{"id":13913,"date":"2009-07-27T14:00:00","date_gmt":"2009-07-27T13:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=13881"},"modified":"2009-07-27T14:00:00","modified_gmt":"2009-07-27T13:00:00","slug":"i-can-t-help-myself-11","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/07\/27\/i-can-t-help-myself-11\/","title":{"rendered":"I can\u2019t help myself 11."},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Ivetka<br \/><\/strong><\/div>\n<div>,,Tome\u2026 Tome vst\u00e1vej, m\u00e1\u0161 tady n\u011bjakou n\u00e1v\u0161t\u011bvu,&#8220; bud\u00ed m\u011b r\u00e1no m\u00e1ma. Docela m\u011b p\u0159ekvap\u00ed, \u017ee se mnou neza\u010dne lomcovat, jakoby to ud\u011blala ka\u017ed\u00fd jin\u00fd den, co m\u011b bud\u00ed t\u0159eba do \u0161koly, kdy\u017e zasp\u00edm, ale \u017ee m\u011b hlad\u00ed po z\u00e1dech a tv\u00e1\u0159i. V noci se mi neda\u0159ilo usnout, tak jsem si vzal pr\u00e1\u0161ky na span\u00ed a spal jsem jak mimino a\u017e dote\u010f\u2026<\/div>\n<div>,,Ach joooo\u2026&#8220; \u0159eknu unaven\u011b, promnu si o\u010di a po chv\u00edli se vyhrabu zpod pe\u0159iny. ,,A kdo to je?&#8220; zhluboka se nadechnu.<\/div>\n<div>,,Nev\u00edm, n\u011bjak\u00fd kluk, je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159edt\u00edm jsem ho nevid\u011bla\u2026&#8220; postr\u010d\u00ed m\u011b mamka ke schod\u016fm. ,,A a\u0165 ti to netrv\u00e1 moc dlouho, na stole m\u00e1\u0161 sn\u00eddani\u2026&#8220; upozorn\u00ed m\u011b mamka a po chv\u00edli zmiz\u00ed za rohem do kuchyn\u011b.<\/div>\n<div>Se z\u00edvnut\u00edm otev\u0159u dve\u0159e a naskytne se mi pohled na Billa. Pozvednu jedno obo\u010d\u00ed a chci hned dve\u0159e zase zav\u0159\u00edt, ale Bill reaguje rychleji, ne\u017e jsem \u010dekal.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>,,Ne, Tome, po\u010dkej!&#8220; k\u0159ikne a odstr\u010d\u00ed m\u011b od dve\u0159\u00ed. ,,R\u00e1no jsem se dozv\u011bd\u011bl, co se stalo. Nech m\u011b to pros\u00edm vysv\u011btlit. J\u00e1 byl opil\u00fd, nev\u011bd\u011bl jsem o tom, a Andreas nev\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee mezi n\u00e1mi n\u011bco je. Byla to nehoda,&#8220; jde bl\u00ed\u017e ke mn\u011b.<\/div>\n<div>,,Nech toho, Bille. Nehoda byla, \u017ee jsem ti v\u016fbec v\u011b\u0159il\u2026&#8220; odstr\u010d\u00edm ho ze dve\u0159\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>,,Tome, pros\u00edm! J\u00e1\u2026 miluju t\u011b, cht\u011bl bych to vz\u00edt zp\u00e1tky, ten v\u010derej\u0161ek\u2026nem\u011blo se to v\u016fbec st\u00e1t\u2026 l\u00e1sko, pros\u00edm, nech si to proj\u00edt hlavou\u2026&#8220; pohlad\u00ed m\u011b po ruce, kterou dr\u017e\u00edm dve\u0159e\u2026 Hned ji k sob\u011b st\u00e1hnu.<\/div>\n<div>,,Psal jsem Andreasovi, \u017ee u\u017e t\u011b nechci vid\u011bt, a\u0165 ti to vy\u0159\u00edd\u00ed, nev\u00edm, jak s mou \u017e\u00e1dost\u00ed nalo\u017eil, ale pro jistotu ti to zopakuji. Nechci t\u011b u\u017e nikdy vid\u011bt,&#8220; zabouchnu dve\u0159e a jdu do kuchyn\u011b.<\/div>\n<div>Jako t\u011blo bez du\u0161e si sednu ke stolu a kouk\u00e1m do d\u0159ev\u011bn\u00e9 struktury stolu.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>,,Co se d\u011bje, Tome? Pro\u010d nej\u00ed\u0161?&#8220; pohlad\u00ed m\u011b po prstech m\u00e1ti.<\/div>\n<div>,,Pro\u010d se o to najednou star\u00e1\u0161? D\u011bl\u00e1\u0161, jako by ti na tom z\u00e1le\u017eelo,&#8220; smutn\u011b brouknu.<\/div>\n<div>,,Z\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed mi na tob\u011b, Tome. Jsi m\u016fj syn\u2026 kdo byl ten kluk?&#8220; nem\u00e1m n\u00e1ladu j\u00ed n\u011bco zast\u00edrat, a potom se poh\u00e1dat je\u0161t\u011b s n\u00ed, tak\u017ee j\u00ed to na rovinu \u0159eknu.<\/div>\n<div>,,Bejvalej p\u0159\u00edtel&#8220; vydechnu a kouknu se na n\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>,,Pro\u010d b\u00fdval\u00fd?&#8220; zamra\u010d\u00ed se.<\/div>\n<div>,,Proto\u017ee m\u011b v\u010dera podvedl?&#8220; t\u00e1zav\u011b se na n\u00ed kouknu.<\/div>\n<div>,,Ah\u2026 aha, to je mi l\u00edto, Tome\u2026 ale na druhou stranu, takov\u00fdch zklam\u00e1n\u00ed v \u017eivot\u011b je\u0161t\u011b bude\u2026&#8220; r\u00e1doby smutn\u011b se zatv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed a napije se k\u00e1vy.<\/div>\n<div>,,D\u00edk, ale moc m\u011b to neuklidnilo. J\u00e1 ho miloval\u2026 a to jsem se t\u00fd l\u00e1sce zuby nehty br\u00e1nil\u2026&#8220; vstanu od stolu a jdu pry\u010d.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Andreasovi ps\u00e1t vy\u010d\u00edtavou SMSku nebudu, nem\u00e1m v\u00e1\u017en\u011b n\u00e1ladu a zbyte\u010dn\u011b si pl\u00fdtvat kredit se mi taky nechce. Dojdu si d\u00e1t studenou sprchu, abych se tro\u0161ku probral. Uprav\u00edm se, dojdu se obl\u00e9knout a sednu si k po\u010d\u00edta\u010di. Zapnu si ICQ a d\u00e1m si rad\u011bji, \u017ee jsem neviditeln\u00fd, aby mi nemohli ps\u00e1t kluci z party. S\u00e1m od sebe nap\u00ed\u0161u moj\u00ed dobr\u00e9 kamar\u00e1dce ze t\u0159\u00eddy, Andree. Ona je fakt jedin\u00e1 holka, se kterou bych nemohl nic m\u00edt, proto\u017ee j\u00ed m\u00e1m r\u00e1d jako s\u00e9gru. Tro\u0161ku v\u00edc se j\u00ed sv\u011b\u0159\u00edm se sv\u00fdm probl\u00e9mem, po n\u011bjak\u00e9 dob\u011b mi nab\u00eddne, jestli s n\u00ed nechci j\u00edt na chv\u00edli ven a po\u0159e\u0161it to venku. Nakonec souhlas\u00edm, p\u0159evl\u00e9knu se a jdu to dolu ozn\u00e1mit mamce.<\/div>\n<div>,,No, jak chce\u0161, cht\u011bla jsem se t\u011b pr\u00e1v\u011b j\u00edt zeptat, jestli bys necht\u011bl jet na n\u00e1kupy, aby ses tro\u0161ku odreagoval. Stejn\u011b pot\u0159ebujeme nakoupit n\u011bjak\u00e9 potraviny\u2026 Tak jsem p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lela zajet do centra,&#8220; nab\u00eddne mi mamka.<\/div>\n<div>,,Tak j\u00e1 za hodinku p\u0159ijdu a pojedeme, ano?&#8220; usm\u011bju se, nechci j\u00ed nechat j\u00edt s\u00e1m, nem\u00e1 r\u00e1da, kdy\u017e tyhle velk\u00e9 n\u00e1kupy zbudou na j\u00ed samotnou, tak j\u00ed u toho aspo\u0148 voz\u00edm ko\u0161\u00edk a nen\u00e1padn\u011b si do n\u011bj vhazuju sladkosti.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>,,Ahojky, p\u0159edem se omlouv\u00e1m, ale m\u00e1me na to jenom hodinku, m\u00e1ma na m\u011b p\u0159i\u0161la, \u017ee pot\u0159ebuje pomoct s n\u00e1kupy\u2026&#8220; omluvn\u011b se na Andreu usm\u011bju.<\/div>\n<div>,,To nevad\u00ed, aspo\u0148 n\u011bco, tak zajdeme do parku, abychom to nem\u011bli moc daleko zp\u00e1tky, ne?&#8220; pohlad\u00ed m\u011b po rameni.<\/div>\n<div>,,Skv\u011bl\u00fd n\u00e1pad,&#8220; mrknu na n\u00ed a jdu spolu s n\u00ed na jednu z lavi\u010dek, co v parku jsou.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>,,\u2026No a kdy\u017e jsem tam p\u0159i\u0161el, nachytal jsem je, jak se spolu l\u00edbaj\u00ed. Bill byl opil\u00fd a Andreas o tom nev\u011bd\u011bl, nev\u00edm, jestli jim to m\u00e1m odpustit, nebo na Billa zapomenout, jsem z toho zmaten\u00fd, pot\u0159ebuju tro\u0161ku \u010das, ale bol\u00ed to no\u2026&#8220; sklop\u00edm hlavu.<\/div>\n<div>,,Hele, Bill byl opil\u00fd, tak\u017ee jestli o tom nev\u011bd\u011bl, nem\u011bl bys to d\u00e1vat za vinu ani jednomu. Alespo\u0148 ne p\u0159\u00edli\u0161. Andreas p\u0159ece nem\u016f\u017ee za to, \u017ee to nev\u011bd\u011bl, kdy\u017e jste mu to ne\u0159ekli a pochybuju, \u017ee kdyby to v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee by se k n\u011b\u010demu takov\u00e9mu odv\u00e1\u017eil. Tak\u017ee si to nech proj\u00edt po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b hlavou a ud\u011blej, jak uzn\u00e1\u0161 za vhodn\u00e9, ale neud\u011blej \u017e\u00e1dnou hloupost, ano?&#8220; usm\u011bje se na m\u011b. Jen s \u00fasm\u011bvem k\u00fdvnu. Chv\u00edli si je\u0161t\u011b pov\u00edd\u00e1me, potom se koukneme p\u0159ed sebe\u2026 ,,Tak kouk\u00e1m, \u017ee sis za m\u011b na\u0161el rychle n\u00e1hradu\u2026&#8220; slo\u017e\u00ed ruce na prsou Bill\u2026<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Ivetka<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Ivetka ,,Tome\u2026 Tome vst\u00e1vej, m\u00e1\u0161 tady n\u011bjakou n\u00e1v\u0161t\u011bvu,&#8220; bud\u00ed m\u011b r\u00e1no m\u00e1ma. Docela m\u011b p\u0159ekvap\u00ed, \u017ee se mnou neza\u010dne lomcovat, jakoby to ud\u011blala ka\u017ed\u00fd jin\u00fd den, co m\u011b bud\u00ed t\u0159eba do \u0161koly, kdy\u017e zasp\u00edm, ale \u017ee m\u011b hlad\u00ed po z\u00e1dech a<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/07\/27\/i-can-t-help-myself-11\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[231],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13913","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-i-can-t-help-myself"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13913","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13913"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13913\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13913"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13913"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13913"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}