{"id":13544,"date":"2009-09-11T14:30:00","date_gmt":"2009-09-11T13:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=13512"},"modified":"2009-09-11T14:30:00","modified_gmt":"2009-09-11T13:30:00","slug":"i-can-t-help-myself-16","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/09\/11\/i-can-t-help-myself-16\/","title":{"rendered":"I can&#8217;t help myself 16."},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Ivetka a Magda<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8212; o n\u011bkolik dn\u00ed pozd\u011bji &#8212;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>,,Ehh&#8230; Ahoj, kluci, tak dneska kone\u010dn\u011b nesu prachy, na ten v\u00fdlet. Mamka dlouho ot\u00e1lela, dokonce jsem si myslel, \u017ee mi to nezaplat\u00ed, proto\u017ee m\u011bla kecy, \u017ee na to nem\u00e1 pen\u00edze apod\u2026 ale nakonec zm\u011bkla\u2026&#8220; pozdrav\u00edm kluky, kdy\u017e je potk\u00e1m r\u00e1no u sk\u0159\u00edn\u011bk.<\/div>\n<div>,,Jo. Dneska to tu m\u00e1me v\u0161ichni, tak to p\u016fjdeme rovnou odevzdat t\u0159\u00eddn\u00ed, ne?&#8220; koukne na m\u011b Andy. V\u0161ichni jen p\u0159ik\u00fdvneme.<\/div>\n<div>,,Em, m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 pros\u00edm?&#8220; kouknu na Billa, kter\u00fd je op\u0159en\u00fd o mou sk\u0159\u00ed\u0148ku&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>,,Jo, jasn\u011b, promi\u0148\u2026&#8220; odstoup\u00ed a op\u0159e se hned o tu vedle. Otev\u0159u j\u00ed a p\u0159ezuju se, sund\u00e1m si mikinu. Dneska je venku teplo, tak\u017ee jsem si jako vr\u0161ek vzal pouze b\u00edl\u00e9 t\u00edlko. Mikinu hod\u00edm dovnit\u0159 a batoh si hod\u00edm p\u0159es jedno rameno, pohledem zavad\u00edm o Billa, ten na m\u011b kouk\u00e1, jako kdyby pr\u00e1v\u011b spadl z vi\u0161n\u011b. Tuhle reakci jsem docela i \u010dekal, ale necht\u011bl jsem mu t\u00edm&#8230; jenom t\u00edlkem, d\u00e1t z\u00e1minku toho, \u017ee ho sv\u00e1d\u00edm.<\/div>\n<div>Po cest\u011b ke kabinetu na\u0161\u00ed t\u0159\u00eddn\u00ed s kluky prob\u00edr\u00e1me, co v\u0161echno si tam s sebou budeme br\u00e1t za v\u011bci apod.<\/div>\n<div>,,J\u00e1 hlavn\u011b nesm\u00edm zapomenout na pytel sladkost\u00ed, bych to tam jinak nep\u0159e\u017eil,&#8220; zasm\u011bju se.<\/div>\n<div>,,Tyjo, naprosto s tebou souhlas\u00edm, d\u00edky, \u017ee jsi mi to p\u0159ipomn\u011bl,&#8220; pl\u00e1cne m\u011b po rameni Rick.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>U schod\u016f mi v kapce za\u010dne vibrovat mobil, chci si pro n\u011bj s\u00e1hnout, ale jak jde u m\u011b Bill nebezpe\u010dn\u011b bl\u00edzko, prsty zavad\u00edm o jeho pozad\u00ed. Omluvn\u011b se na n\u011bj usm\u011bju, on se tro\u0161ku za\u010derven\u00e1 a j\u00e1 si v klidu p\u0159e\u010dtu SMS od m\u00e1my, jestli bych po \u0161kole nemohl sko\u010dit pro n\u011bjak\u00e9 pe\u010divo. Jenom j\u00ed stru\u010dn\u011b odep\u00ed\u0161u, \u017ee jo a d\u00e1l se v\u011bnuju kluk\u016fm.<\/div>\n<div>Skoro cel\u00fd den p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm nad t\u00edm, jak\u00e9 to na tom v\u00fdlet\u011b bude, a nad t\u00edm, co se stane mezi mnou a Billem, jestli se o n\u011bco pokus\u00ed, nebo bude dr\u017eet krok. P\u0159edposledn\u00ed hodinu matiky se mu rozhodnu napsat\u2026<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div><em>,,Ahoj Bille, hele nem\u011bl bys dneska odpoledne \u010das? Pot\u0159eboval bych s tebou mluvit\u2026&#8220;<\/em> stru\u010dn\u011b nap\u00ed\u0161u a d\u00e1m to do lavice za m\u011b, proto\u017ee tam sed\u00ed. Ani ne za minutu mi zaklepe na rameno a pod\u00e1 mi do ruky pap\u00edrek s odpov\u011bd\u00ed, \u017ee dnes v 15:00 se sejdeme v parku nedaleko \u0161koly\u2026<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8212; Bill &#8212;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Po \u0161kole rychle ut\u00edk\u00e1m dom\u016f, abych to stihnul. Jen si doba nech\u00e1m batoh, trochu se p\u0159euprav\u00edm. Pod\u00edv\u00e1m se na hodiny, je 14:50, tak\u017ee pokud p\u016fjdu trochu rychleji, budu tam dv\u011b minuty p\u0159ed 15:00. Obuju si boty, zak\u0159i\u010d\u00edm je\u0161t\u011b na mamku: ,,Nev\u00edm,kdy p\u0159ijdu,&#8220; a jdu.<\/div>\n<div>Kdy\u017e doch\u00e1z\u00edm na m\u00edsto, Tom tam je\u0161t\u011b nen\u00ed, ale na rohu ulice se skoro sraz\u00edme, proto\u017ee p\u0159i\u0161el z opa\u010dn\u00e9 strany.<\/div>\n<div>,,Ahoj,&#8220; \u0159eknu mu a za\u010dnu se trochu sm\u00e1t.<\/div>\n<div>,,\u010cau,&#8220; \u0159ekne, ale taky se sm\u011bje. Na m\u00edsto u\u017e pak dojdeme spolu. Posad\u00edme se na lavi\u010dku a Tom za\u010dne.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>,,Bille, cht\u011bl jsem s tebou mluvit, proto\u017ee pot\u0159ebuju v\u011bd\u011bt, \u017ee jsme si oba ujasnili, jak to mezi n\u00e1mi bude na v\u00fdlet\u011b prob\u00edhat,&#8220; pronese. Jen se na n\u011bho trochu zv\u011bdav\u011b pod\u00edv\u00e1m a napnut\u011b ho poslouch\u00e1m. ,,V\u00ed\u0161, nechci, aby sis myslel, \u017ee z n\u011bjak\u00e9ho d\u016fvodu nechci, abys tam jel, proto\u017ee to, co se stalo mezi n\u00e1mi, nen\u00ed d\u016fvod, aby sis to tam nemohl u\u017e\u00edt, ale bude to zkr\u00e1tka doba, kdy budeme 10 dn\u00ed nep\u0159etr\u017eit\u011b a v\u0161ude spolu, a j\u00e1 jen chci, abys v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee se po\u0159\u00e1d nec\u00edt\u00edm na to, abychom si tam n\u011bco spolu za\u010dali, tak\u017ee t\u011b chci p\u0159edem varovat, abys rad\u011bji nic nezkou\u0161el, abychom si to oba cel\u00e9 nepokazili.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Chci, abychom prozat\u00edm po\u0159\u00e1d je\u0161t\u011b byli jen kamar\u00e1di,&#8220; dod\u00e1 pak. Docela mi to, co pr\u00e1v\u011b \u0159ekl, vyrazilo dech.<\/div>\n<div>,,Hmm, tak to v\u00e1\u017en\u011b nev\u00edm, co ti te\u010f na to \u0159\u00edct. Myslel jsem, \u017ee doba od chv\u00edle, kdy se to stalo, je u\u017e docela dlouh\u00e1, a \u017ee u\u017e jsi snad pochopil, \u017ee to v\u00e1\u017en\u011b nebyla moje ani Andyho vina. Tome, sakra, kdy pochop\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee t\u011b po\u0159\u00e1d miluju a v\u017edycky tomu tak bylo. Pro\u010d se po\u0159\u00e1d sna\u017e\u00ed\u0161 o to, aby to m\u011b i tebe po\u0159\u00e1d \u0161tvalo? Jak dlouho je\u0161t\u011b budu muset \u010dekat na to, ne\u017e si to rozmysl\u00ed\u0161? J\u00e1 u\u017e nechci d\u00e1l \u010dekat, mysl\u00edm, \u017ee u\u017e bys m\u011bl v\u011bd\u011bt, co chce\u0161.&#8220; Skoro na n\u011bho k\u0159i\u010d\u00edm.<\/div>\n<div>,,Bille, uklidni se. J\u00e1 v\u00e1\u017en\u011b pot\u0159ebuju \u010das, abych si v\u0161echno v hlav\u011b p\u0159em\u00edtl a v\u00e1\u017en\u011b pova\u017eoval, jestli chci, aby to d\u00e1l pokra\u010dovalo tak, jak to bylo, a p\u00e1r t\u00fddn\u016f mi k tomu opravdu nesta\u010d\u00ed. Neobvi\u0148uju t\u011b z toho, co se stalo, ale ty zase pochop, \u017ee m\u011b to hrozn\u011b zklamalo a bude chv\u00edli trvat, ne\u017e si to v hlav\u011b urovn\u00e1m.&#8220;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8212; Tom &#8212;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Bill se pokou\u0161\u00ed je\u0161t\u011b n\u011bco \u0159\u00edct, ale j\u00e1 vst\u00e1v\u00e1m a dod\u00e1v\u00e1m k tomu: ,,Tohle je asi v\u0161echno, co jsem cht\u011bl a pokud chce\u0161, aby to je\u0161t\u011b n\u011bkdy bylo mezi n\u00e1mi jako kdysi, pros\u00edm, nepokou\u0161ej se o nic. Bude to tak pro oba lep\u0161\u00ed. Ahoj,&#8220; \u0159eknu je\u0161t\u011b ve stoje a odch\u00e1z\u00edm. Kdy\u017e se pak po chv\u00edli oto\u010d\u00edm, vid\u00edm Billa, jak z\u010d\u00e1sti smutn\u011b a z \u010d\u00e1sti na\u0161tvan\u011b hled\u00ed do pr\u00e1zdna. Je mi ho sice l\u00edto, ale v\u00e1\u017en\u011b to tak bude pro n\u00e1s oba lep\u0161\u00ed. Koneckonc\u016f to byl on, kdo zp\u016fsobil tuto situaci, tak te\u010f chci, a\u0165 aspo\u0148 z \u010d\u00e1sti pochop\u00ed, jak mi bylo.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><strong>Magda a Ivetka<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Ivetka a Magda &#8212; o n\u011bkolik dn\u00ed pozd\u011bji &#8212; ,,Ehh&#8230; Ahoj, kluci, tak dneska kone\u010dn\u011b nesu prachy, na ten v\u00fdlet. 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