{"id":13519,"date":"2009-09-14T14:30:00","date_gmt":"2009-09-14T13:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=13487"},"modified":"2009-09-14T14:30:00","modified_gmt":"2009-09-14T13:30:00","slug":"i-can-t-help-myself-17","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/09\/14\/i-can-t-help-myself-17\/","title":{"rendered":"I can’t help myself 17."},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Ivetka<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
— Tom —<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
V \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9m p\u0159\u00edpad\u011b jsem necht\u011bl, aby si Bill vzal \u0161patn\u011b to, co jsem se mu sna\u017eil \u0159\u00edct, ale jak tak kouk\u00e1m, vzal si to a\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 osobn\u011b. J\u00e1 ne\u0159\u00edk\u00e1m, \u017ee nechci, ale nejsem je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ipraven\u00fd, a kdybych si tam s n\u00edm n\u011bco za\u010dal, ur\u010dit\u011b by n\u00e1m to pokazilo cel\u00fd pobyt. Je\u0161t\u011b ke v\u0161emu, kdy\u017e spolu z\u0159ejm\u011b budeme m\u00edt pokoj. Teda\u2026 spolu s kluky. Rozhodli jsme se, \u017ee se rozd\u011bl\u00edme po p\u011bti a u t\u0159\u00eddn\u00ed u\u010ditelky jsme si zamluvili tyto dva pokoje. Ale vypad\u00e1 to tak, \u017ee v pokoji budu s Billem, Andym, Michaelem a Rickem, co\u017e je ta lep\u0161\u00ed \u010d\u00e1st na\u0161\u00ed party, jen douf\u00e1m, \u017ee nikdo z nich nechr\u00e1pe\u2026
Nave\u010der se Billovi je\u0161t\u011b rozhodnu napsat SMS: ,,Bille, omlouv\u00e1m se, jestli jsem se choval nevhodn\u011b, ale rad\u0161i bych to \u0159e\u0161il te\u010f, ne\u017e potom, to by mohlo b\u00fdt u\u017e taky pozd\u011b. J\u00e1 n\u00e1m to jen nechci pokazit, ch\u00e1pe\u0161?“<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
S odesl\u00e1n\u00edm SMS se jdu vysprchovat, teplou sprchu bych koneckonc\u016f pot\u0159eboval jako s\u016fl. Nech\u00e1v\u00e1m na sebe dopadat kapky tepl\u00e9 vody, dokonce si namo\u010d\u00edm i dredy, dnes mi to nijak nevad\u00ed, akor\u00e1t to bude zase dlouho schnout. Sprchuju se bezm\u00e1la p\u016fl hodiny, potom si vy\u010dist\u00edm zuby a jdu se dol\u016f nave\u010de\u0159et.<\/div>\n
,,V televizi d\u00e1vaj\u00ed ten film, jak ses na n\u011bj cht\u011bl koukat\u2026 Nev\u00edm, jak se to jmenuje\u2026 n\u011bjak\u2026 Zkrocen\u00e1 hora, m\u00e1m tu\u0161en\u00ed,“ upozorn\u00ed m\u011b mamka, co\u017e m\u011b donut\u00ed od stolu ihned vst\u00e1t a b\u011b\u017eet nahoru do pokoje. Rychle si zalezu do postele a pust\u00edm si program, na kter\u00e9m to b\u011b\u017e\u00ed. Kouknu se je\u0161t\u011b na mobil, m\u00e1m tam jednu SMS od Billa. Zv\u011bdav\u011b ji otev\u0159u: ,,Ch\u00e1pu, \u017ee jsi te\u010f tro\u0161ku zmaten\u00fd, ale u\u017e p\u0159esta\u0148 hr\u00e1t nedobytn\u00e9ho, Tome. Dal jsem ti \u010dasu dost, nechci d\u00e1l \u010dekat. M\u00e1\u0161 snad n\u011bkoho jin\u00e9ho?“<\/em> Tahle pochybnost m\u011b u n\u011bj poprav\u011b dost zklamala.<\/div>\n
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,,Ne, nem\u00e1m nikoho, bl\u00e1zn\u00ed\u0161? M\u00e1m jen tebe, teda\u2026 chci t\u011b m\u00edt, ale pot\u0159ebuju prost\u011b \u010das, nebude to hned, tak\u017ee pokud se s t\u00edmhle nedok\u00e1\u017ee\u0161 sm\u00ed\u0159it, tak ti asi nepom\u016f\u017eu\u2026“<\/em> ode\u0161lu mu a d\u00e1l se kouk\u00e1m na film.<\/div>\n
,,Jenom\u017ee ty to nech\u00e1pe\u0161, Tome… Zkus se v\u017e\u00edt do moj\u00ed k\u016f\u017ee, jak mi je\u2026 V\u00ed\u0161, ka\u017ed\u00fd den se na tebe koukat, v\u011bd\u011bt, \u017ee si k tob\u011b nem\u016f\u017eu nic dovolit\u2026 a ty m\u011b je\u0161t\u011b tak sv\u00e1d\u00ed\u0161\u2026“<\/em> p\u0159e\u010dtu si za chvilku dal\u0161\u00ed SMS od Billa, na kterou u\u017e neodepisuju, po\u010dk\u00e1m si a\u017e na reklamu.
Kdy\u017e se tak stane, vezmu mobil do ruky a vyto\u010d\u00edm Billovo \u010d\u00edslo.<\/div>\n
,,No…?“ ozve se na druh\u00e9 stran\u011b.<\/div>\n
,,Jak t\u011b sv\u00e1d\u00edm?“ zachrapt\u00edm.<\/div>\n
,,J\u00e1 nev\u00edm, Tome\u2026 t\u0159eba to t\u00edlko, nebo ty tvoje pohledy a \u00fasm\u011bvy, a jak se m\u011b letmo dot\u00fdk\u00e1\u0161, t\u0159eba jako na t\u011bch schodech, ned\u011blej, \u017ee o tom nev\u00ed\u0161\u2026“<\/div>\n
,,Ale t\u00edlko je norm\u00e1ln\u00ed \u010d\u00e1st oble\u010den\u00ed\u2026 a pohledy a \u00fasm\u011bvy? Promi\u0148, nev\u011bd\u011bl jsem, \u017ee ti to vad\u00ed, u\u017e to neud\u011bl\u00e1m\u2026 a letm\u00e9 doteky, sahal jsem si pro mobil, nebylo to schv\u00e1ln\u011b, neh\u00e1zej v\u0161echnu vinu na m\u011b, Bille!“ zv\u00fd\u0161\u00edm tro\u0161ku hlas.<\/div>\n
,,Hm\u2026“ odsekne\u2026<\/div>\n
,,L\u00e1sko nech toho\u2026“ brouknu tro\u0161ku smutn\u011b.<\/div>\n
,,Vid\u00ed\u0161? T\u0159eba tohle, \u0159\u00edk\u00e1\u0161 mi l\u00e1sko, p\u0159itom ti r\u00e1no nem\u016f\u017eu d\u00e1t ani pusu na tv\u00e1\u0159, pro\u010d? Pro\u010d mi tohle d\u011bl\u00e1\u0161? To t\u011b to tak bav\u00ed? Nebudu chodit do \u0161koly, nebudu s tebou v\u016fbec komunikovat, jak s t\u00edmhle nep\u0159estane\u0161, alespo\u0148 do t\u00e9 doby, ne\u017e se rozhodne\u0161…“ vyjede po mn\u011b\u2026<\/div>\n
,,Bille, dost, sakra! O co ti jde? Nebudu se tady s tebou o ni\u010dem h\u00e1dat, cokoli, co ud\u011bl\u00e1m, je \u0161patn\u011b, tak j\u00e1 u\u017e nev\u00edm, jak d\u00e1l\u2026“ posmutn\u00edm.<\/div>\n
,,Promi\u0148\u2026 Co d\u011bl\u00e1\u0161?“ zm\u011bn\u00ed rychle t\u00e9ma.<\/div>\n
,,Kouk\u00e1m se na televizi a telefonuju s tebou\u2026“ odpov\u00edm d\u016frazn\u011b.<\/div>\n
,,A co m\u00e1\u0161 na sob\u011b?“ zm\u011bn\u00ed t\u00f3n hlasu, p\u0159esn\u011b pozn\u00e1m, kdy nahod\u00ed sv\u016fdn\u00fd pohled a zm\u011bn\u00ed podle toho t\u00f3n hlasu.<\/div>\n
,,Pro\u010d? Bille\u2026“ nedo\u0159eknu, sko\u010d\u00ed mi do \u0159e\u010di.<\/div>\n
,,Co m\u00e1\u0161 na sob\u011b?“ zopakuje.<\/div>\n
,,J\u00e1\u2026“ chvilku p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm, jestli mu to m\u00e1m \u0159\u00edct\u2026 ,,sat\u00e9nov\u00fd trenky,“ povzdychnu si.<\/div>\n
,,A nic jin\u00fdho?“<\/div>\n
,,Sakra, Bille dost! J\u00e1 nechci sex po telefonu!“ zase zv\u00fd\u0161\u00edm hlas.<\/div>\n
,,A kdybych byl u tebe, tak by ses br\u00e1nil?“ pousm\u011bje se.<\/div>\n
,,J\u00e1… j\u00e1 nev\u00edm, co bys d\u011blal\u2026“ br\u00e1n\u00edm se\u2026<\/div>\n
,,L\u00edbal t\u011b, laskal bych t\u011b\u2026 jazykem bych ti dr\u00e1\u017edil u\u0161n\u00ed boltec a kr\u010dn\u00ed tepnu, hmm?“ tro\u0161ku p\u0159iv\u0159u o\u010di a rukou si ho stla\u010d\u00edm zp\u00e1tky dol\u016f.<\/div>\n
,,Nev\u00edm\u2026 nech toho\u2026“ nerv\u00f3zn\u011b se ot\u0159esu.<\/div>\n
,,Prsty bych ti mas\u00edroval bradavky a kolenem nen\u00e1padn\u011b vr\u00e1\u017eel do tv\u00e9ho rozkroku\u2026“ pokra\u010duje\u2026<\/div>\n
,,Bille, dost! Sakra, nech toho!“ skoro a\u017e bre\u010d\u00edm, jak se mi to l\u00edb\u00ed a jak moc bych ho cht\u011bl p\u0159i pomy\u0161len\u00ed na to, co mi \u0159\u00edk\u00e1 do telefonu\u2026<\/div>\n
,,L\u00e1sko\u2026 hla\u010f si ho\u2026 jako to te\u010f d\u011bl\u00e1m j\u00e1. Jen prstem obj\u00ed\u017ed\u011bj konec \u017ealudu a sem tam p\u0159itla\u010d… P\u0159edstavuj si, \u017ee je to m\u016fj jazyk\u2026“ skoro \u0161ept\u00e1\u2026<\/div>\n
,,Bo\u017ee m\u016fj\u2026“ usyknu\u2026 ,,Do\u2026 dob\u0159e\u2026 ale jenom dneska\u2026“ spokojen\u011b zav\u0159u o\u010di a za\u010dnu d\u011blat p\u0159esn\u011b to, co mi \u0159\u00edk\u00e1\u2026<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
— druh\u00fd den ve \u0161kole —<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Dneska jsem si tro\u0161ku p\u0159ispal, ale tak co, mamka mi sl\u00edbila, \u017ee m\u011b do \u0161koly hod\u00ed, co\u017e by znamenalo, \u017ee nepojedu \u0161koln\u00edm autobusem, kter\u00fdm ka\u017ed\u00e9 \u00fater\u00fd jezd\u00ed ten blbej \u0159idi\u010d, se kter\u00fdm se po\u0159\u00e1d h\u00e1d\u00e1m. Do t\u0159\u00eddy p\u0159ijdu s prvn\u00edm zvon\u011bn\u00edm.<\/div>\n
,,Ahoj,“ usm\u011bju se na kluky, co sed\u00ed na kated\u0159e.<\/div>\n
,,Ahoj\u2026“ \u0159eknou v\u0161ichni sborov\u011b\u2026<\/div>\n
,,P\u00e1ni, takovej kr\u00e1snej pozdrav,“ pochv\u00e1l\u00edm jim a pohledem z\u016fstanu chvilku viset na Billovi, kter\u00fd si ustavi\u010dn\u011b skous\u00e1v\u00e1 spodn\u00ed ret a d\u00edv\u00e1 se na m\u011b chtiv\u00fdm pohledem, tro\u0161ku se za\u010derven\u00e1m a sklop\u00edm o\u010di, v\u010derej\u0161ek byl toti\u017e dokonal\u00fd, p\u0159\u00edmo dokonal\u00fd. Nav\u00edc jsme se ud\u011blali oba dva nastejno a poslouchat jeho dokonale zrychlen\u00fd dech a jak st\u00e9n\u00e1, je je\u0161t\u011b dokonalej\u0161\u00ed.<\/div>\n
,,Dneska sed\u00edm s tebou na matiku, ano?“ \u0161eptne mi do ucha, kdy\u017e jdeme do lavice. Jen k\u00fdvnu a pousm\u011bju se na n\u011bj. ,,Puso\u2026“ dod\u00e1 a vraz\u00ed mi pusinku na tv\u00e1\u0159. Jen ho pl\u00e1cnu p\u0159es zadek a jdu do posledn\u00ed lavice, kde sed\u00edm na \u010de\u0161tinu.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
autor: Ivetka<\/strong><\/div>\n
betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: Ivetka — Tom — V \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9m p\u0159\u00edpad\u011b jsem necht\u011bl, aby si Bill vzal \u0161patn\u011b to, co jsem se mu sna\u017eil \u0159\u00edct, ale jak tak kouk\u00e1m, vzal si to a\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 osobn\u011b. J\u00e1 ne\u0159\u00edk\u00e1m, \u017ee nechci, ale nejsem je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ipraven\u00fd, a kdybych<\/p>\n

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