{"id":13504,"date":"2009-09-16T15:30:00","date_gmt":"2009-09-16T14:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=13472"},"modified":"2009-09-16T15:30:00","modified_gmt":"2009-09-16T14:30:00","slug":"hope-8","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/09\/16\/hope-8\/","title":{"rendered":"Hope 8."},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: B-kay<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Pro\u010d mi to \u0159\u00edk\u00e1\u0161?&#8220; za\u0161eptal a s tich\u00fdm v\u00fddechem zaklonil tv\u00e1\u0159, jakmile uc\u00edtil Tomovy rty, zlehka bloud\u00edc\u00ed po sv\u00e9m krku.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;J\u00e1 nev\u00edm,&#8220; vydechl do Billovy k\u016f\u017ee a zmaten\u011b stiskl v\u00ed\u010dka. Cht\u011bl vst\u00e1t a odej\u00edt. Opravdu se o to cht\u011bl alespo\u0148 pokusit, i kdy\u017e by po svejch do\u0161el maxim\u00e1ln\u011b ke dve\u0159\u00edm. Mo\u017en\u00e1 ani to ne. Ale nohy jej neposlouchaly. Neposlouchalo jej vlastn\u011b v\u016fbec nic. Ani dlan\u011b, kter\u00fdmi nesm\u011ble a rozt\u0159esen\u011b pozn\u00e1val teplo Billova t\u011bla, ani rty, kter\u00fdmi jej l\u00edbal od brady, a\u017e pod\u00e9l krku&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Vychutn\u00e1val si ka\u017edi\u010dk\u00fd drobn\u00fd polibek, kter\u00fd mu sm\u011bl v\u011bnovat. S p\u0159iv\u0159en\u00fdmi v\u00ed\u010dky zlehka nas\u00e1val Billovu n\u00e1dhernou v\u016fni. Sv\u011bt kolem n\u011bj se zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u011b to\u010dil. V\u0161echno se mu najednou zd\u00e1lo tak jin\u00e9&#8230; Sv\u011bt byl najednou mnohem kr\u00e1sn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed. Jako by pomalu nach\u00e1zel smysl \u017eivota. Smysl, kter\u00fd u\u017e d\u00e1vno ztratil\u2026<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Na kr\u00e1tk\u00fd okam\u017eik se od Billa odsunul, aby se mu mohl zad\u00edvat do tv\u00e1\u0159e. Kdyby mohl, \u0159\u00edkal by mu, jak moc je n\u00e1dhern\u00fd, neust\u00e1le. Takhle to v sob\u011b musel potla\u010dovat.<\/div>\n<div>Smutn\u011b se d\u00edval na Billovy rty a v mysli se mu vyno\u0159il okam\u017eik, kdy je sm\u011bl l\u00edbat. V\u0161echno se mu sice zd\u00e1lo rozmazan\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, ale p\u0159esto si to pamatoval moc dob\u0159e. Na tu chv\u00edli by nikdy nemohl zapomenout. V\u0161echno to bylo tak nal\u00e9hav\u00e9\u2026 tak zoufale rychl\u00e9.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>&#8222;Chv\u011bje\u0161 se,&#8220; Bill pomalu otev\u0159el zk\u0159ehl\u00e1 v\u00ed\u010dka a kdyby se dok\u00e1zal posadit, ud\u011blal by tak. Zna\u010dn\u00e9 mno\u017estv\u00ed alkoholu jeho snahu v\u00fdrazn\u011b ovlivnilo. P\u0159esto se zhluboka nadechl a nadzvedl se na loktech. U\u017e i tak nepatrnou mezeru mezi nima zkr\u00e1til na pouh\u00e9 minimum. Pohledem klouzal od Tomov\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed a\u017e ke rt\u016fm, na kter\u00e9 se nedok\u00e1zal vynad\u00edvat. &#8222;Nikdy\u2026 nikdy jsem si nemyslel \u017ee\u2026 \u017ee tohle je\u0161t\u011b n\u011bkdy uc\u00edt\u00edm,&#8220; jazyk se mu roztomile motal, p\u0159esto zn\u011bl jeho hlas v\u00edce m\u00e9n\u011b pla\u010dtiv\u011b. Palcem hladil Tomovu \u010delist a modlil se, aby ta chv\u00edle u\u017e nikdy neskon\u010dila. Nejrad\u011bji by takhle z\u016fstal u\u017e napo\u0159\u00e1d. Nal\u00e9hav\u011b d\u00fdchaj\u00edc sledoval, jak se jejich tv\u00e1\u0159e pomalu p\u0159ibli\u017euj\u00ed. I kdyby tomu cht\u011bl zabr\u00e1nit, nestihl by to.<\/div>\n<div>Jejich rty se potkaly v lehk\u00e9m polibku mnohem d\u0159\u00edv, ne\u017e si to oba sta\u010dili uv\u011bdomit. P\u0159i\u0161lo to \u00fapln\u011b samo. Tak n\u00e1dhern\u011b \u010dist\u00e9 a p\u0159irozen\u00e9\u2026 Br\u00e1nili se tomu a\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 dlouho, a d\u00edky alkoholu alespo\u0148 na chvilku poc\u00edtili, jak kr\u00e1sn\u00e9 to m\u016f\u017ee b\u00fdt\u2026<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Ve chv\u00edli, co se jejich rty kr\u00e1tce spojily, jako by v\u0161echno kolem nich zmizelo. Lapaj\u00edc po dechu se od sebe odsunuli, po\u0159\u00e1d v\u0161ak z\u016fst\u00e1vali v t\u011bsn\u00e9 bl\u00edzkosti. &#8222;Je\u0161t\u011b\u2026 pros\u00edm.&#8220; Billova prosba byla \u00fapln\u011b zbyte\u010dn\u00e1. Tom si jej bezmocn\u011b p\u0159it\u00e1hl za t\u00fdl k sob\u011b a p\u0159\u00edmo hladov\u011b se vpil do jeho rt\u016f. U\u017e to nebyly \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 nesm\u011bl\u00e9 ani opatrn\u00e9 polibky. Bylo to zoufal\u00e9 l\u00edb\u00e1n\u00ed pln\u00e9 v\u00e1\u0161n\u011b a tolik potla\u010dovan\u00fdch cit\u016f. Oba ve stejnou chv\u00edli pootev\u0159eli rty a poprv\u00e9 okusili sladkost jazyka toho druh\u00e9ho. Ve v\u00edru v\u00e1\u0161niv\u00e9ho l\u00edb\u00e1n\u00ed dopadli op\u011bt na podlahu a bezmocn\u011b se k sob\u011b tulili. Omlouvali sv\u00e9 chov\u00e1n\u00ed za opojen\u00ed alkoholu a pevn\u011b v\u011b\u0159ili, \u017ee na to do r\u00e1na ten druh\u00fd zapomene\u2026<\/p>\n<p><\/div>\n<div>Bill vzbudila zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed pr\u00e1zdnota a nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e1 bolest hlavy. Nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00fd pocit mu ubli\u017eoval natolik, \u017ee se b\u00e1l otev\u0159\u00edt o\u010di a zad\u00edvat se na denn\u00ed sv\u011btlo. Nakonec si ob\u011b o\u010di pe\u010dliv\u011b ot\u0159el a smutn\u011b se rozhl\u00e9dl kolem sebe. V\u0161echno jej bolelo, hlavu t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 nec\u00edtil a co bylo nejhor\u0161\u00ed, Tom u n\u011bj nebyl. Jedin\u00e9, co po n\u011bm v ob\u00fdv\u00e1ku z\u016fstalo, byla nezapomenuteln\u00e1 v\u016fn\u011b a sn\u00eddan\u011b, kter\u00e9 si Bill v\u0161iml a\u017e po chv\u00edli. P\u0159ekvapen\u011b hled\u011bl na dva s\u00fdrov\u00e9 toasty, a sna\u017eil se d\u00e1t si v\u0161echno n\u011bjak dohromady. V hlav\u011b m\u011bl neskute\u010dn\u00fd zmatek. V mysli se mu m\u00edhaly vzpom\u00ednky, kter\u00fdm nemohl v\u011b\u0159it. Jako by je\u0161t\u011b po\u0159\u00e1d na rtech c\u00edtil ty jeho\u2026<\/div>\n<div>Ne\u0161\u0165astn\u011b sv\u011bsil ramena a sklopil pohled. Co to zase ud\u011blal?!<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Dobr\u00e9 r\u00e1no,&#8220; ozvalo se ode dve\u0159\u00ed tich\u00fdm hlasem.<\/div>\n<div>Bill mu nedok\u00e1zal ani odpov\u011bd\u011bt. Bylo to v\u0161echno tak ne\u010dekan\u00e9. C\u00edtil se kv\u016fli t\u00e9 noci hloup\u011b. Nev\u011bd\u011bl, co mu m\u00e1 vlastn\u011b \u0159\u00edct. M\u011bl se omluvit? Opravdu by tady pomohla jedna omluva?<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Mrz\u00ed m\u011b to,&#8220; p\u0159esto to zkusil.<\/div>\n<div>Tom smutn\u011b sv\u011bsil ramena a klekl si na kolena. &#8222;Myslel jsem, \u017ee si na to nebude\u0161 pamatovat,&#8220; popravd\u011b si to p\u0159\u00e1l, proto\u017ee pak by to bylo mnohem jednodu\u0161\u0161\u00ed. Na druhou stranu byl r\u00e1d, \u017ee na to Bill nezapomn\u011bl.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Chce\u0161, abych na to zapomn\u011bl?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bylo by hloup\u00e9 od tebe \u017e\u00e1dat n\u011bco, co nedok\u00e1\u017eu ud\u011blat ani j\u00e1 s\u00e1m,&#8220; za\u0161eptal a bezmocn\u011b op\u0159el svou tv\u00e1\u0159 o Billova kolena.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Co se to d\u011bje?&#8220; sly\u0161el Billa ti\u0161e \u0161eptat, p\u0159esto mu na to necht\u011bl odpov\u00eddat.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bille\u2026 nejde to. My dva k sob\u011b nepat\u0159\u00edme. Ubl\u00ed\u017eil bych ti. J\u00e1 to v\u00edm,&#8220; po tv\u00e1\u0159i mu st\u00e9kaly hork\u00e9 slzy. C\u00edtil, jak se zal\u00e1skovan\u00ed mot\u00fdlci v jeho b\u0159i\u0161e spokojen\u011b vzn\u00e1\u0161ej\u00ed. U\u017e se na utr\u00e1pen\u00e9ho Billa nedok\u00e1zal v\u00edce d\u00edvat. Naklonil se k jeho tv\u00e1\u0159i a podrobil si jeho rty zoufal\u00fdm polibkem. &#8222;Nepat\u0159\u00edme k sob\u011b,&#8220;\u2026 tuhle v\u011btu se sna\u017eil dostat hluboce do sv\u00e9ho srdce a cht\u011bl t\u00edm p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010dit i s\u00e1m sebe. Ne\u0161lo to. Bill jej pomalounku l\u00edbal a on s t\u00edm nedok\u00e1zal nic ud\u011blat\u2026<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><em>Kdy\u017e u\u017e nic v\u00edc nep\u016fjde<br \/>stanem se and\u011blem &#8211; jen pro tebe<br \/>a zjev\u00edm se ti v ka\u017ed\u00e9 tmav\u00e9 noci<br \/>a potom odlet\u00edme daleko odtud<br \/>u\u017e nikdy se navz\u00e1jem neztrat\u00edme<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>kdy\u017e se mi zjev\u00ed\u0161 poprv\u00e9<br \/>p\u0159edstavuji si, \u017ee naho\u0159e<br \/>s obl\u00e1\u010dkama pro mn\u011b pl\u00e1\u010de\u0161<br \/>\u010dek\u00e1m na tebe nekone\u010dn\u011b dlouho,<br \/>ale zas tak nekone\u010dn\u00e9 to nen\u00ed,<br \/>proto\u017ee jsi \u0159ekl:<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>mysli jen na mn\u011b a uvid\u00ed\u0161<br \/>and\u011bla, kter\u00fd vedle tebe let\u00ed<br \/>mysli jen na mn\u011b a uvid\u00ed\u0161<br \/>and\u011bla, kter\u00fd vedle tebe let\u00ed\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: B-kay<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: B-kay &#8222;Pro\u010d mi to \u0159\u00edk\u00e1\u0161?&#8220; za\u0161eptal a s tich\u00fdm v\u00fddechem zaklonil tv\u00e1\u0159, jakmile uc\u00edtil Tomovy rty, zlehka bloud\u00edc\u00ed po sv\u00e9m krku. &#8222;J\u00e1 nev\u00edm,&#8220; vydechl do Billovy k\u016f\u017ee a zmaten\u011b stiskl v\u00ed\u010dka. Cht\u011bl vst\u00e1t a odej\u00edt. 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