{"id":13025,"date":"2009-11-18T19:18:00","date_gmt":"2009-11-18T18:18:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=12994"},"modified":"2009-11-18T19:18:00","modified_gmt":"2009-11-18T18:18:00","slug":"hate-you-for-lovin-me-20","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/11\/18\/hate-you-for-lovin-me-20\/","title":{"rendered":"Hate you for lovin&#8216; me 20."},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong><span style=\"false\"><span style=\"color:#0cf\"><span style=\"false\">autor: Ketty<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong><br \/><\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong><span style=\"false\"><span style=\"color:#0cf\"><span style=\"false\"><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"328\" alt=\"\" class=\"right\" src=\"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/aba48f41ad_53652148_o2.jpg\" \/><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong><span style=\"false\"><span style=\"color:#0cf\"><span style=\"false\">Smile for me, hun<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong><br \/><\/strong><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:left\"><strong><span style=\"false\"><span style=\"color:#0cf\"><span style=\"false\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"189\" height=\"18\" src=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/Sxc_mgG_hg4\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Bille? Ty pl\u00e1\u010de\u0161?&#8220; uc\u00edtil Tomovu horkou dla\u0148 na z\u00e1dech.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Ne, jsem v pohod\u011b,&#8220; zavrt\u011bl hlavou, jakmile se vzty\u010dil na k\u0159esle. Na obli\u010deji m\u011bl je\u0161t\u011b otla\u010den\u00fd vzor pol\u0161t\u00e1\u0159e.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Bille\u2026 co jsi t\u00edm proboha sledoval?&#8220; Tom se rozhodl p\u0159ikro\u010dit rovnou k v\u011bci.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;\u010c\u00edm?&#8220; Bill se na bratra necht\u011bl d\u00edvat.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;No tak\u2026 v\u00ed\u0161 moc dob\u0159e, co mysl\u00edm. Moje ruka v tv\u00e9m kl\u00edn\u011b nebyla polo\u017een\u00e1 dobrovoln\u011b,&#8220; Tom si p\u0159it\u00e1hl druh\u00e9 k\u0159eslo k tomu Billovu.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Mohl jsi j\u00ed d\u00e1t pry\u010d. Evidentn\u011b jsi necht\u011bl. Co Agnes? Zvl\u00e1dne\u0161 to tady bez n\u00ed?&#8220; u\u0161kl\u00edbl se Bill sarkasticky.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Ptala se m\u011b, jestli ti snad n\u011bco neud\u011blala\u2026 Mohl jsi k n\u00ed b\u00fdt milej\u0161\u00ed\u2026 Nech\u00e1pu, co ti na n\u00ed m\u016f\u017ee vadit?&#8220;<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Vad\u00ed mi to, \u017ee nem\u00e1 \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd vady\u2026&#8220; p\u0159iznal Bill a sklopil hlavu. &#8222;M\u00e1\u0161 ji ur\u010dit\u011b rad\u0161i ne\u017e m\u011b\u2026&#8220; vy\u010detl Tomovi.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Co to pl\u00e1c\u00e1\u0161, v\u017edy\u0165 to je \u00fapln\u011b jin\u00e1 kategorie\u2026 Bille, ty jsi tak stra\u0161n\u011b naivn\u00ed\u2026&#8220; Tom zavrt\u011bl hlavou. P\u0159esn\u011b tohle si myslel.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Mo\u017en\u00e1 to je jin\u00e1 kategorie, ale stejn\u011b t\u011b nakonec bude m\u00edt\u2026 tak\u017ee ji m\u00e1\u0161 rad\u0161i,&#8220; filozofoval Bill d\u00e1l.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Jak to mysl\u00ed\u0161, m\u00edt?&#8220; Tom nech\u00e1pal.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Bude\u0161 s n\u00ed bydlet, bude\u0161 s n\u00ed mluvit o d\u016fle\u017eitejch i ned\u016fle\u017eitejch v\u011bcech, bude\u0161 j\u00ed r\u00e1no d\u011blat kafe, kupovat j\u00ed drah\u00fd oble\u010den\u00ed, bude\u0161\u2026 bude\u0161 se j\u00ed dot\u00fdkat. Bude\u0161 jej\u00ed.&#8220; Bill obr\u00e1til hlavu na druhou stranu. Necht\u011bl se te\u010f na Toma d\u00edvat, necht\u011bl v\u011bd\u011bt, co mu na to \u0159ekne. A\u0165 u\u017e \u0159ekne cokoliv, tohle z\u016fstane pravdou.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Tob\u011b jde o tohle\u2026&#8220; Tom si povzdechl.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Mus\u00ed\u0161 si n\u011bkoho naj\u00edt, Bille. U\u017e v\u00e1\u017en\u011b jo. Bude ti dvacet a pot\u0159ebuje\u0161 to\u2026 vid\u00ed\u0161 to s\u00e1m,&#8220; Toma u\u017e to unavovalo. Nem\u011bl \u017e\u00e1dnou zodpov\u011bdnost za Bill\u016fv sexu\u00e1ln\u00ed \u017eivot a nemohl se vyrovnat s t\u00edm, \u017ee Bill neust\u00e1le d\u011blal, jako by to byla jeho povinnost, d\u011blat mu neust\u00e1le dob\u0159e. V sexu, ve spole\u010dn\u00e9m sou\u017eit\u00ed &#8211; Tom tu nebyl od toho, aby neust\u00e1le ukojoval jeho pot\u0159eby.<\/span><\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Samoz\u0159ejm\u011b, \u017ee chce\u0161, abych si n\u011bkoho na\u0161el. Abych t\u011b p\u0159estal otravovat, nem\u00e1\u0161 m\u011b v\u016fbec r\u00e1d,&#8220; Bill sklopil pohled k zemi. Bylo jedin\u00e9 \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed, \u017ee k Tomovi jedin\u00e9mu dok\u00e1zal v\u017edycky b\u00fdt up\u0159\u00edmn\u00fd. Kdyby \u0161lo o n\u011bkoho jin\u00e9ho, dusil by to v sob\u011b je\u0161t\u011b dlouh\u00e9 t\u00fddny. Tenhle pocit ho ob\u010das p\u0159epad\u00e1val. C\u00edtil obrovskou pr\u00e1zdnotu, obzvl\u00e1\u0161\u0165 te\u010f, kdy\u017e m\u011bl tu mo\u017enost sledovat bratra, jak l\u00edb\u00e1 svou d\u00edvku a je \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd. I ona je \u0161\u0165astn\u00e1. Maj\u00ed jeden druh\u00e9ho. Jenom Bill zase nem\u00e1 nic. V\u016fbec nic. P\u0159\u00edli\u0161 neschopn\u00fd na to, aby si na\u0161el partnera, p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 slab\u00fd na to, aby p\u0159inutil vlastn\u00ed dvoj\u010de, aby s n\u00edm z\u016fstalo. Aby ho jeho milovan\u00fd bratr nikdy neopou\u0161t\u011bl, proto\u017ee on zkr\u00e1tka nedok\u00e1\u017ee b\u00fdt s\u00e1m. Ni\u010dilo ho to. A pud sebez\u00e1chovy mu velel Toma dr\u017eet a nepou\u0161t\u011bt. Nikdy.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Bille, pod\u00edvej se na m\u011b. No tak, koukni na m\u011b,&#8220; Tom po\u010dkal, a\u017e se k n\u011bmu up\u0159ou hlubok\u00e9 \u010dokol\u00e1dov\u00e9 o\u010di a pot\u00e9 vzal do dlan\u00ed Billovy studen\u00e9 ruce.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Jsi moje dvoj\u010de a j\u00e1 t\u011b m\u00e1m stra\u0161n\u011b moc r\u00e1d &#8211; v\u00e1\u017en\u011b hrozn\u011b moc. Agnes je ta nejlep\u0161\u00ed holka, jakou jsem mohl potkat. Je mil\u00e1, chytr\u00e1, hezk\u00e1, c\u00edt\u00edm, \u017ee je to ta prav\u00e1\u2026 Ale i p\u0159esto, \u017ee je prakticky dokonal\u00e1 &#8211; nekoukej takhle &#8211; i p\u0159esto je to jen holka, kterou jsem z\u010dista jasna potkal, ani\u017e bych tu\u0161il, jak mi zm\u011bn\u00ed \u017eivot. A stejn\u011b znen\u00e1hla z n\u011bj m\u016f\u017ee zase odej\u00edt. T\u0159eba j\u00ed m\u016f\u017eu za\u010d\u00edt l\u00edzt na nervy nebo ona mn\u011b. Ne\u0159\u00edk\u00e1m, \u017ee to tak bude, ale m\u016f\u017ee se to st\u00e1t. Ale ty jsi m\u016fj bratr a u\u017e nav\u017edycky bude\u0161. Nikdy n\u00e1m tohle pouto nikdo nevezme, nav\u017edycky budeme m\u00edt stejn\u00fd p\u0159\u00edjmen\u00ed, stejn\u00fd o\u010di, budeme stejn\u011b tvrdohlav\u00ed, budeme to my\u2026 budeme m\u00edt jeden druh\u00e9ho. Ka\u017ed\u00fd m\u00e1me sv\u016fj \u017eivot, co\u017e si mus\u00ed\u0161 uv\u011bdomit, ale kdy\u017e to budu pot\u0159ebovat, v\u00edm, \u017ee se na tebe m\u016f\u017eu v\u017edycky spolehnout. A ty na m\u011b,&#8220; zad\u00edval se do Billov\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed. St\u00e1le p\u016fsobily tak ne\u0161\u0165astn\u00fdm dojmem\u2026<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;J\u00e1 t\u011b pot\u0159ebuju te\u010f. Pot\u0159ebuju, abys byl se mnou\u2026 po\u0159\u00e1d\u2026&#8220; Bill nesmlouvav\u011b na\u0161pulil rty.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;J\u00e1 s tebou jsem, jen\u017ee ty nepot\u0159ebuje\u0161 jen to\u2026 Proto ti \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m, aby sis u\u017e n\u011bkoho na\u0161el. Ty po mn\u011b nechce\u0161 jen v\u011bci, co oby\u010dejn\u011b bratr po bratrovi m\u016f\u017ee cht\u00edt\u2026 Jak jsem \u0159ekl &#8211; ka\u017ed\u00fd m\u00e1me sv\u016fj \u017eivot a mus\u00ed\u0161 pochopit, \u017ee tu nem\u016f\u017eu b\u00fdt dvacet \u010dty\u0159i hodin denn\u011b. To zkr\u00e1tka nen\u00ed norm\u00e1ln\u00ed. A usm\u011bj se kone\u010dn\u011b, nem\u016f\u017eu se takhle na tebe d\u00edvat,&#8220; pousm\u00e1l se Tom na Billa. Ten se mu \u00fasm\u011bv ani nepokou\u0161el oplatit.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Myslel jsem, \u017ee to pochop\u00ed\u0161,&#8220; povzdechl si Tom; Bill\u016fv smutn\u00fd pohled ho ni\u010dil.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;V\u017edycky ale budu a\u017e ten druhej, \u017ee? A\u017e za Agnes nebo k\u00fdmkoliv, s k\u00fdm zrovna bude\u0161 chodit,&#8220; posteskl si Bill.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Ne, br\u00e1\u0161ko, nebu\u010f naivn\u00ed. Ty jsi v\u017edycky ten prvn\u00ed. Poslouchej m\u011b, zlato. Nikdy nikoho nebudu m\u00edt tak r\u00e1d jako tebe. Nez\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed na tom, co s nimi d\u011bl\u00e1m a s tebou ne. Bude\u0161 u\u017e nav\u017edycky ten nejd\u016fle\u017eit\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, prvn\u00ed. Jak bych bez tebe a tv\u00fdch naivn\u00edch \u0159e\u010d\u00ed mohl \u017e\u00edt, ty trubko, hm?&#8220; Tom na bratra zamrkal. Billovu tv\u00e1\u0159 kone\u010dn\u011b rozjasnil jemn\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bv.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Jsem r\u00e1d, \u017ee t\u011b m\u00e1m, Tomi,&#8220; za\u0161eptal a odevzdan\u011b se nechal sev\u0159\u00edt v Tomov\u011b n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed. Pro dne\u0161ek to pro n\u011bj Tom musel ud\u011blat. Mo\u017en\u00e1 to byly posledn\u00ed t\u00fddny, co str\u00e1v\u00ed spolu\u2026<\/span><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><span style=\"color:#0cf\">\u00b0\u00b0\u00b0\u00b0<\/span><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">Hlasit\u00e1 hudba se rozl\u00e9hala klubem, vzduch byl c\u00edtit cigaretov\u00fdm kou\u0159em a alkoholem, a u rohov\u00e9ho stolu na ko\u017een\u00e9 seda\u010dce sed\u011bl dredat\u00fd mlad\u00fd mu\u017e, up\u00edjel ze sklenice zd\u00e1nliv\u011b nevinn\u00e9ho obsahu, sledoval Georgovy pokusy zap\u016fsobit na odv\u00e1\u017en\u011b od\u011bnou tmavovl\u00e1sku, a skv\u011ble se p\u0159itom bavil. Co se jeho samotn\u00e9ho t\u00fdkalo, nebyl ze sv\u00e9 p\u0159\u00edtomnosti tady nijak nad\u0161en\u00fd. My\u0161lenkami byl stejn\u011b neust\u00e1le u sv\u00e9 milovan\u00e9 Agnes a s t\u00edmto v\u00fdletem do vyhl\u00e1\u0161en\u00e9ho berl\u00ednsk\u00e9ho klubu souhlasil jen d\u00edky Georgovu nal\u00e9h\u00e1n\u00ed. Stejn\u011b to nebyla \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e1 z\u00e1bava, kdy\u017e te\u010f byl vlastn\u011b zadan\u00fd. Bylo to poprv\u00e9 v jeho \u017eivot\u011b, kdy opravdu nezkou\u0161el flirtovat s \u017e\u00e1dnou z t\u011bch vyz\u00fdvav\u011b oble\u010den\u00fdch kr\u00e1sek, kter\u00e9 ho obklopovaly. Nerad by si to potom vy\u010d\u00edtal, m\u011bl p\u0159eci svou Agnes, a ta mu bohat\u011b sta\u010dila. Te\u010f si v\u0161ak vy\u010d\u00edtal svou ochotu &#8211; Georg si ho stejn\u011b cel\u00fd ve\u010der nev\u0161\u00edmal, nebo\u0165 ve\u0161kerou svou pozornost up\u00edral k on\u00e9 \u010dernovl\u00e1sce, a Gustav se jen n\u011bkolik des\u00edtek minut po vstupu do klubu kamsi za\u0161il s velice dob\u0159e vyvinutou blon\u010fatou sle\u010dnou. Co\u017e byl d\u016fvod, pro\u010d se Tom b\u00e1l v\u016fbec j\u00edt na z\u00e1chod &#8211; nerad by tomuhle byl sv\u011bdkem.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">No a pak tu byl jejich slavn\u00fd doprovod. Tohle vzniklo z \u010das\u016f, kdy dvoj\u010dat\u016fm bylo pouh\u00fdch patn\u00e1ct, a zkr\u00e1tka se nemohli sm\u00ed\u0159it s t\u00edm, \u017ee Georg s Gustavem si mohou chodit prakticky kam cht\u011bj\u00ed, zat\u00edmco jim rodi\u010de no\u010dn\u00ed n\u00e1v\u0161t\u011bvy klub\u016f zak\u00e1zali. Bill si tenkr\u00e1t u Davida vybre\u010del, aby &#8222;s t\u00edm proboha n\u011bco ud\u011blal&#8220; a pod vlivem psychick\u00e9ho vyd\u00edr\u00e1n\u00ed \u010dernovlas\u00e9ho and\u00edlka, byl David nucen podrobit se velice nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e9mu telefon\u00e1tu matce dvoj\u010dat, p\u0159i kter\u00e9m se musel zaru\u010dit, \u017ee rozhodn\u011b nenech\u00e1 kluky samotn\u00e9 chodit po barech, n\u00fdbr\u017e jim na ka\u017edou akci za\u0159\u00edd\u00ed dosp\u011bl\u00fd doprovod, jen\u017e na n\u011b stoprocentn\u011b d\u00e1 pozor a ohl\u00edd\u00e1 je v z\u00e1le\u017eitostech alkoholu. S\u00e1m se neskute\u010dn\u011b divil, kdy\u017e pan\u00ed Kaulitzov\u00e1 svolila, nicm\u00e9n\u011b dvoj\u010data se mohla radost\u00ed zbl\u00e1znit. Roli doprovodu na sebe vzal David s\u00e1m, spole\u010dn\u011b s Peterem &#8211; dal\u0161\u00edm z producent\u016f. Dvoj\u010data je stejn\u011b postupem \u010dasu za\u010dala vn\u00edmat sp\u00ed\u0161 jako k\u00e1mo\u0161e, se kter\u00fdma se chod\u00ed pa\u0159it, ne\u017e jako n\u011bkoho, kdo na n\u011b m\u00e1 dohl\u00ed\u017eet, co\u017e David s Peterem stejn\u011b moc nep\u0159eh\u00e1n\u011bli. Ani jeden z nich proti t\u011bmhle no\u010dn\u00edm v\u00fdlet\u016fm nem\u011bl \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 v\u00fdhrady, sp\u00ed\u0161 pr\u00e1v\u011b naopak, spokojenost tedy byla na obou stran\u00e1ch, a i kdy\u017e te\u010f dvoj\u010dat\u016fm bylo d\u00e1vno p\u0159es osmn\u00e1ct, a tud\u00ed\u017e si mohli d\u011blat, co cht\u011bli, sv\u016fj &#8222;doprovod&#8220; s sebou brali st\u00e1le &#8211; nebo se sp\u00ed\u0161 doprovod bral s\u00e1m.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">Ne, \u017ee by jejich p\u0159\u00edtomnost byla n\u011bjak\u00e1 v\u00fdhoda, \u0159\u00edkal si zrovna Tom. Stejn\u011b byli v\u0161ichni n\u011bkde v tahu. Peter s k\u00fdmsi horliv\u011b debatoval u baru a David\u2026 kde byl proboha David?<\/span><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Co ty tady tak s\u00e1m?&#8220; ozvalo se nad Tomem z\u010dista jasna, Tom ani nemusel vzhl\u00e9dnout, aby v\u011bd\u011bl, o koho jde.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;No co, stejn\u011b jsem tu jen kv\u016fli Georgovi\u2026 pro\u010d j\u00e1 se v\u017edycky na tyhle pa\u0159by nech\u00e1m p\u0159ekecat, v\u017edy\u0165 je to nuda, posledn\u00ed dobou\u2026 kde je v\u016fbec Bill, to se zase vymluvil, \u017ee nem\u016f\u017ee, aby n\u00e1hodou nemusel p\u0159ij\u00edt do styku s n\u011bjakou holkou?&#8220; Tom zavrt\u011bl hlavou a posunul se na seda\u010dce kousek stranou, aby ud\u011blal m\u00edsto Davidovi.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;No jo, necht\u011blo se mu. Chci \u0159\u00edct, bol\u00ed ho v krku, v ofici\u00e1ln\u00ed verzi. P\u0159iznal mi to, a\u017e kdy\u017e jsem mu donesl \u010daj a l\u00e9ky, aby to v \u00fater\u00fd byl schopnej odzp\u00edvat. Ale na\u0161t\u011bst\u00ed mu nic nen\u00ed, jen simuluje,&#8220; pokr\u010dil rameny David.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;No jo, hlavn\u011b aby se n\u00e1hodou nemusel d\u00e1t s n\u011bk\u00fdm dohromady\u2026 on z toho m\u00e1 snad n\u011bjakou fobii\u2026&#8220; Tom si povzdechl.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Posly\u0161, Tome, v\u00ed\u0161, co se m\u00e1 d\u00edt v p\u00e1tek ve Felixovi?&#8220; za\u010dal David opatrn\u011b. Tu\u0161il, \u017ee s t\u00edm budou je\u0161t\u011b probl\u00e9my\u2026<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Co\u017ee, v p\u00e1tek se jde zase do Felixe? Nejdu, nem\u016f\u017eu, bol\u00ed m\u011b ruka!&#8220; zavrt\u011bl Tom v\u00e1\u017en\u011b hlavou a za\u0161ermoval Davidovi p\u0159ed obli\u010dejem svou pravou rukou. Tenhle berl\u00ednsk\u00fd klub m\u011bl docela r\u00e1d, byl to Bill\u016fv obl\u00edben\u00fd. Kdy\u017e u\u017e n\u011bkam \u0161el, bylo to tam, a tak\u00e9 proto tam byli jako kapela skoro po\u0159\u00e1d. Ale posledn\u00ed dobou Tom v\u00e1\u017en\u011b nem\u011bl n\u00e1ladu na \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 kluby, ani na Felixe.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Bill ti ne\u0159\u00edkal, co se tam m\u00e1 v p\u00e1tek d\u00edt?&#8220; povyt\u00e1hl David obo\u010d\u00ed. To komplikovalo situaci.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Ne, j\u00e1 posledn\u00ed dobou rad\u0161i s Billem moc nemluvim, v\u011bt\u0161inou se stejn\u011b dostaneme k jedin\u00fdmu t\u00e9matu, a on se v\u011bt\u0161inou rozbre\u010d\u00ed\u2026 je n\u011bjakej p\u0159ecitliv\u011blej, posledn\u00ed dobou, docela u\u017e mi to vad\u00ed\u2026 co se tam m\u00e1 d\u00edt?&#8220; Tom nez\u00fa\u010dastn\u011bn\u011b upil ze sv\u00e9 sklenice a obr\u00e1til zrak k Davidovi.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;No\u2026 vy dva\u2026 m\u00e1te se tam pol\u00edbit\u2026&#8220; pokr\u010dil David rameny.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Ve Felixovi?&#8220; vyt\u0159e\u0161til Tom o\u010di.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;V\u017edy\u0165\u2026 tam n\u00e1s ka\u017edej uvid\u00ed!&#8220; nech\u00e1pav\u011b z\u00edral na Davida.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;No, o to Daveovi jde\u2026 maj\u00ed b\u00fdt n\u011bjak\u00fd fotky a on z toho hodl\u00e1 ud\u011blat takov\u00fd men\u0161\u00ed pozdvi\u017een\u00ed, aby se to \u0159e\u0161ilo v \u010dasopisech a tak podobn\u011b\u2026&#8220; David sklopil hlavu.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;A Bill s t\u00edm souhlasil, jo?&#8220; zaj\u00edmal se Tom.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;No\u2026 to v\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee jo\u2026&#8220; p\u0159ipustil David.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;No, to se dalo \u010dekat\u2026 Hele, j\u00e1 vim, \u017ee by to asi bylo prosp\u011b\u0161n\u00fd pro kari\u00e9ru, ale\u2026 copak\u2026 to nikomu nep\u0159ijde divn\u00fd a\u2026 \u00fachyln\u00fd, \u017ee bych j\u00e1 s Billem\u2026 zrovna s Billem\u2026 kdybych m\u011bl za br\u00e1chu kohokoliv, ale zrovna Bill\u2026&#8220; Tom zavrt\u011bl hlavou. Po\u0159\u00e1d to nemohl pochopit.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Co m\u00e1\u0161 za probl\u00e9m zrovna s Billem? Nep\u0159ijde ti dost atraktivn\u00ed?&#8220; u\u0161kl\u00edbl se David.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Ale ne, v\u017edy\u0165 Bill je\u2026 Bill je\u2026 v\u017edy\u0165 v\u00ed\u0161\u2026&#8220; tom z\u010dervenal ve tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;No co je? Pov\u00eddej,&#8220; sm\u00e1l se mu David.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;V\u017edy\u0165 v\u00ed\u0161, Bill je kr\u00e1snej kluk, ale\u2026 Bo\u017ee, to je tak pitom\u00fd \u0159\u00edct n\u011bco takov\u00fdho o sv\u00fdm bratrovi\u2026&#8220; odst\u00edn Tomov\u00fdch tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed se neust\u00e1le prohluboval.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;No tak to ud\u011bl\u00e1\u0161 tak, \u017ee si bude\u0161 p\u0159edstavovat, \u017ee to nen\u00ed tv\u016fj bratr\u2026 potom bys to ud\u011blal? \u0158ekl bys, \u017ee se ti l\u00edb\u00ed?&#8220; David se st\u00e1le v\u00edc bavil.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;L\u00edb\u00ed?! J\u00e1 nejsem na kluky\u2026 na to tady m\u00e1me jeho\u2026 A to je pr\u00e1v\u011b ono, cel\u00fd \u010dty\u0159i roky se sna\u017e\u00edme zatajit, \u017ee je gay, a te\u010f se budeme l\u00edbat\u2026 je to absurdn\u00ed. Ale budi\u017e, sice nejsem na kluky, ale dejme tomu, ud\u011blal bych to, on stejn\u011b vypad\u00e1 v\u00edc jako holka, ne\u017e jako kluk, posledn\u00edch p\u00e1r let. P\u0159ekousnul bych i fakt, \u017ee m\u00e1me stejn\u00fd rodi\u010de a v \u017eil\u00e1ch n\u00e1m koluje stejn\u00e1 krev. Jen\u017ee tohle je prost\u011b Bill\u2026 U\u017e takhle m\u00e1me za sebou dost nepat\u0159i\u010dnejch v\u011bc\u00ed a jsme na samotn\u00fd hranici bratrsk\u00fdho vztahu. Jednou jedinkr\u00e1t ho pol\u00edb\u00edm, a to bude konec, zn\u00e1m ho moc dob\u0159e, bude cht\u00edt v\u00edc a v\u00edc. Jednou ho pohlad\u00ed\u0161 a on si vynut\u00ed celou mas\u00e1\u017e, chce, abys na n\u011bj nep\u0159est\u00e1val sahat\u2026 Nikdy se nespokoj\u00ed s m\u00e1lem, v\u017edycky chce maximum. Pokud ho jednou pol\u00edb\u00edm, pravd\u011bpodobn\u011b se se mnou bude cht\u00edt snad rovnou vyspat. Co\u017e <em>nen\u00ed<\/em> dobrej n\u00e1pad. Nikdy jsem si nemyslel, \u017ee by to mohlo zaj\u00edt takhle daleko, v\u017edycky jsem to bral tak, \u017ee se jen ob\u010das pot\u0159ebuje pomazlit s br\u00e1chou\u2026 jen\u017ee tohle u\u017e je trochu dost siln\u00fd kafe\u2026 J\u00e1 v\u00edm, \u010dlov\u011bk mu to nem\u016f\u017ee m\u00edt za zl\u00fd, bude mu dvacet a je po\u0159\u00e1d s\u00e1m, logicky pot\u0159ebuje sex, ale pro\u010d si na to proboha nenajde n\u011bkoho jin\u00fdho\u2026 Jo, asi je to t\u011b\u017ek\u00fd, kdy\u017e ani nev\u00ed, co chce, koho chce\u2026 Ale tak pro\u010d si t\u0159eba n\u011bkoho nezaplat\u00ed, evidentn\u011b to pot\u0159ebuje. Pen\u011bz m\u00e1 na to dost, aby to ka\u017edou noc mohl d\u011blat s n\u011bk\u00fdm jin\u00fdm. A mohlo by to z\u016fstat v tajnosti. Jen\u017ee on ne. Rad\u0161i se bude nech\u00e1vat osah\u00e1vat vlastn\u00edm bratrem, hlavn\u011b \u017ee nep\u0159ijde o tu svoji pov\u011bst romantika, co by si nikdy nezaplatil holku na jednu noc. Nebo v jeho p\u0159\u00edpad\u011b kluka\u2026&#8220; Tom do sebe vztekle p\u0159evr\u00e1til zbytek skleni\u010dky. Dost\u00e1val se do nostalgick\u00e9 n\u00e1lady, kdykoliv se trochu napil.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Osah\u00e1vat\u2026?&#8220; bylo to prvn\u00ed, co ze sebe zara\u017een\u00fd David dostal. Nem\u011bl by s Tomem rad\u011bji mluvit o jeho dvoj\u010deti, dost\u00e1valo ho to do nemravn\u00e9 n\u00e1lady.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Co\u017ee? No, to bylo\u2026 to ne\u0159e\u0161, co se mezi n\u00e1ma kdy stalo, se stalo, u\u017e to nem\u00e1 cenu \u0159e\u0161it. Je to pry\u010d\u2026 A j\u00e1 nechci zach\u00e1zet je\u0161t\u011b d\u00e1l,&#8220; odm\u00edtl o tom Tom mluvit. Tyhle vzpom\u00ednky cht\u011bl nechat daleko za sebou. Nikdo o tom, co se mezi nimi kdy odehr\u00e1lo, nem\u011bl ani tu\u0161en\u00ed. Ani Tom u\u017e si nic takov\u00e9ho nep\u0159ipou\u0161t\u011bl. Byli mlad\u00ed a zmaten\u00ed, nem\u00e1 to v\u016fbec \u017e\u00e1dnou v\u00e1hu. Tom u\u017e se k tomu nehodlal vracet, cht\u011bl to vymazat ze sv\u00e9 pam\u011bti, z historie. Jen\u017ee Bill mu to nehodlal usnad\u0148ovat. Tom ho podez\u0159\u00edval, \u017ee celou tu v\u011bc s l\u00edb\u00e1n\u00edm ve Felixovi si vymyslel on. T\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 to za n\u011bj rozhodl. Tom si nebyl jist\u00fd, zda k n\u011bmu Bill c\u00edt\u00ed n\u011bco v\u00edc ne\u017e bratrsk\u00e9ho, p\u0159eci jenom po\u0159\u00e1d tvrdil, \u017ee ne, p\u0159eci by mu nelhal\u2026 Ale jist\u011b v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee po t\u00e9 fyzick\u00e9 str\u00e1nce v\u011bci by byl schopn\u00fd \u010dehokoliv. Co Tom v\u011bd\u011bl, u\u017e p\u011bt let se po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b nel\u00edbal, a zna\u010dn\u011b se to na n\u011bm podepisovalo. Tom si ho toti\u017e posledn\u00ed dobou t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 nepou\u0161t\u011bl k t\u011blu, a tak byl Bill odk\u00e1zan\u00fd s\u00e1m na sebe. Tenhle Dave\u016fv v\u00fdmysl mu musel p\u0159ij\u00edt p\u011bkn\u011b vhod.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;A slib mi, \u017ee tohle nebude\u0161 nikde vykl\u00e1dat,&#8220; obr\u00e1til se je\u0161t\u011b k Davidovi.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;A pol\u00edb\u00ed\u0161 ho teda?&#8220; ot\u00e1zal se m\u00edsto odpov\u011bdi David.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;No\u2026 j\u00e1 nev\u00edm, tak co m\u00e1m d\u011blat, jednou jsem to u\u017e sl\u00edbil\u2026 Nech\u00e1pu, co se mnou bylo. V\u00e1\u017en\u011b r\u00e1d bych se tomuhle vyhnul,&#8220; pokr\u010dil Tom rameny.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;No tak, Tome, je to jen jedna pusa, j\u00e1 si nemysl\u00edm, \u017ee by to mohlo zaj\u00edt tak daleko jak \u0159\u00edk\u00e1\u0161\u2026 Je to kv\u016fli kapele,&#8220; p\u0159ipomn\u011bl David.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;No dob\u0159e, rozmysl\u00edm si to\u2026&#8220; svolil Tom.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Pol\u00edb\u00ed\u0161 ho &#8211; a j\u00e1 poml\u010d\u00edm o v\u0161em, co jsi mi \u0159ekl,&#8220; nab\u00eddl David. Stejn\u011b by to nikomu nevykl\u00e1dal. Jen pot\u0159eboval jistotu, \u017ee si to Tom nerozmysl\u00ed.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#0cf\">&#8222;Po\u0159\u00e1d jsem to je\u0161t\u011b j\u00e1, kdo vystupuje a diktuje si\u2026&#8220; p\u0159ipomn\u011bl Tom a naklonil hlavu na stranu. &#8222;Ale dob\u0159e, souhlas\u00edm,&#8220; p\u0159ik\u00fdvl nakonec.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><strong><span style=\"false\"><span style=\"color:#0cf\"><span style=\"false\">autor: Ketty<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong><span style=\"false\"><span style=\"color:#0cf\"><span style=\"false\">betaread: Janule<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Ketty Smile for me, hun &#8222;Bille? Ty pl\u00e1\u010de\u0161?&#8220; uc\u00edtil Tomovu horkou dla\u0148 na z\u00e1dech. &#8222;Ne, jsem v pohod\u011b,&#8220; zavrt\u011bl hlavou, jakmile se vzty\u010dil na k\u0159esle. Na obli\u010deji m\u011bl je\u0161t\u011b otla\u010den\u00fd vzor pol\u0161t\u00e1\u0159e. &#8222;Bille\u2026 co jsi t\u00edm proboha sledoval?&#8220; Tom se rozhodl<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/11\/18\/hate-you-for-lovin-me-20\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[269],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13025","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-hate-you-for-lovin-me"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13025","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13025"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13025\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13025"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13025"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13025"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}