{"id":15865,"date":"2008-12-02T18:30:00","date_gmt":"2008-12-02T17:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=15829"},"modified":"2008-12-02T18:30:00","modified_gmt":"2008-12-02T17:30:00","slug":"otoc-se","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/12\/02\/otoc-se\/","title":{"rendered":"Oto\u010d se"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"false\">\n<div>autor: <strong>Darxie<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Oto\u010d se\u2026 No tak, Tome, nestoj\u00edm ti ani za to, aby ses mi pod\u00edval do o\u010d\u00ed a zamyslel se, co se to se mnou stalo? To sis toho nev\u0161iml? To t\u011b\u017eko, tak moc jsem se zm\u011bnil, v\u00edm to, v\u0161ichni to v\u00ed, jen ty to n\u011bjak nevn\u00edm\u00e1\u0161. Jasn\u011b, byl jsem ten usm\u011bvavej kluk, ten co m\u00e1 v\u017edycky dobrou n\u00e1ladu, ale sta\u010dilo by se jen pod\u00edvat hloub do m\u00e9 du\u0161e a zjistil bys, jak mi je doopravdy, jak moc se tr\u00e1p\u00edm a nedok\u00e1\u017eu si pomoct\u2026 Tolik moc t\u011b te\u010f pot\u0159ebuju a ty d\u00e1\u0161 p\u0159ednost kari\u00e9\u0159e p\u0159ede mnou? Nikdo jin\u00fd to nedok\u00e1\u017ee, to jen ty a jen ty to neud\u011bl\u00e1\u0161. Nev\u00edm, jak se to stalo, jsem norm\u00e1ln\u00ed kluk, co si jen pln\u00ed sen, ale od doby, co se v\u00edc a v\u00edc ut\u00e1p\u00edm v depres\u00edch, jsem zjistil, \u017ee jedin\u00e1 moje l\u00e1ska jsi ty, v\u00ed\u0161 o mn\u011b v\u0161echno, a p\u0159esto nic netu\u0161\u00ed\u0161, miluje\u0161 m\u011b, ale m\u00e1lo na to, abys tu se mnou te\u010f byl a j\u00e1 nemusel ps\u00e1t tohle, m\u00e1lo na to, aby se moje p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed staly realitou. Chci tak moc, kdy\u017e chci jen svoji l\u00e1sku? Nev\u011b\u0159\u00ed\u0161 mi, jasn\u011b, jak se do tebe mohl zamilovat Tv\u016fj vlastn\u00ed br\u00e1cha, ale \u010dasem snad uv\u011b\u0159\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee zamilovat se nen\u00ed tak t\u011b\u017ek\u00fd, jak si mysl\u00ed\u0161. P\u00ed\u0161u tenhle dopis a doch\u00e1z\u00ed mi, \u017ee je pozd\u011b na to se ot\u00e1\u010det, tak r\u00e1d bych ti tu mo\u017enost dal, ale nem\u016f\u017eu d\u00e1l\u2026 Sed\u00edm tady na st\u0159e\u0161e hotelu, snad v\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee to tady miluju\u2026<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>Promi\u0148, a\u010d t\u011b miluju v\u00edc ne\u017e sv\u016fj \u017eivot, je na \u010dase tuhle komedii ukon\u010dit.<\/div>\n<div>Jsem s\u00e1m. S\u00e1m na v\u0161echno. Na l\u00e1sku, na \u017eivot, na boj a bolest, na hodiny \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed. S\u00e1m na v\u00fdhry i prohry, S\u00e1m na \u017eivot a na smrt.<\/div>\n<div>Tv\u016fj Bill, and\u011bl co spadl.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Ve stejn\u00fd moment jako Bill sko\u010dil, klepal posl\u00ed\u010dek na jeho pokoj s dopisem od Toma.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Bille,<\/div>\n<div>promi\u0148 za to v\u0161echno, za utrpen\u00ed, kter\u00e9 jsem ti p\u016fsobil, p\u016fsob\u00edm a mo\u017en\u00e1 i budu, ale sna\u017e se m\u011b pochopit, denn\u011b v\u00edd\u00e1m spoustu ne\u0161\u0165astn\u00fdch tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed, ale nedok\u00e1\u017eu pomoct ani t\u00e9, kter\u00e1 je mi nejbl\u00ed\u017e a j\u00e1 v\u00edm, \u017ee se tr\u00e1p\u00ed&#8230; Prost\u011b nev\u00edm jak, s\u00e1m m\u00e1m ve sv\u00e9m srdci spoustu smutku a proto ti nedok\u00e1\u017eu pomoct, nehor\u00e1zn\u011b m\u011b to t\u00fdr\u00e1, jsi m\u016fj bratr a j\u00e1 jen ml\u010d\u00edm a poslouch\u00e1m tv\u016fj pl\u00e1\u010d. Omlouv\u00e1m se, m\u011bl bych ti pomoct, ne t\u011b je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edc tr\u00e1pit, ale a\u010d nejsem zbab\u011blec, d\u00e1l u\u017e to nejde. V\u011b\u0159\u00edm, \u017ee to pochop\u00ed\u0161, m\u00e1\u0161 kolem sebe skv\u011bl\u00fd lidi, zvl\u00e1dne\u0161 to.<\/div>\n<div>V\u017edycky jsem t\u011b miloval, ale nedok\u00e1zal bych s Tebou b\u00fdt, nedok\u00e1zal bych sn\u00e9st v\u011bdom\u00ed, \u017ee t\u011b tr\u00e1p\u00edm, co\u017e nedok\u00e1\u017eu ani te\u010f<\/div>\n<div>Dneska r\u00e1no jsme se vid\u011bli naposled a j\u00e1 t\u011b ani nemohl obejmout, ani se rozlou\u010dit, ale j\u00e1 st\u00e1le douf\u00e1m, \u017ee se je\u0161t\u011b setk\u00e1me.<\/div>\n<div><em>Kdo miloval, ten nezapomn\u011bl, kdo zapomn\u011bl, ten nemiloval.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>J\u00e1 na tebe nikdy nezapomenu, nikdy.<\/div>\n<div>Tom<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Dvoj\u010data Kaulitzova se skute\u010dn\u011b potkala, jejich du\u0161e spolu stoupaly, a\u017e do\u0161ly sv\u00e9ho c\u00edle.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>autor: <strong>Darxie<\/strong><\/div>\n<div>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Darxie Oto\u010d se\u2026 No tak, Tome, nestoj\u00edm ti ani za to, aby ses mi pod\u00edval do o\u010d\u00ed a zamyslel se, co se to se mnou stalo? To sis toho nev\u0161iml? To t\u011b\u017eko, tak moc jsem se zm\u011bnil, v\u00edm to, v\u0161ichni to<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/12\/02\/otoc-se\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15865","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ff-jednodilky"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15865","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15865"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15865\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15865"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15865"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15865"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}