{"id":15547,"date":"2009-01-13T14:30:00","date_gmt":"2009-01-13T13:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=15512"},"modified":"2009-01-13T14:30:00","modified_gmt":"2009-01-13T13:30:00","slug":"need-your-voice-19","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2009\/01\/13\/need-your-voice-19\/","title":{"rendered":"Need your voice 19."},"content":{"rendered":"<div>autor: <strong>B-kay<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Bill se na Toma d\u00edval zmaten\u00fdm pohledem a po\u0159\u00e1d se nepatrn\u011b nakl\u00e1n\u011bl k jeho pootev\u0159en\u00fdm rt\u016fm.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bille, pros\u00edm, slez ze m\u011b,&#8220; Tom trpce stiskl rty a nasucho polkl. Bratrovy rty byly a\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 bl\u00edzko na to, aby se dok\u00e1zal br\u00e1nit jejich kouzlu. A m\u011blo by vlastn\u011b v\u00fdznam br\u00e1nit se mu? Z t\u00e9hle pozice vypadal p\u0159\u00edmo neuv\u011b\u0159iteln\u011b. Dlouh\u00e9 \u010dern\u00e9 vlasy mu spl\u00fdvaly pod\u00e9l obli\u010deje a t\u00edm, jak se nakl\u00e1n\u011bl dop\u0159edu, mu n\u011bkolik dlouh\u00fdch pramen\u016f spadalo do tv\u00e1\u0159e. Rty m\u011bl u\u017e na pohled n\u00e1dhern\u011b jemn\u00e9 a nab\u011bhl\u00e9. Hlubok\u00fd dech, kter\u00fd se odr\u00e1\u017eel na Tomov\u011b tv\u00e1\u0159i, jenom dokazoval, jak moc po n\u011bm v tu chv\u00edli tou\u017eil. S\u00e1m se n\u011bkolikr\u00e1t hladov\u011b sklonil k Tomov\u011b rt\u016fm, ten v\u0161ak poka\u017ed\u00e9 cuknul tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed a bratrovu snahu pol\u00edbit jej n\u011bkolikr\u00e1t p\u0159ekazil. Ve skute\u010dnosti v\u0161ak cht\u011bl mnohem v\u00edc ne\u017e Bill. Tou\u017eil po jeho polibc\u00edch&#8230; Tak r\u00e1d by se jej znovu dot\u00fdkal&#8230; Tak moc tou\u017eil po milov\u00e1n\u00ed s n\u00edm, \u017ee jej to a\u017e d\u011bsilo. Byl to p\u0159eci jeho bratr! P\u0159esn\u011b ten kluk, co jako mal\u00fd ka\u017ed\u00fd den ze \u0161koly ut\u00edkal bojechtiv\u00fdm spolu\u017e\u00e1k\u016fm, p\u0159esto se mu v\u0161ak poka\u017ed\u00e9 dostalo n\u011bkolika ran.<\/div>\n<div>A pr\u00e1v\u011b ty r\u00e1ny mu Tom foukal, l\u00e1skypln\u011b hladil a slovy se sna\u017eil zm\u00edrnit bratrovu bolest&#8230; Jenom\u017ee z toho mal\u00e9ho \u0161mudly vyrostlo n\u011bco, \u010demu se Tom stra\u0161n\u011b dlouho br\u00e1nil. Mo\u017en\u00e1 pr\u00e1v\u011b proto s n\u00edm ty t\u0159i roky nedok\u00e1zal norm\u00e1ln\u011b promluvit. B\u00e1l se jej, proto\u017ee jej nesm\u00edrn\u011b p\u0159itahoval. A od chv\u00edle, kdy se jejich rty poprv\u00e9 spojily, i kdy\u017e to bylo zu\u0159iv\u011b a beze zn\u00e1mky n\u011bjak\u00e9ho hlub\u0161\u00edho citu, na n\u011bj nedok\u00e1zal p\u0159estat myslet. Nedok\u00e1zal si jej vyrvat ze srdce&#8230; B\u00e1l se s\u00e1m sebe, proto\u017ee mu necht\u011bl svou touhou ubl\u00ed\u017eit. Ale jak se m\u011bl br\u00e1nit pr\u00e1v\u011b v t\u00e9hle chv\u00edli, kdy\u017e na n\u011bm Bill trucovit\u011b sed\u011bl a sna\u017eil se jej pol\u00edbit za ka\u017edou cenu.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>&#8222;Bille\u2026 Pros\u00edm, nebl\u00e1zni, m\u011bj rozum,&#8220; Tom polekan\u011b sledoval bratrovy dlouh\u00e9 prsty, kter\u00e9 jist\u011b sm\u011b\u0159ovaly k zipu jeho kalhot.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Stejn\u011b m\u011b bude\u0161 l\u00edbat, Tome&#8230; Hned, nebo za chv\u00edli, ale nevydr\u017e\u00ed\u0161 to,&#8220; zast\u00e9nal mu Bill do tv\u00e1\u0159e a m\u00edsto v\u00e1\u0161niv\u00e9ho polibku, kter\u00fd Tom s nap\u011bt\u00edm o\u010dek\u00e1val, uc\u00edtil lehk\u00e9 kousnut\u00ed na \u0161pi\u010dce nosu. Bezmocn\u011b stiskl dlan\u011b v p\u011bst a odvr\u00e1til tv\u00e1\u0159. U\u017e se na n\u011bj nedok\u00e1zal d\u00edvat. Bylo to mnohem siln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, ne\u017e oni&#8230; A kdy\u017e se k jejich touze p\u0159idalo nemal\u00e9 mno\u017estv\u00ed alkoholu, kter\u00fd se Simone pop\u00edjeli na p\u0159iv\u00edtanou, Tom se vlastn\u011b divil, jak to, \u017ee se je\u0161t\u011b takhle dlouho udr\u017eel&#8230;.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ne,&#8220; sykl a sna\u017eil se p\u016fsobit tvrd\u011b, jak od sebe odh\u00e1n\u011bl Billovy dlan\u011b. Bill si z n\u011bj v\u0161ak stejn\u011b nic ned\u011blal a d\u00e1l poslepu bojoval s drobn\u00fdmi knofl\u00ed\u010dky na Tomov\u00fdch d\u017e\u00edn\u00e1ch.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bille, pros\u00edm&#8230; M\u00e1\u0161 posledn\u00ed mo\u017enost zastavit to&#8230; Ned\u011blej to. Bille, pro l\u00e1sku bo\u017e\u00ed, p\u0159esta\u0148,&#8220; Tom si p\u0159ipadal a\u017e sm\u011b\u0161n\u011b, jak se v\u0161emo\u017en\u011b kousal do dlan\u00ed, jenom aby na jedinou chvilinku n\u00e1hodou nezast\u00e9nal. Bill se mu zahled\u011bl hluboce do o\u010d\u00ed a v p\u0159\u00edm\u00e9m o\u010dn\u00edm kontaktu mu pomalounku svl\u00e9kal tvrdou d\u017e\u00ednovinu.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ty jsi vzru\u0161en\u00fd,&#8220; za\u0161eptal nad n\u00e1dhern\u00fdm zji\u0161t\u011bn\u00edm a v o\u010d\u00edch se mu jemn\u011b zajisk\u0159ilo.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;To nen\u00ed kv\u016fli tob\u011b&#8230; Tak toho nech, pros\u00edm. Bille,&#8220; Tom k n\u011bmu zvedl pohled pln\u00fd touhy, p\u0159esto se v\u0161ak z posledn\u00edch sil ovl\u00e1dl a rozt\u0159esen\u00fdm ukazov\u00e1\u010dkem mu p\u0159ejel po \u010delisti. Bill Tom\u016fv prst sledoval z\u00fa\u017een\u00fdma o\u010dima a pomalounku p\u0159iv\u00edral v\u00ed\u010dka, jak se j\u00edm rozl\u00e9valo zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed teplo.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Mo\u017en\u00e1 si u\u017e dost dob\u0159e neuv\u011bdomoval, co to d\u011bl\u00e1, p\u0159esto to ud\u011blat cht\u011bl. Bylo mu \u00fapln\u011b jedno, co se stane z\u00edtra. Snesl by i Tomovy nad\u00e1vky nebo pohlavky. V tu chv\u00edli by snesl v\u0161echno. Cht\u011bl jenom c\u00edtit, \u017ee jej m\u00e1 Tom r\u00e1d. Necht\u011bl si nic vynucovat n\u00e1sil\u00edm. Kdyby to mo\u017en\u00e1 tolik nep\u0159ehnal s alkoholem, ty kalhoty by mu v\u016fbec nesvl\u00e9kal. Jenom\u017ee to prost\u011b nedok\u00e1zal \u0159\u00edct slovn\u011b. Nev\u011bd\u011bl, jak m\u00e1 zformulovat n\u011bco, co by m\u011blo b\u00fdt pro n\u011b \u00fapln\u011b automatick\u00e9. A jak se nad t\u00edm pomalu zam\u00fd\u0161lel, takhle to p\u0159eci v\u016fbec necht\u011bl ud\u011blat. V\u017edy tou\u017eil po oddan\u00e9 l\u00e1sce, po n\u011b\u017en\u00fdch sl\u016fvc\u00edch, lehk\u00fdch dotec\u00edch a bl\u00edzkosti milovan\u00e9 osoby. Dok\u00e1zal by milovat i bez sexu, ale Tom ne. Tohle v\u0161echno vyv\u00e1d\u011bl jenom ze strachu. Necht\u011bl o n\u011bj p\u0159ij\u00edt. Necht\u011bl, aby se zvedl a ode\u0161el do sv\u00e9ho pokoje. Cht\u011bl b\u00fdt s n\u00edm, ale b\u00e1l se, \u017ee bez milov\u00e1n\u00ed to nep\u016fjde&#8230;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Tom se malinko p\u0159ekvapen\u011b zahled\u011bl na Billa, kter\u00fd je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ed chvilkou sr\u0161el touhou a n\u00e1hle u n\u011bj sed\u011bl se sklon\u011bnou tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed a o\u010dima v slz\u00e1ch.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bille, jsi v po\u0159\u00e1dku? J-j\u00e1 jsem na tebe necht\u011bl b\u00fdt zlej,&#8220; Tom se vyhoupl do sedu a kalhoty, je\u017e mu spo\u010d\u00edvali na kolenou, ze sebe prost\u011b shodil.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Jsem hlup\u00e1k. Tohle jsem nem\u011bl d\u011blat,&#8220; Bill ti\u0161e vzlykl a odvr\u00e1til tv\u00e1\u0159 z dosahu Tomov\u00fdch prst\u016f.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bille, nejsi hlup\u00e1k. Jsi jenom zmatenej. J\u00e1 to c\u00edt\u00edm \u00fapln\u011b stejn\u011b,&#8220; Tom se mu zahled\u011bl hluboce do o\u010d\u00ed a jemn\u011b jej pohladil po tv\u00e1\u0159i. Spokojen\u011b se usm\u00e1l, kdy\u017e na sv\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159i uc\u00edtil op\u011btovan\u00e9 pohlazen\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Slib mi, \u017ee m\u011b nikdy neopust\u00ed\u0161. Tak slib mi to,&#8220; zakn\u00edkal Bill bezmocn\u011b a napjat\u011b o\u010dek\u00e1val bratrovu odpov\u011b\u010f.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;J\u00e1 ti to slibuju,&#8220; Tom si jej rychle st\u00e1hl do n\u00e1ru\u010de a nal\u00e9hav\u011b jej objal. &#8222;Jenom u\u017e pros\u00edm neplakej,&#8220; \u0161eptl mu do vlas\u016f a smutn\u011b stiskl rty, kdy\u017e se znovu hl\u00e1silo o pozornost jeho vzru\u0161en\u00ed. Pon\u00ed\u017een\u011b p\u0159iv\u0159el v\u00ed\u010dka a sna\u017eil se nar\u016fstaj\u00edc\u00ed touhu potla\u010dit.<\/div>\n<div>Bratrova v\u016fn\u011b a bl\u00edzkost mu v tom v\u0161ak nijak nepom\u00e1hala.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Polib m\u011b,&#8220; usly\u0161el tichou prosbu, jak se k n\u011bmu Bill nesm\u011ble skl\u00e1n\u011bl a pomalu otev\u00edral rty. Tom tlumen\u011b vydechl a n\u00e1ru\u017eiv\u011b se vpil do bratrov\u00fdch rt\u016f. Bill se mu p\u0159\u00edmo vrhl kolem krku a hladov\u011b opl\u00e1cel v\u0161echny polibky, je\u017e nar\u016fstaly po st\u0159etu jejich vzru\u0161en\u00ed. Ani jeden z nich to takhle necht\u011bl, a p\u0159esto se to stalo.<\/div>\n<div>Tom Billa rychle povalil pod sebe a bezmocn\u011b hn\u011btl jeho boky&#8230;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>autor: <strong>B-kay<\/strong><\/div>\n<div>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: B-kay Bill se na Toma d\u00edval zmaten\u00fdm pohledem a po\u0159\u00e1d se nepatrn\u011b nakl\u00e1n\u011bl k jeho pootev\u0159en\u00fdm rt\u016fm. &#8222;Bille, pros\u00edm, slez ze m\u011b,&#8220; Tom trpce stiskl rty a nasucho polkl. 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