{"id":15985,"date":"2008-11-18T16:00:00","date_gmt":"2008-11-18T15:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=15949"},"modified":"2020-10-26T10:46:26","modified_gmt":"2020-10-26T09:46:26","slug":"co-k-tobe-citim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/11\/18\/co-k-tobe-citim\/","title":{"rendered":"Co k tob\u011b c\u00edt\u00edm"},"content":{"rendered":"

autor: LofinQa*TWC<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

L\u00e1sku. <\/em><\/strong>L\u00e1sku, kter\u00e1 m\u011b spaluje a u\u017e\u00edr\u00e1 ve dne v noci, kter\u00e1 mi ned\u00e1 sp\u00e1t, kter\u00e1 m\u011b zevnit\u0159 zab\u00edj\u00ed. L\u00e1ska neop\u011btovan\u00e1, l\u00e1ska zak\u00e1zan\u00e1, l\u00e1ska \u010dist\u00e1 a nevinn\u00e1.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

P\u0159\u00e1telstv\u00ed. <\/em><\/strong>Prav\u00e9 a \u010dist\u00e9 p\u0159\u00e1telstv\u00ed. M\u016f\u017eu se ti se v\u0161\u00edm sv\u011b\u0159it, mohu ti \u0159\u00edct svoje trable a svoje probl\u00e9my. A jsem si jist, \u017ee ty mi v\u017edycky pom\u016f\u017ee\u0161. Jsi m\u016fj jedin\u00fd a opravdov\u00fd p\u0159\u00edtel. Ani m\u00ed rodi\u010de mi nejsou tak bl\u00edzc\u00ed jako ty. Jsi m\u00e9 dvoj\u010de. A jsi m\u016fj jedin\u00fd p\u0159\u00edtel, kter\u00e9ho m\u00e1m.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Nen\u00e1vist. <\/em><\/strong>Nen\u00e1vid\u00edm T\u011b za to, co mi d\u011bl\u00e1\u0161. Nen\u00e1vid\u00edm t\u011b za to, \u017ee jsi s N\u00cd, <\/em>nen\u00e1vid\u00edm t\u011b za to, \u017ee m\u011b nemiluje\u0161. Nen\u00e1vid\u00edm t\u011b za to, \u017ee na m\u011b nem\u00e1\u0161 tolik \u010dasu. Nen\u00e1vid\u00edm t\u011b za to v\u0161echno, co jsi mi kdy ud\u011blal. Nen\u00e1vid\u00edm T\u011b za ten \u010das, kter\u00fd tr\u00e1v\u00ed\u0161 s n\u00ed. Ale p\u0159edev\u0161\u00edm nen\u00e1vid\u00edm s\u00e1m sebe, \u017ee jsem dopustil, abych se do n\u011b\u010deho takov\u00e9ho namo\u010dil\u2026 \u017de jsem dopustil, abych t\u011b za\u010dal milovat.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee si to uv\u011bdomuje\u0161, co se mnou d\u011bl\u00e1\u0161.<\/em><\/p>\n

Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee na to jednou p\u0159ijde\u0161 a poc\u00edt\u00ed\u0161 v\u0161echnu tu bolest a zoufalstv\u00ed, kter\u00e9 pr\u00e1v\u011b te\u010f poci\u0165uju j\u00e1.<\/em><\/p>\n

Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee bude\u0161 m\u00edt n\u011bkdy pot\u0159ebu vyk\u0159i\u010det do sv\u011bta v\u0161echny sv\u00e9 city, jako to te\u010f pot\u0159ebuju j\u00e1.<\/em><\/p>\n

Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee T\u011b n\u011bkdy p\u0159estanu milovat, abys v\u011bd\u011bl, jak se te\u010f c\u00edt\u00edm j\u00e1.<\/em><\/p>\n

Na pap\u00edr te\u010f p\u00ed\u0161u slova,<\/p>\n

kter\u00e1 bol\u00ed.<\/p>\n

Jin\u00fd sv\u011bt u\u017e na m\u011b vol\u00e1,<\/p>\n

m\u00e9 srdce na kousky se drol\u00ed\u2026<\/p>\n

Kdy\u017e t\u011b vid\u00edm s n\u00ed,<\/p>\n

zapom\u00edn\u00e1m na sv\u011bt twincestn\u00ed.<\/p>\n

Zapom\u00edn\u00e1m, co jsme spolu pro\u017eili,<\/p>\n

zapom\u00edn\u00e1m na to, co jsme spolu za\u017eili.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee si uv\u011bdomuje\u0161, jak hluboko jsem klesl, kdy\u017e si sv\u00e9 srdce vyl\u00edv\u00e1m do kousk\u016f pap\u00edr\u016f.<\/em><\/p>\n

Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee je ti jasn\u00e9, \u017ee ty b\u00e1sni\u010dky jsou pro Tebe.<\/em><\/p>\n

Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee a\u017e je najde\u0161, bude ti to l\u00edto a ty poc\u00edt\u00ed\u0161 v\u0161echnu tu nen\u00e1vist a zoufalstv\u00ed, jako te\u010f poci\u0165uju j\u00e1.<\/em><\/p>\n

Tome, l\u00e1sko, a\u017e si tohle p\u0159e\u010dte\u0161,<\/p>\n

budu u\u017e v jin\u00e9m sv\u011bt\u011b.<\/p>\n

A a\u017e si toto do\u010dte\u0161,<\/p>\n

bude\u0161 hltat ka\u017ed\u00e9 sl\u016fvko v t\u00e9to v\u011bt\u011b.<\/p>\n

Bude ti l\u00edto, jak ses choval,<\/p>\n

bude ti l\u00edto, jak\u00fd jsi ke mn\u011b byl.<\/p>\n

J\u00e1 jsem sv\u00e9 city k tob\u011b schoval,<\/p>\n

ale ty ne – po\u0159\u00e1d a st\u00e1le jsi m\u011b bil.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee se nad t\u00edm zasm\u011bje\u0161, jako jsem se nad t\u00edm zoufale sm\u00e1l j\u00e1.<\/em><\/p>\n

Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee ti to bude l\u00edto, jako je to l\u00edto mn\u011b.<\/em><\/p>\n

Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee se ti bude srdce rozb\u00edjet na mal\u00e9 kous\u00ed\u010dky, jako se pr\u00e1v\u011b rozb\u00edj\u00ed mn\u011b.<\/em><\/p>\n

Bil jsi m\u011b, po\u0159\u00e1d a st\u00e1le,<\/p>\n

bil jsi m\u011b, bil a bil.<\/p>\n

Dokonce jsem m\u011bl i nam\u00e1le,<\/p>\n

abych mezi v\u00e1ma \u017eiv\u00fdma je\u0161t\u011b byl.<\/p>\n

Miloval jsi ji,<\/p>\n

to bych bral.<\/p>\n

Myslel sis, \u017ee jsi kr\u00e1l.<\/p>\n

Potom jsem zjistil, \u017ee sis s n\u00ed jen hr\u00e1l.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee ti jednou bude tak, jak je te\u010f mn\u011b.<\/em><\/p>\n

Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee si jednou uv\u011bdom\u00ed\u0161, jak moc m\u011b miluje\u0161, jako si to u\u017e dlouho uv\u011bdomuju j\u00e1.<\/em><\/p>\n

Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee si to bude\u0161 do smrti vy\u010d\u00edtat, jako si to te\u010f vy\u010d\u00edt\u00e1m j\u00e1, co si hodl\u00e1m ud\u011blat.<\/em><\/p>\n

Nakonec ses se mnou vyspal,<\/p>\n

a pak m\u011b sprost\u011b odkopl.<\/p>\n

Byl jsem pro tebe jako levn\u00e1 d\u011bvka,<\/p>\n

dokonce jsi m\u011b z domu vykopl.<\/p>\n

A tak tady te\u010f kle\u010d\u00edm,<\/p>\n

s pap\u00edrem v ruce, \u017eiletkou vedle m\u011b.<\/p>\n

Div te\u010f \u017ealost\u00ed neme\u010d\u00edm,<\/p>\n

pod\u00edvej, kam jsem se a\u017e dostal!! V\u00ddBORN\u011a!<\/p>\n

Dopisuju posledn\u00ed \u0159\u00e1dky,<\/p>\n

nebudu si s t\u00edm d\u011blat hr\u00e1tky.<\/p>\n

Ty sis se mnou taky hr\u00e1l,<\/p>\n

sprost\u011b ses se mnou vyspal\u2026<\/p>\n

Miluju T\u011b a v\u017edycky budu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee a\u017e si tohle bude\u0161 \u010d\u00edst, budou Ti t\u00e9ct ho\u0159k\u00e9 slzy zoufalstv\u00ed, jako te\u010f te\u010dou mn\u011b.<\/em><\/p>\n

Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee bude\u0161 cht\u00edt vr\u00e1tit \u010das zp\u00e1tky, jako te\u010f chci j\u00e1.<\/em><\/p>\n

Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee si jednou uv\u011bdom\u00ed\u0161, jak moc jsi mi ubl\u00ed\u017eil, jako si to uv\u011bdomuju j\u00e1.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Miluji T\u011b.<\/p>\n

<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

autor: LofinQa*TWC
\nbetaread: Janule<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: LofinQa*TWC \u00a0 \u00a0 L\u00e1sku. L\u00e1sku, kter\u00e1 m\u011b spaluje a u\u017e\u00edr\u00e1 ve dne v noci, kter\u00e1 mi ned\u00e1 sp\u00e1t, kter\u00e1 m\u011b zevnit\u0159 zab\u00edj\u00ed. L\u00e1ska neop\u011btovan\u00e1, l\u00e1ska zak\u00e1zan\u00e1, l\u00e1ska \u010dist\u00e1 a nevinn\u00e1. \u00a0 P\u0159\u00e1telstv\u00ed. Prav\u00e9 a \u010dist\u00e9 p\u0159\u00e1telstv\u00ed. M\u016f\u017eu se ti se v\u0161\u00edm<\/p>\n

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