{"id":13918,"date":"2009-07-26T16:30:00","date_gmt":"2009-07-26T15:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=13886"},"modified":"2009-07-26T16:30:00","modified_gmt":"2009-07-26T15:30:00","slug":"laska-71","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/07\/26\/laska-71\/","title":{"rendered":"L\u00e1ska"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"false\">\n<div><strong>autor: Mary<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><em>Hl\u00e1s\u00edm se znova. D\u011bkuju za povzbuzen\u00ed v koment\u00e1\u0159\u00edch u p\u0159edchoz\u00edch dvou pov\u00eddek. Moc si toho v\u00e1\u017e\u00edm a pos\u00edl\u00e1m dal\u0161\u00ed, snad se v\u00e1m bude l\u00edbit. V\u011bty ozna\u010den\u00e9 kurz\u00edvou jsou cit\u00e1ty. Mary<\/em><\/p>\n<p><\/div>\n<div>Zm\u011bnil se. Ty jsi byl prvn\u00ed, kdo si v\u0161iml, \u017ee u\u017e nen\u00ed takov\u00fd jako d\u0159\u00edv. Nebylo na tom nic p\u0159ekvapiv\u00e9ho. Byl jsi jeho sou\u010d\u00e1st, nejbli\u017e\u0161\u00ed bytost, kterou m\u011bl v tomhle drsn\u00e9m sv\u011bt\u011b, kde musel bojovat ka\u017ed\u00fd s\u00e1m za sebe, aby p\u0159e\u017eil. Kdo jin\u00fd by si m\u011bl v\u0161imnout, \u017ee se tr\u00e1p\u00ed? Kdo jin\u00fd ne\u017e jeho bratr, dvoj\u010de, ty? Ov\u0161em ani ty jsi nev\u011bd\u011bl, pro\u010d u\u017e nen\u00ed takov\u00fd, jako jsi ho znal.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><em>\u010clov\u011bk m\u016f\u017ee m\u00edt mnoho d\u016fvod\u016f ke \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed, ale sta\u010d\u00ed jedin\u00fd, aby byl ne\u0161\u0165astn\u00fd\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Nebyl t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 nikdy vesel\u00fd, neust\u00e1le nad n\u011b\u010d\u00edm dumal a sotva s tebou prohodil slovo. N\u011bkdy jsi ho dokonce sl\u00fdch\u00e1val plakat, v\u011bt\u0161inou v noci, pod rou\u0161kou tmy.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><em>Je l\u00e1ska kr\u00e1sn\u00e1? Ne, je zl\u00e1, krut\u00e1 a bod\u00e1 jako trn\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>To l\u00e1ska ho k tomu donutila. L\u00e1ska\u2026 Kdysi po n\u00ed tou\u017eil. Doufal, \u017ee jeho romantick\u00e9 sny o prav\u00e9 l\u00e1sce se jednou spln\u00ed. Cht\u011bl v\u011bd\u011bt, jak\u00e9 to je, b\u00fdt k smrti zamilovan\u00fd. A kdy\u017e u\u017e t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 p\u0159estal doufat, \u017ee se tak n\u011bkdy stane, byla tady. Intenz\u00edvn\u00ed a ne\u010dekan\u00e1. Zak\u00e1zan\u00e1.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><em>Kdy\u017e honit L\u00e1sku chce\u0161, jak st\u00edn se Tob\u011b m\u00edh\u00e1. Ji ho\u0148 a Tob\u011b ulet\u00ed, v\u0161ak prch\u00e1\u0161-li T\u011b st\u00edh\u00e1\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Necht\u011bl t\u011b milovat, ale nedok\u00e1zal se ovl\u00e1dnout, prost\u011b to ne\u0161lo. Po\u0159\u00e1d na tebe musel myslet, nemohl t\u011b dostat z hlavy. A ze srdce\u2026 u\u017e v\u016fbec ne. Na to jsi byl moc hluboko.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><em>L\u00e1sku si nelze vynutit ani vyloudit lichotkami, p\u0159ich\u00e1z\u00ed sama, nehledan\u00e1, ne\u010dekan\u00e1, ne\u017e\u00e1dan\u00e1\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Sna\u017eil se t\u00e9 l\u00e1sky k tob\u011b n\u011bjak zbavit, uhasit ten plamen, co byl uvnit\u0159 n\u011bj. Zbyte\u010dn\u011b.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div><em>Prav\u00e1 l\u00e1ska je ta, kter\u00e1 z\u016fst\u00e1v\u00e1 st\u00e1le, a\u0165 j\u00ed d\u00e1v\u00e1me v\u0161echno, nebo j\u00ed v\u0161echno odp\u00edr\u00e1me\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Nic z toho jsi netu\u0161il. Netu\u0161il jsi, \u017ee se mu o tob\u011b ka\u017edou noc zd\u00e1, netu\u0161il jsi, jak t\u011b pozoruje, kdykoli se d\u00edv\u00e1\u0161 jinam. Nemohl jsi to v\u011bd\u011bt, ne\u0159ekl ti to. A div\u00ed\u0161 se snad? \u0158ekl bys ty sv\u00e9mu bratrovi, \u017ee k n\u011bmu c\u00edt\u00ed\u0161 n\u011bco, co bys nem\u011bl, co by v\u0161ichni zavrhli? Jist\u011b\u017ee ne\u2026<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><em>Sv\u011btu jsi mo\u017en\u00e1 jen jedinou osobou, ale jedin\u00e9 osob\u011b m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 b\u00fdt cel\u00fd sv\u011bt\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Ani ve snu by t\u011b nenapadlo, co za t\u00edm ve skute\u010dnosti je. On byl p\u0159ece v\u017edycky dokonal\u00fd, tak jak by se mohl zamilovat do n\u011bkoho, jako jsi ty? Jak by mohl milovat zak\u00e1zanou l\u00e1skou? A p\u0159ece to tak bylo. Jen ty jsi nic netu\u0161il.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><em>L\u00e1ska klade odpor jak\u00e9mukoliv osudu\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>A\u017e jednou ve\u010der ti to nedalo a ty jsi se ho na to zeptal.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bille, co se d\u011bje?&#8220; Kolik odvahy t\u011b st\u00e1lo polo\u017eit mu tuto prostou ot\u00e1zku! T\u011b\u017eko \u0159\u00edct, jestli jsi se tolik b\u00e1l odpov\u011bdi. Snad t\u011b v\u00edc d\u011bsila p\u0159edstava toho, \u017ee ti nic ne\u0159ekne. \u017de ti nebude d\u016fv\u011b\u0159ovat natolik, aby se ti sv\u011b\u0159il se sv\u00fdm tr\u00e1pen\u00edm.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><em>Nen\u00ed cesty zp\u011bt, je jen cesta kup\u0159edu\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Zara\u017een\u011b t\u011b pozoroval, nev\u011bd\u011bl, jestli ti to m\u00e1 \u0159\u00edct nebo ne. P\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel, jak\u00e1 je pravd\u011bpodobnost, \u017ee bude\u0161 jeho city op\u011btovat. Moc velk\u00e1 ne, nic si nenalh\u00e1val. M\u00e1 to i p\u0159esto riskovat?<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><em>Odv\u00e1\u017en\u00fdm \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed p\u0159eje\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Nemohl jsi v\u011bd\u011bt, co se v n\u011bm odehr\u00e1v\u00e1 za boj. Chytil jsi ho za rameno, trochu se ot\u0159\u00e1sl. &#8222;No tak, Bille, m\u011b to m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 \u0159\u00edct, jsem tv\u016fj bratr.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Pr\u00e1v\u011b,&#8220; procedil mezi zuby a sklopil hlavu. St\u00e1lo ho tolik sebeovl\u00e1d\u00e1n\u00ed, aby se na tebe okam\u017eit\u011b nevrhl.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><em>L\u00e1ska je l\u00edbezn\u00fd kv\u011bt, ale je t\u0159eba odvahy, abychom si jej \u0161li utrhnout na kraj stra\u0161n\u00e9 propasti\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Jak to mysl\u00ed\u0161?&#8220; nech\u00e1pal jsi. Jak je mo\u017en\u00e9, \u017ee jsi to je\u0161t\u011b nepochopil? V\u017edy\u0165 to bylo tak jasn\u00e9! Sta\u010dilo by po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b se mu pod\u00edvat do o\u010d\u00ed, a v\u0161echno by ti to do\u0161lo. Ale ty jsi to neud\u011blal. Vlastn\u011b to ani nebylo pot\u0159eba, proto\u017ee v tu chv\u00edli se ti vrhl kolem krku a za\u010dal t\u011b l\u00edbat. Neudr\u017eel se, dusil to v sob\u011b u\u017e tak dlouho\u2026<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><em>Polibek je kr\u00e1sn\u00fd vyn\u00e1lez p\u0159\u00edrody, jak zastavit \u0159e\u010d, kdy\u017e u\u017e jsou slova zbyte\u010dn\u00e1\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Zd\u00e1lo se ti to nekone\u010dn\u00e9, a p\u0159ece to trvalo jen chv\u00edli. Pak t\u011b pustil a nejist\u011b t\u011b pozoroval. V \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9m p\u0159\u00edpad\u011b nelitoval ni\u010deho z toho, co ud\u011blal. Jak by mohl, kdy\u017e to bylo tak kr\u00e1sn\u00e9! Nelitoval toho, a p\u0159ece se b\u00e1l, co mu \u0159ekne\u0161. \u010cekal na odm\u00edtnut\u00ed, ale z\u00e1rove\u0148 doufal, \u017ee bys mohl c\u00edtit tot\u00e9\u017e co on. P\u0159\u00e1l si to\u2026<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><em>Nikdy nelituj ni\u010deho, co bylo kr\u00e1sn\u00e9, by\u0165 by to byl nejv\u011bt\u0161\u00ed p\u0159estupek sv\u011bta\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Ani ty s\u00e1m jsi nev\u011bd\u011bl, co t\u011b p\u0159im\u011blo se usm\u00e1t. Mo\u017en\u00e1 za to mohla nad\u011bje a nevy\u0159\u010den\u00e1 prosba zra\u010d\u00edc\u00ed se mu v \u010dokol\u00e1dov\u00fdch o\u010d\u00edch, kdy\u017e se od tebe odtrhnul. Nebo to byli mot\u00fdlci, kte\u0159\u00ed ti za\u010dali l\u00e9tat v b\u0159i\u0161e, kdy\u017e jsi se mu pod\u00edval do tv\u00e1\u0159e. Tentokr\u00e1t jsi to byl ty, kdo toho druh\u00e9ho pol\u00edbil a horliv\u011b se vpil do jeho rt\u016f\u2026<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><em>A\u017e teprve na\u0161e spole\u010dn\u00e1 l\u00e1ska mi uk\u00e1zala, co je v \u017eivot\u011b d\u016fle\u017eit\u00e9. Te\u010f v\u00edm, \u017ee \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed je jen polovi\u010dn\u00ed, kdy\u017e se o n\u011bj nem\u00e1\u0161 s k\u00fdm d\u011blit, a \u017ee smutek je dvojn\u00e1sobn\u00fd, kdy\u017e Ti z n\u011bj nem\u00e1 kdo pomoci. S Tebou jsem poznal, co to znamen\u00e1 opravdu milovat a jak\u00e9 to je, kdy\u017e je moje l\u00e1ska op\u011btov\u00e1na&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Mary<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Mary Hl\u00e1s\u00edm se znova. D\u011bkuju za povzbuzen\u00ed v koment\u00e1\u0159\u00edch u p\u0159edchoz\u00edch dvou pov\u00eddek. Moc si toho v\u00e1\u017e\u00edm a pos\u00edl\u00e1m dal\u0161\u00ed, snad se v\u00e1m bude l\u00edbit. V\u011bty ozna\u010den\u00e9 kurz\u00edvou jsou cit\u00e1ty. Mary Zm\u011bnil se. Ty jsi byl prvn\u00ed, kdo si v\u0161iml, \u017ee<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/07\/26\/laska-71\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13918","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ff-jednodilky"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13918","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13918"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13918\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13918"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13918"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13918"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}