{"id":14563,"date":"2009-05-09T16:00:00","date_gmt":"2009-05-09T15:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=14530"},"modified":"2009-05-09T16:00:00","modified_gmt":"2009-05-09T15:00:00","slug":"zachran-me-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/05\/09\/zachran-me-4\/","title":{"rendered":"Zachra\u0148 m\u011b! 4."},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Majka<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"350\" height=\"412\" title=\"258\" alt=\"\" class=\"left\" src=\"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/43464db483_44644829_o2.jpg\" \/><\/div>\n<div>Bill si nepamatoval, jak se dostal do sv\u00e9ho pokoje.<\/div>\n<div>Nevn\u00edmal p\u0159\u00edjemn\u011b teplou n\u00e1ru\u010d sv\u00e9ho bratra, kter\u00fd ho opatrn\u011b vyt\u00e1hl z auta a nastoupil s n\u00edm do v\u00fdtahu. Nevn\u00edmal ani jeho polekan\u00fd pohled, kter\u00fdm co chv\u00edli sklouz\u00e1val k Billov\u011b bezvl\u00e1dn\u011b zaklon\u011bn\u00e9 hlav\u011b a nesly\u0161el tich\u00e1 povzbuzuj\u00edc\u00ed sl\u016fvka plynouc\u00ed z Tomov\u00fdch \u00fast&#8230; Tom s\u00e1m nev\u011bd\u011bl, komu z nich dvou jsou ve skute\u010dnosti ur\u010dena&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Jakmile se ocitli v bezpe\u010d\u00ed za dve\u0159mi hotelov\u00e9ho pokoje, Tom si trochu oddychl.<\/div>\n<div>S a\u017e zar\u00e1\u017eej\u00edc\u00ed n\u011b\u017enost\u00ed polo\u017eil Billa na postel a na chv\u00edli se up\u0159en\u011b zahled\u011bl do jeho tv\u00e1\u0159e. Vypadal tak ztracen\u011b mezi nad\u00fdchan\u00fdmi, b\u00edle povle\u010den\u00fdmi pol\u0161t\u00e1\u0159i. Tak nehybn\u011b&#8230; tak&#8230; mrtv\u011b! Tomovi se a\u017e zadrhl dech a srdce vynechalo jeden \u00fader&#8230; V\u00e1hav\u011b zdvihl ruku a opatrn\u011b ji p\u0159ilo\u017eil Billovi na krk do m\u00edst, kde tu\u0161il tepnu. \u00dalevou zav\u0159el o\u010di, kdy\u017e pod sv\u00fdmi prsty uc\u00edtil slab\u00fd tepot.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>V tu samou chv\u00edli s\u00e1m nad sebou zavrt\u011bl nev\u011b\u0159\u00edcn\u011b hlavou a trochu vyd\u011b\u0161en\u011b st\u00e1hl ruku zp\u011bt. Co ho to proboha napad\u00e1? Samoz\u0159ejm\u011b, \u017ee je Bill v po\u0159\u00e1dku. Mus\u00ed b\u00fdt. Jen&#8230; jen si pot\u0159ebuje odpo\u010dinout a po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b se naj\u00edst. A o to u\u017e se Tom postar\u00e1. Bude to ok&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Venku u\u017e se stm\u00edvalo, kdy\u017e Billa probudilo jemn\u00e9 chv\u011bn\u00ed v kapse jeho kalhot. S n\u00e1mahou rozlepil unaven\u00e9 o\u010di a rukou popam\u011bti za\u0161m\u00e1tral v d\u017e\u00edn\u00e1ch. Tichou\u010dk\u00e1 melodie se hotelov\u00fdm pokojem rozezn\u011bla o n\u011bco hlasit\u011bji a pak hned zmlkla, kdy\u017e Bill odm\u00e1\u010dkl tla\u010d\u00edtko a p\u0159ilo\u017eil si p\u0159\u00edstroj k uchu.<\/div>\n<div>O\u010di m\u011bl u\u017e zase zav\u0159en\u00e9, ve sp\u00e1nc\u00edch mu nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u011b tepalo, slova jejich mana\u017eera mu spl\u00fdvala v jeden temn\u011b \u0161umn\u00fd zvuk.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Jasn\u011b, Davide, jsem v po\u0159\u00e1dku&#8230; ne, hlava m\u011b nebol\u00ed&#8230; dob\u0159e, uvid\u00edme se z\u00edtra. \u010cau.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Vlastn\u011b ani nevn\u00edmal, na co se ho David pt\u00e1, odpov\u011bdi plynuly z jeho \u00fast automaticky. Soust\u0159edil se jen na to, aby ovl\u00e1dl sv\u016fj hlas a zn\u011bl p\u0159irozen\u011b. Dokonce se mu na okam\u017eik poda\u0159ilo vykouzlit na rtech slab\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bv&#8230; n\u011bkde \u010detl, \u017ee to jde v \u0159e\u010di poznat.<\/div>\n<div>Jakmile v\u0161ak hovor ukon\u010dil, bledou tv\u00e1\u0159 op\u011bt zahalil vy\u010derpan\u00fd v\u00fdraz. Hlasit\u011b vydechl a huben\u00fdma prstama si za\u010dal t\u0159\u00edt sp\u00e1nky, aby trochu uti\u0161il tu pulsuj\u00edc\u00ed bolest.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>&#8222;Kolikr\u00e1t jsi se takhle p\u0159etva\u0159oval, kdy\u017e jsi mluvil se mnou?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>\n<\/div>\n<div>P\u0159i zvuku Tomova hlasu sebou Bill p\u0159ekvapen\u011b trhl a prudce se posadil. Na chv\u00edli se mu t\u00edm rychl\u00fdm pohybem v\u0161e slilo do b\u00edl\u00e9 mlhy, musel n\u011bkolik vte\u0159in po\u010dkat se sklon\u011bnou hlavou, ne\u017e se sv\u011bt kolem n\u011bj zase ust\u00e1lil do sv\u00e9 norm\u00e1ln\u00ed podoby. Pak teprve pohl\u00e9dl sm\u011brem, kde tu\u0161il sv\u00e9ho bratra. Tom sed\u011bl ve velik\u00e9m k\u0159esle v rohu pokoje a up\u00edral na Billa smutn\u00fd pohled, ve kter\u00e9m se m\u00edsila v\u00fd\u010ditka s l\u00edtost\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>Stejn\u011b jako Billa, i jeho probudil vyzv\u00e1n\u011bj\u00edc\u00ed telefon. A p\u0159i pohledu na rozespal\u00e9 bratrovy pohyby se musel pousm\u00e1t. Dokonce na chv\u00edli uv\u011b\u0159il, \u017ee by Bill\u016fv \u00fasm\u011bv a p\u0159ekvapiv\u011b pevn\u011b vy\u0159\u010den\u00e1 slova mohly b\u00fdt pravdiv\u00e9. Za\u010dal doufat, \u017ee cel\u00e1 tahle situace nen\u00ed a\u017e tak v\u00e1\u017en\u00e1, jak se mu zd\u00e1lo je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ed p\u00e1r hodinama. T\u0159eba se Bill pot\u0159eboval jen trochu prospat, nabrat s\u00edlu&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>B\u011bhem okam\u017eiku se v\u0161ak v\u0161echny Tomovy nad\u011bje rozplynuly&#8230; sta\u010dila na to jedin\u00e1 vte\u0159ina, kdy Bill vypnul telefon a spolu s t\u00edm jako by se cel\u00e1 jeho tv\u00e1\u0159 op\u011bt pono\u0159ila do tmy. Ta zm\u011bna byla a\u017e neskute\u010dn\u00e1. Jisk\u0159i\u010dky \u017eivota, kter\u00e9 se na chv\u00edli zat\u0159pytily v jeho o\u010d\u00edch, vyhasly stejn\u011b rychle, jak se objevily a Toma a\u017e zamrazilo, jak byl najednou bratr\u016fv pohled pr\u00e1zdn\u00fd. Jako by ho t\u011bch p\u00e1r slov a jeden nucen\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bv obraly o v\u011bt\u0161inu energie, kterou nast\u0159\u00e1dal n\u011bkolikahodinov\u00fdm sp\u00e1nkem.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Te\u010f se Bill, tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed v tv\u00e1\u0159 sv\u00e9mu bratrovi, zmohl jen na provinil\u00fd v\u00fdraz a po chv\u00edli sklopil odevzdan\u011b hlavu. Kdyby tak Tom v\u011bd\u011bl&#8230; Kdyby jen tu\u0161il, kolikr\u00e1t se po zd\u00e1nliv\u011b vesel\u00e9m rozhovoru s n\u00edm \u00fanavou m\u00e1lem slo\u017eil. Vy\u010derp\u00e1valo ho to neust\u00e1l\u00e9 p\u0159edst\u00edr\u00e1n\u00ed. Ale pr\u00e1v\u011b Tom se nem\u011bl nikdy dov\u011bd\u011bt, co Billa tr\u00e1p\u00ed. \u017de ho v\u016fbec n\u011bco tr\u00e1p\u00ed. Tom, jeho dokonal\u00fd br\u00e1\u0161ka&#8230; to kv\u016fli n\u011bmu cht\u011bl znovu vypadal dokonale i Bill.<\/div>\n<div>Ze za\u010d\u00e1tku bylo v\u0161e o tolik jednodu\u0161\u0161\u00ed. M\u011bl tak dobr\u00fd pocit, kdy\u017e jeho obli\u010dej i cel\u00e9 t\u011blo, po pr\u00e1\u0161k\u00e1ch podivn\u011b otekl\u00e9, za\u010dalo op\u011bt nab\u00edrat sv\u00e9 p\u016fvodn\u00ed tvary. Kdy\u017e se l\u00edcn\u00ed kosti staly zase v\u00fdrazn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed a v oble\u010den\u00ed se c\u00edtil voln\u011bji. Ka\u017ed\u00e9 kilo, kter\u00e9 shodil, mu dod\u00e1valo s\u00edlu pokra\u010dovat.<\/div>\n<div>Sta\u010dilo prost\u011b jen nej\u00edst. Sm\u011b\u0161n\u011b mal\u00e1 da\u0148 za to b\u00fdt op\u011bt hezk\u00fd. Op\u011bt se l\u00edbit&#8230; Tomovi. Ano&#8230; jeho hanliv\u00e1 pozn\u00e1mka na Billovy baculat\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159e ho zas\u00e1hla nejv\u00edc. Kdy\u017e ji bratr tehdy vypustil z \u00fast, s \u00fasm\u011bvem na rtech a provokativn\u00edm mrknut\u00edm, Bill se pak v tichu a samot\u011b sv\u00e9ho pokoje neubr\u00e1nil slz\u00e1m.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee p\u0159ibral, v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee nevypad\u00e1 tak hezky, jako p\u0159ed operac\u00ed&#8230; ale a\u017e d\u00edky Tomovi si uv\u011bdomil, jak ve skute\u010dnosti p\u016fsob\u00ed jeho zm\u011bna na okol\u00ed. A kdy\u017e se pak nah\u00fd, s o\u010dima je\u0161t\u011b zarudl\u00fdma od pl\u00e1\u010de, postavil v koupeln\u011b p\u0159ed zrcadlo a podrobn\u011b zkoumal sv\u00e9 t\u011blo, propadl zoufalstv\u00ed. Jak se na n\u011bj v\u016fbec je\u0161t\u011b n\u011bkdo m\u016f\u017ee koukat? Jak by se je\u0161t\u011b mohl n\u011bkomu l\u00edbit s takov\u00fdma proporcema? Jak by se mohl l\u00edbit&#8230; jemu?<\/div>\n<div>Za\u010dal se zahalovat do dlouh\u00fdch trik a mikin, styd\u011bl se. V ka\u017ed\u00e9m ciz\u00edm pohledu hledal pohrd\u00e1n\u00ed, sm\u00edch zn\u011bj\u00edc\u00ed kolem n\u011bj se v jeho u\u0161\u00edch p\u0159em\u011b\u0148oval na posm\u011b\u0161n\u00e9 \u00fa\u0161klebky. Tich\u00fd \u0161epot, kter\u00fd sl\u00fdch\u00e1val za sv\u00fdmi z\u00e1dy, stydliv\u00e9 d\u00edv\u010d\u00ed chichot\u00e1n\u00ed&#8230; to v\u0161e si te\u010f uv\u011bdomoval jen jako nep\u0159etr\u017eitou p\u0159ipom\u00ednku sv\u00e9 nedokonalosti.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>\u0158e\u0161en\u00ed bylo tak jednoduch\u00e9. Prost\u011b vynechat j\u00eddlo&#8230; alespo\u0148 na p\u00e1r dn\u00ed. Ne\u017e trochu zhubne&#8230; ne\u017e se na n\u011bj bude moc zas Tom norm\u00e1ln\u011b pod\u00edvat, bez odporu, kter\u00fd si Bill vsugeroval v jeho o\u010d\u00edch.<\/div>\n<div>Tak pomalu plynul \u010das a dny se zm\u011bnily v t\u00fddny.<\/div>\n<div>Billovou jedinou snahou v t\u00e9 dob\u011b bylo odolat poku\u0161en\u00ed. Odtrhnout zrak od l\u00e1kav\u011b vypadaj\u00edc\u00ed pizzy, kterou se l\u00e1dovali ostatn\u00ed, nevrhnout se po vo\u0148av\u00e9m pe\u010divu na stole, nes\u00e1hnout do otev\u0159en\u00e9ho s\u00e1\u010dku se sladkostmi. Ignorovat hlasit\u011b protestuj\u00edc\u00ed \u017ealudek. Nevn\u00edmat st\u00e1le v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed \u00fanavu, kter\u00e1 se ho zmoc\u0148ovala. A p\u0159edst\u00edrat&#8230; p\u0159edst\u00edrat, \u017ee je v po\u0159\u00e1dku, usm\u00edvat se, bavit se&#8230; prost\u011b fungovat jako doposud.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Ne v\u017edy se mu da\u0159ilo tohle v\u0161e plnit. N\u011bkdy v noci, kdy\u017e u\u017e v\u0161ichni spali a jemu se b\u0159icho kroutilo bolest\u00ed a svaly t\u0159\u00e1sly vy\u010derp\u00e1n\u00edm, p\u0159ece jen nedok\u00e1zal odolat. Potichu vyklouzl ze sv\u00e9 postele a nohy ho samy nesly do kuchy\u0148ky. A jeho ruce, zcela nez\u00e1visle na jeho v\u016fli, samy s\u00e1hly po \u010demkoliv k j\u00eddlu. Dychtiv\u011b \u017ev\u00fdkal ka\u017ed\u00e9 sousto a slast\u00ed zav\u00edral o\u010di&#8230; ne\u017e ho op\u011bt p\u0159epadly v\u00fd\u010ditky. Sta\u010dilo vzpomenout si na Toma&#8230; a znovu si p\u0159ipomenout jeho pozn\u00e1mku, kter\u00e1 mu v jeho mysli zn\u011bla st\u00e1le v\u00edc pohrdav\u00fdm t\u00f3nem, a\u010d p\u016fvodn\u011b byla vy\u0159\u010dena zcela nevinn\u011b. Ud\u011blalo se mu zle sama ze sebe. Ani se nemusel moc sna\u017eit a dostal ze sebe sn\u011bden\u00e9 j\u00eddlo zase ven&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Kdy\u017e se to stalo poprv\u00e9, s n\u00e1mahou se zvedl od z\u00e1chodov\u00e9 m\u00edsy, pod\u00edval se na sebe do zrcadla a chv\u00edli nev\u011b\u0159\u00edcn\u011b z\u00edral na sv\u016fj odraz. Jako by nemohl pochopit, co to vlastn\u011b d\u011bl\u00e1. Po sp\u00e1nc\u00edch mu st\u00e9kaly kapi\u010dky potu, v o\u010d\u00edch se leskly slzy a cel\u00e9 jeho t\u011blo se t\u0159\u00e1slo. Nepozn\u00e1val se. Nepozn\u00e1val svou tv\u00e1\u0159 ani sv\u00e9 chov\u00e1n\u00ed. Nemohl uv\u011b\u0159it, \u010deho v\u0161eho je schopn\u00fd&#8230; pro co vlastn\u011b? Pro sv\u016fj lep\u0161\u00ed pocit? Nebo&#8230; pro Toma?<\/div>\n<div>Ale i kdy\u017e se t\u00edm s\u00e1m c\u00edtil znechucen\u00fd, opakovalo se to. A zhor\u0161ovalo. Pozd\u011bji se jeho rozdr\u00e1\u017ed\u011bn\u00fd \u017ealudek za\u010dal s\u00e1m bou\u0159it proti \u010demukoliv, co se Bill pokusil sn\u00edst.<\/div>\n<div>A Bill nebyl hloup\u00fd, v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee tak to b\u00fdt nem\u00e1. Za\u010dal poci\u0165ovat strach a paniku. B\u00e1l se reakc\u00ed sv\u00e9ho vlastn\u00edho t\u011bla, zrazovalo ho, ztr\u00e1cel nad n\u00edm kontrolu. Posledn\u00edch p\u00e1r dn\u00ed u\u017e jen vyd\u011b\u0161en\u011b sledoval, jak mu ub\u00fdvaj\u00ed s\u00edly a ka\u017ed\u00e1 \u010dinnost ho stoj\u00ed neskute\u010dnou n\u00e1mahu&#8230; P\u0159est\u00e1val to zvl\u00e1dat.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;No, Bille, je na\u010dase tohle n\u011bjak vy\u0159e\u0161it, nemysl\u00ed\u0161? Objedn\u00e1m n\u011bco k j\u00eddlu&#8230; naj\u00edme se a bude ti fajn, uvid\u00ed\u0161.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Rozhodnost v Tomov\u011b hlase p\u0159inutila Billa zase zvednout zrak. Pod\u00edval se sv\u00e9mu dvoj\u010deti smutn\u011b do o\u010d\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee to nezvl\u00e1dne&#8230; U\u017e p\u0159edem mu bylo l\u00edto, \u017ee Toma zklame. P\u0159esto pomalu p\u0159ik\u00fdvl a Tom se pot\u011b\u0161en\u011b usm\u00e1l.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Majka<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Majka Bill si nepamatoval, jak se dostal do sv\u00e9ho pokoje. Nevn\u00edmal p\u0159\u00edjemn\u011b teplou n\u00e1ru\u010d sv\u00e9ho bratra, kter\u00fd ho opatrn\u011b vyt\u00e1hl z auta a nastoupil s n\u00edm do v\u00fdtahu. Nevn\u00edmal ani jeho polekan\u00fd pohled, kter\u00fdm co chv\u00edli sklouz\u00e1val k Billov\u011b bezvl\u00e1dn\u011b zaklon\u011bn\u00e9<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/05\/09\/zachran-me-4\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[227],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14563","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-zachran-me"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14563","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=14563"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14563\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=14563"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=14563"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=14563"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}