{"id":14938,"date":"2009-03-25T18:00:00","date_gmt":"2009-03-25T17:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=14904"},"modified":"2009-03-25T18:00:00","modified_gmt":"2009-03-25T17:00:00","slug":"utek-do-raje","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/03\/25\/utek-do-raje\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00dat\u011bk do r\u00e1je"},"content":{"rendered":"
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autor: Bitter<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Ahoj\u00edk lidi\u010dky, tag tady m\u00e1te mo\u00ed druhou jednod\u00edlovku, kterou jsem si kompenzovala zlomen\u00fd srd\u00ed\u010dko, tak\u017ee je krapet smutn\u00e1. \u010clov\u011bk m\u00e1 n\u011bkdy pot\u0159ebu napsat n\u011bco vesel\u00fdho, kdy\u017e je na tom zle, aby se odreagoval, ale j\u00e1 si prost\u011b nem\u016f\u017eu pomoct, a kdy\u017e je mi hrozn\u011b, mus\u00ed to tak bejt v\u0161ude… no, u\u017e moc kec\u00e1m, tak se omlouv\u00e1m a douf\u00e1m, \u017ee se v\u00e1m to bude alespo\u0148 trochu p\u00e1\u010dit \ud83d\ude42 papa Bitter<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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Cel\u00fd sv\u011bt m\u00e1m pod sebou.<\/em><\/div>\n
Co chci, dostanu.<\/em><\/div>\n
To tamto – tebe.<\/em><\/div>\n
No nekoukej kolem – tebe.<\/em><\/div>\n
sta\u010d\u00ed jen k\u00fdvnout…<\/em><\/div>\n
p\u0159esn\u011b takhle…<\/em><\/div>\n
vid\u00ed\u0161, m\u00e1m t\u011b…<\/em><\/div>\n
Ale co kdy\u017e u\u017e m\u011b to nebav\u00ed?<\/em><\/div>\n
A co kdy\u017e se mi v\u0161echno omrz\u00ed?<\/em><\/div>\n
Pak zvol\u00edm \u00fat\u011bk…<\/em><\/div>\n
\u00dat\u011bk do r\u00e1je…<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Sed\u00ed naproti mn\u011b a h\u00e1z\u00ed na m\u011b sv\u016fdn\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bvy. Je p\u0159esn\u011b m\u016fj typ, plavovlas\u00e1, \u0161t\u00edhl\u00e1… Dokonal\u00e1.<\/div>\n
Sv\u016fdn\u011b se na n\u00ed usm\u011bju a hned v\u00edm, \u017ee ji m\u00e1m.<\/div>\n
Te\u010f by sta\u010dilo jen k\u00fdvnout a m\u00e1m ji kde chci a jak chci.<\/div>\n
Super, je\u0161t\u011b ned\u00e1vno bych toho vyu\u017eil, tak co to se mnou je?<\/div>\n
Slavnej sukni\u010dk\u00e1\u0159 a za posledn\u00ed p\u016flrok ani \u0165uk.<\/div>\n
M\u00e1m toho dost. Pot\u0159ebuju vysadit, odjet pry\u010d a d\u00e1t si v\u0161echno v hlav\u011b do kupy.<\/div>\n
Tohle u\u017e d\u00e1l nejde.<\/div>\n
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Ute\u010du do r\u00e1je, pry\u010d od v\u0161eho<\/em><\/div>\n
a taky ode v\u0161ech<\/em><\/div>\n
Tady neplat\u00ed m\u00e9 k\u00fdv\u00e1n\u00ed.<\/em><\/div>\n
Tady je to, co chci, to, co m\u00edt nikdy nebudu<\/em><\/div>\n
opravdu ne…<\/em><\/div>\n
Jen na chvilku – tady…<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
,,U\u017e se nem\u016f\u017eu do\u010dkat pl\u00e1\u017ee. Je to \u00fa\u017easn\u00fd.“<\/div>\n
Rozpl\u00fdv\u00e1 se vedle m\u011b Bill a to jsme teprve na leti\u0161ti. Nastoup\u00edme do tax\u00edku a Billovy o\u010di z\u00e1\u0159\u00ed snad je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edc.<\/div>\n
,,Tome, koukej… tam… a hele tamto…“ Zap\u00e1len\u011b mi ukazuje r\u016fzn\u00fd v\u011bci, ale j\u00e1 nejsem schopen to vn\u00edmat. Vn\u00edm\u00e1m jen jeho rozz\u00e1\u0159en\u00e1 kukadla a z\u00e1\u0159iv\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bv… bo\u017ee, co to se mnou jen je?<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Cel\u00fd sv\u011bt m\u00e1m pod sebou.<\/em><\/div>\n
Co mi chyb\u00ed?<\/em><\/div>\n
Co je to, co nedostanu, dokud budu zde?<\/em><\/div>\n
Co je to, na co neplat\u00ed m\u00e9 k\u00fdv\u00e1n\u00ed?<\/em><\/div>\n
Co je to?<\/em><\/div>\n
Chci odpov\u011b\u010f.<\/em><\/div>\n
Dostanu v\u017edycky, co chci,<\/em><\/div>\n
tak pro\u010d te\u010f v\u0161ichni ml\u010d\u00ed?<\/em><\/div>\n
A co kdy\u017e odpov\u011b\u010f zn\u00e1m?<\/em><\/div>\n
Co kdy\u017e si to nep\u0159izn\u00e1m?<\/em><\/div>\n
Co potom?<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Proboha, kdy m\u011b napadlo to, \u017ee si pot\u0159ebuju prov\u011btrat hlavu?<\/div>\n
Prokl\u00edn\u00e1m ten okam\u017eik, proto\u017ee se tak stalo a j\u00e1 p\u0159i\u0161el na to, co se se mnou d\u011bje.<\/div>\n
Jen\u017ee nesm\u00ed!<\/div>\n
Sakra jsme tady dva dny, takovejch p\u011bknejch holek a j\u00e1? J\u00e1 se zamiluju do Billa! Ano do Billa m\u00e9ho bratra, m\u00e9ho o deset minut mlad\u0161\u00edho dvoj\u010dete! Do t\u00e9 kr\u00e1sn\u00e9, bezstarostn\u00e9, lehkomysln\u00e9, a tolik k\u0159ehk\u00e9 os\u016fbky, je\u017e se opov\u00e1\u017eila st\u00e1t m\u00fdm bratrem. Pro\u010d? Pro\u010d j\u00e1… a pro\u010d do n\u011bj…<\/div>\n
Ne to prost\u011b nejde!<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Ute\u010du do r\u00e1je, pry\u010d od v\u0161eho<\/em><\/div>\n
a taky ode v\u0161ech.<\/em><\/div>\n
Tady neplat\u00ed m\u00e9 k\u00fdv\u00e1n\u00ed.<\/em><\/div>\n
Tady je to, co chci, to, co m\u00edt nikdy nebudu<\/em><\/div>\n
opravdu ne…<\/em><\/div>\n
Jen na chvilku – tady…<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
,,Bille, sakra, tak se alespo\u0148 sna\u017e…“<\/div>\n
Super, Bill je na \u0161rot a j\u00e1 abych ho tahal na hotel.<\/div>\n
,,Ty m\u011b nem\u00e1\u0161 r\u00e1d…“<\/div>\n
,,Co?“ Kdybys jen v\u011bd\u011bl… ,,Co to zas pl\u00e1c\u00e1\u0161?“<\/div>\n
,,Kdybys m\u011b m\u011bl r\u00e1d, tak m\u011b nenech\u00e1\u0161 se tr\u00e1pit…“<\/div>\n
,,Bille, te\u010f nen\u00ed \u010das \u0159e\u0161it tvoje opileck\u00fd v\u00fdplody. Musim t\u011b dot\u00e1hnout na hotel, mohl bys mi alespo\u0148 trochu pomoct a alespo\u0148 se p\u0159estat v\u00e1let v tom p\u00edsku.“<\/div>\n
,,Ne! J\u00e1 chci bejt tady!“<\/div>\n
,,Tak fajn… \u0158ekne\u0161 mi, co t\u011b tr\u00e1p\u00ed a pak p\u016fjdem na ten hotel, ano?“ Zkou\u0161\u00edm to jinak.<\/div>\n
Sotva to do\u0159eknu, hned m\u011b st\u00e1hne do p\u00edsku vedle sebe.<\/div>\n
,,Nebude\u0161 se zlobit?“<\/div>\n
,,Ne.“<\/div>\n
Z\u00e1\u0159iv\u011b se usm\u011bje a hned na to m\u011b pol\u00edb\u00ed…<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Tady si to p\u0159izn\u00e1m, tady…<\/em><\/div>\n
Poprv\u00e9 a naposled, v r\u00e1ji…<\/em><\/div>\n
Dostanu co skute\u010dn\u011b chci, tady…<\/em><\/div>\n
Z\u016fstane to nav\u017edy, v r\u00e1ji…<\/em><\/div>\n
S sebou to vz\u00edt nem\u016f\u017eu.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Sedim na kraji postele a \u010dek\u00e1m, a\u017e se Bill probud\u00ed, nem\u016f\u017eu se do\u010dkat.<\/div>\n
Miluju tohle m\u00edsto, je to r\u00e1j… Miluju toho and\u011bla, co spink\u00e1 vedle m\u011b. Ty jeho na\u0161pulen\u00fd rt\u00edky. Nejrad\u0161i bych ho l\u00edbal cel\u00fd den. Ned\u011blal bych nic jin\u00e9ho, ne\u017e \u017ee bych ho cel\u00e9ho l\u00edbal… Jemn\u011b p\u0159ejedu ukazov\u00e1\u010dkem po jeho l\u00edcn\u00ed kosti.<\/div>\n
Kone\u010dn\u011b se vzbud\u00ed.<\/div>\n
,,Bo\u017ee, moje hlava… co jsem to sakra vychlastal? Bo\u017ee…“<\/div>\n
Narovn\u00e1 se a rozhl\u00eddne.<\/div>\n
,,Tome… jak… jak jsem se sem dostal? Tys m\u011b sem odved?“<\/div>\n
Znova se polo\u017e\u00ed a m\u00fdch slz, kter\u00e9 se za\u010d\u00ednaj\u00ed pomalu objevovat v m\u00fdch o\u010d\u00edch, si nev\u0161imne.<\/div>\n
…Ne\u0159\u00edkej to…<\/div>\n
,,V\u016fbec nic si nepamatuju…“ …Pozd\u011b…<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Z\u016fstane to tady v r\u00e1ji<\/em><\/div>\n
A j\u00e1 sem ute\u010du poka\u017ed\u00e9, kdy\u017e budu cht\u00edt…<\/em><\/div>\n
Ute\u010du…<\/em><\/div>\n
Ute\u010du do r\u00e1je, pry\u010d od v\u0161eho<\/em><\/div>\n
a taky ode v\u0161ech.<\/em><\/div>\n
Tady neplat\u00ed m\u00e9 k\u00fdv\u00e1n\u00ed.<\/em><\/div>\n
Tady je to, co chci,to, co m\u00edt nikdy nebudu<\/em><\/div>\n
opravdu ne…<\/em><\/div>\n
Jen na chvilku – tady…<\/em><\/div>\n
Z\u016fstane to tady, v r\u00e1ji.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
autor: Bitter<\/strong><\/div>\n
betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: Bitter Ahoj\u00edk lidi\u010dky, tag tady m\u00e1te mo\u00ed druhou jednod\u00edlovku, kterou jsem si kompenzovala zlomen\u00fd srd\u00ed\u010dko, tak\u017ee je krapet smutn\u00e1. \u010clov\u011bk m\u00e1 n\u011bkdy pot\u0159ebu napsat n\u011bco vesel\u00fdho, kdy\u017e je na tom zle, aby se odreagoval, ale j\u00e1 si prost\u011b nem\u016f\u017eu pomoct, a<\/p>\n

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