{"id":12820,"date":"2009-12-19T17:00:00","date_gmt":"2009-12-19T16:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=12790"},"modified":"2009-12-19T17:00:00","modified_gmt":"2009-12-19T16:00:00","slug":"nemelo-se-to-stat-15","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/12\/19\/nemelo-se-to-stat-15\/","title":{"rendered":"Nem\u011blo se to st\u00e1t 15."},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Tenshi88<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Toma z p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161len\u00ed vyru\u0161ilo p\u00edpan\u00ed mobilu. S pokr\u010den\u00fdm obo\u010d\u00edm – kdo by mu mohl ps\u00e1t? – si p\u0159e\u010detl jm\u00e9no odes\u00edlatele a povzdechl si. Jedin\u00fdm kliknut\u00edm zpr\u00e1vu p\u0159e\u010detl a p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel nad odpov\u011bd\u00ed. M\u011bl by mu zavolat? Tuto mo\u017enost okam\u017eit\u011b zavrhl. Nem\u011bl s\u00edlu s n\u00edm mluvit, sly\u0161et jeho hlas\u2026 poprv\u00e9 byl r\u00e1d, \u017ee nen\u00ed bl\u00edzko n\u011bj. Nedok\u00e1zal by se mu pod\u00edvat do o\u010d\u00ed.<\/div>\n
Ty v\u016fbec nic\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n
T\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 okam\u017eit\u011b se do\u010dkal odpov\u011bdi. Ot\u00e1zka, kterou \u010dekal, ale zoufale si p\u0159\u00e1l ji nesly\u0161et. Co m\u00e1 odpov\u011bd\u011bt? Pravdu? V\u017edy\u0165 ji s\u00e1m nezn\u00e1, nev\u00ed, co ho nut\u00ed k tomuhle t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 odm\u00edtav\u00e9mu postoji. Jak mu m\u00e1 vysv\u011btlit ten obrovsk\u00fd zmatek, co spaluje jeho du\u0161i? Jak mu m\u016f\u017ee vysv\u011btlit to sv\u00edr\u00e1n\u00ed kolem srdce poka\u017ed\u00e9, kdy\u017e ho vid\u00ed, sly\u0161\u00ed jeho hlas? Na\u0161tvan\u011b pra\u0161til dlan\u00ed do stolu a bolest ho \u010d\u00e1ste\u010dn\u011b probrala z t\u00e9hle letargie. S nejv\u011bt\u0161\u00edm sebezap\u0159en\u00edm se rozhodl sv\u00e9ho bratra uchl\u00e1cholit, ne\u017e si promysl\u00ed, jak jejich situaci \u0159e\u0161it.<\/div>\n
Nic se ned\u011bje. M\u00e1m jenom moc pr\u00e1ce do \u0161koly. Promi\u0148.<\/em><\/div>\n
Tom si najednou uv\u011bdomil, \u017ee mu telefon v ruce vyzv\u00e1n\u00ed vt\u00edravou melodi\u00ed. \u010cekal, \u017ee mu vol\u00e1 on, ale na displeji z\u00e1\u0159ilo jm\u00e9no David.<\/em> Automaticky zvedl telefon, aby se jeho obavy je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edce prohloubily. Odevzdan\u011b si povzdechl a p\u0159edal zpr\u00e1vu bratrovi bez jak\u00fdchkoliv dal\u0161\u00edch slov t\u00fdkaj\u00edc\u00edch se jejich vztahu. Za p\u00e1r dn\u00ed si stanou tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed v tv\u00e1\u0159 a on m\u011bl najednou pocit, \u017ee tyhle dva dny focen\u00ed rozhodnou.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
„Mus\u00edm odjet, mami.“ Bill si povzdechl, a kdyby m\u011bl \u0159\u00edct pravdu, v\u016fbec se mu necht\u011blo. \u017daludek se mu sv\u00edral p\u0159i pomy\u0161len\u00ed, \u017ee ho uvid\u00ed. V\u0161echno by mezi nimi m\u011blo b\u00fdt v po\u0159\u00e1dku, ale po\u0159\u00e1d m\u011bl zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed pocit, \u017ee\u2026<\/div>\n
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„Ale Billi, v\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee je te\u010f nejd\u016fle\u017eit\u011bj\u0161\u00ed \u010d\u00e1st roku a\u2026“ Annie se sna\u017eila p\u0159im\u011bt sv\u00e9ho syna k alespo\u0148 n\u011bjak\u00e9 zodpov\u011bdnosti, ale on m\u011bl v\u017edycky svoji hlavu.<\/div>\n
„Mami, bude to jen na dva dny, ud\u011bl\u00e1me fotky, a pak se hned vr\u00e1t\u00edm. V\u0161echno dohon\u00edm, slibuju.“ Pod\u00edval se j\u00ed zp\u0159\u00edma do o\u010d\u00ed a vid\u011bl v nich ten nesouhlas. V hloubi du\u0161e v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee nejde jenom o tohle, ale te\u010f nem\u011bl dost psychick\u00fdch sil \u0159e\u0161it citov\u00e9 probl\u00e9my jin\u00fdch. Vid\u011bl, jak jeho matka jen odevzdan\u011b k\u00fdvla a t\u00edm jedin\u00fdm gestem ho poslala bl\u00ed\u017e k n\u011bmu.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
„Postavte se k sob\u011b bl\u00ed\u017e, tak je to spr\u00e1vn\u011b\u2026“ Bill se z\u00e1\u0159iv\u011b usm\u00e1l na fotografa, kter\u00fd je u\u017e p\u016flhodiny navigoval, jak se co nejl\u00e9pe postavit, jak se tv\u00e1\u0159it. Uv\u011bdomoval si, jak moc ho to bav\u00ed. Jako by se najednou c\u00edtil napln\u011bn\u00fd. M\u011bl pocit, \u017ee p\u0159esn\u011b k tomu byl stvo\u0159en\u00fd, jako by v\u017edycky hledal cestu sv\u00e9ho \u017eivota, a ta tu najednou byla. Nikdy se mu nesnilo, \u017ee by mohl stanout na p\u00f3diu, p\u0159ed objektivem fotografa\u2026to v\u0161echno jenom d\u00edky n\u011bmu. Moc dob\u0159e si uv\u011bdomoval, komu za tuhle p\u0159\u00edle\u017eitost vd\u011b\u010d\u00ed. Ten n\u011bkdo se k n\u011bmu te\u010f tiskl a spole\u010dn\u011b se nech\u00e1vali zv\u011b\u010dnit ok\u00e9nkem objektivu. „Tome, mohl bys polo\u017eit dla\u0148 na Billovy boky? Bille, ty se postav v\u00edc z boku\u2026“ Bill uc\u00edtil pevn\u00fd a z\u00e1rove\u0148 nesm\u011bl\u00fd dotek hork\u00e9 dlan\u011b na sv\u00e9m boku a zachv\u011bl se. V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee to c\u00edtil. Vz\u00e1p\u011bt\u00ed se Tom sklonil je\u0161t\u011b bl\u00ed\u017e a Billovo ucho ovanul jeho hork\u00fd dech vydechovan\u00fd spolu se slovy: „Mus\u00edme si promluvit.“ D\u00e1l se na n\u011bj ani nepod\u00edval a Bill c\u00edtil, jak se mu kolem p\u00e1te\u0159e plaz\u00ed nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e9 o\u010dek\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00ed z v\u011bc\u00ed budouc\u00edch.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
„Tohle nem\u016f\u017eeme.“ Bylo to prvn\u00ed, co dolehlo k Billov\u00fdm u\u0161\u00edm, jakmile za nimi zapadly dve\u0159e, kter\u00e9 je odd\u011blily od v\u0161eho kolem a nechaly je zahnan\u00e9 mezi \u010dty\u0159mi st\u011bnami.<\/div>\n
„Co nem\u016f\u017eeme?“ Za\u0161eptal Bill a ud\u011blal krok bratrov\u00fdm sm\u011brem. Ten couvl. Bill se pousm\u00e1l. U\u017e d\u00e1vno se rozhodl, co mu mus\u00ed \u0159\u00edct. Jako by se jednoho dne prost\u011b probudil ze sn\u011bn\u00ed a uv\u011bdomil si, co se to s nimi d\u011bje. Doufal, \u017ee kdy\u017e mu \u0159ekne pravdu, v\u0161echno bude dobr\u00e9. Podv\u011bdom\u011b tu\u0161il, \u017ee to Tom c\u00edt\u00ed stejn\u011b, ale z n\u011bjak\u00e9ho d\u016fvodu se tomu br\u00e1n\u00ed. A tak se rozhodl vsadit v\u0161echno na jednu kartu. Riziko, \u017ee prohraje, si nep\u0159ipou\u0161t\u011bl, jinak by zbab\u011ble ustoupil, a na to u\u017e bylo pozd\u011b. Pozoroval bratra, kter\u00fd se zoufale sna\u017eil vyhnout jeho pohledu. Skoro ho to rozesm\u00e1lo. M\u00edsto toho se znovu bezelstn\u011b zeptal: „Co p\u0159esn\u011b nem\u016f\u017eeme?“ a ud\u011blal dal\u0161\u00ed dva rychl\u00e9 kroky, \u010d\u00edm\u017e se Tom ocitl natisknut\u00fd ke zdi a najednou si p\u0159ipadal bezmocn\u00fd. Bezmocn\u00fd v\u016f\u010di jeho kouzlu, v\u016fni a t\u00f3nu jeho hlasu, kdy\u017e se ho s and\u011blsk\u00fdm \u00fasm\u011bvem ptal.<\/div>\n
„Tohle,“ vydechl Tom a oba v\u011bd\u011bli, \u017ee je chycen do jeho sp\u00e1r\u016f.<\/div>\n
Najednou byl a\u017e moc bl\u00edzko, c\u00edtil chv\u011bn\u00ed jeho t\u011bla a zoufale ho tou\u017eil pol\u00edbit. Sm\u00ed? Nem\u016f\u017ee p\u0159ece\u2026 jeho vnit\u0159n\u00ed protesty vy\u0159e\u0161il n\u011bkdo jin\u00fd.<\/div>\n
„Mysl\u00ed\u0161 tohle?“ Billovy rty se p\u0159itiskly k t\u011bm jeho v zoufal\u00e9m polibku. A on netou\u017eil po ni\u010dem jin\u00e9m, ne\u017e mu jej op\u011btovat. Dal by \u00fapln\u011b v\u0161echno za to, z\u016fstat takhle do konce \u017eivota. Jen v jeho n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed se c\u00edtil napln\u011bn\u00fd. Proto ho bolelo srdce, kdy\u017e se odt\u00e1hl, hled\u00edc do bratrovy rozechv\u011bl\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159e.<\/div>\n
„Pro\u010d jsi to ud\u011blal?“ Tom v jeho o\u010d\u00edch zahl\u00e9dl ty h\u0159\u00ed\u0161n\u00e9 jisk\u0159i\u010dky, kter\u00e9 zaz\u00e1\u0159ily poka\u017ed\u00e9, kdy\u017e mu byl na bl\u00edzku. Takhle to b\u00fdt nem\u011blo\u2026<\/div>\n
„Opravdu to chce\u0161 v\u011bd\u011bt?“ Netu\u0161il, \u017ee touhle ot\u00e1zkou se jeho r\u016f\u017eov\u00e9 sny stanou jen zoufal\u00fdm p\u0159\u00e1n\u00edm. A nemohl ani v\u011bd\u011bt, \u017ee si pr\u00e1v\u011b za\u0159\u00eddil prohru a dal\u0161\u00edch p\u00e1r t\u00fddn\u016f pln\u00fdch smutku\u2026<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
autor: Tenshi88<\/strong><\/div>\n
betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: Tenshi88 Toma z p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161len\u00ed vyru\u0161ilo p\u00edpan\u00ed mobilu. S pokr\u010den\u00fdm obo\u010d\u00edm – kdo by mu mohl ps\u00e1t? – si p\u0159e\u010detl jm\u00e9no odes\u00edlatele a povzdechl si. Jedin\u00fdm kliknut\u00edm zpr\u00e1vu p\u0159e\u010detl a p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel nad odpov\u011bd\u00ed. M\u011bl by mu zavolat? Tuto mo\u017enost okam\u017eit\u011b zavrhl. Nem\u011bl<\/p>\n

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