{"id":13168,"date":"2009-10-28T18:30:00","date_gmt":"2009-10-28T17:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=13137"},"modified":"2009-10-28T18:30:00","modified_gmt":"2009-10-28T17:30:00","slug":"hate-you-for-lovin-me-14","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/10\/28\/hate-you-for-lovin-me-14\/","title":{"rendered":"Hate you for lovin&#8216; me 14."},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Ketty<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"328\" alt=\"\" class=\"right\" src=\"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/aba48f41ad_53652148_o2.jpg\" \/><\/div>\n<div><strong>Tearing me down<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"204\" height=\"24\" src=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/8urVsvhIebM\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><\/div>\n<div>Davidovi trvalo dlouho, ne\u017e se odhodlal ke sv\u011b\u0159en\u00ed se kluk\u016fm s Daveem zosnovan\u00fdm pl\u00e1nem. Ke sv\u00e9 radosti si pov\u0161iml, \u017ee Tom p\u0159estal bratra ignorovat a Bill tak p\u016fsobil celkov\u011b mnohem spokojen\u011bj\u0161\u00edm dojmem, co\u017e mu jen hr\u00e1lo do karet. \u010c\u00edm bl\u00ed\u017e k sob\u011b moment\u00e1ln\u011b m\u011bli, t\u00edm v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed byla \u0161ance, \u017ee p\u0159istoup\u00ed na jeho n\u00e1vrh. P\u0159esto v\u0161ak se David toho okam\u017eiku ob\u00e1val, a to byl mo\u017en\u00e1 d\u016fvod, pro\u010d si usmyslel, \u017ee u toho bezpodm\u00edne\u010dn\u011b mus\u00ed b\u00fdti i dal\u0161\u00ed dva \u010dlenov\u00e9 kapely. Dvoj\u010data si potom nedovol\u00ed b\u00fdt tak otev\u0159en\u00e1 a ani jeden si nedovol\u00ed tolik protestovat. Krom\u011b toho, bylo to i v z\u00e1jmu Georga s Gustavem a David spol\u00e9hal na to, \u017ee se budou sna\u017eit sv\u00e9 spoluhr\u00e1\u010de p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010dit ke svolen\u00ed. Tentokr\u00e1t se v\u0161ichni se\u0161li u Billa v pokoji a rozesadili se na postel, do k\u0159esel \u010di na zem.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;To je jak n\u011bjak\u00e1 klubov\u00e1 porada\u2026&#8220; poznamenal trefn\u011b Georg, kdy\u017e se usadil v pohodln\u00e9m k\u0159esle a up\u0159el sv\u016fj zrak k Davidovi.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Trochu,&#8220; p\u0159ipustil David a nerv\u00f3zn\u011b se usm\u00e1l. Bill u\u017e d\u00e1vno vytu\u0161il, \u010deho se ta debata bude nejsp\u00ed\u0161 t\u00fdkat a jeho zv\u011bdavost neznala mez\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tak\u017ee, mluvil jsem s Daveem a n\u011bjak jsme dosp\u011bli k n\u00e1zoru, \u017ee by mo\u017en\u00e1 bylo dobr\u00e9\u2026 ehm\u2026 p\u0159ikro\u010dit k dal\u0161\u00edmu postupu. Mluv\u00edm samoz\u0159ejm\u011b o t\u011bch rol\u00edch, co te\u010f hraj\u00ed Bill s Tomem,&#8220; za\u010dal kone\u010dn\u011b David a roztr\u017eit\u011b si pohr\u00e1val s krabi\u010dkou cigaret, kterou m\u011bl Bill polo\u017eenou na stole.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;K dal\u0161\u00edmu\u2026 ehm, co\u017ee?&#8220; Tom k Davidovi up\u0159el nev\u011b\u0159\u00edcn\u00fd pohled.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Zkr\u00e1tka &#8211; nechat se vyfotit p\u0159i l\u00edb\u00e1n\u00ed,&#8220; David ihned sklopil pohled k zemi.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;P\u0159i l\u00edb\u00e1n\u00ed?&#8220; vyhrkli v\u0161ichni \u010dty\u0159i najednou &#8211; Gustav a Georg s nech\u00e1pavost\u00ed, Tom se zd\u011b\u0161en\u00edm a Bill s nad\u011bj\u00ed v hlase.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>&#8222;Myslel jsem, \u017ee si Dave d\u011bl\u00e1 jen srandu\u2026&#8220; pokr\u010dil rameny Georg.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ne, to ne, mysl\u00ed to naprosto v\u00e1\u017en\u011b a \u0159ekl bych, \u017ee by nebylo moc chytr\u00fd mu odporovat\u2026 Nav\u00edc by to ur\u010dit\u011b p\u0159ineslo spoustu pozitivn\u00edho\u2026&#8220; David se c\u00edtil neskute\u010dn\u011b provinile, \u017ee k tomuhle dal souhlas.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Pozitivn\u00edho? Chce\u0161 \u0159\u00edct, \u017ee kdyby se v\u0161ichni brat\u0159i l\u00edbali, bylo by to pro n\u011b <em>pozitivn\u00ed<\/em>? Zaj\u00edm\u00e1 tady n\u011bkoho, co to znamen\u00e1 pro n\u00e1s, nebo v\u00e1m jde prost\u011b jenom o prachy?&#8220; Tom tomu nemohl uv\u011b\u0159it. S\u00e1m Davidovi vypr\u00e1v\u011bl, jak\u00e9 probl\u00e9my s bratrem m\u00e1, a on v klidu p\u0159ijde s t\u00edmhle\u2026 \u017de mu to nen\u00ed trapn\u00e9\u2026 Tom v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee David s\u00e1m si to nevymyslel, iritoval ho ale u\u017e fakt, \u017ee mu to David oznamuje jako p\u0159edem potvrzen\u00e9.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tomi, ale ne jenom o prachy\u2026 tady jde p\u0159ece o to, kolik lid\u00ed bude chodit na koncerty\u2026 a \u010d\u00edm v\u00edc jich bude, t\u00edm d\u00fdl a \u010dast\u011bji budeme moci hr\u00e1t\u2026 a to je to, co chceme, ne? J\u00e1 nev\u00edm, mn\u011b by to teda a\u017e tak-&#8220; vlo\u017eil se do toho Bill s lehce zr\u016f\u017eov\u011bl\u00fdmi tv\u00e1\u0159emi, Tom ho v\u0161ak dramaticky p\u0159eru\u0161il.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ty ml\u010d, prosimt\u011b, ani ten sv\u016fj n\u00e1zor ne\u0159\u00edkej, nebo bych u\u017e ti fakt musel n\u011bco ud\u011blat,&#8220; zamra\u010dil se a sna\u017eil se nevn\u00edmat Bill\u016fv ubl\u00ed\u017een\u00fd pohled.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tome, d\u011bl\u00e1\u0161 s t\u00edm moc velk\u00fd drama,&#8220; upozornil ho d\u016frazn\u011b Georg. &#8222;Co je na tom tak stra\u0161n\u00fdho, ka\u017edej se n\u011bkdy v \u017eivot\u011b l\u00edb\u00e1me s lidma, se kter\u00fdma bychom norm\u00e1ln\u011b nikdy neprohodili ani slovo\u2026 P\u0159edstav si t\u0159eba, \u017ee hraje\u0161 hru typu fla\u0161ka a prost\u011b to padne na Billa, no, to je toho\u2026 Je to kv\u016fli n\u00e1m v\u0161em, mysli na kapelu\u2026 n\u00e1m v\u0161em t\u00edm pom\u016f\u017ee\u0161 d\u00e1l realizovat na\u0161e sny\u2026 A p\u0159edev\u0161\u00edm zrovna Bill, v\u017edy\u0165 si ho poslechni\u2026 copak bys odm\u00edtl tuhle ban\u00e1ln\u00ed malou pusu za cenu toho, \u017ee ho zklame\u0161, \u017ee mu zni\u010d\u00ed\u0161 sen a ud\u011bl\u00e1\u0161 ho ne\u0161\u0165astn\u00fdm?&#8220; Georg se v\u00fdjime\u010dn\u011b pokou\u0161el hr\u00e1t na city a bohu\u017eel se mu to tentokr\u00e1t povedlo<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ale\u2026 pro\u010d se mus\u00edm po\u0159\u00e1d ohl\u00ed\u017eet na n\u011bj? Neust\u00e1le hl\u00eddat, jestli je v pohod\u011b a nikdy si nic neu\u017e\u00edt tak, jak bych cht\u011bl, jen kv\u016fli m\u00fdmu mal\u00fdmu roztomil\u00fdmu br\u00e1\u0161kovi? J\u00e1 m\u00e1m ale i sv\u016fj \u017eivot a nechci, aby mi do n\u011bj po\u0159\u00e1d zasahoval, nechci se na n\u011bj po\u0159\u00e1d ohl\u00ed\u017eet, d\u011blat naprosto divn\u00fd v\u011bci jen kv\u016fli jeho uspokojen\u00ed\u2026 Nechci!&#8220; Tomovi po dlouh\u00e9 dob\u011b praskly nervy. Necht\u011bl Billovi ubl\u00ed\u017eit, v tu chv\u00edli se toho ale na n\u011bj navalilo moc najednou a on u\u017e nedok\u00e1zal utlumit sv\u00e9 emoce. Ne\u017e sta\u010dil kdokoliv cokoliv \u0159\u00edct, zvedl se z postele a vyb\u011bhl z m\u00edstnosti. Pot\u0159eboval te\u010f Agnes\u2026 Cht\u011bl sly\u0161et jej\u00ed hlas a zase si uv\u011bdomit, jak kr\u00e1sn\u00fd jeho \u017eivot je.<\/div>\n<div>V Billov\u011b pokoji zavl\u00e1dlo ohromen\u00e9 ticho, od okam\u017eiku, kdy za sebou Tom pr\u00e1skl dve\u0159mi, kter\u00e9 p\u0159eru\u0161il a\u017e David, kdy\u017e si nerv\u00f3zn\u011b odka\u0161lal.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ehm\u2026 Bille, mrz\u00ed m\u011b to, j\u00e1\u2026&#8220; Bill\u016fv pr\u00e1zdn\u00fd pohled ho v\u0161ak donutil zmlknout.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;V\u00ed\u0161 co, Davi? Bu\u010f chv\u00edli zticha,&#8220; dostal ze sebe Bill po chv\u00edli, st\u00e1le z\u00edraj\u00edc kamsi do pr\u00e1zdna, neschopn\u00fd jak\u00e9koliv grimasy. Davidovi to a\u017e nah\u00e1n\u011blo strach. P\u0159ipadala si te\u010f neskute\u010dn\u011b \u0161patn\u011b. Bill to st\u00e1le nedovedl pochopit. Tom, jeho milovan\u00fd br\u00e1\u0161ka, dok\u00e1zal \u0159\u00edct n\u011bco takov\u00e9ho? V\u017edy\u0165 Billa miloval, ud\u011blal by kv\u016fli n\u011bmu cokoliv, Bill to v\u011bd\u011bl\u2026 \u017de by mu jen zkr\u00e1tka ruply nervy kv\u016fli v\u0161em t\u011bmhle Davidov\u00fdm po\u017eadavk\u016fm? Bill si st\u00e1le necht\u011bl p\u0159ipustit, \u017ee ho m\u00e1 bratr prost\u011b a jednodu\u0161e pln\u00e9 zuby, i kdy\u017e to v hloubi du\u0161e v\u011bd\u011bl u\u017e d\u00e1vno. Pot\u0159eboval te\u010f nutn\u011b b\u00fdt s\u00e1m, v\u0161echno si ujasnit, a potom si mo\u017en\u00e1 promluvit s Tomem. V\u017edy\u0165 spolu m\u011bli tak p\u011bkn\u00fd vztah, ur\u010dit\u011b se to n\u011bjak vyjasn\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>Zvedl se z postele, ani\u017e by cokoliv oznamoval, p\u0159e\u0161el ke dve\u0159\u00edm a zmizel za nimi. Sotva za n\u00edm klaply dve\u0159e, u\u017e se vracel zp\u00e1tky a natahoval ruku k Davidovi.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Davi\u2026 ty cigarety,&#8220; po\u017e\u00e1dal a s jist\u00fdm uspokojen\u00edm sledoval, jak mu David rezignovan\u011b pod\u00e1v\u00e1 krabi\u010dku zlat\u00fdch Marlboro.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;A neku\u0159 moc, v\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee to nen\u00ed dobr\u00fd pro tv\u016fj hlas!&#8220; k\u0159ikl za n\u00edm David je\u0161t\u011b, na\u010de\u017e mu Bill uk\u00e1zal prost\u0159edn\u00ed\u010dek a zmizel z pokoje nadobro.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">\u00b0\u00b0\u00b0\u00b0<\/div>\n<div>Tak Toma u\u017e nebavilo se st\u00e1le ohl\u00ed\u017eet na dvoj\u010de, na vlastn\u00edho bratra, vrt\u011bl s\u00e1m pro sebe hlavou Bill a vydechl cigaretov\u00fd kou\u0159 z plic. V jak\u00e9msi rebelsk\u00e9m uspokojen\u00ed kou\u0159il u\u017e \u010dtvrtou cigaretu, ani\u017e by se pozastavoval nad Davidov\u00fdmi slovy. D\u011blalo mu to dob\u0159e &#8211; nebo alespo\u0148 o n\u011bco l\u00e9pe. Post\u00e1val na voln\u00e9m prostranstv\u00ed p\u0159ed hotelem, op\u00edral se o zreziv\u011bl\u00e9 z\u00e1bradl\u00ed a klepal se zimou, nebo\u0165 si v z\u00e1palu emoc\u00ed pozapomn\u011bl obl\u00e9ct cokoliv teplej\u0161\u00edho, ne\u017e kr\u00e1tk\u00e9 tenk\u00e9 tri\u010dko a slab\u00e9 sportovn\u00ed tepl\u00e1ky.<\/div>\n<div>Uv\u011bdomoval si, \u017ee stoj\u00ed p\u0159\u00edmo pod obrovsk\u00fdm oknem Tomova pokoje a rozhodn\u011b mu to nep\u0159ipadalo \u0161patn\u00e9. Jen a\u0165 Tom vid\u00ed, jak ho tr\u00e1p\u00ed\u2026 Bill se c\u00edtil naprosto stra\u0161n\u011b. Nebyl smutn\u00fd, sp\u00ed\u0161e byl p\u0159ekvapen\u00fd a ohromen\u00fd. Cosi v jeho nitru se zlomilo, ten h\u0159ejiv\u00fd pocit, kter\u00fd cel\u00fd \u017eivot m\u011bl, byl najednou pry\u010d, a Billem se rozl\u00e9valo jen zklam\u00e1n\u00ed a ubl\u00ed\u017eenost. Nech\u00e1pal, pro\u010d to Tom \u0159ekl. V\u017edycky m\u011bl za to, \u017ee si spolu perfektn\u011b rozum\u00ed, \u017ee on miluje Toma a Tom miluje jeho. \u017de mezi nimi neexistuj\u00ed \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 negativn\u00ed vlny, nikdy to tak nebylo, a\u017e te\u010f, posledn\u00ed dobou, kdy museli p\u0159edst\u00edrat vztah. Tom ale v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee do n\u011bj Bill nen\u00ed zamilovan\u00fd, v\u017edy\u0165 mu to \u0159ekl! Jen\u017ee Tom mu nev\u011b\u0159il.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Nat\u00e1hl z cigarety a znovu vydechl.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Tom by na n\u011bj mohl br\u00e1t v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed ohledy, v\u017edy\u0165 v\u011bd\u011bl, jak b\u00eddn\u011b na tom Bill byl. Posledn\u00ed p\u0159\u00edtelkyni m\u011bl n\u011bkdy ve \u010dtrn\u00e1cti letech a za vztah se to ani ozna\u010dit nedalo. Nebyl zkr\u00e1tka schopn\u00fd se zamilovat\u2026 \u00fapln\u011b zapomn\u011bl, jak ten cit chutn\u00e1\u2026 D\u011bsilo ho to &#8211; \u017ee by snad neum\u011bl milovat? Ale ano, to p\u0159eci dok\u00e1zal\u2026 miloval p\u0159eci Toma. Sice jako bratr, ale zcela up\u0159\u00edmn\u011b a nekone\u010dn\u011b, z cel\u00e9ho sv\u00e9ho srdce. Bill p\u0159iv\u0159el o\u010di. Odhalil snad Tom n\u011bco, na co se nepoda\u0159ilo p\u0159ij\u00edt ani jemu samotn\u00e9mu? Byl zmaten\u00fd. Pot\u0159eboval Toma k \u017eivotu, pot\u0159eboval jeho frajersk\u00e9 pr\u016fpov\u00eddky, pot\u0159eboval jeho optimistick\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bv, pot\u0159eboval jeho tich\u00e1 uji\u0161t\u011bn\u00ed, \u017ee v\u0161echno bude dobr\u00e9, pot\u0159eboval jeho doteky\u2026 Celou tu dobu vy\u017e\u00edval jen na tomhle, cel\u00fd jeho neexistuj\u00edc\u00ed milostn\u00fd \u017eivot nahrazovaly bratrovy hebk\u00e9 ruce, h\u00fd\u010dkaj\u00edc\u00ed Billovo t\u011blo. Byl snad tohle ten probl\u00e9m? Tom si ale po cel\u00e1 ta l\u00e9ta na nic takov\u00e9ho nest\u011b\u017eoval, Bill \u017eil v p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010den\u00ed, \u017ee se s n\u00edm bratr mazl\u00ed r\u00e1d. V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee to Bill pot\u0159ebuje\u2026 jak\u00fd m\u011bl d\u016fvod mu to nedop\u0159\u00e1vat? Billovi pomalu za\u010d\u00ednalo d\u011blat probl\u00e9my udr\u017eet v ruce cigaretu, jak mu mrzly prsty. Cel\u00fd se klepal zimou, av\u0161ak odm\u00edtal se pohnout z m\u00edsta. Musel by se vzd\u00e1t sv\u00e9ho nikotinov\u00e9ho pot\u011b\u0161en\u00ed, jeliko\u017e v hotelu se ve v\u011bt\u0161in\u011b prostor kou\u0159it nesm\u011blo, a krom\u011b toho Bill pochyboval, \u017ee by na sv\u016fj pokoj v\u016fbec do\u0161el &#8211; bezmoc ho tak pohltila, \u017ee m\u011bl probl\u00e9m jenom se pohnout.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Zahodil nedopalek a zk\u0159ehl\u00fdmi prsty se pokou\u0161el zap\u00e1lit dal\u0161\u00ed; \u010d\u00edsi tepl\u00e1 ruka mu v tom v\u0161ak zabr\u00e1nila.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;\u010cekal jsi, \u017ee mi bude zat\u011b\u017eko nechat t\u011b tady mrznout, \u017ee?&#8220; Tom\u016fv hlas zn\u011bl tak ledov\u011b klidn\u011b, a\u017e to Billovi nah\u00e1n\u011blo strach.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;A nen\u00ed?&#8220; op\u00e1\u010dil opatrn\u011b.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;R\u00e1d bych ti te\u010f \u0159ekl, \u017ee nen\u00ed, ale\u2026 oble\u010d si ihned tohle, je\u0161t\u011b mi nastydne\u0161\u2026&#8220; Tom v sob\u011b svou pe\u010dovatelskou \u00falohu nedok\u00e1zal potla\u010dit. Podal Billovi jednu ze sv\u00fdch obrovsk\u00fdch tepl\u00fdch mikin a Bill\u016fv vd\u011b\u010dn\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bv se mu poda\u0159ilo p\u0159ej\u00edt s v\u00e1\u017enou tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;A neku\u0159, kruci. Jestli si hodl\u00e1\u0161 na protest zni\u010dit pl\u00edce, tak m\u011b nenu\u0165 se na to d\u00edvat,&#8220; dodal p\u0159\u00edsn\u011b. Bill zahanben\u011b schoval krabi\u010dku do kapsy.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Asi bude pr\u0161et,&#8220; poznamenal Bill nesm\u011ble, kdy\u017e se Tom st\u00e1le nem\u011bl k tomu, aby na\u010dal rozhovor.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Jo, vypad\u00e1 to na bou\u0159ku\u2026&#8220; pok\u00fdval Tom hlavou a op\u0159el se o z\u00e1bradl\u00ed vedle Billa.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Kam jsme se to dopracovali\u2026 Kdo by to byl \u0159ekl, \u017ee?&#8220; prohodil pot\u00e9.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Hm\u2026&#8220; pokr\u010dil Bill rameny.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Pro\u010d? Pro\u010d jsi to \u0159ekl, Tome?&#8220; zeptal se p\u0159\u00edmo a up\u0159el k bratrovi ubl\u00ed\u017een\u00fd pohled.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ty to nechce\u0161 v\u011bd\u011bt, Bille,&#8220; zavrt\u011bl Tom hlavou.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Jak to, \u017ee ne?&#8220; Tom toho o n\u011bm snad v\u011bd\u011bl v\u00edc, ne\u017e on s\u00e1m. Billa to p\u0159iv\u00e1d\u011blo k nep\u0159\u00ed\u010detnosti.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ty chce\u0161 jenom uji\u0161t\u011bn\u00ed, \u017ee jsem to nemyslel v\u00e1\u017en\u011b, v\u016fbec t\u011b nezaj\u00edm\u00e1, pro\u010d jsem to \u0159ekl. Kdyby ano, musel bys na to d\u00e1vno p\u0159ij\u00edt. Ale ty v\u016fbec nechce\u0161 vid\u011bt, co je \u0161patn\u011b. \u00damysln\u011b nad probl\u00e9my zav\u00edr\u00e1\u0161 o\u010di a jen douf\u00e1\u0161, \u017ee se vy\u0159e\u0161\u00ed samy,&#8220; odtu\u0161il Tom. Od incidentu v Billov\u011b pokoji se zna\u010dn\u011b uklidnil. Billovi z\u010dervenaly tv\u00e1\u0159e a loupl po Tomovi nep\u011bkn\u00fdm pohledem.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Zn\u00e1m t\u011b skoro l\u00edp ne\u017e sebe, nemysli si,&#8220; zavrt\u011bl Tom hlavou.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tome, j\u00e1 ti p\u0159\u00edsah\u00e1m, \u017ee k tob\u011b nic jin\u00fdho ne\u017e bratrskou l\u00e1sku nec\u00edt\u00edm &#8211; v\u00e1\u017en\u011b. \u017d\u00e1dn\u00e9 city v tom nejsou. Jestli jde o tohle, tak na m\u011b v\u016fbec nemus\u00ed\u0161 b\u00fdt na\u0161tvan\u00fd. Jen&#8230; v\u017edy\u0165 v\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee t\u011b pot\u0159ebuju\u2026&#8220; Bill k bratrovi up\u0159el zoufal\u00fd pohled.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;To j\u00e1 pr\u00e1v\u011b v\u00edm\u2026 Bille, zamysli se nad sebou\u2026 Opravdu si mysl\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee se k sob\u011b sourozenci takhle chovaj\u00ed?&#8220; Tom to s n\u00edm necht\u011bl rozeb\u00edrat. Cht\u011bl ho jen p\u0159inutit, aby nad sebou za\u010dal p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161let.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Jen\u017ee j\u00e1 jsem\u2026 j\u00e1 to m\u00e1m p\u0159eci jinak,&#8220; nam\u00edtal Bill.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;To t\u011b m\u00e1 omlouvat? To, \u017ee si zkr\u00e1tka odm\u00edt\u00e1\u0161 naj\u00edt p\u0159\u00edtelkyni?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Odm\u00edt\u00e1m? J\u00e1 \u017ee si odm\u00edt\u00e1m n\u011bkoho naj\u00edt? Jen prost\u011b nem\u016f\u017eu naj\u00edt toho spr\u00e1vn\u00fdho \u010dlov\u011bka\u2026&#8220; Bill sklopil pohled.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bille, nikdo v t\u00fdhle zemi nem\u00e1 v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed mo\u017enosti ne\u017e ty! Chce t\u011b ka\u017ed\u00e1 druh\u00e1 holka a ka\u017edej p\u00e1tej kluk, tak mi vysv\u011btli, v \u010dem je probl\u00e9m,&#8220; Tom nev\u011b\u0159\u00edcn\u011b zavrt\u011bl hlavou.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Jen\u017ee j\u00e1 chci n\u011bkoho, kdo m\u011b osln\u00ed\u2026 a to se je\u0161t\u011b nikomu nepoda\u0159ilo\u2026 Pot\u0159ebuju n\u011bkoho, kdo v\u00ed, jak\u00fd doopravdy jsem, n\u011bkoho, koho i j\u00e1 zn\u00e1m dob\u0159e\u2026 to se jen tak n\u011bjak\u00e9 holce nepoda\u0159\u00ed\u2026&#8220;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Tom si povzdechl. Tohle nem\u011blo cenu \u0159e\u0161it. Cht\u011bl mu jen d\u00e1t najevo, \u017ee mu necht\u011bl ubl\u00ed\u017eit\u2026 Nem\u016f\u017ee mu p\u0159eci jen tak \u0159\u00edct, \u017ee si nep\u0159eje, aby se ho dot\u00fdkal\u2026<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Hele, Bille, mrz\u00ed m\u011b to\u2026 ujely mi nervy. Ty v\u00ed\u0161, kde je chyba, jen si to nechce\u0161 p\u0159ipustit. Tak se o to pokus. Zkus s t\u00edm n\u011bco ud\u011blat\u2026 pro n\u00e1s. V\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee t\u011b m\u00e1m r\u00e1d\u2026 to se nikdy nezm\u011bn\u00ed. Tak u\u017e poj\u010f dovnit\u0159, za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 v\u00e1\u017en\u011b pr\u0161et\u2026 a ty m\u00e1\u0161 moc kr\u00e1sn\u00fd vlasy na to, aby sis je nechal zmoknout,&#8220; zamrkal na n\u011bj Tom. V\u011bd\u011bl jak na n\u011bj. Bill se v\u00e1hav\u011b pousm\u00e1l.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Sm\u00edm\u2026 mohl bych t\u011b obejmout?&#8220; zeptal se nesm\u011ble. Tom zalapal po dechu. Celou dobu doufal, \u017ee tohle nep\u0159ijde, ale\u2026 copak ho mohl odm\u00edtnout?<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;To v\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee m\u016f\u017ee\u0161, br\u00e1\u0161ko\u2026&#8220; p\u0159ik\u00fdvl a nechal se sev\u0159\u00edt v Billov\u011b n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>K \u010demu to jen dosp\u011bli? Museli te\u010f jeden druh\u00e9ho prosit o objet\u00ed\u2026 co se jen stalo s jejich bezprobl\u00e9mov\u00fdm idylick\u00fdm vztahem? Toma zamrazilo u srdce\u2026 On za to p\u0159eci nemohl\u2026 on ne\u2026<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Ketty<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Ketty Tearing me down Davidovi trvalo dlouho, ne\u017e se odhodlal ke sv\u011b\u0159en\u00ed se kluk\u016fm s Daveem zosnovan\u00fdm pl\u00e1nem. Ke sv\u00e9 radosti si pov\u0161iml, \u017ee Tom p\u0159estal bratra ignorovat a Bill tak p\u016fsobil celkov\u011b mnohem spokojen\u011bj\u0161\u00edm dojmem, co\u017e mu jen hr\u00e1lo do<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/10\/28\/hate-you-for-lovin-me-14\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[269],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13168","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-hate-you-for-lovin-me"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13168","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13168"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13168\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13168"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13168"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13168"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}