{"id":12860,"date":"2009-12-14T16:00:00","date_gmt":"2009-12-14T15:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=12830"},"modified":"2009-12-14T16:00:00","modified_gmt":"2009-12-14T15:00:00","slug":"my-love-is-dead-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/12\/14\/my-love-is-dead-3\/","title":{"rendered":"My love is dead 3."},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Sisa<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"347\" alt=\"\" class=\"right\" src=\"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/790e665380_57409963_o2.jpg\" \/><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;\u00c1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1ch.&#8220; Po\u010dul som za sebou u\u017e asi po st\u00fd kr\u00e1t. Marek mi dr\u017eal ruky za chrbtom a prudko do m\u0148a prir\u00e1\u017eal. Neodporoval som, ale ani som mu nijak nepom\u00e1hal. Len som tam tak le\u017eal a prij\u00edmal jeho pr\u00edrazy. Sem tam sa mi z oka vydrala nejak\u00e1 slza, ktor\u00e1 potichu zliezla po mojej tv\u00e1ri a nehlu\u010dne dopadla na podlahu.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Povedz, \u017ee si kurva, Bill. Povedz to.&#8220; Zasy\u010dal mi do ucha a hlavu mi za vlasy strhol dozadu.<\/div>\n<div>Sykol som ale nemienil som posl\u00fachnu\u0165.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Povedz to. Som mal\u00e1 poslu\u0161n\u00e1 kurva. Hovor.&#8220; Skr\u00edkol a neprestal prir\u00e1\u017ea\u0165. Bol som ticho. Nemienim sa pred n\u00edm poni\u017eova\u0165. Zavrel som o\u010di a nechal slzy tiec\u0165 samovo\u013ene dole.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>*Flashback*<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Povedz, Bill, ako moc si Toma miloval, miluje\u0161 ho e\u0161te?&#8220; Tak na toto mu neodpoviem. Nem\u00f4\u017eem odpoveda\u0165 na nie\u010do na \u010do nepozn\u00e1m odpove\u010f. M\u00f4\u017eem ho po tom v\u0161etkom milova\u0165? Dok\u00e1zal by som mu odpusti\u0165? Odpusti\u0165 mu v\u0161etky tie veci? Dok\u00e1zal by som len tak pr\u00eds\u0165 za n\u00edm a poveda\u0165 mu, \u017ee ho milujem? Ak by som sa s n\u00edm mohol e\u0161te niekedy stretn\u00fa\u0165 nechal by som sa obja\u0165? Naopak. Dok\u00e1\u017eem ho nen\u00e1vidie\u0165? Zavriem o\u010di. Pevne stisnem vie\u010dka.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Odpovedz mi, Bill. Dok\u00e1\u017ee\u0161 po tom v\u0161etkom e\u0161te&#8230;&#8220; zvy\u0161ok jeho slov sa str\u00e1ca v \u0161umen\u00ed te\u010d\u00facej vody a \u0161uchotu l\u00edstia. Poobzer\u00e1m sa okolo seba. Znovu som v lese. Pri mojom ob\u013e\u00fabenom potoku. Tom je na druhej strane a m\u00e1va mi. Usmejem sa a zak\u00fdvam mu nasp\u00e4\u0165. Sklon\u00edm sa a umyjem si tv\u00e1r v chladnej vode potoka. Odtiahnem ruky a pozriem na ne.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>Prekvapene skr\u00edknem. \u0160tebot vt\u00e1kov a \u0161umenie l\u00edstia ustalo. Dok\u00e1\u017eem sa s\u00fastredi\u0165 len na moje krvav\u00e9 ruky a tup\u00fa boles\u0165 hlavy. Tuho stisnem vie\u010dka, a ke\u010f ich otvor\u00edm, le\u017e\u00edm znovu v tej plesnivej pivnici. Marek stoj\u00ed nado mnou a ustavi\u010dne do m\u0148a kope. Bol\u00ed ma cel\u00fd \u010dlovek. Pred o\u010dami sa mi stmieva. Naposledy pozriem Marekovi do o\u010d\u00ed, a potom tie moje zatvor\u00edm.<\/div>\n<div>Neznesite\u013en\u00e1 boles\u0165 sa pomali str\u00e1ca a ja prepad\u00e1m do tmy. Keby som tam tak mohol zosta\u0165 ve\u010dne. C\u00edtil som po tele letm\u00e9 dotyky. Neboli nepr\u00edjemne. Boli opatrn\u00e9 a ne\u017en\u00e9. Bola to ale len chv\u00ed\u013eka. Potom zostala u\u017e len t\u00e1 tma.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Ke\u010f som sa prebral v\u0161etko ma bolelo. Bol som neskuto\u010dne vy\u010derpan\u00fd. S probl\u00e9mami som dr\u017eal otvoren\u00e9 o\u010di. Svetlo v miestnosti mi ich rezalo, a tak som ich rad\u0161ej zavrel a pok\u00fa\u0161al som sa nevn\u00edma\u0165 ni\u010d. V\u0161ade naokolo bolo dokonal\u00e9 ticho. Po chv\u00ed\u013eke som znovu zaspal. Chcel som by\u0165 znovu na l\u00fake s Tomim a nevedie\u0165 o skuto\u010dnosti. Pre\u017ei\u0165 tam zvy\u0161ok svojho \u00faboh\u00e9ho \u017eivota. D\u00fafal som, \u017ee to nepotrv\u00e1 dlho a bude koniec. Budem tam, kde mi bude lep\u0161ie a kde mo\u017eno stretnem aj Toma. \u00c1no to je odpove\u010f na Marekovu ot\u00e1zku. E\u0161te st\u00e1le Toma milujem. Tak ako od prv\u00e9ho d\u0148a.<\/div>\n<div>*koniec flashbacku*<\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Sisa<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><em><strong>Klikni na anketu, d\u00edky J. :o)<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Sisa &#8222;\u00c1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1ch.&#8220; Po\u010dul som za sebou u\u017e asi po st\u00fd kr\u00e1t. Marek mi dr\u017eal ruky za chrbtom a prudko do m\u0148a prir\u00e1\u017eal. Neodporoval som, ale ani som mu nijak nepom\u00e1hal. Len som tam tak le\u017eal a prij\u00edmal jeho pr\u00edrazy. 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