{"id":12469,"date":"2010-02-01T15:30:00","date_gmt":"2010-02-01T14:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=12439"},"modified":"2010-02-01T15:30:00","modified_gmt":"2010-02-01T14:30:00","slug":"forgive-me-do-not-lie-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/02\/01\/forgive-me-do-not-lie-3\/","title":{"rendered":"Forgive me&#8230; do not lie 3."},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: J\u00e1jinka<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><strong><em><br \/><\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n<div><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"356\" alt=\"\" class=\"right\" src=\"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/32e06dc489_59538096_o2.jpg\" \/><\/div>\n<div>Vystupujeme z auta. Beru mamku za ruku, asi abych uklidnil sebe i ji. Moc to zat\u00edm nepom\u00e1h\u00e1, bl\u00ed\u017e\u00edme se k hlou\u010dku. Jeden z novin\u00e1\u0159\u016f na n\u00e1s ot\u00e1\u010d\u00ed hlavu, a u\u017e se k n\u00e1m cel\u00fd hlou\u010dek hrne.<\/div>\n<div>,,Bille, Bille&#8230; jak je na tom v\u00e1\u0161 bratr?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>,,Co bude d\u00e1l??&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>,,Co bude se skupinou??&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Ze v\u0161ech stran na m\u011b dol\u00e9haj\u00ed dot\u011brn\u00e9 ot\u00e1zky.<\/div>\n<div>,,Pros\u00edm v\u00e1s, m\u011bjte aspo\u0148 tro\u0161ku soucitu,&#8220; zkou\u0161\u00ed to mamka.<\/div>\n<div>,,Pan\u00ed Kaulitzov\u00e1, \u0159ekn\u011bte n\u00e1m k tomu n\u011bco.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Kone\u010dn\u011b, vid\u00edm vchod nemocnice. Nikdy jsem nebyl tak \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd, \u017ee jsem v nemocnici, jako te\u010f. P\u0159ich\u00e1z\u00edme k recepci. Mlad\u00e1 sest\u0159i\u010dka tak kolem devaten\u00e1cti, dvaceti let, se na n\u00e1s usm\u00edv\u00e1 u\u017e z d\u00e1lky.<\/div>\n<div>,,Dobr\u00fd den. Jdete za Tomem?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>,,Je na pokoji?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Elen Hermannov\u00e1, jak jsem zjistil z jej\u00ed vizitky, prsty na\u0165uk\u00e1 n\u011bco do kl\u00e1vesnice, kouk\u00e1 na monitor, zvedne hlavu a pod\u00edv\u00e1 se na n\u00e1s.<\/div>\n<div>,,A j\u00e1 si te\u010f uv\u011bdomila. Tom je na s\u00e1le&#8230; do\u0161lo k z\u00e1stav\u011b srdce, n\u00e1sledn\u011b ho jeho o\u0161et\u0159uj\u00edc\u00ed l\u00e9ka\u0159, doktor Stein, p\u0159ivedl k \u017eivotu. S kolegou Kleinem se dohodli na neodkladn\u00e9 operaci. Doktor Stein v\u00e1m ur\u010dit\u011b r\u00e1d \u0159ekne podrobnosti, proto\u017ee j\u00e1 toho moc nev\u00edm,&#8220; tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed se zklaman\u011b.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>S mamkou dosed\u00e1me na \u017eidle za n\u00e1mi. Choul\u00edm se j\u00ed do n\u00e1ru\u010de, abych p\u0159ed sv\u011btem a p\u0159ed ka\u017ed\u00fdm v nemocnici schoval slzy. Slavn\u00fd Bill Kaulitz tu te\u010f nem\u016f\u017ee plakat. Ale ano, m\u016f\u017ee, jeho bratr, jeho \u017eivot, je v rukou lid\u00ed, kte\u0159\u00ed ho neznaj\u00ed, nev\u011bd\u00ed, jakou pro n\u00e1s m\u00e1 cenu. Nev\u011bd\u00ed, jak moc ho miluju, nev\u011bd\u00ed nic, ale te\u010f se n\u011bkde \u0161\u0165ouraj\u00ed v Tomov\u011b t\u011ble. Sly\u0161\u00edm zaklapnut\u00ed dve\u0159\u00ed, hlava mi automaticky vyst\u0159el\u00ed po zvuku. Na chodb\u011b stoj\u00ed mu\u017e, je to doktor Stein, vid\u00edm, \u017ee se mu na \u010dele leskne pot. Bo\u017ee m\u016fj, co je Tomovi? Mamka m\u011b podp\u00edr\u00e1, vst\u00e1v\u00e1me ze \u017eidl\u00ed a jdeme k doktoru Steinovi.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>,,Dobr\u00fd den, doktore Steine,&#8220; zdrav\u00ed mamka.<\/div>\n<div>,,Dobr\u00fd den, pan\u00ed Kaulitzov\u00e1, Bille,&#8220; pokyvuje i na m\u011b.<\/div>\n<div>Vid\u00edm jeho pohled, jak zkoum\u00e1 moji tv\u00e1\u0159. P\u0159es br\u00fdle, m\u016f\u017ee jen ti\u0161e soudit, \u017ee pl\u00e1\u010du.<\/div>\n<div>,,Poj\u010fte se mnou, pros\u00edm.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>A te\u010f p\u0159ijde to nejhor\u0161\u00ed. U\u017e to sly\u0161\u00edm. <em>Pan\u00ed Kaulitzov\u00e1, Bille&#8230; je mi to l\u00edto&#8230;<\/em> Bo\u017ee m\u016fj, otev\u00edr\u00e1 dve\u0159e a nech\u00e1v\u00e1 n\u00e1s vstoupit do jeho pracovny.<\/div>\n<div>,,Pros\u00edm, posa\u010fte se.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>V\u0161ichni dosedneme do ko\u017een\u00fdch k\u0159esel, sund\u00e1v\u00e1m si br\u00fdle, abych vid\u011bl doktorovi do tv\u00e1\u0159e.<\/div>\n<div>,,Co je s Tomem?&#8220; pt\u00e1m se zoufale.<\/div>\n<div>Doktor pokyvuje hlavou,<\/div>\n<div>,,Byli jsme nuceni Toma operovat. Po nehod\u011b se objevila dal\u0161\u00ed zran\u011bn\u00ed, kter\u00e1 se neprojevila ani nebyla vid\u011bt. Ud\u011blali jsme v\u0161echna vy\u0161et\u0159en\u00ed, ale a\u017e CT scanner n\u00e1m uk\u00e1zal n\u011bjak\u00e9 nedostatky v Tomov\u011b mozku. P\u0159i n\u00e1razu do\u0161lo k na\u0161t\u00edpnut\u00ed temenn\u00ed kosti, jej\u00ed\u017e kousek zp\u016fsobil krv\u00e1cen\u00ed do mozku, kter\u00e9 jsme hned po p\u0159ijet\u00ed Toma zastavili, jeliko\u017e jsem neoperoval j\u00e1, ale a\u017e se mi do ruky dostala zpr\u00e1va z operace, n\u011bco mi nehr\u00e1lo. Zavolal jsem si odborn\u00edka, neurochirurga. Doktor Klein mi ihned poradil Toma nechat znovu projet CT a zjistili jsme, \u017ee kousek tam z\u016fstal. Vyt\u00e1hli jsme ho. Nehrozilo nebezpe\u010d\u00ed, ale i tak. Te\u010f to hlavn\u00ed, p\u0159i krv\u00e1cen\u00ed do mozku a \u00faderu do hlavy, bude m\u00edt Tom do\u010dasnou ztr\u00e1tu pam\u011bti, jak p\u0159edpokl\u00e1d\u00e1me.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Ne, pro\u010d zrovna Tom? Ztr\u00e1ta pam\u011bti? Jak bude hr\u00e1t?<\/div>\n<div>,,Pane doktore, vzpomene si zase Tom?&#8220; pt\u00e1m se smutn\u011b.<\/div>\n<div>Doktorovi koutky cukly nahoru.<\/div>\n<div>,,Bille, neposlouch\u00e1te m\u011b, \u0159\u00edkal jsem te\u010f, \u017ee je to jen do\u010dasn\u00e1 ztr\u00e1ta pam\u011bti. M\u016f\u017ee to trvat r\u016fzn\u011b dlouho. M\u011bs\u00edc, dva, ale i t\u0159eba 2-3 t\u00fddny. U ka\u017ed\u00e9ho pacienta je to jinak.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Zhluboka vyd\u00fdchnu. To byl velice \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd oddech. Ale doktor pokra\u010duje ve sv\u00e9m v\u00fdkladu.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>,,Mus\u00edte si ale ov\u0161em d\u00e1t pozor. Jsou mnoz\u00ed pacienti, zrovna v\u010dera tu byl jeden p\u0159\u00edpad mlad\u00e9 osmn\u00e1ctilet\u00e9 sle\u010dny. Pacienti si ob\u010das vzpomenout necht\u011bj\u00ed. Pam\u011b\u0165 se jim vr\u00e1tila, ale oni d\u011blaj\u00ed, jako\u017ee si nic nepamatuj\u00ed. Lid\u00e9, si jich v\u00edce v\u0161\u00edmaj\u00ed a podobn\u011b. Kdybyste si n\u011b\u010deho takov\u00e9ho u Toma v\u0161imli, p\u0159ijdete s n\u00edm k n\u00e1m. Pod hrozbou psychologa a psychiatrick\u00e9 l\u00e9\u010debny si na to p\u0159estane hr\u00e1t skoro ka\u017ed\u00fd.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>D\u011bs\u00edm se jeho slov. Jako\u017ee by Toma \u0161oupli do cvok\u00e1rny? Pro\u010d? Tom si vzpomene a budeme zase \u0161\u0165astn\u00e1 rodina jako p\u0159edt\u00edm.<\/div>\n<div>,,M\u016f\u017eu za n\u00edm?&#8220; pt\u00e1m se doktora.<\/div>\n<div>,,Mysl\u00edm, \u017ee ano&#8230;u\u017e by m\u011bl b\u00fdt na JIPce. Kdy\u017etak se n\u011bkoho zeptej,&#8220; mrkne na m\u011b.<\/div>\n<div>Pok\u00fdvu hlavou a miz\u00edm za dve\u0159mi.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Proch\u00e1z\u00edm chodbou, b\u00edle linoleum s \u010dern\u00fdmi te\u010dkami, b\u00edl\u00e9 zdi, je to tu cel\u00e9 nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e9. Chud\u00e1k Tom, je\u0161t\u011b, \u017ee jenom sp\u00ed. M\u011bl by z toho ur\u010dit\u011b n\u011bjak\u00e9 men\u0161\u00ed deprese, v\u00edm to, jsme p\u0159ece dvoj\u010data. Naproti mn\u011b jde zrovna Elen, jak to, \u017ee nen\u00ed na recepci?<\/div>\n<div>,,Bille, hled\u00e1te n\u011bkoho?&#8220; pt\u00e1 se m\u011b hned.<\/div>\n<div>,,Ano, pros\u00edm v\u00e1s, nev\u00edte, kde je te\u010f moment\u00e1ln\u011b Tom?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Elen se usm\u00edv\u00e1.<\/div>\n<div>,,Poj\u010fte se mnou, zavedu v\u00e1s k n\u011bmu.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>N\u00e1sleduji tuhle drobnou sest\u0159i\u010dku. Mysl\u00edm na n\u011bj. Nebol\u00ed ho nic?<\/div>\n<div>,,Tak, Bille, jsme tu. D\u00e1l u\u017e s v\u00e1mi nep\u016fjdu. Je\u0161t\u011b \u0159eknu pan\u00ed Bergerov\u00e9, a\u0165 se v\u00e1s ujme.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Miz\u00ed za dve\u0159mi, ani bych nestihl \u0159\u00edct hop, a u\u017e je tu i s postar\u0161\u00ed d\u00e1mou.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>,,Jdete za Tomem?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>,,Ano, jsem jeho bratr.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Vch\u00e1z\u00edme do dve\u0159\u00ed, u\u017e odtud sly\u0161\u00edm p\u0159eru\u0161ovan\u00e9 p\u00edp\u00e1n\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>,,Bille, obl\u00e9kn\u011bte si tohle, je to standardn\u00ed postup,&#8220; line se ke mn\u011b hlas.<\/div>\n<div>Ot\u00e1\u010d\u00edm hlavu na sestru. Pod\u00e1v\u00e1 mi modr\u00fd pl\u00e1\u0161\u0165. Obl\u00e9k\u00e1m si ho, sestra mi vzadu u krku uvazuje \u0161\u0148\u016frky.<\/div>\n<div>,,Tak, Bille, V\u00e1\u0161 bratr sp\u00ed, je pod nark\u00f3zou a n\u011bjak\u00fdmi l\u00e9ky.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>,,On u\u017e nen\u00ed v k\u00f3matu?&#8220; pt\u00e1m se v \u0161\u0165astn\u00e9m podt\u00f3nu v hlase.<\/div>\n<div>Pan\u00ed Bergerov\u00e1 se malinko usm\u00edv\u00e1.<\/div>\n<div>,,Ne, nen\u00ed. Dokto\u0159i ho z toho stavu r\u016fzn\u00fdmi l\u00e9ky a vy\u0161et\u0159en\u00edmi dostali.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>K\u00e1men ze srdce pr\u00e1v\u011b te\u010f miz\u00ed n\u011bkam do nezn\u00e1ma. M\u00e9 kroky se nyn\u00ed p\u0159esouvaj\u00ed do nitra m\u00edstnosti, ve kter\u00e9 Toma nep\u0159etr\u017eit\u011b hl\u00eddaj\u00ed. P\u00edp\u00e1n\u00ed p\u0159\u00edstroj\u016f mi nen\u00ed dvakr\u00e1t p\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e9, ale ukazuje, \u017ee Tomovy \u017eivotn\u00ed funkce jsou v po\u0159\u00e1dku. U\u017e ho vid\u00edm, vypad\u00e1 jako troska. Je vyhubl\u00fd, v\u017edycky jsme byli oba huben\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e ostatn\u00ed, ale tohle je moc. P\u0159ich\u00e1z\u00edm bl\u00ed\u017e, a a\u017e te\u010f si v\u0161\u00edm\u00e1m jeho propadl\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159e a kostnat\u00fdch rukou. Rukou p\u0159ej\u00ed\u017ed\u00edm po kostech pota\u017een\u00fdch k\u016f\u017e\u00ed, postupn\u011b m\u00ed\u0159\u00edm v\u00fd\u0161 a v\u00fd\u0161, a\u017e k jeho tv\u00e1\u0159i, c\u00edt\u00edm skoro ka\u017edou kost v obli\u010deji. Jedn\u00edm prstem s dlouh\u00fdm nehtem p\u0159ej\u00ed\u017ed\u00edm po jeho st\u00e1le pln\u00fdch rtech, ty z\u016fstaly nemoc\u00ed nedotknut\u00e9, jeho piercing ve rtu je pry\u010d. Asi kv\u016fli t\u011bm p\u0159\u00edstroj\u016fm. Hlad\u00edm jeho shn\u011bhob\u00edl\u00fd, porcel\u00e1nov\u00fd obli\u010dej, mazl\u00edm se s n\u00edm, ob\u010das p\u0159ejedu ke rt\u016fm, c\u00edt\u00edm jeho dech.<\/div>\n<div>,,Bille?&#8220; znovu ke mn\u011b pronik\u00e1 n\u011b\u010d\u00ed hlas.<\/div>\n<div>Ot\u00e1\u010d\u00edm se, je to mamka.<\/div>\n<div>,,Doktor \u0159\u00edkal, \u017ee ho z\u00edtra daj\u00ed na norm\u00e1ln\u00ed pokoj. Potom u n\u011bj m\u016f\u017eeme b\u00fdt, te\u010f ho m\u00e1me nechat odpo\u010d\u00edvat.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>K\u00fdv\u00e1m hlavou, \u017ee rozum\u00edm. Jen aby byl Tom v po\u0159\u00e1dku.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Z\u00edtra zase p\u0159ijdu, br\u00e1\u0161ko&#8230;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: J\u00e1jinka<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><em><strong>Klikni na anketu, pokud u\u017e jsi to neud\u011blal\/a, d\u00edky J. :o)<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: J\u00e1jinka Vystupujeme z auta. Beru mamku za ruku, asi abych uklidnil sebe i ji. Moc to zat\u00edm nepom\u00e1h\u00e1, bl\u00ed\u017e\u00edme se k hlou\u010dku. Jeden z novin\u00e1\u0159\u016f na n\u00e1s ot\u00e1\u010d\u00ed hlavu, a u\u017e se k n\u00e1m cel\u00fd hlou\u010dek hrne. ,,Bille, Bille&#8230; jak je<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/02\/01\/forgive-me-do-not-lie-3\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[301],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12469","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-forgive-me-do-not-lie"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12469","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12469"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12469\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12469"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12469"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12469"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}