{"id":15878,"date":"2008-12-01T14:30:00","date_gmt":"2008-12-01T13:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=15842"},"modified":"2008-12-01T14:30:00","modified_gmt":"2008-12-01T13:30:00","slug":"unrequited-love","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/12\/01\/unrequited-love\/","title":{"rendered":"Unrequited Love"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"false\">\n<div><strong><em>Slova: plak\u00e1t, slzy, n\u016f\u017e, jizvy, neop\u011btovan\u00e1 l\u00e1ska<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong><em>Po\u010det slov: neomezen\u00fd<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong><em>\u017d\u00e1nr: twincest<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong><em>Zadavatel: Baziii<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong><em>Autor: Geheimnis<\/p>\n<p><\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><em>Tak\u017ee, Baziii&#8230; \ud83d\ude00 Tady to m\u00e1\u0161 \ud83d\ude42 Slov by m\u011blo b\u00fdt 598, docela jsem se rozepsala. Asi to bude moj\u00ed n\u00e1ladou, tak n\u011bjak c\u00edt\u00edm s Tomem&#8230; No, drabble je docela smutn\u00e1 a\u017e bych \u0159ekla depresivn\u00ed. \ud83d\ude00 P\u0159estou douf\u00e1m, \u017ee se bude l\u00edbit. \ud83d\ude42 Gehy<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Pokoj zel pr\u00e1zdnotou. Stejn\u011b jako du\u0161e a srdce chlapce, kter\u00fd ti\u0161e sed\u011bl na posteli a d\u00edval se n\u011bkam do pr\u00e1zdna. V o\u010d\u00edch se mu skv\u011bly <strong><em>slzy<\/em><\/strong>, kter\u00e9 se u\u017e nesna\u017eil zadr\u017eovat. Nech\u00e1val je vytv\u00e1\u0159et si vlastn\u00ed cesti\u010dky a vlastn\u00ed c\u00edle, i kdy\u017e v\u0161echny stejn\u011b skon\u010d\u00ed na podlaze, a tam za\u010dnou pomalu vysychat&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Zvedl hlavu k jedn\u00e9 ze st\u011bn, kter\u00e9 ho obklopovaly. Jeho zrak z\u016fstal na jednom jedin\u00e9m m\u00edste\u010dku &#8211; na barevn\u00e9m pap\u00ed\u0159e z \u010dasopisu. D\u00edval se na <strong><em>plak\u00e1t<\/em><\/strong> sv\u00e9ho dvoj\u010dete. Na Billovu tv\u00e1\u0159&#8230; Pomalu si stoupl a p\u0159i\u0161el a\u017e ke zdi s plak\u00e1tem. Zad\u00edval se do t\u011bch pap\u00edrov\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed a pomalu natahoval svou ruku k t\u00e9 usm\u00edvaj\u00edc\u00ed se tv\u00e1\u0159i. Zav\u0159el o\u010di a doufal, \u017ee to nen\u00ed jen n\u011bjak\u00fd c\u00e1r pap\u00edru, ale opravdov\u00e1 ple\u0165. Ple\u0165 jeho l\u00e1sky, jeho br\u00e1\u0161ky. Billova poko\u017eka\u2026 P\u0159ej\u00ed\u017ed\u011bl prsty po bled\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159i, a kdy\u017e c\u00edtil, \u017ee ta drsn\u00e1 plocha, po kter\u00e9 se te\u010f pohybuj\u00ed pol\u0161t\u00e1\u0159ky jeho prst\u016f, nen\u00ed Billova, otev\u0159el o\u010di. Znovu se pod\u00edval na <em>Billa<\/em> a sklopil o\u010di k zemi.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>Odebral se z pokoje pry\u010d. Jeho kroky, kter\u00e9 byly ti\u0161\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e dopad \u0161pendl\u00edku na zem, sm\u011b\u0159ovaly ke kuchyni. Otev\u0159el \u0161upl\u00edky s kuchy\u0148sk\u00fdm n\u00e1dob\u00edm a vyt\u00e1hl mal\u00fd ostr\u00fd <strong><em>n\u016f\u017e<\/em><\/strong>. Jako du\u0161e bez t\u011bla se odebral do koupelny. Hned co ve\u0161el dovnit\u0159, zav\u0159el dve\u0159e a oto\u010dil kl\u00ed\u010dem. Svl\u00e9kl si tri\u010dko a n\u00e1sledovn\u011b i zbytek oble\u010den\u00ed, kter\u00e9 ukr\u00fdvalo jeho utrpen\u00ed a bolest. Jakmile pr\u00e1dlo dopadlo na studenou podlahu, na Tomov\u011b t\u011ble byly vid\u011bt <strong><em>jizvy<\/em><\/strong>. Sem tam n\u011bjak\u00e1 na noze, ob\u010das na b\u0159i\u0161e\u2026 Ale nej\u010detn\u011bji se vyskytovaly na ruk\u00e1ch a p\u0159edev\u0161\u00edm na z\u00e1p\u011bst\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>St\u00e1le doufal, \u017ee se tohoto <em>zlozvyku<\/em> zbav\u00ed, nicm\u00e9n\u011b&#8230; Bylo to siln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e on. Nem\u011bl jin\u00e9ho p\u0159\u00edtele ne\u017e n\u016f\u017e a jinou kamar\u00e1dku ne\u017e \u017eiletku. V\u0161ichni se na n\u011bho vyka\u0161lali&#8230; Andreas se odst\u011bhoval na Slovensko za svou p\u0159\u00edtelkyn\u00ed. Matka se ho m\u00e1lem z\u0159ekla, kdy\u017e se j\u00ed p\u0159iznal se svou orientac\u00ed. A Bill\u2026 Bill ode\u0161el z domu, kdy\u017e mu Tom vyznal l\u00e1sku. A to byla posledn\u00ed kapka, kterou Tom na sv\u00fdch bedrech mohl sn\u00e9st. V\u017edy\u0165 Bill byl a st\u00e1le je jeho \u017eivot. Ale on u\u017e nen\u00ed t\u00edm Billov\u00fdm&#8230; U\u017e nic nen\u00ed jako d\u0159\u00edv. Zhnusil se v jeho o\u010d\u00edch i v t\u011bch, o kter\u00fdch si do posledn\u00ed chv\u00edle myslel, \u017ee jsou p\u0159\u00e1telsk\u00e9. Rodina, kamar\u00e1di, fanynky. V\u0161ichni se k n\u011bmu oto\u010dili z\u00e1dy. A pro\u010d? Jen proto, \u017ee je gay? A jen proto, \u017ee miluje sv\u00e9 dvoj\u010de? Sv\u011bt je tak nespravedliv\u00fd\u2026<\/div>\n<div>Napustil si horkou vanu, a kdy\u017e byla pln\u00e1 t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 po okraj, nechal vodu, aby zakryla jeho pohubl\u00e9 a naprosto zni\u010den\u00e9 t\u011blo. Zav\u0159el o\u010di a zhluboka d\u00fdchal. V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee tohle je konec. P\u0159ed zav\u0159en\u00fdma o\u010dima si prom\u00edtal v\u0161echny kr\u00e1sn\u00e9 okam\u017eiky, ve v\u0161ech hr\u00e1l hlavn\u00ed roli Bill. St\u00e1le vid\u011bl jeho n\u00e1dhern\u00fd b\u00edl\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bv p\u0159ed o\u010dima a st\u00e1le si uchov\u00e1val kdesi uvnit\u0159 jeho p\u0159\u00edjemnou v\u00e1\u0161nivou v\u016fni. U\u017e ji nikdy neuc\u00edt\u00ed. Nikdy se mu nepod\u00edv\u00e1 do o\u010d\u00ed. Nikdy&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Jedin\u00e9, co je na tomto \u010dinu poleh\u010duj\u00edc\u00ed, je, \u017ee kone\u010dn\u011b p\u0159estane poci\u0165ovat bolest a ztr\u00e1tu. Kone\u010dn\u011b bude voln\u00fd. Od v\u0161ech probl\u00e9m\u016f, starost\u00ed a bolest\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>Otev\u0159el o\u010di. Rozhl\u00e9dl se po koupeln\u011b a zastavil tekouc\u00ed vodu. Vyt\u00e1hl mokrou ruku z podvodn\u00ed hladiny a nat\u00e1hl se pro n\u016f\u017e&#8230; Pevn\u011b jej sev\u0159el ve sv\u00e9 \u017eilnat\u00e9 ruce a pak stiskl ruku v p\u011bst. P\u0159ilo\u017eil n\u016f\u017e ostrou hranou k nab\u011bhl\u00e9mu z\u00e1p\u011bst\u00ed a za\u010dal p\u0159ej\u00ed\u017ed\u011bt po \u017eil\u00e1ch a tepn\u00e1ch, v nich\u017e kolovala krev rodu Kaulitz\u016f. Ta te\u010f pomalu opou\u0161t\u011bla Tomovo t\u011blo a sm\u00edch\u00e1vala se s vodou ve van\u011b do ruda. T\u00e1hl je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edc a r\u00e1ny zv\u011bt\u0161oval. Za chv\u00edli u\u017e byl natolik vys\u00edlen, \u017ee n\u016f\u017e neudr\u017eel a pustil ho z dlan\u011b. N\u016f\u017e se pomalu pot\u00e1p\u011bl. Kolem n\u011bho st\u00e1le tekla a st\u0159\u00edkala krev. Smrt byla tak stra\u0161n\u011b bl\u00edzko\u2026 P\u0159i\u0161la si pro n\u011bj. A pro\u010d? Kv\u016fli <strong><em>neop\u011btovan\u00e9<\/em><\/strong> <strong><em>l\u00e1sce<\/em><\/strong>&#8230;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>autor: <strong>Geheimnis<\/strong><\/div>\n<div>betaread: <strong>Helushka<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Slova: plak\u00e1t, slzy, n\u016f\u017e, jizvy, neop\u011btovan\u00e1 l\u00e1ska Po\u010det slov: neomezen\u00fd \u017d\u00e1nr: twincest Zadavatel: Baziii Autor: Geheimnis Tak\u017ee, Baziii&#8230; \ud83d\ude00 Tady to m\u00e1\u0161 \ud83d\ude42 Slov by m\u011blo b\u00fdt 598, docela jsem se rozepsala. 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