{"id":14313,"date":"2009-06-09T14:00:00","date_gmt":"2009-06-09T13:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=14280"},"modified":"2009-06-09T14:00:00","modified_gmt":"2009-06-09T13:00:00","slug":"i-can-t-help-myself-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/06\/09\/i-can-t-help-myself-5\/","title":{"rendered":"I can\u2019t help myself 5."},"content":{"rendered":"<div>autor: <strong>Ivetka<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>,,Co jsi tady zalezlej?&#8220; nav\u0161t\u00edv\u00ed m\u011b Bill v kuchyni. Jsem u\u017e tro\u0161ku p\u0159ipitej, ale je\u0161t\u011b o sob\u011b v\u00edm.<\/div>\n<div>,,Kou\u0159\u00edm tu, vedle se pr\u00fd nem\u016f\u017ee\u2026&#8220; odv\u011bt\u00edm a zhluboka se nadechnu.<\/div>\n<div>,,Bille, m\u011bli bychom si promluvit,&#8220; \u0159eknu po chv\u00edli ticha.<\/div>\n<div>,,Jo, to m\u00e1\u0161 pravdu, ale nemysl\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee by to bylo lep\u0161\u00ed, a\u017e kdy\u017e bude\u0161 pln\u011b st\u0159\u00edzliv\u00fd?&#8220; dojde ke mn\u011b. Sed\u00edm na lince, tak\u017ee m\u00e1 ke mn\u011b dobr\u00fd p\u0159\u00edstup, a stoupne si mezi m\u00e9 nohy.<\/div>\n<div>,,Ale\u2026 j\u00e1 bych to nejrad\u011bji vy\u0159e\u0161il te\u010f. Potom k tomu u\u017e nebudu m\u00edt odvahu,&#8220; narovn\u00e1m se, aby na m\u011b alespo\u0148 nedos\u00e1hnul.<\/div>\n<div>,,A o \u010dem chce\u0161 mluvit?&#8220; za\u010dne m\u011b l\u00edbat na krku. ,<\/div>\n<div>,O tomhle. Prost\u011b\u2026 Nem\u016f\u017eeme to d\u011blat. L\u00edb\u00ed\u0161 se mi, to ano, nepop\u00edr\u00e1m to, ale j\u00e1 na kluky nejsem. A nebudu a nemiluju t\u011b, Bille. M\u00e1m t\u011b r\u00e1d, ale nemiluju t\u011b. Ze za\u010d\u00e1tku jsem t\u011b nesn\u00e1\u0161el, proto\u017ee ses mi l\u00edbil\u2026 necht\u011bl jsem si to p\u0159iznat. Tak\u017ee\u2026 od te\u010f m\u00e1\u0161 zak\u00e1zan\u00e9 na m\u011b n\u011bco zkou\u0161et. Nesm\u00ed\u0161 to prost\u011b d\u011blat, m\u00e1\u0161 z\u00e1kaz. J\u00e1 se do tebe nechci zamilovat. Nechci. Tak\u017ee to nesm\u00ed\u0161 d\u011blat, rozum\u00ed\u0161?&#8220; zat\u0159epu s n\u00edm.<\/div>\n<div>Jeho reakce m\u011b velmi p\u0159ekvap\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>,,Dob\u0159e, Tome, budu to respektovat, ale pod jednou podm\u00ednkou. Dej mi posledn\u00ed pusu, kr\u00e1snou\u2026 pros\u00edm,&#8220; pohlad\u00ed m\u011b po stehnech. S lehk\u00fdm \u00fasm\u011bvem k\u00fdvnu na souhlas a za boky si ho p\u0159it\u00e1hnu k sob\u011b. Chci, aby si tuhle u\u017eil. Prsty mu vyjedu po hrudn\u00edku a\u017e ke krku a rukama mu zajedu do vlas\u016f. Naklon\u00edm se k n\u011bmu, za\u010dnu jemn\u00fdm pusinkov\u00e1n\u00edm jeho rt\u016f, nakonec ho ale za\u010dnu n\u011b\u017en\u011b a pomalu l\u00edbat. Proc\u00edt\u011bn\u011b. D\u00e1v\u00e1m do toho skoro v\u0161echno, co k n\u011bmu c\u00edt\u00edm, i kdy\u017e vlastn\u011b nedok\u00e1\u017eu popsat, co k n\u011bmu c\u00edt\u00edm.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>L\u00edb\u00e1m ho dlouho, po\u0159\u00e1d tak pomalu. Kdy\u017e on za\u010dne divo\u010det, j\u00e1 taky, p\u0159izp\u016fsobuju se mu. Nech\u00e1m ho, aby se m\u011b dot\u00fdkal, aby m\u011b hladil, taky mu to tak opl\u00e1c\u00edm. L\u00edb\u00e1me se dlouhou dobu, nakonec ho od sebe jemn\u011b odtrhnu.<\/div>\n<div>,,To mysl\u00edm, \u017ee sta\u010d\u00ed,&#8220; d\u00e1m mu je\u0161t\u011b dodate\u010dnou pusinku.<\/div>\n<div>,,P\u0159i\u0161el jsem ti sem vlastn\u011b ozn\u00e1mit, \u017ee kluci si zabrali pokoje a ob\u00fdv\u00e1k ke span\u00ed, \u017ee bude\u0161 muset sp\u00e1t se mnou v pokoji,&#8220; \u0159ekne.<\/div>\n<div>,,Bille, to si d\u011bl\u00e1\u0161 srandu, co?&#8220; povzdychnu si.<\/div>\n<div>,,Asi bych m\u011bl j\u00edt dom\u016f,&#8220; dod\u00e1m.<\/div>\n<div>,,Tome, nech toho. Dom\u016f nep\u016fjde\u0161. Budeme sp\u00e1t spolu naho\u0159e, nebudu na tebe nic zkou\u0161et, slibuju,&#8220; zam\u00e1v\u00e1 mi p\u0159ed obli\u010dejem.<\/div>\n<div>,,Tak dob\u0159e,&#8220; nakonec k\u00fdvnu a spolu jdeme do ob\u00fdv\u00e1ku, kde kluci kou\u0159\u00ed vodn\u00ed d\u00fdmku.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Je\u0161t\u011b n\u011bjakou dobu si tam s nimi pov\u00edd\u00e1me, potom se asi kolem p\u016flnoci rozhodneme j\u00edt sp\u00e1t. Prvn\u00ed jedinci toti\u017e za\u010d\u00ednaj\u00ed m\u00fdt unaven\u00ed. Dojdu se naho\u0159e u Billa vysprchovat, potom se vysprchuje Bill. Tri\u010dko na span\u00ed jsem si sem vzal, jinak sp\u00edm s sat\u00e9nov\u00fdch trenk\u00e1ch. Dnes se ale rozhodnu, \u017ee si na sebe vezmu jen ty sat\u00e9nov\u00e9 trenky, proto\u017ee je vedro. I Bill se rozhodne, \u017ee bude sp\u00e1t jen v boxerk\u00e1ch.<\/div>\n<div>Lehneme si vedle sebe do postele, chvilku si pov\u00edd\u00e1me, jak\u00fd to tu bylo je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ed t\u00edm, ne\u017e se p\u0159ist\u011bhoval, a o tom, jak\u00e1 byla moje reakce na to, kdy\u017e jsem ho prvn\u011b uvid\u011bl a jak\u00e1 byla jeho reakce, kdy\u017e on uvid\u011bl m\u011b, a podobn\u011b. Lehneme si ka\u017ed\u00fd na bok, obli\u010deji k sob\u011b a chvilku na sebe kouk\u00e1me.<\/div>\n<div>,,Na co mysl\u00ed\u0161?&#8220; zept\u00e1m se ho.<\/div>\n<div>,,Moment\u00e1ln\u011b na nic. Jen se na tebe kouk\u00e1m. Na nic myslet ani nem\u016f\u017eu, m\u00e1m to zak\u00e1zan\u00fd,&#8220; pousm\u011bje se.<\/div>\n<div>,,Hm\u2026&#8220; odpov\u00edm naoko zklaman\u011b.<\/div>\n<div>,,A na co mysl\u00ed\u0161 ty?&#8220; zept\u00e1 se. Chvilku se rozm\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm, co mu odpov\u00edm, ale nakonec se rozhodnu, \u017ee budu up\u0159\u00edmn\u00fd.<\/div>\n<div>,,Na tebe\u2026 Na tvoje dokonal\u00fd rty, na tvoje dokonal\u00fd k\u0159ivky, na tebe cel\u00e9ho. Ale nechci na tebe myslet, nejde to\u2026 ach jo, pro\u010d je to tak t\u011b\u017ek\u00fd?&#8220; povzdechnu si a sklop\u00edm hlavu.<\/div>\n<div>,,Necht\u011bl jsem ti zamotat hlavu. Promi\u0148 mi to,&#8220; \u0159ekne do ticha Bill.<\/div>\n<div>,,Popletli jsme si je navz\u00e1jem. To je hodn\u011b zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed situace,&#8220; brouknu a prsty si polo\u017e\u00edm na ty jeho, mal\u00ed\u010dkem ho hlad\u00edm po tom jeho.<\/div>\n<div>,,Tome, v\u00ed\u0161 co je tvoje \u0161patn\u00e1 vlastnost?&#8220; koukne se na m\u011b. I p\u0159es tu tmu c\u00edt\u00edm jeho propaluj\u00edc\u00ed pohled.<\/div>\n<div>,,Netu\u0161\u00edm\u2026&#8220; ohrnu nos.<\/div>\n<div>,,To, \u017ee si zakazuje\u0161 v\u011bci, kter\u00fd m\u00e1\u0161 r\u00e1d, miluje\u0161 je, chce\u0161 je d\u011blat. Prost\u011b si je zak\u00e1\u017ee\u0161 a sna\u017e\u00ed\u0161 se to dodr\u017eet, ale stejn\u011b se ti to mnohdy nepoda\u0159\u00ed udr\u017eet a mnohdy to poru\u0161\u00ed\u0161, ani to nepot\u0159ebuje moc p\u0159emlouv\u00e1n\u00ed. J\u00e1 na tebe nebudu nic zkou\u0161et, Tome, kdy\u017e nechce\u0161. Ale m\u011bl by ses tro\u0161ku zamyslet nad t\u00edm, co d\u011bl\u00e1\u0161. J\u00e1 potom nev\u00edm, co si o tom m\u00e1m myslet,&#8220; \u0159ekne smutn\u011b Bill.<\/div>\n<div>,,Hele\u2026 nejrad\u0161i bych t\u011b te\u010f l\u00edbal. Mazlil se s tebou, hladil t\u011b\u2026 ale to prost\u011b nejde. Co by na to \u0159ekli ostatn\u00ed?&#8220; odfrknu si.<\/div>\n<div>,,Tob\u011b v\u00e1\u017en\u011b z\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed na tom, co by \u0159ekli ostatn\u00ed? To je mi l\u00edto,&#8220; broukne Bill.<\/div>\n<div>,,No o to ani ne, ale prost\u011b nem\u016f\u017eu b\u00fdt na kluky\u2026 Ach jo\u2026 Je to t\u011b\u017ek\u00fd, Bille, pot\u0159ebuju \u010das\u2026 hodn\u011b \u010dasu\u2026&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>autor: <strong>Ivetka<\/strong><\/div>\n<div>betaread: <strong>Helushka<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Ivetka ,,Co jsi tady zalezlej?&#8220; nav\u0161t\u00edv\u00ed m\u011b Bill v kuchyni. Jsem u\u017e tro\u0161ku p\u0159ipitej, ale je\u0161t\u011b o sob\u011b v\u00edm. ,,Kou\u0159\u00edm tu, vedle se pr\u00fd nem\u016f\u017ee\u2026&#8220; odv\u011bt\u00edm a zhluboka se nadechnu. ,,Bille, m\u011bli bychom si promluvit,&#8220; \u0159eknu po chv\u00edli ticha. ,,Jo, to<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/06\/09\/i-can-t-help-myself-5\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[231],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14313","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-i-can-t-help-myself"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14313","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=14313"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14313\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=14313"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=14313"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=14313"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}