{"id":12126,"date":"2010-03-15T16:00:00","date_gmt":"2010-03-15T15:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=12097"},"modified":"2010-03-15T16:00:00","modified_gmt":"2010-03-15T15:00:00","slug":"goodbye-my-beloved-brother","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/03\/15\/goodbye-my-beloved-brother\/","title":{"rendered":"Goodbye my beloved brother"},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Sisa<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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„Bill?“<\/div>\n
„\u00c1no?“<\/div>\n
„Billi. Po\u010f ku mne.“<\/div>\n
„M\u00e1\u0161 ma r\u00e1d, Tomi?“<\/div>\n
„\u010co to je za ot\u00e1zku? Samozrejme, \u017ee \u0165a m\u00e1m r\u00e1d.“ Pousmial sa Tom a prstom mu pre\u0161iel po nose.<\/div>\n
„Ja neviem.“ Usmial sa Bill.<\/div>\n
„Ty si trdielko.“ Zasmial sa Tom a zmocnil sa jeho pier. Nebolo to pomal\u00e9 a ne\u017en\u00e9. Bolo to v\u00e1\u0161niv\u00e9 a r\u00fdchle.<\/div>\n
„Tomi. Pros\u00edm, spoma\u013e.“ Odtiahol sa od Toma.<\/div>\n
„Bill, presta\u0148! Vie\u0161, \u017ee to nezn\u00e1\u0161am. Nezn\u00e1\u0161am, ke\u010f rob\u00ed\u0161 tieto svoje drahoty.“ Na\u0161tvane sa rozkr\u00edkol Tom. „Si jak nejak\u00e9 decko.“<\/div>\n
Billovi sa nahnali slzy do o\u010d\u00ed. Pre\u010do je k nemu tak\u00fd?<\/div>\n
„Pros\u00edm \u0165a, len mi tu nepla\u010d!“ Bill napriek tomu vzlykol.<\/div>\n
„Do riti, si jak nejak\u00e1 hysterka Bill! Spam\u00e4taj sa, sakra!“ Zavr\u010dal Tom a na\u0161tvane treskol s dverami.<\/div>\n
Bill s pla\u010dom dopadol na poste\u013e. Pre\u010do mu to rob\u00ed? Ve\u010f nechcel a\u017e tak ve\u013ea. Len trochu citu.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Tom na\u0161tvane kopol do auta. Mal toho dos\u0165. Bill s t\u00fdmi jeho ve\u010dn\u00fdmi ne\u017enos\u0165ami. Pche. Kto m\u00e1 na to nervy? On si chce u\u017ei\u0165 a nie… ani nevedel, ako to nazva\u0165. To nebol ani norm\u00e1lny sex. Bolo to nie\u010do medzi maznan\u00edm a prv\u00fdm sexom. Na to on chu\u0165 teda nemal. Chcel poriadny sex. Sadol do auta a zamieril do baru. Mo\u017eno si u\u017eije aspo\u0148 tam.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Bill sedel pri okne a pozoroval no\u010dn\u00fa krajinu. Mesiac bol vysoko a okolo neho mili\u00f3ny hviezd. Smutne sa pousmial. Vo\u013eakedy ich s Tomom po\u010d\u00edtali. Vtedy bol Tom e\u0161te mil\u00fd. Mal ho r\u00e1d a d\u00e1val mu v\u0161etku svoju l\u00e1sku. Po tv\u00e1ri mu stiekla slza. Jedna jedin\u00e1. Zaleskla sa v svetle mesiaca a nehlu\u010dne spadla na zem.<\/div>\n
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„Ke\u010f l\u00e1ska \u010dasom vyhasne,<\/em><\/div>\n
moje srdce rozpla\u010de,<\/em><\/div>\n
zostaneme spolu v sne,<\/em><\/div>\n
nech to bolie\u0165 neza\u010dne.“<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Zaspieval potichu a nechal vypadn\u00fa\u0165 \u010fal\u0161iu slzu spod zavret\u00fdch vie\u010dok.<\/div>\n
„Bude\u0161 si to pam\u00e4ta\u0165?<\/em><\/div>\n
Nechce\u0161 na to spom\u00edna\u0165?<\/em><\/div>\n
\u010co bolo a \u010do bude,<\/em><\/div>\n
ako to len dopadne?“<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Pomaly otvoril o\u010di a prezeral si mesiac.<\/div>\n
„Milujem \u0165a, ty vie\u0161,<\/em><\/div>\n
ni\u010d pekn\u00e9 mi nepovie\u0161.<\/em><\/div>\n
Mysl\u00ed\u0161 iba na seba?<\/em><\/div>\n
Bolo n\u00e1m to potreba?“<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Dospieval a znovu zavrel o\u010di.<\/div>\n
„U\u017e nechcem, Tomi. Nechcem sa pre teba tr\u00e1pi\u0165.“ Za\u0161epkal.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Tom sa zdvihol od baru. Mal s t\u00fdm dos\u0165 probl\u00e9m. Bolo \u0165a\u017ek\u00e9 udr\u017ea\u0165 sa na noh\u00e1ch po to\u013ekom alkohole. Zaplatil \u010da\u0161n\u00edkovi a vr\u00e1til sa k autu. „Ke\u010f ma Bill tak miluje, a nechce, aby som ho podv\u00e1dzal, tak sa bude musie\u0165 obetova\u0165.“ Zaznelo Tomovou hlavou, ke\u010f s \u00fasmevom nasadal do auta.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Bill sa postavil zo stoli\u010dky a posadil sa na poste\u013e. Nechcel sa u\u017e tr\u00e1pi\u0165. Nie, ke\u010f vedel, \u017ee to nem\u00e1 cenu. Natiahol sa po vank\u00fa\u0161i a pritiahol si ho k telu. Smutne ho objal, no vedel, \u017ee to je len mal\u00e1 a chab\u00e1 n\u00e1hrada za objatie, po ktorom to\u013eko t\u00fa\u017eil. Vank\u00fa\u0161 nedok\u00e1zal da\u0165 to\u013eko tepla a l\u00e1sky ako Tom. Nedok\u00e1zal nahradi\u0165 jeho v\u00f4\u0148u a dotyky. Nedok\u00e1zal \u0161epka\u0165 slov\u00ed\u010dka \u00fatechy. Nedok\u00e1zal ni\u010d. No napriek tomu ho Bill zvieral v n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed. Opieral sa do jeho m\u00e4kkej l\u00e1tky a myslel na Toma. Na jeho m\u00e4kk\u00e9 dlane a \u010dokol\u00e1dov\u00e9 o\u010di. Na tepl\u00e9 prsty s hrubou poko\u017ekou zodratou od str\u00fan gitary. Nie je to tak d\u00e1vno, \u010do ho naposledy objal. Mo\u017eno p\u00e1r t\u00fd\u017ed\u0148ov. Vzlykol. Znovu. Ko\u013ek\u00fd kr\u00e1t u\u017e. Ner\u00e1tal to. Na\u010do aj?<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Vchodov\u00e9 dvere buchli.<\/div>\n
„Bill?“ ozvalo sa zdola. Bill sa ale neozval. Poznal v Tomovom hlase alkohol. Vedel, \u017ee by sa len zbyto\u010dne poh\u00e1dali. Rad\u0161ej si \u013eahol a tv\u00e1ril sa, \u017ee sp\u00ed.<\/div>\n
Tom potichu vy\u0161liapal schody a otvoril dvere Billovej izby<\/div>\n
„Billi. Sp\u00ed\u0161?“ sk\u00fasil Tom. Ni\u010d. Znovu bez odozvy. Spravil k nemu p\u00e1r krokov a pohladkal ho po vlasoch.<\/div>\n
Bill zatajil dych. Tom sa k nemu sklonil a rukou zamieril pod jeho tri\u010dko.<\/div>\n
Bill sa prudko oto\u010dil.<\/div>\n
„Ahoj.“ U\u0161krnul sa Tom.<\/div>\n
„Tom, presta\u0148,“ ohradil sa Bill.<\/div>\n
„Don\u00fa\u0165 ma.“<\/div>\n
„Presta\u0148! Nie si vtipn\u00fd. Si opit\u00fd.“<\/div>\n
„To je jedno.“ Odsekol Tom a prudko mu stiahol boxerky na spanie.<\/div>\n
„T- Tom, presta\u0148.“ Spanik\u00e1ril Bill.<\/div>\n
„Nie. Povedal si, \u017ee ma miluje\u0161, tak to pre m\u0148a sprav\u00ed\u0161.“<\/div>\n
„Nie! To nesmie\u0161. Tom, pros\u00edm.“ Billovi sa z o\u010d\u00ed drali slzy, ke\u010f ho Tom ne\u013e\u00fatostne oto\u010dil na brucho.<\/div>\n
„Presta\u0148 reva\u0165! Nepom\u00f4\u017ee ti to.“ Odsekol Tom a prudko do\u0148ho prirazil. Bill skr\u00edkol. Tak ve\u013emi to bolelo.<\/div>\n
„Tom.“ Za\u0161epkal. No jedin\u00e9, \u010do Tom teraz dok\u00e1zal vn\u00edma\u0165, bolo vzru\u0161enie, ktor\u00e9 ho naplno ovl\u00e1dalo. Ne\u013e\u00fatostne prir\u00e1\u017eal do bratovho tel\u00ed\u010dka.<\/div>\n
„Pros\u00edm, presta\u0148.“ Neust\u00e1le \u0161epkal Bill. Nebol to s\u00edce jeho prv\u00fd sex, ale za to bolel sto kr\u00e1t viac.<\/div>\n
„Pros\u00edm \u0165a. Pros\u00edm.“ \u0160epkal dookola. Tom znovu prirazil a pok\u00fasal ho do krku. Bill vzlykol. Na ni\u010d viac sa nezmohol. Tom ochutnal p\u00e1r kvapiek z ranky, ktor\u00fa mu svojimi zubami vytvoril. Spokojne sa usmial. Ne\u010dakal, \u017ee by krv mohla by\u0165 tak\u00e1 chutn\u00e1.<\/div>\n
„Si dokonal\u00fd vo v\u0161etk\u00fdch smeroch.“ Povedal polohlasne medzi vzdychmi a \u010falej sa venoval Billovmu krku. Netrvalo dlho a s v\u00fdkrikom vy\u0161iel z Billovho tela. Unavene zavrel o\u010di a predych\u00e1val orgazmus.<\/div>\n
„Myslel som, \u017ee ma miluje\u0161.“ Plakal chlapec ved\u013ea neho.<\/div>\n
„Nikdy som to nepovedal.“<\/div>\n
„A- ale povedal si, \u017ee…“<\/div>\n
„\u0164a m\u00e1m r\u00e1d a to je rozdiel.“ Dokon\u010dil vetu Tom a oto\u010dil sa na druh\u00fd bok, ignoruj\u00fac Billove vzlyky.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Slnko nepr\u00edjemne svietilo a br\u00e1nilo Tomovi v sp\u00e1nku. Nahnevane rozlepil vie\u010dka a pozrel na miesto ved\u013ea seba. Bolo pr\u00e1zdne, len na stole le\u017eal mal\u00fd papierik. Vzal ho do ruky.<\/div>\n
„Miloval som \u0165a, ale ty si mi ubl\u00ed\u017eil ako nikto. Hovor\u00ed sa, \u017ee od l\u00e1sky je len kr\u00f4\u010dik k nen\u00e1visti a ja sprav\u00edm v\u0161etko pre to, aby som ten krok spravil. D\u00fafam ale, \u017ee ty nezabudne\u0161 a do konca \u017eivota \u0165a bud\u00fa tr\u00e1pi\u0165 v\u00fd\u010ditky svodomia. Zbohom.“<\/em> Bolo nap\u00edsane \u010diernou tuhou na bielom papieri. Tom sa s\u00e1m pre seba pousmial a papier hodil do ko\u0161a.<\/div>\n
„Zbohom, m\u00f4j milovan\u00fd bra\u010dek.“<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
autor: Sisa<\/strong><\/div>\n
betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: Sisa „Bill?“ „\u00c1no?“ „Billi. Po\u010f ku mne.“ „M\u00e1\u0161 ma r\u00e1d, Tomi?“ „\u010co to je za ot\u00e1zku? Samozrejme, \u017ee \u0165a m\u00e1m r\u00e1d.“ Pousmial sa Tom a prstom mu pre\u0161iel po nose. „Ja neviem.“ Usmial sa Bill. „Ty si trdielko.“ Zasmial sa Tom<\/p>\n

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