{"id":12490,"date":"2010-01-29T15:30:00","date_gmt":"2010-01-29T14:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=12460"},"modified":"2010-01-29T15:30:00","modified_gmt":"2010-01-29T14:30:00","slug":"neni-ruze-bez-trni","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/01\/29\/neni-ruze-bez-trni\/","title":{"rendered":"Nen\u00ed  r\u016f\u017ee bez trn\u00ed&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Cera<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"362\" alt=\"\" class=\"right\" src=\"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/94ae359cf2_60903599_o2.jpg\" \/><\/div>\n<div>Sed\u011bl u okna a pozoroval pozvolna padaj\u00edc\u00ed kapky de\u0161t\u011b t\u0159\u00ed\u0161t\u00edc\u00ed se o chladnou zem. Zamra\u010den\u00e1 obloha byla jakoby odrazem jeho du\u0161evn\u00edho rozpolo\u017een\u00ed. Sklonil hlavu a p\u0159ivon\u011bl k poup\u011bti, je\u017e celou dobu sv\u00edral v dlani. Jak mu jen ten rud\u00fd kv\u011bt p\u0159ipom\u00ednal osobu, se kterou je\u0161t\u011b v\u010dera sn\u00eddal. Osobu, se kterou se sm\u00e1l, plakal\u2026 A to te\u010f bylo v\u0161echno pry\u010d. Kv\u016fli n\u011bkolika slov\u016fm pravdy, vyplouvaj\u00edc\u00edch kone\u010dn\u011b na povrch, zasahuj\u00edc\u00edch sv\u016fj ter\u010d. \u010clov\u011bk, kter\u00e9ho miloval nadev\u0161echno na sv\u011bt\u011b, mu bodl kudlu do zad. Ne, do zad ne &#8211; p\u0159\u00edmo do srdce, a to te\u010f krv\u00e1celo neop\u011btovanou l\u00e1skou\u2026<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>,Jsi tak bl\u00edzko, a p\u0159esto tak daleko. V\u00edm, \u017ee jsi ve vedlej\u0161\u00edm pokoji. V\u00edm, \u017ee ti po tv\u00e1\u0159i kanou slzy stejn\u011b jako mn\u011b. Oba chceme j\u00edt za t\u00edm druh\u00fdm, ale ani jeden z n\u00e1s to neud\u011bl\u00e1. Odd\u011bluje n\u00e1s od sebe pouze b\u00edl\u00e1 ze\u010f, ale mn\u011b se zd\u00e1 b\u00fdt nekone\u010dn\u00fdm oce\u00e1nem. Oce\u00e1nem, kter\u00fd jsem vytvo\u0159il.<\/div>\n<div>Tr\u00e1p\u00edme se. Tou\u017e\u00edme po p\u0159eru\u0161en\u00ed toho mrtvoln\u00e9ho ticha, av\u0161ak jsme p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 slab\u00ed na to, abychom n\u011bco skute\u010dn\u011b podnikli. Kdybys jen v\u011bd\u011bla, bytosti s dlouh\u00fdmi \u010dern\u00fdmi vlasy\u2026 Kdybys jen v\u011bd\u011bla, jak moc m\u011b to mrz\u00ed. V\u0161echno\u2026 Tak r\u00e1d bych to vr\u00e1til, tak r\u00e1d bych ty t\u0159i slova vymazal z minulosti\u2026 Jenom\u017ee to nejde.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>M\u011blo mi to doj\u00edt u\u017e v\u010dera. M\u011blo mi doj\u00edt, \u017ee nejsem v \u0159\u00ed\u0161i sn\u016f a nemus\u00ed to dopadnout p\u0159esn\u011b podle toho, jak si to zre\u017e\u00edruji. Ne\u017eiji ve sv\u011bt\u011b poh\u00e1dek, ale ve skute\u010dn\u00e9m sv\u011bt\u011b, kde s v\u00e1mi nikdo nejedn\u00e1 v rukavi\u010dk\u00e1ch. Ve spole\u010dnosti, odvrhuj\u00edc\u00ed v\u00e1s jenom proto, \u017ee se jak\u00fdmkoli, i kdy\u017e t\u0159eba nepatrn\u00fdm zp\u016fsobem li\u0161\u00edte od ostatn\u00edch. D\u011bl\u00ed se toti\u017e pouze na dv\u011b skupiny lid\u00ed: siln\u00e9 v\u00edt\u011bze a slab\u00e9 pora\u017een\u00e9, d\u011blaj\u00edc\u00ed v\u0161e proto, aby se dostali v hierarchii o n\u011bkolik p\u0159\u00ed\u010dek nahoru. My pro v\u0161echny okolo pat\u0159\u00edme k on\u00e9 elit\u011b v\u00edt\u011bz\u016f, ov\u0161em m\u011b v\u00edce zaj\u00edm\u00e1 \u017eeb\u0159\u00ed\u010dek tv\u016fj, a to, jestli jsem v n\u011bm spadl z vrcholu a\u017e na sam\u00e9 dno, anebo se n\u011bkde o kousek v\u00fd\u0161 st\u00e1le jednou rukou p\u0159idr\u017euji.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>Asi bych ti m\u011bl pod\u011bkovat. Pod\u011bkovat za pomysln\u00e9 sund\u00e1n\u00ed r\u016f\u017eov\u00fdch br\u00fdl\u00ed. Za otev\u0159en\u00ed o\u010d\u00ed, abych mohl spat\u0159it tu bolestivou skute\u010dnost. Tvrdou realitu, \u017ee kolem m\u011b neexistuje \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd r\u016f\u017eov\u00fd sad, kter\u00fdm bych proch\u00e1zel. \u017de \u017eivot nebude p\u0159esn\u011b takov\u00fd, jak\u00fd ho budu cht\u00edt\u2026 A tv\u00e1 v\u010derej\u0161\u00ed reakce je toho d\u016fkazem. V\u017edycky jsi, and\u011bli, st\u00e1l za mnou, p\u0159idr\u017eel jsi m\u011b, kdy\u017e jsem to pot\u0159eboval\u2026 P\u0159irovn\u00e1val jsem si t\u011b ke kr\u00e1sn\u00e9, dokonal\u00e9, m\u00e9 nejobl\u00edben\u011bj\u0161\u00ed kv\u011btin\u011b l\u00e1sky &#8211; rud\u00e9 r\u016f\u017ei. Av\u0161ak neuv\u011bdomil jsem si jednu v\u011bc. \u017de nen\u00ed r\u016f\u017ee bez trn\u00ed. A ty stejn\u011b jako ta r\u016f\u017ee, m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 do m\u011b zabodnout trny a zp\u016fsobit mi nesnesitelnou bolest. Jsi okouzluj\u00edc\u00ed napohled. Ka\u017ed\u00fd se t\u011b a\u017e boj\u00ed dotknout. Strach z toho, \u017ee se rozplyne\u0161, zastavuje mou dla\u0148 i p\u0159esto, jak moc by cht\u011bla spo\u010dinout na tv\u00e9 dokonal\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159i. Ov\u0161em podobn\u011b jako ta kv\u011btina se dok\u00e1\u017ee\u0161 br\u00e1nit, kdy\u017e je n\u011bco proti tv\u00e9mu p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010den\u00ed. Nejsi \u010dlov\u011bk bez chyb. Takov\u00fd, mysl\u00edm, ani neexistuje.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Sna\u017e\u00edm se sebev\u00edc na tebe zapomenout a potla\u010dit city. Moje srdce to v\u0161ak nebere na v\u011bdom\u00ed a chov\u00e1 se p\u0159esn\u011b naopak. Rozbu\u0161\u00ed se poka\u017ed\u00e9, jakmile t\u011b spat\u0159\u00edm. A \u017ealudek za\u010dne d\u011blat nebezpe\u010dn\u00e9 kotrmelce. A pro\u010d? Proto\u017ee i p\u0159es ve\u0161ker\u00e9 m\u00e9 \u00fasil\u00ed nedok\u00e1\u017eu p\u0159ehl\u00ed\u017eet pravdu &#8211; \u017de t\u011b miluji.<\/div>\n<div>Nezb\u00fdv\u00e1 mi nic jin\u00e9ho ne\u017e doufat. Je mi jedno, jak dlouho to bude trvat. Je mi jedno, jestli to bude v\u011b\u010dnost. Budu \u010dekat klidn\u011b i do konce \u017eivota\u2026&#8216;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Tom sebou vyd\u011b\u0161en\u011b trhl. Neuv\u011bdomil si toti\u017e n\u011b\u010d\u00ed p\u0159\u00edtomnost. P\u0159\u00edtomnost osoby, je\u017e u\u017e ho p\u011bt minut ml\u010dky pozorovala ode dve\u0159\u00ed\u2026<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Cera<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Cera Sed\u011bl u okna a pozoroval pozvolna padaj\u00edc\u00ed kapky de\u0161t\u011b t\u0159\u00ed\u0161t\u00edc\u00ed se o chladnou zem. Zamra\u010den\u00e1 obloha byla jakoby odrazem jeho du\u0161evn\u00edho rozpolo\u017een\u00ed. Sklonil hlavu a p\u0159ivon\u011bl k poup\u011bti, je\u017e celou dobu sv\u00edral v dlani. Jak mu jen ten rud\u00fd kv\u011bt<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/01\/29\/neni-ruze-bez-trni\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12490","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ff-jednodilky"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12490","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12490"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12490\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12490"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12490"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12490"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}