{"id":12322,"date":"2010-02-19T15:30:00","date_gmt":"2010-02-19T14:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=12293"},"modified":"2010-02-19T15:30:00","modified_gmt":"2010-02-19T14:30:00","slug":"love-in-heart-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/02\/19\/love-in-heart-5\/","title":{"rendered":"Love in heart 5."},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Cera<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Tou\u017e\u00edme….<\/div>\n
Ka\u017edou vte\u0159inu ka\u017ed\u00e9ho dne.<\/div>\n
V\u0161ichni, bez v\u00fdjimky…<\/div>\n
N\u011bkdy se n\u00e1m na\u0161e sny poda\u0159\u00ed vyplnit jenom proto, \u017ee jsme za nimi dok\u00e1zali j\u00edt p\u0159ese v\u0161echny n\u00e1strahy \u017eivota a nezalekli se prvn\u00ed v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed p\u0159ek\u00e1\u017eky.<\/div>\n
N\u011bkdy si pln\u00edme jen ty v\u0161edn\u00ed drobn\u00e1 p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed a s velk\u00fdmi zved\u00e1me sv\u016fj pohled ke hv\u011bzd\u00e1m.<\/div>\n
Av\u0161ak v\u011bt\u0161inou se vzd\u00e1me vlastn\u00edch sn\u016f na \u00fakor n\u011bkoho jin\u00e9ho.<\/div>\n
Bill m\u011bl svoje velk\u00e9 p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed, sv\u016fj velk\u00fd sen, uzam\u010den\u00fd hluboko ve sv\u00e9 du\u0161i, av\u0161ak vzdal se ho a rad\u011bji ml\u010dky p\u0159ihl\u00ed\u017eel \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed sv\u00e9ho bratra v n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed n\u011bjak\u00e9 d\u00edvky. Slep\u011b odh\u00e1n\u011bl vt\u00edravou my\u0161lenku, \u017ee slzy, kter\u00e9 se mu draly do o\u010d\u00ed, jsou slzy \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed\u2026 Ale skute\u010dnost, jak s\u00e1m v\u011bd\u011bl, byla odli\u0161n\u00e1. Byly to slzy utrpen\u00ed. Utrpen\u00ed, kter\u00e9 mu ti\u0161e hlodalo do srdce a vy\u010dk\u00e1valo na tu nejvhodn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed nejnevhodn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed chv\u00edli, aby zajistilo dal\u0161\u00ed p\u0159\u00edval slz a potla\u010dovan\u00e9ho zoufalstv\u00ed.<\/div>\n
Postupem \u010dasu se ov\u0161em n\u011bkter\u00e9 v\u011bci zm\u011bnily, a\u010dkoli l\u00e1ska z\u016fstala st\u00e1le stejn\u00e1. K jej\u00edmu napln\u011bn\u00ed, se v\u0161ak \u0161lo je\u0161t\u011b trnit\u011bj\u0161\u00ed cestou.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Ta mal\u00e1 p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed se po dopadu na ni rozpadala v prach a z\u016fstalo jen t\u011bch n\u011bkolik nejsiln\u011bj\u0161\u00edch, zakl\u00edn\u011bn\u00fdch hluboko v jeho srdci. Ve st\u00ednech proklet\u00ed se ale rodila nov\u00e1\u2026 ov\u0161em d\u011btinskou rozmarnost nahradily posledn\u00ed st\u0159\u00edpky nad\u011bje, je\u017e se \u00fazkostliv\u011b dr\u017eely slab\u00fdch paprsk\u016f slunce, dokud i ty nadobro nezmiz\u00ed, a ony se nez\u0159\u00edt\u00ed do temnoty propasti.<\/div>\n
Ka\u017edou noc, bez v\u00fdjimky, na\u0161ept\u00e1val st\u011bn\u00e1m a st\u00edn\u016fm ve sv\u00e9m pokoji sv\u00e9 sny, sv\u011b\u0159oval se jim se sv\u00fdmi pocity a tajemstv\u00edmi. Vyl\u00e9val si jim sv\u00e9 srdce a tajn\u011b doufal, \u017ee ho n\u011bkdo usly\u0161\u00ed. Usly\u0161\u00ed jeho tich\u00e9 vol\u00e1n\u00ed o pomoc.<\/div>\n
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Jenom\u017ee dny m\u00edjely a slova, je\u017e z po\u010d\u00e1tku plynula z \u00fast jako jemn\u00e9 t\u00f3ny harfy ve v\u011btru, proh\u00e1n\u011bj\u00edc\u00edm se po voln\u00e9 krajin\u011b, se zm\u011bnily v troud. Rty, ji\u017e d\u00e1vno vyprahl\u00e9, se u\u017e jen bezd\u011bky otev\u00edraly a nesly\u0161n\u011b od\u0159\u00edk\u00e1valy tolik zn\u00e1m\u00e9 v\u011bty jako ve\u010dern\u00ed motlitbu, kter\u00e1 pros\u00ed o napln\u011bn\u00ed.<\/div>\n
A pak\u2026 najednou\u2026 kdy\u017e u\u017e i nad\u011bje skom\u00edraly, n\u011bkdo zaslechl jeho \u00fazkostliv\u00e9 vol\u00e1n\u00ed\u2026<\/div>\n
Dok\u00e1zala ho pochopit, vn\u00edmat jeho tich\u00e1 slova, samovoln\u011b mu vych\u00e1zej\u00edc\u00ed \u00fast, pln\u00fdmi dou\u0161ky spolu s n\u00edm p\u00edt znovu v\u0161echnu jeho bolest, kterou doposud skr\u00fdvalo jeho srdce. Nam\u00edsto toho, aby se od n\u011bj odvr\u00e1tila, mu podala pomocnou ruku a vedla ho za ni do o n\u011bco sv\u011btlej\u0161\u00ed budoucnosti. Pom\u00e1hala mu znovu objevovat sv\u011bt, v\u0161echny jeho kr\u00e1sy\u2026<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
~ Love in Heart~<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
„Jsi tu je\u0161t\u011b?“<\/div>\n
„Jsem tady\u2026 Po tv\u00e9m boku.“<\/div>\n
„Kde?“<\/div>\n
„Copak m\u011b nevid\u00ed\u0161?“<\/div>\n
„Vid\u00edm jen \u010dernou tmu\u2026 u\u017e ani \u0161ed\u00fd st\u00edn\u2026“<\/div>\n
„Nec\u00edt\u00ed\u0161 ten lehk\u00fd dotyk v\u00e1nku?“<\/div>\n
„C\u00edt\u00edm jen chlad proud\u00edc\u00ed v m\u00fdch \u017eil\u00e1ch\u2026“<\/div>\n
„P\u0159eh\u00e1n\u00ed\u0161\u2026“<\/div>\n
„M\u00fdl\u00ed\u0161 se\u2026 Ty toti\u017e nev\u00ed\u0161, jak\u00e9 to je\u2026 ne\u017e\u00edt.“<\/div>\n
„Ale ty \u017eije\u0161! M\u016f\u017ee\u0161 \u017e\u00edt!“<\/div>\n
„Jak? Nebije mi srdce\u2026“<\/div>\n
„Copak na tom z\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed?“<\/div>\n
„A ne snad?“<\/div>\n
„Co mysl\u00ed\u0161\u2026“<\/div>\n
Nev\u011bd\u011bl\u2026<\/div>\n
Znal odpov\u011b\u010f, byla tak snadn\u00e1\u2026<\/div>\n
Necht\u011bl si ji p\u0159ipustit.<\/div>\n
Padl\u00ed and\u011bl\u00e9 nesb\u00edraj\u00ed ztracen\u00e1 p\u00edrka ve v\u011btru… Nesna\u017e\u00ed se znovu vzl\u00e9tnout k oblak\u016fm\u2026<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
~ Love in Heart~<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
V\u011btrem zn\u00ed klav\u00edrn\u00ed son\u00e1ta. Huben\u00e9, dlouh\u00e9 prsty tan\u010d\u00ed po \u010dernob\u00edl\u00e9 klaviatu\u0159e, jemn\u00e1 b\u0159\u00ed\u0161ka na ni lehce dosedaj\u00ed jako mot\u00fdlek poletuj\u00edc\u00ed z kv\u011btiny na kv\u011btinu\u2026 Lib\u00fd zvuk, je\u017e vyluzuj\u00ed jednotliv\u00e9 t\u00f3ny, se ti vkr\u00e1d\u00e1 do mysli, pl\u00e1\u010de ti srdce…<\/div>\n
Je kr\u00e1sn\u00e1, dokonal\u00e1\u2026<\/div>\n
A p\u0159esto\u2026<\/div>\n
Sly\u0161\u00ed\u0161 ty fale\u0161n\u00e9 t\u00f3ny, skryt\u00e9 pod p\u0159eludem p\u016fvabu?<\/div>\n
Jsou jako ty…<\/div>\n
Jako slova, vy\u0159\u010den\u00e1 z tv\u00fdch bled\u00fdch \u00fast\u2026<\/div>\n
Poka\u017ed\u00e9, kdy\u017e se na n\u011bj usm\u00e1la, j\u00ed ten lehk\u00fd rozz\u00e1\u0159en\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bv op\u011btoval.<\/div>\n
Poka\u017ed\u00e9, kdy\u017e na n\u011bj pohl\u00e9dla, a uji\u0161\u0165ovala se, \u017ee v jeho o\u010d\u00edch z\u00e1\u0159\u00ed stejn\u00e1 odhodlanost, v jeho hn\u011bd\u00fdch duhovk\u00e1ch vzplanula jisk\u0159i\u010dka \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed.<\/div>\n
Poka\u017ed\u00e9, kdy\u017e se ho zeptala, jestli to v\u0161echno ned\u011bl\u00e1 zbyte\u010dn\u011b\u2026<\/div>\n
\u2026j\u00ed lhal.<\/div>\n
Klamal nejen Abigail, ale i s\u00e1m sebe. Ona, v\u0161ak na rozd\u00edl od n\u011bj samotn\u00e9ho, nevn\u00edmala ta nepravdiv\u00e1 sl\u016fvka, kter\u00fdmi j\u00ed dod\u00e1val v\u00edru, \u017ee to m\u00e1 smysl, a \u017ee mu dok\u00e1\u017ee alespo\u0148 \u010d\u00e1ste\u010dn\u011b pomoci\u2026<\/div>\n
Sv\u011btlo vyhaslo v\u017edy, kdy\u017e od n\u011bj odvr\u00e1tila tv\u00e1\u0159 a nahradil jej op\u011bt ten klidn\u00fd chlad.<\/div>\n
A pokud tam n\u011bkdy bylo, zahubila jej pouh\u00e1 letm\u00e1 vzpom\u00ednka. Ub\u00edjej\u00edc\u00ed skute\u010dnost, kter\u00e1 se den ode dne opakovala a nedovolovala mu zapomenout.<\/div>\n
Kv\u016fli jedn\u00e9 mal\u00e9 chyb\u011b…<\/div>\n
Kv\u016fli strachu…<\/div>\n
Kv\u016fli bolesti…<\/div>\n
L\u00e1sce…<\/div>\n
Nucen nastoupit do koloto\u010de, jen\u017e se nikdy nezastav\u00ed…<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
~Love in Heart~<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
P\u0159ed o\u010dima vid\u011bl jej\u00ed barvu. C\u00edtil jej\u00ed chu\u0165 na sv\u00fdch rtech – poka\u017ed\u00e9 stejn\u011b ho\u0159ce nasl\u00e1dlou, a p\u0159esto poka\u017ed\u00e9 n\u011b\u010d\u00edm odli\u0161nou. Volala ho a on j\u00ed nedok\u00e1zal dlouho odol\u00e1vat. Stala se jeho sou\u010d\u00e1st\u00ed, a i kdy\u017e mu proml\u010den\u00e9 k\u0159ivdy st\u00e1le lp\u011bly v srdci a \u0161eptaly mu ti\u0161e sv\u00e9 prosby, on u\u017e je nesly\u0161el. Byl ohlu\u0161en a oslepen bolest\u00ed, je\u017e prostupovala cel\u00fdm jeho t\u011blem a jeho mysl se up\u00edrala k tomu jedin\u00e9mu, co ho doposud udr\u017eovalo p\u0159i \u017eivot\u011b. Co z hloubi sv\u00e9ho srdce nen\u00e1vid\u011bl a miloval…<\/div>\n
Pomalu kr\u00e1\u010del po schodech, znovu se op\u00edraje o st\u011bnu ve smrt\u00edc\u00ed agonii pln\u00e9 bolesti. Jakoby z nekone\u010dn\u00e9 d\u00e1lky sly\u0161el bratr\u016fv vystra\u0161en\u00fd hlas, ale nedok\u00e1zal na n\u011bj jakkoli zareagovat.<\/div>\n
Ona v tu chv\u00edli byla d\u016fle\u017eit\u011bj\u0161\u00ed…<\/div>\n
Jeho du\u0161e, prahnouc\u00ed po odep\u0159en\u00e9m \u017eivot\u011b, se a\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 b\u00e1la ji neuposlechnout.<\/div>\n
Tentokr\u00e1t v\u0161ak bylo n\u011bco jinak… Ona pal\u010div\u00e1 touha se m\u00edsila s Tomov\u00fdmi kroky a vt\u00edrav\u00fdm varuj\u00edc\u00edm hlasem v hlav\u011b, kter\u00e9mu v\u0161ak nev\u011bnoval pozornost, a nam\u00edsto toho ho rad\u011bji n\u00e1sil\u00edm uml\u010del.<\/div>\n
Je\u0161t\u011b p\u00e1r posledn\u00edch krok\u016f, sta\u010d\u00ed jen nat\u00e1hnout ruku, otev\u0159\u00edt kuf\u0159\u00edk a bude ji m\u00edt…<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Ztemn\u011blou m\u00edstnosti se rozezn\u011bl p\u0159i\u0161krcen\u00fd v\u00fdk\u0159ik. V\u00fdk\u0159ik pln\u00fd p\u0159ekvapen\u00ed, bolesti a zoufalstv\u00ed. Prohry…<\/div>\n
Byl pr\u00e1zdn\u00fd. Bez jedin\u00e9 rud\u00e9 kapky, je\u017e by dok\u00e1zala uti\u0161it jeho \u017e\u00edze\u0148, prahnouc\u00ed vyschl\u00e1 \u00fasta… Bez jedin\u00e9 \u0161ance na jeho z\u00e1chranu.<\/div>\n
Tom rychle vyb\u011bhl do Billova pokoje. Jen t\u011bsn\u011b ho minul chladn\u00fd kus olova, kter\u00fd jeho br\u00e1\u0161ka v zoufalstv\u00ed vrhl proti st\u011bn\u011b a n\u00e1sledn\u011b se v k\u0159e\u010d\u00edch zhroutil na podlahu, pevn\u011b sv\u00edraj\u00edc rty, aby nevydaly by\u0165 sebeslab\u0161\u00ed hl\u00e1sku.<\/div>\n
Jeho star\u0161\u00ed dvoj\u010de k n\u011bmu vyd\u011b\u0161en\u011b p\u0159isko\u010dilo a vzalo do dlan\u00ed bratrovu tv\u00e1\u0159 zk\u0159ivenou bolest\u00ed.<\/div>\n
„Bille, co je ti?“ za\u0161eptal a vyp\u00edjel se do t\u011bch vystra\u0161en\u00fdch \u010dokol\u00e1dov\u00fdch t\u016fn\u00ed.<\/div>\n
Chlapcova \u00fasta se jen slab\u011b pohnula, ale nevydala ani hl\u00e1sku. Pouze strach v jeho o\u010d\u00edch se je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edce prohloubil. Strach ze slov, klidn\u011b mu poletuj\u00edc\u00ed hlavou, ani\u017e by je n\u011bkdo mohl zastavit a zbavit toho stra\u0161liv\u00e9ho nutk\u00e1n\u00ed, nut\u00edc\u00ed k \u010din\u016fm.<\/div>\n
„B\u011b\u017e… dokud… m\u00e1\u0161… \u010das.“ Promluvil mdle z posledn\u00edch sil, sna\u017e\u00edc se posb\u00edrat i ty nejmen\u0161\u00ed zbytky energie a n\u00e1sil\u00edm bratra od sebe odstr\u010dit. Marn\u011b…<\/div>\n
„Nebl\u00e1zni. Nem\u016f\u017eu t\u011b tu takhle nechat. Odvezu t\u011b k doktorovi…“ odporoval Tom a sna\u017eil se ho vz\u00edt do n\u00e1ru\u010de.<\/div>\n
„Ty… nech\u00e1pe\u0161….Mus\u00ed\u0161…“ Pokusil se to znovu vysv\u011btlit \u010dernovlas\u00fd hoch.. „Nedok\u00e1\u017eu… Nedok\u00e1\u017eu se u\u017e dlouho….ovl\u00e1dat.“<\/div>\n
„To mi \u0159ekne\u0161 potom, Bille. Te\u010f pojedem do nemocnice.“ Nevn\u00edmal chlapcova slova Tom a je\u0161t\u011b o n\u011bco se p\u0159ibl\u00ed\u017eil k br\u00e1\u0161kovu obli\u010deji, jak se \u00faporn\u011b sna\u017eil ho zvednout.<\/div>\n
Tepna na Tomov\u011b krku nepatrn\u011b vystoupla. Z\u0159eteln\u011b sly\u0161el jej\u00ed pravideln\u00fd tep, p\u0159\u00edmo vyb\u00edzej\u00edc\u00ed k \u010f\u00e1belsk\u00e9mu tanci.<\/div>\n
M\u011bl by odolat tomu v\u00e1b\u00edc\u00edmu rytmu, ale copak to jde? Tak kr\u00e1sn\u011b zn\u00ed…<\/div>\n
Sta\u010dilo se jen malinko naklonit, jakoby se podvolit jeho dlan\u00edm a p\u00edt vysn\u011bnou ho\u0159ce nasl\u00e1dlou tekutinu. Vychutn\u00e1vat si ka\u017edi\u010dk\u00fd dou\u0161ek, jakoby to m\u011blo b\u00fdt naposledy a nesly\u0161et pla\u010d\u00edc\u00ed hv\u011bzdy za oknem. Nevn\u00edmat ochabl\u00e9 t\u011blo, ze kter\u00e9ho vyprch\u00e1v\u00e1 \u017eivot. Nehled\u011bt do bled\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159e zaklet\u00e9 do v\u011b\u010dn\u00e9ho sp\u00e1nku…<\/div>\n
\u017d\u00edt pouze tou chv\u00edli, posledn\u00ed p\u0159\u00edle\u017eitost\u00ed…<\/div>\n
C\u00edtit, jak se ti do t\u011bla pomalu vrac\u00ed \u017eivot a odplouv\u00e1 bolest…<\/div>\n
Co na tom, \u017ee jsi ho pr\u00e1v\u011b n\u011bkomu vzal…<\/div>\n
Te\u010f je to jedno.<\/div>\n
A a\u017e to zjist\u00ed\u0161, bude a\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 pozd\u011b…<\/div>\n
Ztemn\u011blou m\u00edstnosti se rozezn\u011bl p\u0159i\u0161krcen\u00fd v\u00fdk\u0159ik. V\u00fdk\u0159ik pln\u00fd p\u0159ekvapen\u00ed, bolesti a zoufalstv\u00ed. Prohry…<\/div>\n
V\u00fdk\u0159ik l\u00e1sky, je\u017e se nyn\u00ed a\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 pozd\u011b probudila v kamenn\u00e9m srdci…<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
autor: Cera<\/strong><\/div>\n
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autor: Cera Tou\u017e\u00edme…. Ka\u017edou vte\u0159inu ka\u017ed\u00e9ho dne. V\u0161ichni, bez v\u00fdjimky… N\u011bkdy se n\u00e1m na\u0161e sny poda\u0159\u00ed vyplnit jenom proto, \u017ee jsme za nimi dok\u00e1zali j\u00edt p\u0159ese v\u0161echny n\u00e1strahy \u017eivota a nezalekli se prvn\u00ed v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed p\u0159ek\u00e1\u017eky. N\u011bkdy si pln\u00edme jen ty v\u0161edn\u00ed drobn\u00e1<\/p>\n

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