{"id":14633,"date":"2009-04-30T17:00:00","date_gmt":"2009-04-30T16:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=14599"},"modified":"2009-04-30T17:00:00","modified_gmt":"2009-04-30T16:00:00","slug":"zachran-me-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/04\/30\/zachran-me-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Zachra\u0148 m\u011b! 2."},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Majka<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"350\" height=\"412\" title=\"258\" alt=\"\" class=\"left\" src=\"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/43464db483_44644829_o2.jpg\" \/><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Bill se pomalu zvedl ze zem\u011b. Musel se op\u0159\u00edt o Tomovo rameno, aby se mu v\u016fbec poda\u0159ilo postavit se na nohy. C\u00edtil se stra\u0161n\u011b slab\u00fd a naprosto vy\u010derpan\u00fd. Beze slova obe\u0161el sv\u00e9 dvoj\u010de a rozt\u0159esen\u011b se vydal k umyvadlu, aby se zbavil kysel\u00e9 pachuti v \u00fastech a spl\u00e1chl pot z \u010dela. Nen\u00e1vid\u011bl ten schv\u00e1cen\u00fd obraz sv\u00e9ho obli\u010deje, kter\u00fd mu nab\u00eddlo zrcadlo vis\u00edc\u00ed na zdi.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;A to je jako v\u0161echno?&#8220; Ozval se za n\u00edm po chv\u00edli Tom\u016fv hlas. &#8222;To je v\u0161echno, co mi k tomu \u0159ekne\u0161? Sakra, Bille, pod\u00edvej se na sebe! V\u017edy\u0165 u\u017e ani nem\u016f\u017ee\u0161 po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b chodit, celej se t\u0159ese\u0161!!!&#8220; Tom ani nevn\u00edmal, \u017ee za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 k\u0159i\u010det. Ve sv\u00e9m podv\u011bdom\u00ed c\u00edtil neskute\u010dn\u00fd strach. Strach a vinu. Tyhle dva pocity v n\u011bm rostly a s\u00edlily a on nev\u011bd\u011bl, jak se s nimi vypo\u0159\u00e1dat.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;To za chv\u00edli p\u0159ejde&#8230; v\u017edycky to tak je&#8230;&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Pokud cht\u011bl Bill bratra svou odpov\u011bd\u00ed uklidnit, povedl se mu prav\u00fd opak.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tak\u017ee ono to p\u0159ejde?&#8220; Ironick\u00fd t\u00f3n Tomova hlasu p\u0159e\u0161el okam\u017eit\u011b zase k hysterick\u00e9mu k\u0159iku. &#8222;Ono to p\u0159ejde! Zatracen\u011b, Bille, copak to nech\u00e1pe\u0161?!? Mus\u00ed\u0161 s t\u00edm p\u0159estat! Hned!&#8220;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Jako v z\u00e1chvatu \u0161\u00edlenstv\u00ed za\u010dal z Billa n\u00e1sil\u00edm strh\u00e1vat jeho mikinu. &#8222;Pod\u00edvej se na sv\u00fd ruce! Kruci, Bille, tak se koukni! Mus\u00ed\u0161 s t\u00edm skon\u010dit! Sly\u0161\u00ed\u0161?!? Mus\u00ed\u0161 toho nechat! V\u017edy\u0165 se t\u00edm&#8230; zab\u00edj\u00ed\u0161&#8230;&#8220; Posledn\u00ed sl\u016fvko u\u017e Tom jen zd\u011b\u0161en\u011b za\u0161eptal. Kone\u010dn\u011b se mu povedlo sundat Billovi i tri\u010dko a p\u0159i pohledu na jeho odhalen\u00e9 t\u011blo mu do\u0161la slova i dech. Vyt\u0159e\u0161t\u011bn\u00fdma o\u010dima bloudil po m\u00edstech, kde b\u00fdvalo bratrovo b\u0159\u00ed\u0161ko a hrudn\u00edk&#8230; \u017eebra obalen\u00e1 bledou k\u016f\u017e\u00ed &#8211; to bylo to, co z Billa z\u016fstalo, nic jin\u00e9ho.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>A\u017e tich\u00fd vzlyk ho op\u011bt vr\u00e1til do reality. Bill st\u00e1l uprost\u0159ed m\u00edstnosti jen v kalhotech, t\u0159\u00e1sl se, zpod zav\u0159en\u00fdch v\u00ed\u010dek mu pomalu st\u00e9kaly slzy. Tom\u016fv v\u00fdraz okam\u017eit\u011b zkrotl, zastyd\u011bl se.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bill\u00ed&#8230; promi\u0148, br\u00e1\u0161ko&#8230; bo\u017ee, promi\u0148, to jsem v\u00e1\u017en\u011b necht\u011bl&#8230;&#8220; P\u0159ikro\u010dil k Billovi a pevn\u011b obejmul jeho na kost huben\u00e9 t\u011blo. Hladil ho po vlasech a instinktivn\u011b p\u0159es n\u011bj p\u0159ehodil c\u00edpy sv\u00e9 zbyte\u010dn\u011b velk\u00e9 rozepnut\u00e9 mikiny.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;\u0160\u0161\u0161\u0161&#8230; nebre\u010d&#8230; to n\u011bjak zvl\u00e1dneme, uvid\u00ed\u0161&#8230;&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tom\u00ed&#8230;&#8220; Bill se zalykal st\u00e1le nov\u00fdma slzama, kter\u00e9 mu te\u010f do o\u010d\u00ed vehnala n\u00e1hl\u00e1 n\u011bha jeho dvoj\u010dete. &#8222;Tome&#8230; ty tomu nerozum\u00ed\u0161&#8230; j\u00e1 to nechci d\u011blat&#8230; chci s t\u00edm skon\u010dit&#8230; ale nejde to! Sakra, nejde to! Moje t\u011blo&#8230; d\u011bl\u00e1 si co chce, ch\u00e1pe\u0161? Ono u\u017e nechce j\u00eddlo&#8230; nechce nic&#8230; j\u00e1 &#8230; m\u00e1m strach! Stra\u0161n\u011b se boj\u00edm, \u017ee um\u0159u!&#8220;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Navzdory obsahu pr\u00e1v\u011b vy\u0159\u010den\u00fdch slov Bill poc\u00edtil obrovskou \u00falevu. Kone\u010dn\u011b se mohl se sv\u00fdmi obavami n\u011bkomu sv\u011b\u0159it a bylo \u00fapln\u011b p\u0159irozen\u00e9, \u017ee t\u00edm n\u011bk\u00fdm byl pr\u00e1v\u011b Tom. Up\u0159el na n\u011bj pohled pln\u00fd d\u016fv\u011bry a oddanosti, jako by \u010dekal, \u017ee za n\u011bj star\u0161\u00ed br\u00e1\u0161ka n\u011bjak\u00fdm z\u00e1zrakem vy\u0159e\u0161\u00ed v\u0161echny jeho probl\u00e9my.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Tom byl z Billova p\u0159izn\u00e1n\u00ed v \u0161oku. U\u017e del\u0161\u00ed dobu m\u011bl pocit, \u017ee ho n\u011bco tr\u00e1p\u00ed a posledn\u00ed dny za\u010d\u00ednal tu\u0161it, co to je. Jako by si Bill p\u0159estal d\u00e1vat pozor&#8230; anebo jeho zubo\u017een\u00e9 t\u011blo samo vys\u00edlalo k Tomovi nesly\u0161n\u00e9 prosby o pomoc v zoufal\u00e9 snaze o z\u00e1chranu?<\/div>\n<div>Bratrovy nenad\u00e1l\u00e9 z\u00e1chvaty slabosti, kter\u00e9 se sna\u017eil p\u0159ed ostatn\u00edmi skr\u00fdvat, bled\u00e1 a\u017e pr\u016fsvitn\u00e1 ple\u0165, tmav\u00e9 o\u010di, kter\u00e9 se neust\u00e1le leskly jako v hore\u010dce&#8230; V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee je za t\u00edm n\u011bco v\u00edc ne\u017e jen \u00fanava z vy\u010derp\u00e1vaj\u00edc\u00edho koloto\u010de jejich ka\u017edodenn\u00edch povinnost\u00ed.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Za\u010dal si Billa v\u00edc v\u0161\u00edmat, pozorovat ho, sledoval ka\u017ed\u00fd jeho pohyb&#8230; a uv\u011bdomil si, \u017ee ho nev\u00edd\u00e1 skoro nic j\u00edst. Ob\u010das \u0161el s ostatn\u00edmi na sn\u00eddani nebo ve\u010de\u0159i, to ano&#8230; ale poka\u017ed\u00e9 se vyskytlo n\u011bco, co Billa je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ed samotn\u00fdm j\u00eddlem vyru\u0161ilo. Jednou to byl d\u016fle\u017eit\u00fd hovor, na kter\u00fd si znenad\u00e1n\u00ed vzpomn\u011bl a musel ho j\u00edt nutn\u011b vy\u0159\u00eddit. Pak nov\u00fd n\u00e1pad na p\u00edsni\u010dku, kter\u00fd si musel j\u00edt okam\u017eit\u011b zapsat, aby ho nezapomn\u011bl. A jindy se zase necht\u00edc polil pol\u00e9vkou, sotva jim ji p\u0159inesli na st\u016fl. Musel se j\u00edt p\u0159evl\u00e9knout a u\u017e se nevr\u00e1til&#8230;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Pokud jedli v hotelov\u00e9 restauraci, tak mu Tom poka\u017ed\u00e9 objednan\u00e9 j\u00eddlo ochotn\u011b p\u0159inesl a\u017e na pokoj, kdy\u017e vid\u011bl, \u017ee se br\u00e1\u0161ka nevrac\u00ed&#8230; ale u\u017e se d\u00e1l nestaral, jestli ho Bill skute\u010dn\u011b sn\u011bdl&#8230; nev\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee by m\u011bl.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Dokud mu to neza\u010dalo b\u00fdt podez\u0159el\u00e9. Zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00edch n\u00e1hod p\u0159ib\u00fdvalo a Billovy nutn\u00e9 odchody od prost\u0159en\u00e9ho stolu byly a\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 \u010dast\u00e9. A Tom si uv\u011bdomil, \u017ee ani za jin\u00fdch okolnost\u00ed &#8211; t\u0159eba p\u0159i spole\u010dn\u00e9m sledov\u00e1n\u00ed televize v hotelu nebo p\u0159i dlouh\u00fdch nudn\u00fdch cest\u00e1ch jejich tourbusem &#8211; nevid\u00ed Billa sahat po kousk\u00e1ch obl\u00edben\u00e9 pizzy ani \u017ev\u00fdkat jeho milovan\u00e9 sladkosti.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>V tu chv\u00edli ho napadlo to snad jedin\u00e9 mo\u017en\u00e9 \u0159e\u0161en\u00ed&#8230; ale necht\u011bl tomu uv\u011b\u0159it. Pro\u010d by cht\u011bl b\u00fdt jeho bratr je\u0161t\u011b \u0161t\u00edhlej\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e je? V\u017edy\u0165 i te\u010f musel kolikr\u00e1t \u010delit tomu hloup\u00e9mu na\u0159\u010den\u00ed, \u017ee trp\u00ed anorexi\u00ed nebo bulimi\u00ed. Byl to nesmysl. Tom s\u00e1m nejl\u00edp v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee oba maj\u00ed prost\u011b rychl\u00fd metabolismus a usp\u011bchan\u00fd rytmus jejich sou\u010dasn\u00e9ho \u017eivota jim nedovol\u00ed p\u0159ibrat by\u0165 jedin\u00e9 kilo&#8230;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Bo\u017ee, jak byl hloup\u00fd. M\u011bl se Billa zeptat hned, jak ho tahle my\u0161lenka poprv\u00e9 napadla, v\u017edy\u0165 d\u016fkaz\u016f pro jej\u00ed opr\u00e1vn\u011bnost byla spousta. Nemuselo to doj\u00edt a\u017e takhle daleko&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Ale p\u0159iznal by se mu v t\u00e9 dob\u011b Bill? P\u0159iznal by v\u016fbec s\u00e1m sob\u011b, \u017ee m\u00e1 n\u011bjak\u00fd probl\u00e9m?<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>V\u0161echny tyhle vzpom\u00ednky te\u010f vyvstaly Tomovi v mysli, kdy\u017e k sob\u011b nap\u016fl svle\u010den\u00e9ho Billa tiskl a \u0161eptat mu do ucha konej\u0161iv\u00e1 sl\u016fvka. Poc\u00edtil prudk\u00fd n\u00e1val n\u011bhy, a\u017e se mu z toho bolestiv\u011b sev\u0159ely vnit\u0159nosti. Nenech\u00e1 Billa um\u0159\u00edt, neum\u00ed si \u017eivot bez n\u011bho p\u0159edstavit. A nenech\u00e1 ho ani se d\u00e1l tr\u00e1pit.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Billova hlava unaven\u011b klesla na br\u00e1\u0161kovo rameno a Tom se rty p\u0159itisknut\u00fdmi na jeho tepl\u00e9 \u010delo za\u010dal hore\u010dn\u011b p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161let&#8230;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Majka<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Majka Bill se pomalu zvedl ze zem\u011b. Musel se op\u0159\u00edt o Tomovo rameno, aby se mu v\u016fbec poda\u0159ilo postavit se na nohy. C\u00edtil se stra\u0161n\u011b slab\u00fd a naprosto vy\u010derpan\u00fd. 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