{"id":12445,"date":"2010-02-04T17:00:00","date_gmt":"2010-02-04T16:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=12415"},"modified":"2010-02-04T17:00:00","modified_gmt":"2010-02-04T16:00:00","slug":"znovuzrozeni","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/02\/04\/znovuzrozeni\/","title":{"rendered":"Znovuzrozen\u00ed"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Cera &amp; Elis<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><em>Dnes tu m\u00e1me posledn\u00ed jednod\u00edlku od Cery, kterou jste si tak moc obl\u00edbili pro jej\u00ed styl psan\u00ed&#8230; tahle je ov\u0161em psan\u00e1 spole\u010dn\u011b s Elis, jej\u00ed\u017e stejn\u011b star\u00fd jednod\u00edlky sem budu postupn\u011b d\u00e1vat taky. Ps\u00e1no v dob\u00e1ch, kdy bylo<\/em> <em>Twilight je\u0161t\u011b v plenk\u00e1ch&#8230; \ud83d\ude42 U\u017eijte si to&#8230;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"364\" alt=\"\" class=\"center\" src=\"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/30eee39fc3_60903745_o2.jpg\" \/><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><em>Ut\u00edk\u00e1m, skr\u00fdv\u00e1m se p\u0159ed sv\u011btem&#8230;<\/em><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><em>Ut\u00edk\u00e1m p\u0159ed sebou sam\u00fdm&#8230;<\/em><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><em>Nem\u00e1m na v\u00fdb\u011br&#8230;<\/em><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><em>M\u011bl bych c\u00edtit volnost,<\/em><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><em>Ale svazuj\u00ed m\u011b neviditeln\u00e1 pouta&#8230;<\/em><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><em>Nemohu si je sundat,<\/em><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><em>Ubl\u00ed\u017eil bych&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"365\" alt=\"\" class=\"center\" src=\"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/c64c17e89c_60903802_o2.jpg\" \/><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>M\u011bs\u00ed\u010dn\u00ed paprsky dopadaj\u00ed na chladnou zem. Po tv\u00e1\u0159i mi st\u00e9k\u00e1 jedna kapka za druhou. Pr\u0161\u00ed. Kolem m\u011b posp\u00edchaj\u00ed lid\u00e9, zahalen\u00ed v \u010dern\u00fdch pl\u00e1\u0161t\u00edch, schov\u00e1ni v bezpe\u010d\u00ed velk\u00fdch de\u0161tn\u00edk\u016f. Kr\u016fp\u011bje se mi vsakuj\u00ed do k\u016f\u017ee, temn\u011b \u010dern\u00e9 vlasy lep\u00ed na bled\u00fd obli\u010dej. Nevn\u00edm\u00e1m. Sv\u011bt kolem m\u011b p\u0159est\u00e1v\u00e1 existovat. Vid\u00edm pr\u00e1zdn\u00e9 ulice, pr\u00e1zdn\u00e9 domy. Jsem jen j\u00e1 a m\u016fj strach. Strach s\u00e1m ze sebe. Sv\u00edr\u00e1 moje srdce ve sv\u00e9 dlani&#8230; nebije a mo\u017en\u00e1 u\u017e ani nec\u00edt\u00ed&#8230; nev\u00edm. Ut\u00edk\u00e1m. Sna\u017e\u00edm se ut\u00e9ct s\u00e1m sob\u011b. Nedok\u00e1\u017eu to&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Rozhl\u00ed\u017e\u00edm se&#8230; Nevid\u00edm. Nevid\u00edm sv\u011btlo, vn\u00edm\u00e1m jen tmu. St\u00edny m\u011b obklopuj\u00ed, jsou v\u0161ude kolem m\u011b. Cht\u011bl bych to skon\u010dit, v\u0161echno. Ne, nem\u00e1m dost odvahy&#8230;<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"366\" alt=\"\" class=\"center\" src=\"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2d95c07dd7_60903829_o2.jpg\" \/><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Kone\u010dn\u011b. Vb\u00edh\u00e1m do dve\u0159\u00ed. Sp\u011bch\u00e1m do bezpe\u010d\u00ed. Pod ochrann\u00e1 k\u0159\u00eddla sv\u00e9ho pokoje. Nechci nic v\u00edc, ne\u017e b\u00fdt s\u00e1m. Daleko ode v\u0161ech&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Kl\u00ed\u010d odhazuji n\u011bkam do tmy. Kone\u010dky prst\u016f sj\u00ed\u017ed\u00edm po b\u00edl\u00e9 zdi, tak chladn\u00e9, tak pr\u00e1zdn\u00e9. Po tv\u00e1\u0159i mi st\u00e9k\u00e1 slza bolesti. Utrpen\u00ed. Pomalu se sesouv\u00e1m na mrazivou podlahu.<\/div>\n<div>Nem\u016f\u017eu&#8230; Nechci!<\/div>\n<div>Co se to se mnou d\u011bje? Co se stalo? Tohle p\u0159eci nejsem j\u00e1&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Ale kdo vlastn\u011b jsem? U\u017e si ani nevzpom\u00edn\u00e1m.<\/div>\n<div>Do m\u00e9ho t\u011bla bod\u00e1 tis\u00edce no\u017e\u016f. Nehty s \u010dern\u00fdm opr\u00fdskan\u00fdm lakem si zar\u00fdv\u00e1m hluboko do k\u016f\u017ee. Po rukou mi st\u00e9kaj\u00ed drobn\u00e9 pot\u016f\u010dky krve. Ned\u00e1 se to vydr\u017eet. Ta bolest je nesnesiteln\u00e1. Otupuje mi smysly&#8230; Z \u00fast mi unikne zoufal\u00fd v\u00fdk\u0159ik. U\u017e nem\u016f\u017eu&#8230; U\u017e nem\u016f\u017eu d\u00e1l. Je to siln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e j\u00e1&#8230;.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bille?&#8220; ozve se za dve\u0159mi. Ten hlas pozn\u00e1v\u00e1m. Tich\u00fd, pln\u00fd obav. Hlas m\u00e9ho bratra.<\/div>\n<div>Ml\u010d\u00edm. Skoro jej nesly\u0161\u00edm, jako by p\u0159ich\u00e1zel z velk\u00e9 d\u00e1lky.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bille!&#8220; Tom\u016fv hlas zintenzivnil, a\u017e nakonec p\u0159e\u0161el v hlasit\u00e9 v\u00fdk\u0159iky. P\u011bstmi bu\u0161il do borov\u00e9ho d\u0159eva, lomcoval klikou. Marn\u011b.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Odejdi, Tome&#8230; B\u011b\u017e pry\u010d!&#8220; bezradn\u011b za\u0161ept\u00e1m. Bu\u0161en\u00ed na kratinkou chv\u00edli ustalo. Div\u00edm se, \u017ee m\u011b sly\u0161el.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bille, pus\u0165 m\u011b dovnit\u0159!&#8220; nenechal se odb\u00fdt.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Odejdi&#8230;&#8220; zapros\u00edm znovu.<\/div>\n<div>Mus\u00ed odej\u00edt. Nesm\u00ed tu z\u016fstat.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;BILLE! Tak mi sakra otev\u0159i, nebo ty dve\u0159e vyraz\u00edm!&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Copak je to tak t\u011b\u017ek\u00fd pochopit? Pro\u010d m\u011b nem\u016f\u017ee poslechnout? Pro\u010d prost\u011b nem\u016f\u017ee j\u00edt n\u011bkam pry\u010d, daleko. Co nejd\u00e1l&#8230;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8230;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Ozvala se ohlu\u0161uj\u00edc\u00ed r\u00e1na. Tom svoje v\u00fdhru\u017eky uskute\u010dnil a v\u0159\u00edtil se do pokoje. Chv\u00edli mu trvalo, ne\u017e v \u0161eru rozpoznal drobnou postavu sv\u00e9ho bratra, jak se choul\u00ed na zemi, s hlavou schovanou v dlan\u00edch, tak\u017ee mu nebylo vid\u011bt do obli\u010deje.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Nep\u0159ibli\u017euj se!&#8220; zaje\u010del Bill z posledn\u00edch sil. Bez v\u00fdsledku. Tom se k n\u011bmu po kr\u016f\u010dc\u00edch pomalu p\u0159ibli\u017eoval.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;B\u011b\u017e pry\u010d! Dokud m\u016f\u017ee\u0161! Pros\u00edm&#8230;&#8220; posb\u00edral posledn\u00ed st\u0159\u00edpky s\u00edly ukryt\u00e9 n\u011bkde hluboko pod povrchem. K\u0159e\u010dovit\u011b se chytnul topen\u00ed. I kdy\u017e necht\u011bl, za\u010dal pomalu vst\u00e1vat. U\u017e to nebyl on&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bille, co je ti?&#8220; zeptal se starostliv\u011b. Chlapec s uhlov\u011b \u010dern\u00fdmi vlasy v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee jeho bratr stoj\u00ed t\u011bsn\u011b za n\u00edm. Dokonce by c\u00edtil i tepl\u00fd dech na sv\u00e9m krku, kdyby&#8230; Kdyby \u017eil.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"367\" alt=\"\" class=\"center\" src=\"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/616b3a487d_60903867_o2.jpg\" \/><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Tom mu polo\u017eil ruku na rameno. C\u00edtil jej\u00ed t\u00edhu. D\u00e1le u\u017e se ale nemohl ovl\u00e1dat. Sna\u017eil se. Tak moc se sna\u017eil&#8230; Nepomohlo to.<\/div>\n<div>Bratr si jej nato\u010dil tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed k sob\u011b. Tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed, kter\u00e1 se te\u010f od jeho p\u016fvodn\u00ed v\u00fdrazn\u011b li\u0161ila. Zra\u010dil se v n\u00ed vztek, bolest, rozho\u0159\u010den\u00ed a&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Touha, hlad.<\/div>\n<div>Tom vyd\u011b\u0161en\u011b odsko\u010dil o krok dozadu. Nedok\u00e1zal v\u0161ak odtrhnout pohled od Billov\u00fdch st\u0159\u00eddav\u011b nen\u00e1vistn\u00fdch a vyd\u011b\u0161en\u00fdch temn\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed, ale hlavn\u011b od Billov\u00fdch \u00fast. Proto\u017ee pr\u00e1v\u011b mezi rty uvid\u011bl to, co ho tak vyd\u011bsilo. Dva \u0161pi\u010dat\u00e9 zuby, li\u0161\u00edc\u00ed se d\u00e9lkou a velikost\u00ed od t\u011bch ostatn\u00edch &#8211; \u0161pi\u010d\u00e1ky.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bille&#8230; co&#8230;&#8220; hlas se mu zadrh\u00e1val.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tome, zmiz! Rychle&#8230; Rad\u0161i j\u00e1, ne\u017e &#8211; li ty&#8230; Padej odsud!&#8220; Sna\u017eil se ho naposledy odehnat, av\u0161ak Tom se ani nehnul. Billovi st\u00e9kaly po tv\u00e1\u0159i slzy. Dal\u0161\u00ed a dal\u0161\u00ed. St\u00edny se chlapci rozmazaly po aksamitov\u011b b\u00edl\u00e9 pleti, tak\u017ee vypadal je\u0161t\u011b hr\u016fzostra\u0161n\u011bji.<\/div>\n<div>Tom m\u011bl strach. Obrovsk\u00fd. Ov\u0161em tady ne\u0161lo o n\u011bj, tady \u0161lo o jeho br\u00e1\u0161ku. Musel z\u016fstat.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Jak-jak to mysl\u00ed\u0161? Rad\u0161i j\u00e1, ne\u017e-li ty?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ty to nech\u00e1pe\u0161. Um\u0159u, pokud ji nedostanu&#8230; Pot\u0159ebuju krev! Nedok\u00e1\u017eu se u\u017e ovl\u00e1dat! J\u00e1&#8230; nechci ti ubl\u00ed\u017eit! Ne TOB\u011a!&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Nam\u00edsto toho, aby Tom vysly\u0161el Billova slova, postoupil o ten jeden krok bl\u00ed\u017e, naklonil hlavu na stranu a pravou rukou odhrnul p\u00e1r neposlu\u0161n\u00fdch dred\u016f. Jeho mlad\u0161\u00ed bratr m\u011bl jen p\u00e1r milimetr\u016f od sv\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159e jeho obna\u017een\u00fd krk.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Kousni.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ne! To nejde. J\u00e1 nem\u016f\u017eu!&#8220; Billovi se v p\u016flce zlomil hlas. A\u0165 sakra vypadne!<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;To neud\u011bl\u00e1m. Nenech\u00e1m t\u011b tu. Nenech\u00e1m t\u011b um\u0159\u00edt. Tak u\u017e to sakra ud\u011blej!&#8220; Tom zn\u011bl odhodlan\u011b. Jeho bratr to u\u017e nevydr\u017eel. Nepoda\u0159ilo se mu zastavit tu nezkrotnou touhu. La\u010dnil po tekutin\u011b, je\u017e ho udr\u017eovala u\u017e n\u011bjak\u00fd \u010das p\u0159i \u017eivot\u011b. A tak to ud\u011blal. Hladov\u011b se zakousl do sv\u00e9ho dvoj\u010dete.<\/div>\n<div>I p\u0159es jeho v\u00fdk\u0159ik, n\u00e1sledovan\u00fd ob\u010dasn\u00fdm bolestn\u00fdm zast\u00e9n\u00e1n\u00edm, se od n\u011bj nedok\u00e1zal odtrhnout. Ztratil kontrolu s\u00e1m nad sebou. Po n\u011bjak\u00e9 dob\u011b si v\u0161ak p\u0159ece jen n\u011bkde v hloubi mysli uv\u011bdomil, co vlastn\u011b d\u011bl\u00e1, a p\u0159estal. S hr\u016fzou od Toma odstoupil a pomalu couval dozadu s o\u010dima vyt\u0159e\u0161t\u011bn\u00fdma na dv\u011b zcela jasn\u011b z\u0159eteln\u00e9 mal\u00e9 ranky na bratrov\u011b krku. Ten se vys\u00edlen\u011b op\u00edral o kliku, sotva se dr\u017eel na nohou.<\/div>\n<div>Co jsem to proboha ud\u011blal? V\u017edy\u0165 j\u00e1 ho m\u00e1lem zabil? Billa se zmoc\u0148ovala panika. Takhle to necht\u011bl. Takhle to nem\u011blo dopadnout. Nem\u011bl to nechat zaj\u00edt takhle daleko&#8230;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Tomovi se zamotala hlava, zavr\u00e1voral a m\u00e1lem by se sk\u00e1cel k zemi, kdyby ho nezachytily pa\u017ee jeho bratra. Jejich obli\u010deje se ocitly nebezpe\u010dn\u011b bl\u00edzko. Tak bl\u00edzko, \u017ee by sta\u010dil jen kousek a&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Tom si v\u0161iml, \u017ee na rtech jeho bratra z\u016fstala je\u0161t\u011b jedna kapi\u010dka krve. Jeho krve. Najednou se ho zmocnila neskonal\u00e1 touha mu ji set\u0159\u00edt. Jeliko\u017e se ov\u0161em rukama p\u0159i p\u00e1du zachytil Billa, kter\u00fd te\u010f zhluboka vydechoval, zbyla mu jedin\u00e1 mo\u017enost. Pomalu se k \u010dernovlas\u00e9mu chlapci naklonil a pol\u00edbil ho.<\/div>\n<div>V tu chv\u00edli za\u010dalo Billovo srdce op\u011bt b\u00edt.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Cera &amp; Elis<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Cera &amp; Elis Dnes tu m\u00e1me posledn\u00ed jednod\u00edlku od Cery, kterou jste si tak moc obl\u00edbili pro jej\u00ed styl psan\u00ed&#8230; tahle je ov\u0161em psan\u00e1 spole\u010dn\u011b s Elis, jej\u00ed\u017e stejn\u011b star\u00fd jednod\u00edlky sem budu postupn\u011b d\u00e1vat taky. 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