{"id":12407,"date":"2010-02-09T16:00:00","date_gmt":"2010-02-09T15:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=12377"},"modified":"2010-02-09T16:00:00","modified_gmt":"2010-02-09T15:00:00","slug":"paprika-a-srdicko","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/02\/09\/paprika-a-srdicko\/","title":{"rendered":"Paprika a srd\u00ed\u010dko"},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Elis<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Jsem asi cvok. Absolutn\u00ed cvok. Sed\u00edm tu tak v kuchyni, nimr\u00e1m se v j\u00eddle. Jsem tu s\u00e1m. Mamka je na zahrad\u011b. Prost\u011b jen nep\u0159\u00edtomn\u011b hled\u00edm p\u0159ed sebe a – \u0160ok!<\/div>\n
M\u00e1m v\u00e1\u017en\u00e9 podez\u0159en\u00ed, \u017ee u\u017e bych se m\u011bl do toho j\u00eddla p\u0159ece jenom pustit, jinak m\u011b asi budou muset odv\u00e9zt na psychinu. P\u0159istihl jsem se toti\u017e, jak z prou\u017ek\u016f \u010derven\u00e9 papriky skl\u00e1d\u00e1m vedle brambor slovo TOM. A je to je\u0161t\u011b hor\u0161\u00ed. Z\u0159ejm\u011b jsem pracoval na n\u011b\u010dem, co vypad\u00e1 jako… jako… srd\u00ed\u010dko?!<\/div>\n
Par\u00e1da. Fakt par\u00e1da. Asi nem\u00e1m nic lep\u0161\u00edho na pr\u00e1ci, ne\u017e vyzn\u00e1vat l\u00e1sku sv\u00fdmu br\u00e1\u0161kovi. To jsem teda dopadl. To bude z toho, \u017ee u\u017e jsem tak stra\u0161n\u011b dlouho nikoho nem\u011bl. Z \u010deho\u017e vypl\u00fdv\u00e1, \u017ee Tom bylo to jedin\u00fd jm\u00e9no, kter\u00fd jsem tu mohl vytvo\u0159it.<\/div>\n
Moment. N\u011bco tu nesed\u00ed. \u00dapln\u011b jsem zapomn\u011bl na to srd\u00ed\u010dko. Jenom\u017ee… nenapad\u00e1 m\u011b jedin\u00fd norm\u00e1ln\u00ed vysv\u011btlen\u00ed, pro\u010d jsem ho tam za\u010dal d\u011blat.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
„Bille!“ Tok m\u00fdch my\u0161lenek p\u0159eru\u0161ilo m\u00e1mino vol\u00e1n\u00ed. A sakra! J\u00e1 j\u00ed m\u011bl pomoct se zal\u00e9v\u00e1n\u00edm.<\/div>\n
\u0158\u00edt\u00edm se na zahradu, cestou si obouv\u00e1m tenisky a zapom\u00edn\u00e1m na sv\u00e9 spekulace. Usm\u011bju se na m\u00e1mu a u\u017e ochotn\u011b nos\u00edm jednu konev za druhou. Kl\u00e1bos\u00edm s mamkou o v\u0161em mo\u017en\u00e9m, potom ov\u0161em p\u0159ijde na zahradu i Tom. Zrovna se vr\u00e1til z n\u00e1kupu. A j\u00e1 v tu r\u00e1nu marn\u011b zadr\u017euji svou p\u0159edstavivost, aby nevyv\u00e1d\u011bla takov\u00e9 hlouposti a ned\u011blala ze m\u011b a z Toma p\u00e1r. Zamilovan\u00fd p\u00e1r.<\/div>\n
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Ale j\u00e1 za to nem\u016f\u017eu. Je to siln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, ne\u017e j\u00e1.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Br\u00e1cha n\u011bco lov\u00ed v ta\u0161ce a za chv\u00edli u\u017e vytahuje t\u0159i nanuky. Vsad\u00edm se, \u017ee jeden sn\u011bdl u\u017e po cest\u011b. V koutku mu z\u016fstalo trochu \u010dokol\u00e1dy. Tipuju to na Pegas. Jenom\u017ee te\u010f od n\u011bj dost\u00e1v\u00e1m ten hnusnej jahodovej led\u00e1k. \u0160kleb\u00ed se na m\u011b, parchant jeden. V\u00ed, \u017ee ho nesn\u00e1\u0161\u00edm.<\/div>\n
M\u00edsto obvykl\u00e9 reakce – toti\u017e \u017ee za\u010dnu vyv\u00e1d\u011bt – si ho v\u0161ak norm\u00e1ln\u011b, s ledov\u00fdm klidem vezmu. Nev\u0161\u00edm\u00e1m si jeho nech\u00e1pav\u00e9ho v\u00fdrazu ve tv\u00e1\u0159i. Abych pravdu \u0159ekl, hypnotizuju ten kousek \u010dokol\u00e1dy v koutku jeho \u00fast a m\u00e1m t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 nekontrolovateln\u00e9 nutk\u00e1n\u00ed mu ho set\u0159\u00edt, nebo l\u00edp… Dost, Bille!<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Rychle od sv\u00e9ho dvoj\u010dete odvr\u00e1t\u00edm pohled a sp\u011bch\u00e1m si do bezpe\u010d\u00ed k velk\u00e9mu o\u0159ech\u00e1\u010di rozbalit nanuk. Pevn\u011b douf\u00e1m, \u017ee si nev\u0161iml, kam jsem mu civ\u011bl. Za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1m rudnout. To mi je\u0161t\u011b chyb\u011blo…<\/div>\n
Panebo\u017ee. Pro\u010d se na m\u011b furt tak d\u00edv\u00e1? Oto\u010d\u00edm se z\u00e1dy a p\u0159edst\u00edr\u00e1m, \u017ee pozoruju pole za zahradou. Zapom\u00edn\u00e1m na sv\u016fj nanuk, a tak mi u\u017e jeho sladk\u00e1 \u0161\u0165\u00e1va st\u00e9k\u00e1 po ruce.<\/div>\n
„Sakra!“ zakleju nahlas. M\u00e1ma m\u011b na\u0161t\u011bst\u00ed nesly\u0161ela. Sed\u00ed pod stromem a vychutn\u00e1v\u00e1 si sv\u016fj tvarohov\u00fd nanuk. A j\u00e1 sp\u011bch\u00e1m ke studni, ne\u017e n\u011bjak\u00e1 proradn\u00e1 vosa zv\u011bt\u0159\u00ed sladkou v\u016fni ve vzduchu a nam\u00ed\u0159\u00ed si to rovnou na m\u011b.<\/div>\n
Rychle si v k\u00e1di u studny um\u00fdv\u00e1m ruce, a co jin\u00e9ho se m\u016f\u017ee st\u00e1t, ne\u017e \u017ee m\u016fj br\u00e1\u0161ka dol\u00ed\u017ee nanuk a prost\u011b si \u0159ekne, \u017ee p\u016fjde do konve napustit vodu. Ustoup\u00edm a ud\u011bl\u00e1m mu tak m\u00edsto. Zase na m\u011b za\u010dne tak divn\u011b koukat. Je pravda, \u017ee za norm\u00e1ln\u00edch okolnost\u00ed bych mu tam naschv\u00e1l p\u0159ek\u00e1\u017eel, dokud by po mn\u011b neza\u010dal c\u00e1kat vodu, ale dneska m\u00e1m pocit, \u017ee bude lep\u0161\u00ed dr\u017eet se od n\u011bj co nejd\u00e1l.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Pozoruju ho, jak tu t\u011b\u017ekou, \u017eeleznou konev plnou vody vytahuje z k\u00e1d\u011b, jako by byla z pap\u00edru. N\u00e1hle se ale zastav\u00ed a pohl\u00e9dne mi do o\u010d\u00ed. Srdce se mi rozbu\u0161\u00ed. Nem\u016f\u017eu d\u00fdchat. Fantazie m\u011b zase un\u00e1\u0161\u00ed pry\u010d a j\u00e1 vid\u00edm, jak se k sob\u011b s Tomem p\u0159ibli\u017eujeme, ot\u00edr\u00e1me se rty o sebe, nebereme ohledy na m\u00e1mu a… Ale pak se vr\u00e1t\u00edm do reality.<\/div>\n
„Bille, d\u011bje se n\u011bco?“ pt\u00e1 se m\u011b podez\u0159\u00edvav\u011b, jako by n\u011bco tu\u0161il.<\/div>\n
No tak, \u0159ekni mu to! \u0158ekni mu, co se s tebou d\u011bje, kdy\u017e je ti tak bl\u00edzko. \u0158ekni mu, \u017ee jeho rty t\u011b p\u0159itahuj\u00ed v\u00edc ne\u017e nejslad\u0161\u00ed ovoce sv\u011bta. A ty o\u010di…<\/div>\n
Bille, no tak, to d\u00e1\u0161! \u0158ekni mu to, \u0159ekni…<\/div>\n
„Ne… nic se ned\u011bje.“ Vysouk\u00e1m ze sebe nejist\u011b a popadnu konev, co naplnil, abych mohl j\u00edt pokropit ty neboh\u00e9 rostlinky a nemusel tak \u010delit nutk\u00e1n\u00ed… nutk\u00e1n\u00ed pol\u00edbit sv\u00e9ho bratra.<\/div>\n
Snad… n\u011bkdy…<\/div>\n
Zklaman\u011b – moment, to se mi ur\u010dit\u011b jenom zd\u00e1 – uchop\u00ed ta\u0161ku a nese ji dovnit\u0159. Zhluboka si oddechnu. Jsem stra\u0161n\u011b zmaten\u00fd. Srdce se mi za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 zklid\u0148ovat. P\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm. P\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm, jestli jsem norm\u00e1ln\u00ed.<\/div>\n
Norm\u00e1ln\u00ed? Uva\u017eovat o vztahu s bratrem? Jasn\u011b, to p\u0159ece d\u011bl\u00e1 kde-kdo…<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Zmo\u017een\u011b si sednu do tr\u00e1vy. Mamka dojedla nanuk, te\u010f m\u00e1 zav\u0159en\u00e9 o\u010di a vychutn\u00e1v\u00e1 si h\u0159ej\u00edc\u00ed paprsky slunce. Zad\u00edv\u00e1m se do jasn\u011b modr\u00e9 oblohy, ale kv\u016fli ostr\u00e9mu sv\u011btlu hned sklop\u00edm zrak. V \u017ealudku mi zakru\u010d\u00ed. To bude t\u00edm, jak jsem se nimral v tom j\u00eddle…<\/div>\n
Proboha!<\/div>\n
D\u011bsiv\u00e9 zji\u0161t\u011bn\u00ed m\u011b tvrd\u011b ude\u0159\u00ed do sp\u00e1nk\u016f. U\u017e zase se mi zrychluje tep. Zb\u011bsile ut\u00edk\u00e1m do domu a m\u00ed\u0159\u00edm do kuchyn\u011b. Ve dve\u0159\u00edch se zastav\u00edm, hlasit\u011b oddechuji.<\/div>\n
Zorni\u010dky se mi roz\u0161\u00ed\u0159\u00ed hr\u016fzou. Tom tam stoj\u00ed a op\u00edr\u00e1 se o kuchy\u0148skou linku. Kupodivu se usm\u00edv\u00e1 a –<\/div>\n
Srdce se mi v tu r\u00e1nu zastav\u00ed.<\/div>\n
Vedle n\u00e1pisu TOM je dokon\u010den\u00e9 to mal\u00e9, kr\u00e1sn\u00e9 srd\u00ed\u010dko.<\/div>\n
Hlavou mi l\u00e9taj\u00ed tis\u00edce my\u0161lenek a j\u00e1 se zmaten\u011b pod\u00edv\u00e1m na Toma. Ten odtrhne o\u010di od okna a up\u0159e je na m\u011b. Bo\u017ee, nev\u00edm, co m\u00e1m d\u011blat. Klepu se a \u010dek\u00e1m, co se bude d\u00edt d\u00e1l. Jedno ale v\u00edm jist\u011b, ob\u011bd dneska z\u016fstane nedojeden\u00fd…<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
autor: Elis<\/strong><\/div>\n
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autor: Elis Jsem asi cvok. Absolutn\u00ed cvok. Sed\u00edm tu tak v kuchyni, nimr\u00e1m se v j\u00eddle. Jsem tu s\u00e1m. Mamka je na zahrad\u011b. Prost\u011b jen nep\u0159\u00edtomn\u011b hled\u00edm p\u0159ed sebe a – \u0160ok! M\u00e1m v\u00e1\u017en\u00e9 podez\u0159en\u00ed, \u017ee u\u017e bych se m\u011bl do toho<\/p>\n

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