{"id":14248,"date":"2009-06-17T14:30:00","date_gmt":"2009-06-17T13:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=14215"},"modified":"2009-06-17T14:30:00","modified_gmt":"2009-06-17T13:30:00","slug":"uz-vim-co-k-tobe-citim-27","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/06\/17\/uz-vim-co-k-tobe-citim-27\/","title":{"rendered":"U\u017e v\u00edm, co k tob\u011b c\u00edt\u00edm 27."},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Pajule<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Venku zu\u0159ila po\u0159\u00e1dn\u00e1 vich\u0159ice. Z nebe padaly obrovsk\u00e9 kroupy o velikosti st\u0159edn\u011b velik\u00fdch kor\u00e1lk\u016f. Do toho nebe stihlo je\u0161t\u011b vyd\u00e1vat hr\u016fzostra\u0161n\u00e9 a hlasit\u00e9 hromy, kter\u00e9 si pohr\u00e1valy na obloze spole\u010dn\u011b s blesky. \u0160pi\u010dky strom\u016f se oh\u00fdbaly a\u017e ke zemi a neposedn\u00fd ork\u00e1n s sebou bral v\u0161e, co mu p\u0159i\u0161lo do cesty a on m\u011bl s\u00edlu to n\u00e9st s sebou d\u00e1l. Okna v domu zhruba ve st\u0159edu mal\u00e9 vesni\u010dky Loitsche se klepala a domem se oz\u00fdvalo sku\u010den\u00ed, jak v\u00edtr pronikal \u0161kv\u00edrami do domu. Bill se nespokojen\u011b p\u0159evalil na druh\u00fd bok, kdy\u017e v tom se rozeh\u0159m\u011blo je\u0161t\u011b hlasit\u011bji a uhodil n\u011bkde bl\u00edzko blesk. \u010cernovl\u00e1sek se jen rozklepal a prudce otev\u0159el o\u010dka. Bou\u0159ky se b\u00e1l, stejn\u011b jako jeho br\u00e1\u0161ka. Oba byli stra\u0161pytlov\u00e9. Ti\u0161e zacloumal ze v\u0161ech sil, co mu po v\u010derej\u0161\u00ed chemoterapii zbyly, se sv\u00fdm br\u00e1\u0161kou, kter\u00fd je\u0161t\u011b st\u00e1le pod\u0159imoval. Ten okam\u017eit\u011b vylet\u011bl do sedu a popla\u0161en\u011b se d\u00edval kolem sebe. A\u017e pot\u00e9, kdy se rozkoukal, si v\u0161iml Billyho, jak se s boj\u00e1cn\u00fdm v\u00fdrazem tul\u00ed k pol\u0161t\u00e1\u0159i. Rychle k n\u011bmu ulehl zp\u011bt a objal ho kolem ramen. Kdy\u017e mu \u0161pital sl\u016fvka \u00fat\u011bchy do ucha, ozval se je\u0161t\u011b v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed hrom, ne\u017e kter\u00fd Billa vzbudil a uhodil dal\u0161\u00ed blesk. Tentokr\u00e1t to bylo sotva p\u00e1r metr\u016f od jejich bar\u00e1ku. V tu chv\u00edli vypadl elektrick\u00fd proud. Digit\u00e1ln\u00ed hodiny na no\u010dn\u00edm stolku zhasly. Tom\u016fv mobil, p\u0159ipojen\u00fd na nab\u00edje\u010dce, se p\u0159estal nab\u00edjet. Obrazovka u po\u010d\u00edta\u010de zhasla a cel\u00fdm domem se rozlilo ticho, kdy\u017e v tom uhodil dal\u0161\u00ed blesk. Bill t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 nesly\u0161n\u011b vyp\u00edskl a zahrabal se pod pe\u0159inu. Tom tam za n\u00edm vlezl a p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010dil ho, \u017ee vstanou a alespo\u0148 se dol\u016f p\u016fjdou nasn\u00eddat. Kdy\u017e Bill odm\u00edtl j\u00eddlo, p\u0159emluvil ho, aby se \u0161el aspo\u0148 nap\u00edt.<\/div>\n
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„M\u00e1m ti vz\u00edt ty b\u00edl\u00e9, nebo \u0161ediv\u00e9 tepl\u00e1ky, hmm?“ st\u00e1l Tom u \u0161atn\u00ed sk\u0159\u00edn\u011b a v ka\u017ed\u00e9 ruce sv\u00edral jedny tepl\u00e1ky. T\u00e1zav\u011b pohl\u00e9dl na Billa, kter\u00fd \u0161pitl, \u017ee chce ty \u0161ediv\u00e9. Tom je\u0161t\u011b vyt\u00e1hl n\u011bjak\u00e9 Billovo star\u00e9, \u010dern\u00e9 tri\u010dko. Do rukou vzal \u010dist\u00e9 boxerky a pono\u017eky. Pak s t\u00edm zam\u00ed\u0159il k Billovi, k posteli.<\/div>\n
„M\u00e1m studen\u00e9 ruce brou\u010dku, tak se nelekej,“ usm\u00e1l se Tomi a odkryl z Billa pe\u0159inu. Opatrn\u011b mu vysvl\u00e9kl boxerky a navl\u00e9kl mu \u010dist\u00e9. Kdy\u017e byly boxerky na spr\u00e1vn\u00e9m m\u00edst\u011b, Tom si Billa nadzdvihl a jednou rukou mu po n\u011bjak\u00e9 dob\u011b navl\u00e9kl i tepl\u00e1ky. Kdy\u017e u\u017e m\u011bl navle\u010den\u00e9 i pono\u017eky, pustil se dred\u00e1\u010d do obl\u00e9k\u00e1n\u00ed tri\u010dka. Billa si pomalu a opatrn\u011b vyhoupl do sedu a za jeho pomoci mu navl\u00e9kl tri\u010dko. S\u00e1hl je\u0161t\u011b po mikin\u011b p\u0159ehozen\u00e9 p\u0159es op\u011bradlo nedalek\u00e9 \u017eidle a Billovi navl\u00e9kl i mikinu.<\/div>\n
„Poj\u010f, odnesu si t\u011b dol\u016f,“ \u0161pitne blon\u010f\u00e1\u010dek a Billa zvedne z postele. Chytne si ho do n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed a ze stole\u010dku si je\u0161t\u011b vezme do kapsy mobil.<\/div>\n
„Tomi, j\u00e1 bych zvl\u00e1dl j\u00edt s\u00e1m. Je mi docela i dob\u0159e,“ \u0161pitl Bill, kdy\u017e si to ti dva kr\u00e1\u010deli p\u0159es pokoj ke dve\u0159\u00edm.<\/div>\n
„Rad\u0161i t\u011b vezmu.“ nedal se blon\u010f\u00e1k a st\u011b\u017e\u00ed otev\u0159el dve\u0159e.<\/div>\n
„Tomi, pros\u00edm\u2026“ zesmutn\u011bl Bill a na Toma hodil ps\u00ed o\u010dka. Br\u00e1\u0161ka nejd\u0159\u00edve povzdychl a nesouhlasil, ale nakonec Billa spustil opatrn\u011b na zem. Pro jistotu ho chytil za ruku a u\u017e si to \u0161tr\u00e1dovali pomal\u00fdm krokem dol\u016f ze schod\u016f.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
„Bille, na to, \u017ee jsi byl v\u010dera na chemoterapii, m\u00e1\u0161 n\u011bjak moc energie, ne?“ hul\u00e1kal br\u00e1\u0161ka, kdy\u017e jsem po n\u011bm hodil dal\u0161\u00ed v\u00e1rku kuku\u0159i\u010dn\u00fdch lup\u00ednk\u016f. Jo, jen\u017ee to by nemohl b\u00fdt m\u016fj br\u00e1\u0161ka sklerotik. Teda\u2026 on se sna\u017e\u00ed. Jsem mu za to neskute\u010dn\u011b vd\u011b\u010dn\u00fd. Ale n\u011bjak asi zapomn\u011bl na to, \u017ee v\u010dera mi d\u00e1vali podstatn\u011b m\u00e9n\u011b chemik\u00e1li\u00ed do t\u011bla. Byla to \u010dtvrtina p\u0159ede\u0161l\u00fdch d\u00e1vek. Tak\u017ee j\u00e1 se p\u0159eci jen c\u00edt\u00edm opravdu o n\u011bco l\u00e9pe, ne\u017e tomu bylo jindy. I kdy\u017e to tak\u00e9 nen\u00ed nic slavn\u00e9ho. C\u00edt\u00edm se slab\u00fd. R\u00e1no m\u011b musel obl\u00e9kat Tomi, s\u00e1m bych to asi nezvl\u00e1dl. Ostatn\u011b tak to bylo v\u017edycky prvn\u00ed dva dny. M\u016fj organismus a t\u011blo prost\u011b nepracovaly tak jak m\u011bly. Byl jsem hotov\u00fd. Ale mysl\u00edm, \u017ee dnes ve\u010der u\u017e to zvl\u00e1dnu s\u00e1m. Vysvl\u00e9knout se a ulo\u017eit se s\u00e1m do postele. No, uvid\u00edme. Ka\u017edop\u00e1dn\u011b z\u00edtra bych m\u011bl ve\u010der b\u00fdt fit, podle m\u00fdch dosavadn\u00edch zku\u0161enost\u00ed. Prvn\u00ed d\u00e1vka byla taky jen takhle mal\u00e1. Jsem dodnes vd\u011b\u010dn\u00fd tomu, \u017ee mi na tu rakovinu p\u0159i\u0161li tak brzy, jinak bych na tom nebyl te\u010f tak dob\u0159e, jako jsem. P\u0159edchoz\u00ed dva m\u011bs\u00edce pro m\u011b byly n\u00e1ro\u010dn\u00e9 fyzicky i psychicky, ale s m\u00fdm dvoj\u010d\u00e1tkem jsem to zvl\u00e1dl. Spojili jsme s\u00edly. A st\u00e1lo to za to. Jinak bychom nebyli tam, kde te\u010f jsme.<\/div>\n
„A opravdu, brou\u010dku, nechce\u0161 alespo\u0148 n\u011bco? T\u0159eba p\u00e1r l\u017ei\u010dek neochucen\u00e9ho b\u00edl\u00e9ho jogurtu?“ pohl\u00eddne na m\u011b m\u016fj medv\u00eddek a do pusy si nacpe dal\u0161\u00ed kus such\u00e9ho rohl\u00edku. K tomu si do pusy p\u0159ihod\u00ed p\u00e1r l\u017ei\u010dek jogurtu. Ochucen\u00e9ho jogurtu.<\/div>\n
„J\u00e1\u2026 ale jen tro\u0161inku, ano?“ \u0161pitnu nakonec. T\u0159eba mi to ud\u011bl\u00e1 dob\u0159e. Nebo naopak \u0161patn\u011b. Jojo, rakovina je nevyzpytateln\u00e1 nemoc. Nikdy nev\u00edm, co mohu o\u010dek\u00e1vat. Nikdy nev\u00edm, co se stane. Nev\u00edm, co moje t\u011blo dovol\u00ed a co nedovol\u00ed. Jedin\u00e9, co v\u00edm je, \u017ee mus\u00edm \u017e\u00edt. Mus\u00edm \u017e\u00edt, abych dok\u00e1zal, \u017ee jsem siln\u00fd. \u017de m\u011b jedna pitom\u00e1 rakovina neskol\u00ed.<\/div>\n
„Tak\u2026 prvn\u00ed l\u017ei\u010dku za Tom\u00edka,“ diktuje mi br\u00e1\u0161ka a nabere na l\u017ei\u010dku tro\u0161ku b\u00edl\u00e9ho jogurtu. Jen se usm\u011bji a poslu\u0161n\u011b otev\u0159u pusinu.<\/div>\n
„\u0160ikulka je n\u00e1\u0161 Bill\u00ed. P\u011bkn\u011b pap\u00e1. T\u00e1k, otev\u0159\u00edt. D\u00e1me si druhou l\u017ei\u010dku t\u0159eb\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u2026 za Toma,“ zasm\u011bje se a j\u00e1 s n\u00edm. Otev\u0159u op\u011bt poslu\u0161n\u011b pusu a \u010dek\u00e1m, kdy uc\u00edt\u00edm v puse chladn\u00fd kov. L\u017ei\u010dku pot\u00e9 jen obl\u00edznu a polknu. Zas tak \u0161patn\u00e9 to nen\u00ed. D\u00e1 se to zvl\u00e1dnout.<\/div>\n
„T\u00e1k\u2026 a te\u010f polet\u00ed \u00e9ro Tom. A let\u00ed, let\u00ed, let\u00ed\u2026“ k\u0159ikne a v puse mi p\u0159istane dal\u0161\u00ed d\u00e1vka jogurtu. Namy\u0161lenec jeden.<\/div>\n
„Dal\u0161\u00ed l\u017ei\u010dka bude za koho? No p\u0159eci za Tomyho,“ vyk\u0159ikne a s hlasit\u00fdm sm\u00edchem proti mn\u011b nam\u00ed\u0159\u00ed l\u017ei\u010dku.<\/div>\n
„Tomi, j\u00e1 u\u017e nechci. U\u017e nem\u016f\u017eu,“ vys\u00edlen\u011b vyl\u00ed\u010d\u00edm sv\u00e9 pocity a pohlad\u00edm se po b\u0159\u00ed\u0161ku na znamen\u00ed, \u017ee je zapln\u011bn\u00e9.<\/div>\n
„Ale Billy, ty m\u011b nechce\u0161, jo? Tak to jsem se urazil,“ naoko nahod\u00ed na\u0161tvan\u00fd v\u00fdraz a jogurt polo\u017e\u00ed na st\u016fl. Ruce d\u00e1 v bok a nato\u010d\u00ed se ke mn\u011b bokem.<\/div>\n
„Chci, ale trochu jinak,“ za\u0161ept\u00e1m mu do ou\u0161ka a n\u00e1sledn\u011b ho na n\u011bj l\u00edbnu.<\/div>\n
„Tak takhle, ty \u010f\u00e1ble, jo?“oto\u010d\u00ed se ke mn\u011b.<\/div>\n
„P\u0159esn\u011b tak,“ potuteln\u011b se usm\u011bju a k brou\u010dkovi se pomalinku naklon\u00edm, abych ho mohl pol\u00edbit.<\/div>\n
„Ale jen polibek, ano?“ \u0161pitne Tomi, kdy\u017e jsem od jeho rt\u016f p\u00e1r milimetr\u016f.<\/div>\n
„Mmm\u2026“ nesouhlasn\u011b zamru\u010d\u00edm.<\/div>\n
„Ne, Billy, ned\u011blalo by to pro tebe dob\u0159e,“ \u0161pitne a j\u00e1 usoud\u00edm, \u017ee bude lep\u0161\u00ed po\u010dkat do z\u00edt\u0159ka.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
autor: Pajule<\/strong><\/div>\n
betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: Pajule Venku zu\u0159ila po\u0159\u00e1dn\u00e1 vich\u0159ice. Z nebe padaly obrovsk\u00e9 kroupy o velikosti st\u0159edn\u011b velik\u00fdch kor\u00e1lk\u016f. Do toho nebe stihlo je\u0161t\u011b vyd\u00e1vat hr\u016fzostra\u0161n\u00e9 a hlasit\u00e9 hromy, kter\u00e9 si pohr\u00e1valy na obloze spole\u010dn\u011b s blesky. \u0160pi\u010dky strom\u016f se oh\u00fdbaly a\u017e ke zemi a<\/p>\n

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