{"id":14140,"date":"2009-06-30T14:00:00","date_gmt":"2009-06-30T13:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=14107"},"modified":"2009-06-30T14:00:00","modified_gmt":"2009-06-30T13:00:00","slug":"i-can-t-help-myself-8","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/06\/30\/i-can-t-help-myself-8\/","title":{"rendered":"I can\u2019t help myself 8."},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Ivetka<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Ani jsem ne\u010dekal, \u017ee se n\u011bco takov\u00e9ho stane. P\u0159emlouval jsem m\u00e1mu, aby m\u011b tento t\u00fdden nechala doma, proto\u017ee mi ,,nebylo dob\u0159e&#8220;, ale dnes r\u00e1no jsem se probudil a v\u00e1\u017en\u011b mi nebylo nejl\u00e9pe. Kdy\u017e jsem si zm\u011b\u0159il teplotu, p\u0159ekvapilo m\u011b to je\u0161t\u011b mnohem v\u00edc &#8211; 38,3. Vzal jsem si teda pr\u00e1\u0161ek na sn\u00ed\u017een\u00ed teploty a bolesti, a hned napsal kluk\u016fm SMS: ,,Ahoj p\u00e1nov\u00e9, omlouv\u00e1m se, ale dneska do klubovny bohu\u017eel nedoraz\u00edm. N\u011bco m\u011b skolilo &#8211; m\u00e1m teplotu a nen\u00ed mi dob\u0159e, Tom.&#8220; V\u0161em to roze\u0161lu a zalezu si do postele a zapnu si televizi. Chvilku sleduju n\u011bjak\u00e9 poh\u00e1dky, co tam d\u00e1vaj\u00ed, ale potom m\u011b za\u010dnou bolet o\u010di. Proto zav\u0159u o\u010di\u2026 Kdy\u017e je ale znovu otev\u0159u, m\u00e1lem dostanu infarkt, jak se leknu.<\/div>\n<div>,,B\u2026Bille, co tu d\u011bl\u00e1\u0161?&#8220; zakokt\u00e1m.<\/div>\n<div>,,Dole bylo otev\u0159eno, cht\u011bl jsem t\u011b vid\u011bt.&#8220; Pohlad\u00ed m\u011b po dredech.<\/div>\n<div>,,Aha\u2026&#8220; pousm\u011bju se.<\/div>\n<div>,,A jsi nemocn\u00fd, tak jsem ti p\u0159i\u0161el pom\u00e1hat\u2026&#8220; sm\u011bje se.<\/div>\n<div>,,Wow..&#8220; zachrapt\u00edm.<\/div>\n<div>,,Tak\u2026 m\u00e1\u0161 asi hlad, co?&#8220; p\u0159ikryje m\u011b dekou a\u017e ke krku.<\/div>\n<div>,,No\u2026 nem\u00e1m\u2026 ani chu\u0165 ne\u2026&#8220; za\u0161kleb\u00edm se.<\/div>\n<div>,,Ale n\u011bco j\u00edst mus\u00ed\u0161, tak\u017ee tu le\u017e a j\u00e1 ti dole n\u011bco ud\u011bl\u00e1m,&#8220; mrkne na m\u011b a zmiz\u00ed za dve\u0159mi. Abych pravdu \u0159ekl, jsem docela i r\u00e1d, \u017ee tu je. Alespo\u0148 tu nejsem s\u00e1m.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>,,Tak tady jsem ti ud\u011blal n\u011bjak\u00fd \u010daj a tady m\u00e1\u0161 ovocn\u00fd sal\u00e1t, co jsem ti ud\u011blal.&#8220; D\u00e1 mi na<\/div>\n<div>pe\u0159inu misku nakr\u00e1jen\u00e9ho ovoce.<\/div>\n<div>,,J\u00e1 ale nem\u00e1m hlad, Billy\u2026&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>,,Ale no tak, nech toho. Mus\u00ed\u0161 n\u011bco zdl\u00e1bnout, alespo\u0148 tro\u0161ku,&#8220; pob\u00eddne m\u011b a d\u00e1 mi pusinku na \u010delo.<\/div>\n<div>,,Tak dob\u0159e,&#8220; pousm\u011bju se a vyhoupnu se do sedu. N\u011bco m\u00e1lo z toho sn\u00edm, ale potom to odlo\u017e\u00edm na no\u010dn\u00ed stolek.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>,,No vid\u00ed\u0161, tak za chvilku budeme pokra\u010dovat,&#8220; p\u0159isedne si ke mn\u011b, kdy\u017e si lehnu. ,,Jsi roztomil\u00fd, kdy\u017e jsi nemocn\u00fd\u2026&#8220; pohlad\u00ed m\u011b po ruce. Kouknu se na n\u011bj a jeho ruku stisknu a palcem ho za\u010dnu hladit po jej\u00edm h\u0159bet\u011b. Bill mi to ne\u00fanavn\u011b opl\u00e1c\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>,,Nechce\u0161 si j\u00edt lehnout ke mn\u011b?&#8220; brouknu\u2026<\/div>\n<div>,,M\u00e1m d\u017e\u00edny&#8220; odv\u011bt\u00ed\u2026<\/div>\n<div>,,Tak si ode m\u011b ze sk\u0159\u00edn\u011b vezmi n\u011bjak\u00fd moje tepl\u00e1ky nebo n\u011bco\u2026&#8220; nen\u00e1padn\u011b ho p\u0159emlouv\u00e1m\u2026<\/div>\n<div>,,Tak dob\u0159e&#8220; nakonec souhlas\u00ed, zvedne se a dojde k m\u00e9 sk\u0159\u00edni. Vybere si tam jedny moje obl\u00edben\u00e9 tepl\u00e1ky a p\u0159ejde k m\u00e9mu psac\u00edmu stolu. Pomalu si za\u010dne rozep\u00ednat p\u00e1sek u kalhot. Sleduju ho, d\u011bl\u00e1 to zpomalen\u011b. Docela m\u011b to vzru\u0161\u00ed. Jak provokuje. Potom si sund\u00e1 i kalhoty. Rychle si nand\u00e1 ty tepl\u00e1ky.<\/div>\n<div>,,M\u00e1\u0161 kr\u00e1sn\u011b dlouh\u00fd nohy,&#8220; pochv\u00e1l\u00edm mu.<\/div>\n<div>,,D\u00edky,&#8220; dojde k posteli a vleze si ke mn\u011b pod pe\u0159inu.<\/div>\n<div>,,Bille, d\u011bkuju, \u017ee jsi dneska p\u0159i\u0161el,&#8220; brouknu asi po 20ti minut\u00e1ch, co u sebe le\u017e\u00edme. Je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edc se k n\u011bmu p\u0159itul\u00edm.<\/div>\n<div>,,No\u2026 nen\u00ed za\u010d, ale zaslou\u017eil bych si snad n\u011bjakou odm\u011bnu, nemysl\u00ed\u0161?&#8220; pevn\u011bji mi stiskne ruku.<\/div>\n<div>,,Billy\u2026 Te\u010f ti pusu d\u00e1vat nem\u016f\u017eu, jsem nemocn\u00fd\u2026&#8220; zaklon\u00edm hlavu a kouknu se mu do o\u010d\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>,,Tome\u2026 jedna pusa t\u011b p\u0159ece nezabije a mn\u011b se nic nestane\u2026&#8220; koukne se na m\u011b ps\u00edm pohledem.<\/div>\n<div>,,Bille, chytne\u0161 to ode m\u011b,&#8220; zv\u00fd\u0161\u00edm hlas, aby v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee to mysl\u00edm opravdu v\u00e1\u017en\u011b.<\/div>\n<div>,,Hm,&#8220; sklon\u00ed se ke mn\u011b a drze m\u011b pol\u00edb\u00ed. Jsem sice tro\u0161ku zasko\u010den\u00fd, ale nedok\u00e1\u017eu se br\u00e1nit. Naopak\u2026 spokojen\u011b mu to opl\u00e1c\u00edm.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>,,Jsi stra\u0161n\u011b tvrdohlavej\u2026&#8220; zasm\u011bju se potom.<\/div>\n<div>,,Mmm\u2026 j\u00e1 v\u00edm, ale mnohdy se to vyplat\u00ed, co?&#8220; zase m\u011b p\u0159ikryje.<\/div>\n<div>,,Jo, m\u00e1\u0161 pravdu\u2026&#8220; usm\u011bju se a znovu se k n\u011bmu p\u0159itul\u00edm. ,<\/div>\n<div>,No te\u010f \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd odpo\u010d\u00edv\u00e1n\u00ed, te\u010f zase n\u011bco spap\u00e1\u0161\u2026&#8220; zvedne nau\u010dn\u011b ukazov\u00e1\u010dek a nat\u00e1hne se na no\u010dn\u00ed stolek pro misku s ovocem. Rad\u0161i nic nenam\u00edt\u00e1m a nech\u00e1m se od n\u011bj krmit. Mus\u00edm se p\u0159iznat, ovoce a zelenina nikdy nebyla moje slab\u00e1 str\u00e1nka\u2026 ale od Billa to chutn\u00e1 jako ovoce utr\u017een\u00e9 p\u0159\u00edmo z rajsk\u00e9 zahrady. Vychutn\u00e1v\u00e1m si ka\u017ed\u00e9 sousto a\u017e do chv\u00edle, kdy m\u00e1m v\u00e1\u017en\u011b dost. Pod\u011bkuju mu a zase si k n\u011bmu lehnu.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>,,M\u011bli bychom u\u017e taky kone\u010dn\u011b do\u0159e\u0161it to, jak to mezi n\u00e1mi bude\u2026&#8220; \u0159ekne po chv\u00edli sledov\u00e1n\u00ed televize Bill. Zvednu hlavu.<\/div>\n<div>,,No\u2026 a co by jsi cht\u011bl \u0159e\u0161it?&#8220; nasucho polknu.<\/div>\n<div>,,No\u2026 ty vztahy mezi n\u00e1mi. Nen\u00ed to norm\u00e1ln\u00ed, Tommy\u2026 M\u011bli bychom se n\u011bjak spole\u010dn\u011b rozhodnout, jak to mezi n\u00e1mi bude d\u00e1l\u2026&#8220; hlad\u00ed m\u011b po dlani.<\/div>\n<div>,,No a ty m\u00e1\u0161 n\u011bjakej n\u00e1pad?&#8220; usm\u011bju se.<\/div>\n<div>,,Tome\u2026 hele, ono to nen\u00ed tak lehk\u00fd\u2026 v\u00ed\u0161\u2026 s\u00e1m jsi \u0159\u00edkal, \u017ee kluci by s t\u00edm asi moc nesouhlasili a taky tvoji a moji rodi\u010de\u2026 i kdy\u017e moji rodi\u010de s homosexu\u00e1ln\u00edmi vztahy nikdy probl\u00e9m nem\u011bli, ale\u2026&#8220; vtom moment\u011b mu sko\u010d\u00edm do \u0159e\u010di.<\/div>\n<div>,,Dost! P\u0159esta\u0148 to okec\u00e1vat,&#8220; zamra\u010d\u00edm se\u2026<\/div>\n<div>,,Miluju t\u011b, Tome,&#8220; koukne se na m\u011b. M\u00edsto odpov\u011bdi si sednu a jemn\u011b ho l\u00edbnu na rty\u2026<\/div>\n<div>,,To je teda v\u00e1\u017en\u00e1 v\u011bc, s t\u00edm bychom m\u011bli n\u011bco d\u011blat, nemysl\u00ed\u0161?&#8220; pousm\u011bju se.<\/div>\n<div>,,Asi ano, l\u00e1sko,&#8220; st\u00e1hne si m\u011b k sob\u011b a za\u010dne n\u011b\u017en\u011b l\u00edbat\u2026<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Ivetka<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Ivetka Ani jsem ne\u010dekal, \u017ee se n\u011bco takov\u00e9ho stane. P\u0159emlouval jsem m\u00e1mu, aby m\u011b tento t\u00fdden nechala doma, proto\u017ee mi ,,nebylo dob\u0159e&#8220;, ale dnes r\u00e1no jsem se probudil a v\u00e1\u017en\u011b mi nebylo nejl\u00e9pe. 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