{"id":12970,"date":"2009-11-27T16:00:00","date_gmt":"2009-11-27T15:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=12939"},"modified":"2009-11-27T16:00:00","modified_gmt":"2009-11-27T15:00:00","slug":"flame-of-hope","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/11\/27\/flame-of-hope\/","title":{"rendered":"Flame of Hope"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Lea<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><em>Tak\u017ee&#8230; tato jednod\u00edlka vznikla pozd\u011b ve\u010der. Vlastn\u011b m\u011b napadla, kdy\u017e jsem poslouchala p\u00edsni\u010dku Prodava\u010dka z\u00e1palek. Mysl\u00edm, \u017ee ji zn\u00e1te, ur\u010dit\u011b je to v p\u0159edposledn\u00edm odstavci poznat.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Tuhle pov\u00eddku chci v\u011bnovat Schwarz engelce ( nesn\u00e1\u0161\u00edm, kdy\u017e mus\u00edm tvoji p\u0159ezd\u00edvku sklo\u0148ovat x))<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Zima. Sn\u00edh a mr\u00e1z pokryl cel\u00e9 m\u011bsto Berl\u00edn. V\u0161echno bylo zav\u00e1to sn\u011bhem. Kdo nemusel, nevych\u00e1zel ven. V\u0161ichni sed\u011bli doma u krbu, pili \u010daj nebo k\u00e1vu, sm\u00e1li se, d\u00edvali se na televizi, prob\u00edrali rychle bl\u00ed\u017e\u00edc\u00ed se V\u00e1noce, usm\u00edvali se nad sv\u00fdmi dov\u00e1d\u011bj\u00edc\u00edmi d\u011btmi, obj\u00edmali se se svou l\u00e1skou..<\/div>\n<div>V\u0161ichni, a\u017e na jednoho chlapce.<\/div>\n<div>Bylo a\u017e k podivu, \u017ee chlapec, kter\u00fd m\u011bl v\u0161echno, skon\u010dil tady. Tady, na berl\u00ednsk\u00e9 ulici. Byl tu u\u017e m\u011bs\u00edc. A jenom kv\u016fli tomu, \u017ee se matce p\u0159iznal k tomu, \u017ee byl zamilovan\u00fd do \u010dlov\u011bka, kter\u00fd byl pro n\u011bj tak d\u016fle\u017eit\u00fd. Kter\u00fd ji\u017e nebyl mezi \u017eiv\u00fdmi. Ona to nepochopila. Zhrozen\u00e1, a snad i znechucen\u00e1, ho vyhodila z domu. A tak skon\u010dil tady.<\/div>\n<div>Slzy, kter\u00e9 tekly prvn\u00ed den, u\u017e d\u00e1vno zmrazil mr\u00e1z. Smutek a pocit samoty odnesl v\u00edtr, spolu s sn\u011bhov\u00fdmi vlo\u010dkami.<\/div>\n<div>Te\u010f tu bylo jen pr\u00e1zdno. A touha p\u0159e\u017e\u00edt.<\/div>\n<div>Chlapcovo mlad\u00e9 t\u011blo se choulilo do tenk\u00e9 bundy a t\u0159\u00e1slo se zimou. Pootev\u0159en\u00fdmi, lehce zmodral\u00fdmi rty, vydechoval p\u00e1ru, kterou v\u011bt\u0161inou sm\u011b\u0159oval na sv\u00e9 b\u00edl\u00e9 ruce, aby se alespo\u0148 m\u00edrn\u011b zah\u0159\u00e1l. Huben\u00e9 nohy v promo\u010den\u00fdch d\u017e\u00edn\u00e1ch t\u0159el dlan\u011bmi, proto, aby si nohy zah\u0159\u00e1l, a taky proto, aby v\u016fbec c\u00edtil ruce.<\/div>\n<div>Toho dne byla t\u0159eskut\u00e1 zima.<\/div>\n<div>Hn\u011bd\u00e9 o\u010di vykoukly zpod \u0159as na kter\u00fdch se t\u0159pytily drobou\u010dk\u00e9, zmrzl\u00e9 vlo\u010dky sn\u011bhu. Medov\u00e9 mandle se zad\u00edvaly na \u017eenu, kter\u00e1 \u0161la kolem, zabalen\u00e1 do zna\u010dkov\u00e9 bundy s ko\u017eichem, tepl\u00fdmi kalhotami a vysok\u00fdmi koza\u010dkami. Jak z\u00e1vistiv\u011b se chlapec c\u00edtil, kdy\u017e vid\u011bl to tepl\u00e9 oble\u010den\u00ed, jej\u00ed \u00fasm\u011bv, drah\u00e9 l\u00ed\u010den\u00ed a manik\u00faru, ta\u0161ku, v kter\u00e9 jist\u011b bylo n\u011bco m\u00e1lo j\u00eddla&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>,,N-Nem\u00e1te&#8230; pen\u00edze? A&#8230; alespo\u0148 euro&#8230;&#8220; zas\u00edpal hoch a o\u010dima prosil o pomoc. Pomoc p\u0159e\u017e\u00edt.<\/div>\n<div>\u017dena se na okam\u017eik zastavila. \u010cernovl\u00e1sek si na malou chv\u00edli pomyslel, \u017ee se nad n\u00edm jako jedin\u00e1 smiluje. Jen\u017ee mlad\u00e1 d\u00e1ma jen ohrnula nos, zamumlala n\u011bco o \u0161pinav\u00fdch bezdomovc\u00edch a fe\u0165\u00e1c\u00edch a posp\u00edchala d\u00e1l, aby byla co nejd\u0159\u00edve skryta p\u0159ed mrazem a zimou ve sv\u00e9m domov\u011b.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>Drobnou slzi\u010dku, kter\u00e1 opustila ty n\u00e1dhern\u00e9 o\u010di, okam\u017eit\u011b zmrazil mr\u00e1z. Na chlapcov\u011b tv\u00e1\u0159i vypadala jako perla.<\/div>\n<div>\u0160t\u00edhl\u00e9 prsty nahmataly v kapse u d\u017e\u00edn krabi\u010dku, kterou Bill na\u0161el. T\u0159esouc\u00ed se dla\u0148 ji vyt\u00e1hla a otev\u0159ela. Byly v n\u00ed z\u00e1palky. T\u0159i.<\/div>\n<div>T\u0159i z\u00e1palky. Ka\u017ed\u00e1 z nich znamenala mo\u017enost \u017e\u00edt o trochu d\u00e9le.<\/div>\n<div>\u010cern\u011b nalakovan\u00e9 nehty \u0161krkly z\u00e1palkou. Okam\u017eit\u011b se rozho\u0159ela mal\u00fdm, ale p\u0159esto jasn\u00fdm plam\u00ednkem.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>A najednou v\u0161e utichlo.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>,,Synku,&#8220; zavolala rusovlas\u00e1 \u017eena se \u0161\u0165astn\u00fdm \u00fasm\u011bvem na tv\u00e1\u0159i. Rozb\u011bhla se k \u010dernovlas\u00e9mu chlapci a sev\u0159ela ho v n\u00e1ru\u010di. Bill se jen zmaten\u011b usm\u00e1l, ale op\u011btoval jej\u00ed v\u0159el\u00e9 ob\u011bt\u00ed. V\u017edy\u0165 kdy naposledy ho maminka obejmula&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>,,Bille,&#8220; ozval se mil\u00fd hlas a vz\u00e1p\u011bt\u00ed chlapce objal i otec. Bill se usm\u00edval a tisknul se ke sv\u00fdm rodi\u010d\u016fm. Nic nech\u00e1pal, ale hlavn\u00ed bylo, \u017ee byli u n\u011bj.<\/div>\n<div>,,M\u00e1m v\u00e1s r\u00e1d,&#8220; za\u0161eptal. Jeho hlas u\u017e v\u016fbec nebyl poznamen\u00e1n zimou.<\/div>\n<div>,,Taky t\u011b m\u00e1me r\u00e1di, Bille&#8230;&#8220;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Hn\u011bd\u00e9 o\u010di, dosud skryt\u00e9 pod b\u011blostn\u00fdmi v\u00ed\u010dky, vykoukly. Zmatn\u011b se rozhl\u00e9dly po okol\u00ed. Kde je maminka a tat\u00ednek? Kde jsou? Pro\u010d ho tu nechali napospas zim\u011b a samot\u011b? A pro\u010d u\u017e z\u00e1palka neho\u0159\u00ed?<\/div>\n<div>Musel je vid\u011bt&#8230; mus\u00ed je p\u0159im\u011bt, aby ho odvedli do tepla a bezpe\u010d\u00ed! \u0160krkl druhou z\u00e1palkou. A plam\u00ednek nad\u011bje se op\u011bt rozho\u0159el&#8230;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>,,Rette mich,&#8220; za\u0161eptal chlapec s \u00fasm\u011bvem posledn\u00ed dv\u011b slova a sklonil mikrofon. Najednou bylo v\u0161ude plno hluku. Tis\u00edce d\u00edvek propuklo v k\u0159ik a hysterick\u00fd pl\u00e1\u010d. Nech\u00e1pal to. Zmaten\u011b se na n\u011b d\u00edval. Co tu d\u011bl\u00e1? Pro\u010d je na velk\u00e9m podiu a dr\u017e\u00ed v ruce mikrofon? Pro\u010d ty d\u00edvky tolik k\u0159i\u010d\u00ed a natahuj\u00ed k n\u011bmu ruce? Sklonil pohled a vydechl \u00fa\u017easem, kdy\u017e zjistil, \u017ee m\u00edsto promo\u010den\u00e9ho a potrhan\u00e9ho oble\u010den\u00ed je oble\u010den v p\u0159ekr\u00e1sn\u00e9m zna\u010dkov\u00e9m oble\u010den\u00ed a vysok\u00fdch bot\u00e1ch. Vzhl\u00e9dl. Ty holky&#8230; dr\u017e\u00ed velk\u00e9 pap\u00edry a jeho fotky&#8230; k\u0159i\u010d\u00ed jeho jm\u00e9no&#8230; cht\u011bj\u00ed ho.<\/div>\n<div>Byl slavn\u00fd. Tak, jak si to vysnil.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Unaven\u011b otev\u0159el o\u010di. Z\u00e1palka v jeho ruce doutnala, uhasil ji v\u00edtr. Stejn\u011b jako nad\u011bji. Podium, d\u00edvky i v\u0161echno ostatn\u00ed zmizelo. Mr\u00e1z ho \u0161t\u00edpal na tv\u00e1\u0159i, v\u00edtr bodal do cel\u00e9ho t\u011bla a zima mu odeb\u00edrala cit v kon\u010detin\u00e1ch. Nohy&#8230; nec\u00edtil je. Kdyby je nevid\u011bl, tak by nev\u011b\u0159il, \u017ee pat\u0159\u00ed k jeho t\u011blu. I ruce&#8230; i ruce pomalu odum\u00edraly. Ne&#8230; mus\u00ed p\u0159e\u017e\u00edt! Kv\u016fli n\u011bmu&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>,,Tomi,&#8220; \u0161pitl jeho jm\u00e9no, kdy\u017e jeho dla\u0148 roz\u017eehla posledn\u00ed z\u00e1palku.<\/div>\n<div>Posledn\u00ed nad\u011bji.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Otev\u0159el o\u010di. Rozhl\u00e9dl se. Le\u017eel po\u0159\u00e1d na zmrzl\u00e9 ulici. Ale nec\u00edtil mr\u00e1z, zimu ani chlad. Nec\u00edtil samotu ani pr\u00e1zdno. Jen jeho srdce bu\u0161ilo rychleji jako v\u017edycky, kdy\u017e byl na bl\u00edzku. On tu byl.<\/div>\n<div>,,L\u00e1sko,&#8220; za\u0161eptal a z o\u010d\u00ed mu za\u010daly st\u00e9kat slzy. Up\u00edral je na \u010dlov\u011bka, kter\u00fd pro n\u011bho znamenal v\u0161echno. Znamenal pro n\u011bj \u017eivot i smrt. Nech\u00e1pal, pro\u010d tu je, kdy\u017e na vlastn\u00ed o\u010di vid\u011bl, jak n\u011bkolik mu\u017e\u016f spou\u0161t\u00ed rakev s jeho n\u00e1dhern\u00fdm t\u011blem do zem\u011b, ale nezaj\u00edmalo ho to. Hlavn\u00ed bylo, \u017ee je u n\u011bj a dr\u017e\u00ed ho za ruku.<\/div>\n<div>,,Jsem u tebe, Bill\u00ed&#8230; and\u00edlku,&#8220; za\u0161eptal slova pln\u00e1 l\u00e1sky a na tv\u00e1\u0159i se mu rozlil \u00fasm\u011bv, kter\u00fd Bill zbo\u017e\u0148oval. Byl tak mil\u00fd, uklid\u0148uj\u00edc\u00ed. Chlapec pevn\u011b stiskl horkou dla\u0148 sv\u00e9 l\u00e1sky.<\/div>\n<div>,,Neodch\u00e1zej.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>,,Neodejdu bez tebe. Dnes se vr\u00e1t\u00ed\u0161 dom\u016f.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Hork\u00e1 \u00fasta se lehce ot\u0159ela o modr\u00e9, zmrzl\u00e9 rty. Ty se naposledy usm\u00e1ly, kdy\u017e chlapec s dredy vzal jeho t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 bezvl\u00e1dn\u00e9 t\u011blo do sv\u00e9 v\u0159el\u00e9 n\u00e1ru\u010de.<\/div>\n<div>,,Jsi m\u016fj and\u011bl&#8230; a j\u00e1 spln\u00edm tvoje sny.&#8220;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>R\u00e1no po \u0160t\u011bdr\u00e9m dnu, bylo v jedn\u00e9 berl\u00ednsk\u00e9 ulici bo\u017e\u00ed dopu\u0161t\u011bn\u00ed. Skupinka lid\u00ed st\u00e1la nad bezvl\u00e1dn\u00fdm t\u011blem mlad\u00e9ho, \u010dernovlas\u00e9ho chlapce a smutn\u011b pokyvovaly hlavami. Litovali ho, \u017ee musel sv\u016fj v\u011b\u010dn\u00fd klid naj\u00edt s\u00e1m, v mrazu, na \u0160t\u011bdr\u00fd den. Mezi lidmi byla i chlapcova matka, kter\u00e1 bez ust\u00e1n\u00ed plakala. Kdyby ho neodsoudila za l\u00e1sku s ji\u017e mrtv\u00fdm bratrem, ke kter\u00e9 se j\u00ed p\u00e1r dn\u00ed po jeho smrti p\u0159iznal, mohl \u017e\u00edt alespo\u0148 on.<\/div>\n<div>\u010cernovlas\u00fd and\u011bl, kter\u00fd ji\u017e snil sv\u016fj nekone\u010dn\u00fd sen o nehynouc\u00ed l\u00e1sce.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Lea<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><strong>Klikni na anketu, d\u00edky J. :o)<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Lea Tak\u017ee&#8230; tato jednod\u00edlka vznikla pozd\u011b ve\u010der. Vlastn\u011b m\u011b napadla, kdy\u017e jsem poslouchala p\u00edsni\u010dku Prodava\u010dka z\u00e1palek. Mysl\u00edm, \u017ee ji zn\u00e1te, ur\u010dit\u011b je to v p\u0159edposledn\u00edm odstavci poznat. Tuhle pov\u00eddku chci v\u011bnovat Schwarz engelce ( nesn\u00e1\u0161\u00edm, kdy\u017e mus\u00edm tvoji p\u0159ezd\u00edvku sklo\u0148ovat x))<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/11\/27\/flame-of-hope\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12970","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ff-jednodilky"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12970","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12970"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12970\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12970"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12970"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12970"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}