \u0159ekl mu: &#8222;Neboj, Bille&#8230; zapomene\u0161&#8230;&#8220; Ale Bill zavrt\u011bl hlavou: &#8222;Ne&#8230; nikdy nezapomenu&#8230; Ty bys taky nedok\u00e1zal zapomenout na \u010dlov\u011bka, kter\u00e9ho miluje\u0161&#8230;&#8220; po t\u011bchto slovech se oto\u010dil a bez jedin\u00e9ho slova nebo pohledu nastoupil do letadla.<\/div>\n<div>***konec flash backu***<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>U\u017e&nbsp;to bude rok. Rok od doby, co musel opustit sv\u00e9ho bratra. Tolikr\u00e1t u\u017e&nbsp;tady takhle st\u00e1l. A te\u010f, v den jejich narozenin, tomu nebylo jinak. Znovu se d\u00edval na z\u00e1\u0159\u00edc\u00ed v\u011b\u017e p\u0159ed sebou, a znovu si p\u0159\u00e1l to jedin\u00e9. I kdy\u017e v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee se jeho p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed stejn\u011b nespln\u00ed, p\u0159ece jenom ti\u0161e za\u0161eptal: &#8222;Vra\u0165 se mi&#8230;&#8220; &#8230;A v tu chv\u00edli se za jeho z\u00e1dy ozvalo: &#8222;V\u0161echno nejlep\u0161\u00ed, Bille&#8230;&#8220;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Mishka<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Mishka T\u00e1k\u017ee\u2026 ahoj twincest zvrhl\u00edci jsem tu s dal\u0161\u00ed pov\u00eddkou. Proto\u017ee ta p\u0159ede\u0161l\u00e1 se V\u00e1m l\u00edbila a ty n\u00e1dhern\u00e9 koment\u00edky m\u011b mocky pot\u011b\u0161ily, pos\u00edl\u00e1m sem na blog dal\u0161\u00ed. Nemysl\u00edm si sice, \u017ee je n\u011bjak \u00fa\u017easn\u00e1, ale ur\u010dit\u011b komentujte\u2026 Mishka\u2026=o*&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Byl vlah\u00fd&nbsp;letn\u00ed&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/05\/12\/vrat-se-mi\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11699","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ff-jednodilky"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11699","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11699"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11699\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11699"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11699"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11699"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}