{"id":12207,"date":"2010-03-05T15:30:00","date_gmt":"2010-03-05T14:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=12178"},"modified":"2010-03-05T15:30:00","modified_gmt":"2010-03-05T14:30:00","slug":"ich-bin-nicht-ich","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/03\/05\/ich-bin-nicht-ich\/","title":{"rendered":"Ich bin nicht ich"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Sisa<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"383\" alt=\"\" class=\"right\" src=\"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/c07fe9c155_62426815_o2.jpg\" \/><\/div>\n<div>Pozer\u00e1m sa na p\u00e1r hned\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed. Pred p\u00e1r mesiacmi v nich boli iskri\u010dky \u017eivota a \u00faprimnej l\u00e1sky. Teraz sa v nich leskn\u00fa len plamienky nen\u00e1visti a nie\u010doho, \u010do nedok\u00e1\u017eem identifikova\u0165. Kde zmizol ten \u010dlovek? Kam zmizol ten vesel\u00fd, \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd a miluj\u00faci \u010dlovek, ktor\u00fd na m\u0148a pred mesiacom pozeral?<\/div>\n<div><em>Zmizol Bill. Je pre\u010d a je to tvoja vina. Teraz som tu ja.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nie! Ja za to nem\u00f4\u017eem!<\/div>\n<div><em>Ale m\u00f4\u017ee\u0161. Ve\u013emi dobre to vie\u0161<\/em>.<\/div>\n<div>Nie! Daj mi u\u017e pokoj! Pros\u00edm. Ja u\u017e nem\u00f4\u017eem.<\/div>\n<div><em>Nem\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 predo mnou utiec\u0165, Bill. Ja som ty. Nem\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 utiec\u0165 pred sebou sam\u00fdm.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nie! Ty nie si ja.<\/div>\n<div><em>Tak u\u017e si to priznaj.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Nikdy.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Zakri\u010dal chlapec a prudko buchol p\u00e4s\u0165ou do zrkadla. To sa rozbilo na mili\u00f3ny mal\u00fdch k\u00faskov.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;\u010co sa stalo?&#8220; vletel do miestnosti Tom. Bill dvihol hlavu a chv\u00ed\u013eku pozeral do jeho o\u010d\u00ed. Tom k nemu spravil krok.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Billi, si v pohode?&#8220; Bill sa zamra\u010dil.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Vypadni!&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;A- ale Bill, \u010do sa&#8230;&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Vypadni!&#8220; zakri\u010dal. Tom zvesil hlavu a sklamane odi\u0161iel.<\/div>\n<div><em>V\u00fdborne, Billi, tak sa mi to p\u00e1\u010di.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nie! &#8222;Tomi.&#8220; Natiahol ruku k zavret\u00fdm dver\u00e1m.<\/div>\n<div>To som nebol ja! To v\u0161etko TY! \u010co odo m\u0148a chce\u0161?<\/div>\n<div><em>Bol si to ty, Bill. To ty svojmu bratovi ubli\u017euje\u0161! TY ubli\u017euje\u0161 \u010dloveku, ktor\u00e9ho miluje\u0161.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nie. Bill vybehol z dver\u00ed. Chv\u00ed\u013eku nerozhodne behal okolo Tomov\u00fdch dver\u00ed, ale nakoniec zaklopal.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;\u010ealej.&#8220; Bill pomaly otvoril. V\u00e1hal.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tomi?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;\u010co tu chce\u0161?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ja&#8230; pri\u0161iel som sa ospravedlni\u0165. Ve\u013emi ma to mrz\u00ed.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div><em>Pre\u010do klame\u0161, Bill? Vie\u0161, \u017ee to nie je pravda.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Jasne.&#8220; Precedil medzi zuby ironicky Tom.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tomi, ja&#8230;&#8220; <em>No \u010do mu povie\u0161, Bill? \u010co? \u017de ho miluje\u0161?<\/em><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Odpus\u0165 mi to, pros\u00edm.&#8220; Sklonil hlavu a chcel od\u00eds\u0165.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bill. Po\u010dkaj. Ja som to tak nemyslel. Vie\u0161, ja&#8230;&#8220;<\/div>\n<div><em>\u00c1no, Bill, a teraz ti povie ako \u0165a miluje. Pros\u00edm \u0165a nebu\u010f sprost\u00fd. On nedok\u00e1\u017ee milova\u0165 tak\u00fd odpad ako si ty. Si len bezv\u00fdznamn\u00e1 pijavica. Mal\u00fd potkan. Hanbi sa, ty troska.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Dr\u017e u\u017e hubu. Sklapni! Nen\u00e1vid\u00edm \u0165a.&#8220; Skr\u00edkol a prilo\u017eil si ruky na u\u0161i. &#8222;U\u017e \u0165a nebudem po\u010d\u00fava\u0165.&#8220; Tom na neho vystra\u0161ene pozeral. \u010co to malo znamena\u0165?<\/div>\n<div>Bill pomaly otvoril o\u010di. Ke\u010f uvidel pred sebou Toma, ako na\u0148ho pozer\u00e1 s otvoren\u00fdmi \u00fastami, vybehol von. Vbehol do svojej izby a zamkol sa vo svojej k\u00fape\u013eni. Zviezol sa po dver\u00e1ch na zem.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>Pre\u010do mi to rob\u00ed\u0161?<\/div>\n<div><em>Ja? Chcem ti len pom\u00f4c\u0165.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Klame\u0161.<\/div>\n<div><em>Nikdy neklamem.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>\u010co odo m\u0148a chce\u0161?<\/div>\n<div><em>Podvo\u013e sa mi a bude\u0161 ma\u0165 pokoj. Bude\u0161 na veky \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nie, nem\u00f4\u017eem!<\/div>\n<div><em>Mus\u00ed\u0161, Bill. Nechce\u0161 sa h\u00e1dam zbl\u00e1zni\u0165.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nechcem patri\u0165 nikomu. Nezbl\u00e1znim sa.<\/div>\n<div><em>Nie? A ako to, \u017ee ma po\u010duje\u0161?<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Ja neviem, ale to sa vyrie\u0161i. Nie som bl\u00e1zon.<\/div>\n<div><em>Ned\u00e1m ti pokoj pokia\u013e nebudem riadi\u0165 tvoju myse\u013e<\/em>.<\/div>\n<div>Nie!<\/div>\n<div><em>Ak mi to dovol\u00ed\u0161, v\u0161etci bud\u00fa \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd. Aj Tom!<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Prisah\u00e1\u0161?<\/div>\n<div><em>Prisah\u00e1m.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>\u010co m\u00e1m spravi\u0165?<\/div>\n<div><em>Vid\u00ed\u0161 na zemi to rozbite zrkadlo? Pore\u017e sa n\u00edm.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nie! To je somarina.<\/div>\n<div><em>Urob to a uvid\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee neklamem. Bill vstal zo zeme a do ruky vzal ostr\u00fd \u00falomok skla.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Tak, tak dobre.<\/div>\n<div>Chlapec zdvihol ruku a ostrou hranou si pre\u0161iel po z\u00e1p\u00e4st\u00ed. \u0160tip\u013eav\u00e1 boles\u0165 a potom u\u017e len pr\u00edjemn\u00e1 euf\u00f3ria zaplavila jeho telo. Zviezol sa po stene na zem a privrel o\u010di.<\/div>\n<div><em>Tak sa mi to p\u00e1\u010di, Bill. Nechaj to na m\u0148a a v\u0161etci bud\u00fa \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Neubl\u00ed\u017ei\u0161 Tomovi?<\/div>\n<div><em>Nie. JA Tomovi neubl\u00ed\u017eim.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Tak dobre. Sprav\u00edm v\u0161etko, \u010do bude\u0161 chcie\u0165.<\/div>\n<div><em>Si m\u00fadri chlapec. Teraz sa pore\u017e aj na druhej ruke.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Pre\u010do?<\/div>\n<div><em>Ver mi<\/em>. Zodvihol zo zeme sklo a spravil si ranu aj na druhej ruke. Op\u00e4\u0165 tie ist\u00e9 pocity.<\/div>\n<div><em>Dotiahneme to spolu \u010faleko. Teraz vsta\u0148 zo zeme a cho\u010f do postele. Si unaven\u00fd. Zajtra n\u00e1s \u010dak\u00e1 komplikovan\u00fd de\u0148.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nechcem.<\/div>\n<div><em>Len pekne cho\u010f. Z\u00edde sa ti to.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Tak dobre.<\/div>\n<div>Bill posl\u00fachol a zaliezol do postele. Trvalo len p\u00e1r min\u00fatiek k\u00fdm zaspal.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><em>Vst\u00e1vaj.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nechcem.<\/div>\n<div><em>Povedal si, \u017ee bude\u0161 posl\u00facha\u0165.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Tak dobre.<\/div>\n<div>Bill sa zavrtel a nespokojne vstal.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bill?&#8220; ozvalo sa od dver\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>Bill zdvihol hlavu a pozrel do Tomov\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div><em>Tak, Bill, teraz mu povedz, \u017ee chce\u0161 by\u0165 s\u00e1m.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Ale to nechcem. Som r\u00e1d, \u017ee pri\u0161iel.<\/div>\n<div><em>To mu ale nesmie\u0161 poveda\u0165. On sa na teba hnev\u00e1. Povedz mu nech vypadne. Sprav to.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;\u010co chce\u0161?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Len som chcel vedie\u0165, \u010di si v pohode .&#8220;<\/div>\n<div><em>Cho\u010f za n\u00edm a pobozkaj ho.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nie!<\/div>\n<div><em>Urob to, Bill, hne\u010f.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Bill spravil p\u00e1r krokov k Tomovi. Chytil ho okolo krku a vpil sa do jeho pier. Tom po chv\u00edli za\u010dal spolupracova\u0165.<\/div>\n<div><em>Tak a teraz ho odso\u0165. Nie, daj mu facku, Bill.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Plesk! Zaznelo miestnos\u0165ou. Tom sa prekvapene chytil za bo\u013eav\u00e9 l\u00edce.<\/div>\n<div>Bill spanik\u00e1ril a ust\u00fapil o krok dozadu.<\/div>\n<div>\u010co som to spravil?<\/div>\n<div><em>To \u010do si mal.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nie. To som nebol ja, to Ty!<\/div>\n<div><em>Ke\u010f mysl\u00ed\u0161.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tomi ja&#8230; prep\u00e1\u010d.&#8220; Tom ho chytil za ruku a znovu si ho pritiahol k sebe.<\/div>\n<div><em>Tak, Bill. Vid\u00ed\u0161. On ti chce len ubl\u00ed\u017ei\u0165. Teraz \u0165a za t\u00fa facku zbije!<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nie! To by Tom nespravil.<\/div>\n<div><em>Vid\u00ed\u0161, u\u017e zdv\u00edha ruku. Teraz \u0165a udrie.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Nie!&#8220; skr\u00edkol chlapec a prudko Toma odsotil.<\/div>\n<div>Ten len nech\u00e1pavo zakr\u00fatil hlavou. \u010co sa to deje s jeho dvoj\u010da\u0165om?<\/div>\n<div>Billa v o\u010diach za\u0161t\u00edpali slzy.<\/div>\n<div>Ubli\u017eujem mu.<\/div>\n<div><em>Chcel \u0165a udrie\u0165.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nechcel. Tomi by to nespravil.<\/div>\n<div><em>Tak pre\u010do dv\u00edhal ruku?<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Ja neviem, ale on by ma neudrel.<\/div>\n<div><em>\u017de nie? Dobre! Nebudem sa s tebou h\u00e1da\u0165. Povedz, Bill, po \u010dom t\u00fa\u017ei\u0161?<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nem\u00f4\u017eem.<\/div>\n<div><em>Nie? Mne m\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 poveda\u0165 v\u0161etko. Ve\u010f vie\u0161, \u017ee som ty. T\u00fdm p\u00e1dom viem, po \u010dom t\u00fa\u017ei\u0161. Viem, \u017ee teraz t\u00fa\u017ei\u0161 Toma soti\u0165 o stenu a bozk\u00e1va\u0165 ho a\u017e pokia\u013e nezomriete<\/em>.<\/div>\n<div>Ako to vie\u0161?<\/div>\n<div><em>Sprav to, Bill.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Dobre.<\/div>\n<div>Bill spravil p\u00e1r krokov k Tomovi a ne\u0161etrne ho sotil o stenu. Hne\u010f na to sa na\u0148ho prilepil a sk\u00famal jeho \u00fasta.<\/div>\n<div>\u010co to do \u010derta rob\u00edm? Povedz, \u010do si mysl\u00ed Tom? Ur\u010dite ma nen\u00e1vid\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div><em>\u00c1no, nen\u00e1vid\u00ed \u0165a, pripad\u00e1\u0161 mu nechutn\u00fd.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Bill vystra\u0161ene odst\u00fapil od Toma.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Naozaj?&#8220; v o\u010dk\u00e1ch ho \u0161t\u00edpali slzy.<\/div>\n<div><em>Naozaj.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;\u010co?&#8220; sp\u00fdtal sa prekvapene.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Pripad\u00e1m ti nechutn\u00fd?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Nie, ako si na to pri\u0161iel?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div><em>A zas klame. Vid\u00ed\u0161. Si mu len na smiech.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Klame\u0161!&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Billi, no tak. Si pre m\u0148a najviac na svete.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div><em>Lo\u017e, lo\u017e, lo\u017e.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Klame\u0161 mi. Viem to.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ako to m\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 vedie\u0165?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;On mi to povedal a on nikdy neklame.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Kto, Bill?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;On.&#8220; Uk\u00e1zal prstom na odraz v zrkadle, kde sa na\u0148ho \u0161kerilo jeho druh\u00e9 Ja. Ale Tom videl len svojho Billa. Billa, o ktor\u00e9ho sa teraz tak b\u00e1l. Nevidel to, \u010do Bill. Nevidel obludu s nen\u00e1vistn\u00fdmi o\u010dami. Nevidel kreat\u00faru s v\u00ed\u0165azn\u00fdm \u00fa\u0161krnom. Nevidel to, \u010do Billa zab\u00edjalo. Nevidel pr\u00ed\u0161eru, ktor\u00e1 mu kradla br\u00e1\u0161ku.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Billi, nikto tam nie je.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ty ho nevid\u00ed\u0161?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div><em>Nie, Bill. Iba ty ma m\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 vidie\u0165. Iba ty ma m\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 po\u010du\u0165. Vie\u0161 pre\u010do? Nie? Tak ja ti to poviem! Preto\u017ee som ty. Som tvoj rozum a tvoje svedomie. Som tvoja z\u00e1chrana aj z\u00e1huba. Som to, \u010do tvoj -nie n\u00e1\u0161- som nie\u010do, \u010do n\u00e1\u0161 Tom miluje aj nen\u00e1vid\u00ed. Som to, po \u010dom t\u00fa\u017ei. Som to, \u010do sa nau\u010d\u00ed\u0161 milova\u0165 aj ty. Som tvoja \u010dierna str\u00e1nka, ktor\u00e1 chce kone\u010dne vyst\u00fapi\u0165 na povrch. Som ta b\u00fat\u013eav\u00e1 v\u0155ba, v ktorej ukr\u00fdva\u0161 v\u0161etky svoje pocity, t\u00fa\u017eby, sny a hnev. A ja sa dostanem na povrch. M\u00f4j \u010das sa bl\u00ed\u017ei, Bill a ty to nezastav\u00ed\u0161. U\u017e nem\u00e1\u0161 \u010das ani silu. Povedz mu zbohom, Bill. Povedz to, k\u00fdm je \u010das. No tak!<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Zbohom.&#8220; Vzlykol \u010diernovlas\u00fd chlapec a pomal\u00fdm krokmi op\u00fa\u0161\u0165al svoju izbu.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;\u010co? Bill, kam ide\u0161? \u010co sa deje? Ak\u00e9 zbohom? Bra\u010dek, povedz , povedz mi, \u010do sa deje. \u010co \u0165a tr\u00e1pi.&#8220; Chytil ho za ruku. Mus\u00ed. Mus\u00ed zisti\u0165, \u010do sa deje. Nem\u00f4\u017ee ho necha\u0165 od\u00eds\u0165.<\/div>\n<div>Bill sa prudko oto\u010dil. Z o\u010diek mu tiekli slzy. Zavzlykal. Nechcel od\u00eds\u0165, ale musel. Prest\u00e1val ovl\u00e1da\u0165 svoje telo.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Odpus\u0165.&#8220; Odpovedal a vybehol z izby. Teraz u\u017e to nebol on.<\/div>\n<div>\u010co sa to deje?<\/div>\n<div><em>Ja som \u0165a varoval.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nech\u00e1pem.<\/div>\n<div><em>Povedal som, \u017ee \u0165a budem ovl\u00e1da\u0165.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Ale pre\u010do? Ja nechcem.<\/div>\n<div><em>U\u017e nem\u00e1\u0161 na v\u00fdber.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Pre\u010do mi to rob\u00ed\u0161?<\/div>\n<div><em>Ja ni\u010d nerob\u00edm. Vlastne ty u\u017e ni\u010d nerob\u00ed\u0161. Vyhral som, Bill<\/em>.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bill.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;\u00c1no?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Si v pohode?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tomi.&#8220; Natiahol k nemu ruky. Tom sa pousmial, pri\u0161iel k nemu a tuho ho objal.<\/div>\n<div><em>Vie\u0161, \u010do teraz sprav\u00ed\u0161? Natiahne\u0161 ruku a zo stojanu vyberie\u0161 n\u00f4\u017e.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nie, ja nechcem.<\/div>\n<div><em>Ja sa a nep\u00fdtam. Pozri, ak\u00e9 to je jednoduch\u00e9.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nie, pros\u00edm, nen\u00fa\u0165 ma to spravi\u0165. Pros\u00edm!<\/div>\n<div><em>Nepros! Teraz len bodni.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Milujem \u0165a.&#8220; Zavzlykal chlapec pr\u00e1ve v momente, ke\u010f srdcom jeho l\u00e1sky pre\u0161iel dlh\u00fd n\u00f4\u017e.<\/div>\n<div>Tomove zorni\u010dky sa roz\u0161\u00edrili a z \u00fast mu vytiekol pramienok krvi.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Pre\u010do?&#8220; sp\u00fdtal sa<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;To som nebol ja. Ja \u0165a milujem, to on ma don\u00fatil.&#8220; Padol na kolen\u00e1 a v ruk\u00e1ch zvieral Tomove telo.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Milujem \u0165a.&#8220; Vzlykol Tom a zavrel o\u010di.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Nie, to nesmie\u0161. Nesmie\u0161 mi to spravi\u0165.&#8220; Zavzlykal Bill a zatriasol jeho m\u0155tvym telom.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Pre\u010do?&#8220; skr\u00edkol.<\/div>\n<div><em>No vid\u00ed\u0161. Ani to nebolelo.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Bol\u00ed to! Ty to vie\u0161! Tak ve\u013emi to bol\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div><em>Prejde to.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>S\u013e\u00fabil si, \u017ee mu neubl\u00ed\u017ei\u0161.<\/div>\n<div><em>Ani som mu neubl\u00ed\u017eil. To ty! Ty si ho zabil.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Don\u00fatil si ma.<\/div>\n<div><em>To je jedno. Zabila ho tvoja ruka.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>\u00c1no, bola moja. A t\u00e1 ruka zabije teraz aj teba.<\/div>\n<div><em>To nedok\u00e1\u017ee\u0161!<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nie?! Tak pozeraj.<\/div>\n<div>Ruka \u010diernovlas\u00e9ho chlapca pevne zovrela u\u017e krvav\u00fd n\u00f4\u017e.<\/div>\n<div><em>To by si neurobil!<\/em><\/div>\n<div>U\u017e mi nez\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed na ni\u010dom.<\/div>\n<div><em>Nerob to! Bill, to nesmie\u0161.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Bill bolestne privrel vie\u010dka, ke\u010f ostr\u00e1 \u010depe\u013e no\u017ea pre\u0161la jeho srdcom. Jeho krv sa zmiesila s Tomovov. Spolu stekali po Billovej ruke. Dva druhy krvi. Ka\u017ed\u00e1 patr\u00ed jednej osobe, no aj tak sa nakoniec zliali do jednej. Tak ako ich du\u0161e sa nakoniec spojili v jednu. Tak to je a u\u017e tak nav\u017edy ostane.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Sisa<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Sisa Pozer\u00e1m sa na p\u00e1r hned\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed. Pred p\u00e1r mesiacmi v nich boli iskri\u010dky \u017eivota a \u00faprimnej l\u00e1sky. Teraz sa v nich leskn\u00fa len plamienky nen\u00e1visti a nie\u010doho, \u010do nedok\u00e1\u017eem identifikova\u0165. Kde zmizol ten \u010dlovek? 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