{"id":12416,"date":"2010-02-08T15:30:00","date_gmt":"2010-02-08T14:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=12386"},"modified":"2010-02-08T15:30:00","modified_gmt":"2010-02-08T14:30:00","slug":"neni-ruze-bez-trni-elis","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/02\/08\/neni-ruze-bez-trni-elis\/","title":{"rendered":"Nen\u00ed  r\u016f\u017ee bez trn\u00ed&#8230; (Elis)"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Elis<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"1\" alt=\"\" class=\"right\" src=\"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/01a0f646cd_61405041_o2.jpg\" \/><\/div>\n<div>Chlapec s \u010dern\u00fdmi vlasy se usadil do pohodln\u00e9 \u017eidle a zahled\u011bl se p\u0159es tabuli skla do d\u00e1lky. Nevn\u00edmal v\u0161ak \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 d\u011bn\u00ed venku. Nezaznamenal sebemen\u0161\u00ed pohyb.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>* * *<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Kolik lid\u00ed se asi zam\u00fd\u0161l\u00ed tak jako j\u00e1? Kolik lid\u00ed se zastav\u00ed, ustane v nekone\u010dn\u00e9m koloto\u010di \u017eivota a sna\u017e\u00ed se jej pochopit, pochopit jeho slo\u017eitost nebo alespo\u0148 \u010d\u00e1st z n\u011bj? A kolik lid\u00ed si dok\u00e1\u017ee p\u0159iznat, \u017ee nejsme bezchybn\u00ed? Ka\u017ed\u00fd z n\u00e1s st\u00e1le n\u011bkam sp\u011bch\u00e1 a nem\u00e1 \u010das myslet na takov\u00e9 v\u011bci, mnohdy nedok\u00e1\u017ee myslet ani na nic jin\u00e9ho, ne\u017e na sebe.<\/div>\n<div>Te\u010f u\u017e si uv\u011bdomuji jednu d\u016fle\u017eitou v\u011bc. \u010clov\u011bk, dokonal\u00fd \u010dlov\u011bk neexistuje. Snad jen v na\u0161ich p\u0159edstav\u00e1ch a snech. Jen tam se v\u011bci zdaj\u00ed b\u00fdt jin\u00e9, jin\u00e9 ne\u017e doopravdy jsou. Nechci tvrdit, \u017ee j\u00e1 ve sv\u00e9m v\u011bku toho v\u00edm v\u00edc, ne\u017e lid\u00e9 kolem m\u011b. Nev\u00edm. Nev\u00edm je\u0161t\u011b hodn\u011b. Jen\u017ee pr\u00e1v\u011b tohle si n\u011bkte\u0159\u00ed necht\u011bj\u00ed p\u0159ipustit. To je ta chyba. Ale ne jedin\u00e1. Je jich tolik jako hv\u011bzd na nebi. Nekone\u010dn\u011b mnoho. Tak jako m\u00e1 ka\u017ed\u00fd svou hv\u011bzdu, m\u00e1 stejn\u011b tak i svou chybu. Nemysl\u00edm t\u00edm vadu na kr\u00e1se, vadu fyzickou, ale tu uvnit\u0159. Uvnit\u0159 jedn\u00e9 \u010di on\u00e9 osoby se skr\u00fdv\u00e1 pomysln\u00fd mal\u00fd \u010f\u00e1bl\u00edk, jen\u017e se sna\u017e\u00ed dostat na povrch. Z\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed jen na n\u00e1s, jestli mu to dovol\u00edme. Jestli t\u011bm okolo n\u00e1s p\u0159edvedeme toho mal\u00e9ho \u010f\u00e1bl\u00edka, nebo se n\u00e1m jej poda\u0159\u00ed uchovat v hloubi du\u0161e. Je to t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9 a p\u0159izn\u00e1v\u00e1m, mnohokr\u00e1t bylo to stvo\u0159en\u00ed siln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed a dos\u00e1hlo sv\u00e9ho.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Ov\u0161em \u010dlov\u00ed\u010dek nen\u00ed v\u0161emocn\u00fd. Ani j\u00e1 ne. A to je dob\u0159e. Kdyby se v\u0161ichni ut\u00e1p\u011bli svou dokonalost\u00ed, nemysleli by na druh\u00e9 a na d\u016fsledky, je\u017e by mohly jejich \u010diny vyvolat. I to se bohu\u017eel st\u00e1v\u00e1 u\u017e te\u010f. Av\u0161ak i t\u00edm lid\u00e9 pozn\u00e1vaj\u00ed sami sebe. A tak\u00e9 ostatn\u00ed. Spravedlnost, jako takov\u00e1, nen\u00ed. A myslet si, \u017ee n\u011bkdo z n\u00e1s m\u00e1 pr\u00e1vo rozhodovat o jin\u00fdch, je po\u0161etil\u00e9. Jen\u017ee nikdo jin\u00fd to neud\u011bl\u00e1. Jen my m\u00e1me zodpov\u011bdnost za sv\u00e9 \u010diny. To, co ud\u011bl\u00e1me, se m\u016f\u017ee pozd\u011bji vr\u00e1tit a nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u011b zas\u00e1hnout nejen n\u00e1s, ale i ostatn\u00ed. Proto mus\u00edme b\u00fdt opatrn\u00ed a rad\u011bji zv\u00e1\u017eit sv\u00e1 rozhodnut\u00ed. Na\u0161e p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010den\u00ed nejsou v\u017edy spr\u00e1vn\u00e1 a prosadit je za ka\u017edou cenu nen\u00ed spr\u00e1vn\u00e9 \u0159e\u0161en\u00ed.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>Na\u0161e povahy, chov\u00e1n\u00ed, na\u0161e osobnost se u\u017e nezm\u011bn\u00ed. Ka\u017ed\u00fd je takov\u00fd, jak\u00fd je, a t\u00edm u\u017e z\u016fstane. Nikdo s t\u00edm nic nenad\u011bl\u00e1. \u010clov\u011bk je slo\u017eit\u00e1 bytost s klady i z\u00e1pory. A\u0165 si namlouv\u00e1me cokoli, skute\u010dnost z\u016fstane stejn\u00e1. A chyby n\u00e1s v\u0161ech mohou n\u011bkdy pomoci druh\u00fdm naleznout spr\u00e1vnou cestu, aby se nezm\u00fdlili stejn\u011b jako my. Aby byli zase o n\u011bco moud\u0159ej\u0161\u00ed, rozhl\u00e9dli se kolem sebe a spat\u0159ili ty, kte\u0159\u00ed stejn\u011b jako p\u0159ed chv\u00edl\u00ed oni t\u00e1pali ve tm\u011b. Naj\u00edt v\u00fdchod si u\u017e mus\u00ed ka\u017ed\u00fd s\u00e1m.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>* * *<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Bill kone\u010dn\u011b p\u0159estal z\u00edrat z okna. P\u0159em\u00fd\u0161len\u00ed u\u017e bylo dost. Jeho o\u010di spo\u010dinuly na p\u0159edm\u011btu. P\u0159edm\u011btu, d\u00edky n\u011bmu\u017e byl \u010d\u00edm d\u00e1l v\u00edc zmaten\u011bj\u0161\u00ed. Jak se m\u00e1 rozhodnout? Co kdy\u017e zvol\u00ed \u0161patn\u011b? Ud\u011bl\u00e1 chybu, kdy\u017e odpov\u00ed na dopis? Dopis, kter\u00fd byl p\u0159ilo\u017een k onomu p\u0159edm\u011btu, jen\u017e mu te\u010f le\u017eel na stole. N\u00e1dhern\u00e1 rud\u00e1 r\u016f\u017ee v n\u011bm vyvol\u00e1vala nep\u0159ekonateln\u011b kr\u00e1sn\u00fd, z\u00e1rove\u0148 v\u0161ak nejist\u00fd pocit.<\/div>\n<div>Rozev\u0159el ob\u00e1lku a ji\u017e podruh\u00e9 z n\u00ed vyndal pap\u00edr. \u010cetl jej po\u0159\u00e1d dokola. Vzkaz, kter\u00fd mu zanechal bratr na stole, ne\u017e se vydal n\u011bkam ven\u2026<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><em>Bille. J\u00e1 v\u00edm, \u017ee c\u00edt\u00ed\u0161 to stejn\u00e9, co j\u00e1. Prost\u011b to v\u00edm. Vyc\u00edtil jsem to u\u017e na tom ve\u010d\u00edrku minul\u00fd t\u00fdden. Nedok\u00e1\u017eu \u0159\u00edct, co p\u0159esn\u011b se tam stalo. A rozhodn\u011b za to nem\u016f\u017ee alkohol. Br\u00e1\u0161ko, \u0159ekni mi, \u017ee se nem\u00fdl\u00edm. \u0158ekni mi, \u017ee m\u011b taky miluje\u0161. Tak moc to chci sly\u0161et. Od tebe. Od nikoho jin\u00e9ho. Nechci se m\u00fdlit. Pros\u00edm t\u011b, \u0159ekni, \u017ee se nem\u00fdl\u00edm. Rozervalo by mi to srdce na kusy. Jen p\u0159i my\u0161lence na tebe, na to, \u017ee nejsem s tebou, krv\u00e1c\u00edm. Je to \u0161patn\u00e9. Kdyby se to n\u011bkdo dozv\u011bd\u011bl\u2026 Miluju t\u011b. Jsi \u010d\u00e1st m\u00e9 du\u0161e. Cel\u00e9 m\u00e9 srdce pat\u0159\u00ed tob\u011b. Proto douf\u00e1m v jedin\u00e9\u2026 \u017de stejn\u011b jako j\u00e1 bez tebe, tak i ty beze mne nedok\u00e1\u017ee\u0161 \u017e\u00edt, d\u00fdchat\u2026 J\u00e1\u2026 necht\u011bl bych t\u011b ztratit jako bratra, kdybys m\u011b\u2026 Bille, odpov\u011bz mi\u2026 J\u00e1 v\u00edm, \u017ee jsem slaboch. Nedok\u00e1\u017eu ti to \u0159\u00edct do o\u010d\u00ed. Proto ti to chci alespo\u0148 napsat. Nem\u00e1m jistotu, \u017ee ty\u2026 Bille, p\u0159ij\u010f dnes ve\u010der tam do parku, v\u0161ak ty v\u00ed\u0161\u2026 V osm budu \u010dekat\u2026 Douf\u00e1m v jedin\u00e9, \u017ee mi \u0159ekne\u0161\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>* * *<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Miluju t\u011b, Tome.&#8220;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Chlapec v tak voln\u00e9m oble\u010den\u00ed, \u017ee by se tam ve\u0161la je\u0161t\u011b jedna osoba, se nev\u011b\u0159\u00edcn\u011b oto\u010dil. Za n\u00edm st\u00e1l pod starou l\u00edpou, u n\u00ed\u017e si jako mal\u00ed hr\u00e1vali, jeho bratr. V ruce sv\u00edral rudou r\u016f\u017ei.<\/div>\n<div>Ale to u\u017e se Tomovy la\u010dn\u00e9 rty, tou\u017e\u00edc\u00ed tak dlouho po jedin\u00e9m, p\u0159itiskly na ty jeho. R\u016f\u017ee pomalu dopadla na zem. Sv\u016fj \u00fakol splnila\u2026<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Elis<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Elis Chlapec s \u010dern\u00fdmi vlasy se usadil do pohodln\u00e9 \u017eidle a zahled\u011bl se p\u0159es tabuli skla do d\u00e1lky. Nevn\u00edmal v\u0161ak \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 d\u011bn\u00ed venku. Nezaznamenal sebemen\u0161\u00ed pohyb. * * * Kolik lid\u00ed se asi zam\u00fd\u0161l\u00ed tak jako j\u00e1? 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