{"id":12347,"date":"2010-02-16T16:00:00","date_gmt":"2010-02-16T15:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=12317"},"modified":"2010-02-16T16:00:00","modified_gmt":"2010-02-16T15:00:00","slug":"traum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/02\/16\/traum\/","title":{"rendered":"Traum"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Elis<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"7\" alt=\"\" class=\"right\" src=\"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/4768f01049_61405402_o2.jpg\" \/><\/div>\n<div>Za\u0165uk\u00e1\u0161. Je to tak ka\u017edou noc. Nejd\u0159\u00edv jemn\u011b. Sly\u0161\u00edm t\u011b. O\u010dek\u00e1v\u00e1m t\u011b. Ale nech\u00e1m t\u011b zaklepat je\u0161t\u011b jednou. A pak \u0161eptnu: &#8222;D\u00e1l.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Je to tak prost\u00e9 slovo, jednoduch\u00e9. Ov\u0161em nese v sob\u011b n\u011bco k\u0159ehk\u00e9ho, kr\u00e1sn\u00e9ho, tajemn\u00e9ho. Nese mi tebe.<\/div>\n<div>Opatrn\u011b vezme\u0161 za kliku a nesm\u011ble nakoukne\u0161. Tv\u00e9 \u010dern\u00e9 vlasy se v t\u00e9 tm\u011b ztr\u00e1c\u00ed. V o\u010d\u00edch pl\u00e1 nep\u0159edstaviteln\u00fd cht\u00ed\u010d a touha.<\/div>\n<div>P\u0159istoup\u00ed\u0161 k m\u00e9 posteli. Posad\u00ed\u0161 se na ni a j\u00e1 u\u017e to nevydr\u017e\u00edm. Za\u010dnu t\u011b l\u00edbat. Zpo\u010d\u00e1tku ost\u00fdchav\u011b, ale kdy\u017e mi za\u010dne\u0161 polibky op\u011btovat, rozho\u0159\u00ed se ve mn\u011b neutuchaj\u00edc\u00ed v\u00e1\u0161e\u0148 a j\u00e1 si t\u011b cel\u00e9ho vezmu. Zat\u00e1hnu t\u011b pod pe\u0159inu.<\/div>\n<div>Neprotestuje\u0161. Proto\u017ee tohle se odehr\u00e1v\u00e1 jen v m\u00e9 hlav\u011b a je to pouze m\u016fj sen. Sen, kter\u00fd sn\u00edm ka\u017edou noc. Sen, ve kter\u00e9m m\u016f\u017eu d\u011blat v\u0161e, co chci. Sen, ve kter\u00e9m m\u011b miluje\u0161. Ne jako tam&#8230; v realit\u011b, kdy m\u011b st\u00e1le p\u0159ehl\u00ed\u017e\u00ed\u0161. Kdy si nev\u0161\u00edm\u00e1\u0161 m\u00fdch neust\u00e1l\u00fdch pohled\u016f na tv\u00e9 dokonal\u00e9 rty.<\/div>\n<div>Mo\u017en\u00e1&#8230; mo\u017en\u00e1, \u017ee stejn\u011b tak nevid\u00edm j\u00e1 tebe. <em>Tv\u00e9<\/em> pohledy.<\/div>\n<div>A te\u010f jsi tu. Se mnou. Co na tom sejde, \u017ee je to jen dal\u0161\u00ed v\u00fdplod m\u00e9 fantasie? Jedin\u011b ony m\u011b dr\u017e\u00ed p\u0159i \u017eivot\u011b. Sny, ve kter\u00fdch se v\u0161echno odehr\u00e1v\u00e1 tak, jak s\u00e1m chci. Le\u017e\u00ed\u0161 vedle m\u011b. Usm\u00edv\u00e1\u0161 se. Hlad\u00edm t\u011b. Ale ve chv\u00edli, kdy se probud\u00edm, m\u011b ten p\u0159\u00edjemn\u00fd pocit opust\u00ed. Znovu zji\u0161\u0165uji, \u017ee jsem v posteli s\u00e1m. \u017de ty tu nejsi, nikdy jsi nebyl&#8230;<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>~<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Je ve\u010der. Jsi v koupeln\u011b. U\u017e p\u016fl hodiny. Pro\u010d jen nem\u00e1m tu odvahu vkro\u010dit tam za tebou? Pro\u010d je ve snu v\u0161echno snaz\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e doopravdy?<\/div>\n<div>Sed\u00edm na chodb\u011b. \u010cek\u00e1m&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Kone\u010dn\u011b se dve\u0159e otev\u0159ou a j\u00e1 t\u011b spat\u0159\u00edm takov\u00e9ho, jak\u00fdm opravdu jsi. Bez l\u00ed\u010didel, p\u0159esto&#8230; neodolateln\u00e9ho. Usm\u011bje\u0161 se na m\u011b a odkr\u00e1\u010d\u00ed\u0161 do sv\u00e9ho pokoje. To je v\u0161e?<\/div>\n<div>U\u017e jsem si zvyknul&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Vykon\u00e1m obvyklou ve\u010dern\u00ed hygienu a jdu si lehnout. Proch\u00e1z\u00edm kolem tv\u00fdch dve\u0159\u00ed. Potichu na\u0161lapuji, abych t\u011b nevzbudil. Vl\u00e9z\u00e1m do postele. Kdybys tu tak byl se mnou. Jenom\u017ee ty si sn\u00ed\u0161 <em>sv\u016fj<\/em> sen. Ve <em>sv\u00e9m<\/em> pokoji.<\/div>\n<div>D\u00edv\u00e1m se na mihotav\u00e9 st\u00edny. V\u00ed\u010dka se mi kl\u00ed\u017e\u00ed. V\u0161ude kolem je tma.<\/div>\n<div>Zaslechnu tich\u00e9 \u0165uk\u00e1n\u00ed. Nenam\u00e1h\u00e1m se mluvit. Vy\u010dk\u00e1v\u00e1m. Klep\u00e1n\u00ed je hlasit\u011bj\u0161\u00ed. Hlasit\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e kdy d\u0159\u00edv. Nal\u00e9hav\u011bj\u0161\u00ed. Vstanu a otev\u0159u. Stoj\u00ed\u0161 tam. D\u00edv\u00e1\u0161 se na m\u011b, jako bys ani ne\u010dekal, \u017ee to opravdu ud\u011bl\u00e1m. \u017de t\u011b pozvu d\u00e1l, d\u00e1l do sv\u00e9ho pokoje. Co je dnes jinak?<\/div>\n<div>Posad\u00edme se na postel. Zad\u00edv\u00e1\u0161 se mi do o\u010d\u00ed, stejn\u011b jako j\u00e1 tob\u011b. Nemluv\u00ed\u0161. Jen sed\u00ed\u0161 a pozoruje\u0161 m\u011b. Pohlad\u00edm t\u011b po tv\u00e1\u0159i. Sleduji zd\u011b\u0161en\u00ed ve tv\u00fdch o\u010d\u00edch. V t\u011bch n\u00e1dhern\u00fdch o\u010d\u00edch, kter\u00e9 jsou te\u010f pln\u00e9 n\u011b\u010deho, co nedok\u00e1\u017eu pojmenovat.<\/div>\n<div>Chce\u0161 promluvit, ale j\u00e1 t\u011b uml\u010d\u00edm polibkem&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Zav\u0159e\u0161 v\u00ed\u010dka. Srdce se ti rozbu\u0161\u00ed. Cel\u00fd se t\u0159ese\u0161.<\/div>\n<div>Pomalounku se zase vzdaluji. Zhluboka oddechuje\u0161. Hrudn\u00edk se ti zved\u00e1 nahoru a dol\u016f. V\u0161echno je tak jin\u00e9. N\u011bco se zm\u011bnilo.<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d nejsi takov\u00fd jako v\u017edy?<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d se n\u00e1hle nem\u00e1\u0161 k jedin\u00e9mu pohybu?<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d mi m\u00e9 polibky neop\u011btuje\u0161?<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d je tento sen jin\u00fd ne\u017e ty p\u0159ede\u0161l\u00e9?<\/div>\n<div>Pohl\u00e9dnu ti do tv\u00e1\u0159e. O\u010dima hled\u00e1\u0161 v t\u011bch m\u00fdch odpov\u011b\u010f. N\u011bjak\u00e9 vysv\u011btlen\u00ed. Cokoli, co by ti objasnilo to, co jsem ud\u011blal. Sotva d\u00fdch\u00e1\u0161. Vy\u010dk\u00e1v\u00e1\u0161.<\/div>\n<div>A j\u00e1 si kone\u010dn\u011b uv\u011bdom\u00edm tu bl\u00e1znivou skute\u010dnost. Tohle u\u017e nen\u00ed sen&#8230;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Elis<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Elis Za\u0165uk\u00e1\u0161. Je to tak ka\u017edou noc. Nejd\u0159\u00edv jemn\u011b. Sly\u0161\u00edm t\u011b. O\u010dek\u00e1v\u00e1m t\u011b. Ale nech\u00e1m t\u011b zaklepat je\u0161t\u011b jednou. A pak \u0161eptnu: &#8222;D\u00e1l.&#8220; Je to tak prost\u00e9 slovo, jednoduch\u00e9. Ov\u0161em nese v sob\u011b n\u011bco k\u0159ehk\u00e9ho, kr\u00e1sn\u00e9ho, tajemn\u00e9ho. Nese mi tebe. 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