{"id":15464,"date":"2009-01-21T18:30:00","date_gmt":"2009-01-21T17:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=15429"},"modified":"2009-01-21T18:30:00","modified_gmt":"2009-01-21T17:30:00","slug":"sam-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/01\/21\/sam-2\/","title":{"rendered":"S\u00e1m"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"false\">\n<div>autor: <strong>Aduska<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><em>Tak tuto pov\u00eddku jsem taky napsala tak p\u0159ed rokem a jak z textu usuzuju, asi mi nebylo zrovna do zp\u011bvu\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Aduska<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>\u010cernovlas\u00fd chlapec sed\u011bl ve sv\u00e9m pokoji. Po tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch mu tekly slzy, kter\u00e9 ni\u010dily jeho perfektn\u00ed make-up. Sed\u011bl v rohu m\u00edstnosti, kolena si obj\u00edmal rukama, na kter\u00fdch se z\u0159eteln\u011b r\u00fdsovaly jizvy v\u0161ech rozm\u011br\u016f. \u017de by mu n\u011bkdo ubl\u00ed\u017eil? Ne, on si ubli\u017eoval s\u00e1m. Pro\u010d? To je ot\u00e1zka, na kterou v\u011bt\u0161ina sebepo\u0161kozuj\u00edc\u00edch odpov\u00ed stejn\u011b. Aby potla\u010dili psychickou bolest bolest\u00ed fyzickou.<\/div>\n<div>Byl v za\u010darovan\u00e9m kruhu, z kter\u00e9ho se m\u00e1lokdo dostane \u017eiv\u00fd. Byl bezmocn\u00fd, s\u00e1m, v\u0161ichni ho opustili. V\u0161ichni se k n\u011bmu oto\u010dili z\u00e1dy, kdy\u017e je nejv\u00edc pot\u0159eboval. Copak byli slep\u00ed? Nevid\u011bli l\u00e1sku v jeho o\u010d\u00edch? Nevid\u011bli \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed a radost? Museli mu v\u0161echno zni\u010dit? V\u0161e na \u010dem tvrd\u011b pracoval, zni\u010dili, a pro\u010d? Jen pro sl\u00e1vu. Kdyby se nikdy neproslavili, v\u0161e by bylo kr\u00e1sn\u00e9.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>V\u0161e\u2026<\/div>\n<div>Jak dlouho u\u017e tu sed\u00ed? Hodinu? Den? Mo\u017en\u00e1 m\u00ed\u0148, mo\u017en\u00e1 v\u00edc. Nepot\u0159ebuje to v\u011bd\u011bt. K \u010demu taky?<\/div>\n<div>Na nikoho ne\u010dek\u00e1, nikoho nem\u00e1 a to si myslel, \u017ee aspo\u0148 ON s n\u00edm z\u016fstane. Jak hluboce se spletl. ON nem\u011bl vlastn\u00ed n\u00e1zory. T\u00e1hl s ostatn\u00edmi za jeden provaz. Tak\u017ee proti Billovi.<\/div>\n<div>Vzpomn\u011bl si na sv\u00e9ho bratra a nov\u00e9 slzi\u010dky si razily cestu ven. Copak ta slova l\u00e1sky, co mu Tom \u0161pital, nic neznamenala? Copak do polibk\u016f nevkl\u00e1dal ani kousek toho kr\u00e1sn\u00e9ho citu? Co doteky? To taky nic neznamenalo? To snad v\u011b\u0159\u00ed v\u00edc v\u0161em okolo ne\u017e jemu? \u010cek\u00e1. Do\u010dk\u00e1 se? P\u0159ijde mu bratr \u0159\u00edct, \u017ee v\u0161echno bude hezk\u00e9 jako d\u0159\u00edv? P\u0159ijde ho obejmout a u\u017e ho nikdy nepust\u00ed? Tolik by si to p\u0159\u00e1l. Tolik by si p\u0159\u00e1l sly\u0161et znovu ta slova l\u00e1sky. Osud karty rozd\u00e1v\u00e1 velmi brzo a on si, tak jako v\u0161ichni ostatn\u00ed, vybrat nem\u016f\u017ee, s jak\u00fdmi kartami bude hr\u00e1t.<\/div>\n<div>Jemu je prost\u011b p\u0159edur\u010deno trp\u011bt. Osud zkou\u0161\u00ed, kolik toho vydr\u017e\u00ed. Jak dlouho vydr\u017e\u00ed hypnotizovat uslzen\u00fdma o\u010dima \u017eiletku, kter\u00e1 le\u017e\u00ed na sv\u011btl\u00e9m koberci? Kdy\u017e ji vezme, skon\u010d\u00ed v\u0161echno nav\u017edy nebo op\u011bt jen na p\u00e1r chvil? Zachr\u00e1n\u00ed ho n\u011bkdo? Zachr\u00e1n\u00ed se s\u00e1m? Osud v\u0161echno v\u00ed.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>No vida, u\u017e ji dr\u017e\u00ed v ruce s p\u011bst\u011bn\u00fdmi nehty. Na co je\u0161t\u011b \u010dek\u00e1? On nep\u0159ijde! Ale co to? \u017diletku odhodil n\u011bkam daleko. M\u00e1 silnou v\u016fli, ale v kart\u00e1ch stoj\u00ed, \u017ee ji stejn\u011b p\u016fjde hledat. Tak na\u010d ji zahodil?<\/div>\n<div>Osud tomu tak cht\u011bl. Cht\u011bl, aby \u010dernovlas\u00fd chlapec pomalu vykrv\u00e1cel na sv\u011btl\u00fd koberec. Cht\u011bl, a\u0165 um\u0159e v bolestech a s\u00e1m. N\u011bkdo holt rozdal blb\u011b karty, ale te\u010f u\u017e s t\u00edm nic nenad\u011bl\u00e1me. Bude je\u0161t\u011b dlouho trvat, ne\u017e najdou jeho mrtvolu. V\u017edy\u0165 p\u0159ece nikoho ne\u010dekal.<\/div>\n<div>And\u011bl, kter\u00fd uv\u00edzl mezi nebem a zem\u00ed\u2026<\/div>\n<div>And\u011bl, kter\u00fd s\u00e1m byl, je a z\u016fstane napo\u0159\u00e1d\u2026<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>autor: <strong>Aduska<\/strong><\/div>\n<div>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Aduska Tak tuto pov\u00eddku jsem taky napsala tak p\u0159ed rokem a jak z textu usuzuju, asi mi nebylo zrovna do zp\u011bvu\u2026 Aduska \u010cernovlas\u00fd chlapec sed\u011bl ve sv\u00e9m pokoji. Po tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch mu tekly slzy, kter\u00e9 ni\u010dily jeho perfektn\u00ed make-up. Sed\u011bl v rohu<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/01\/21\/sam-2\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15464","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ff-jednodilky"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15464","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15464"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15464\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15464"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15464"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15464"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}