{"id":16119,"date":"2008-11-04T14:30:00","date_gmt":"2008-11-04T13:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=16083"},"modified":"2008-11-04T14:30:00","modified_gmt":"2008-11-04T13:30:00","slug":"please-don-t-let-it-go-14","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/11\/04\/please-don-t-let-it-go-14\/","title":{"rendered":"Please, don\u2019t let it go\u2026 14."},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Ivetka<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Jeho o\u010di, bo\u017ee, ty jeho n\u00e1dhern\u00e9 o\u010di, kter\u00e9 p\u0159ipom\u00ednaj\u00ed ml\u00e9\u010dnou \u010dokol\u00e1du, do kter\u00e9 bych se te\u010f hned nejrad\u011bji zakousl. Je tak sladk\u00e1, rozpl\u00fdv\u00e1 se na jazyku. Je tak jemn\u00e1, jako jeho doteky\u2026<\/div>\n
,,L\u00edb\u00ed se ti to, \u017ee ano? Tou\u017e\u00ed\u0161, p\u0159\u00edmo po tom dycht\u00ed\u0161, abych t\u011b znovu l\u00edbal a dot\u00fdkal se t\u011b. D\u00e1 se ti to tak snadno p\u0159e\u010d\u00edst z o\u010d\u00ed\u2026 Ale z tv\u00e9ho srdce m\u00e1m tro\u0161ku strach. Nesm\u00ed\u0161 se mi br\u00e1nit ani srdcem, pokud tohle chce\u0161\u2026rozum\u00ed\u0161?“ moje ruka sklouzla z jeho bok\u016f na sn\u011bhov\u011b b\u00edl\u00e9 prost\u011bradlo a j\u00e1 pohledem uhnul n\u011bkam do nezn\u00e1ma.<\/div>\n
,,Nebr\u00e1n\u00edm se ti, Billy. Jenom\u2026“ po\u0161eptal jsem a zase se mu koukl do o\u010d\u00ed\u2026<\/div>\n
,,Jenom.?“ doplnil, cht\u011bl, abych pokra\u010doval.<\/div>\n
,,Jenom chci, aby tohle nem\u011blo u\u017e konce, p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010d m\u011b o tom.“<\/div>\n
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Po nekone\u010dn\u011b dlouh\u00e9m p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010dov\u00e1n\u00ed mu\u0161\u00edmi polibky po m\u00e9 hrudi, b\u0159\u00ed\u0161ku a podb\u0159i\u0161ku, m\u011b Billy p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010dil, \u017ee u\u017e nechci, aby to m\u011blo konce. \u017de tohle je v\u0161echno, co jsem cht\u011bl. \u017de m\u00e1m jeho.<\/div>\n
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,,Jak tohle bude d\u00e1l? Jak to \u0159ekneme m\u00e1m\u011b, jak\u2026 jak\u00fd to v\u0161echno bude\u2026 m\u00e1m z toho tro\u0161ku strach, ale nedok\u00e1\u017eu to v sob\u011b d\u00e1l dusit,“ za\u0161eptal jsem, kdy\u017e mi Bill le\u017eel na hrudn\u00edku na stran\u011b m\u00e9ho srdce, nehty mi p\u0159ej\u00ed\u017ed\u011bl po b\u0159\u00ed\u0161ku a podb\u0159i\u0161ku a j\u00e1 ho hladil ve vlasech.<\/div>\n
,,Nev\u00edm. Ale jednou jsem o tom s mamkou mluvil. \u0158\u00edkala, \u017ee by j\u00ed asi dalo zabrat, ne\u017e by si na to zvykla, ale \u017ee l\u00e1ska si nevyb\u00edr\u00e1\u2026 tak\u017ee mysl\u00edm, \u017ee by to po n\u011bjak\u00e9m \u010dase i pochopila\u2026 strach m\u00e1m taky, tohle jsem je\u0161t\u011b nikdy v \u017eivot\u011b nesta\u010dil poznat. Ale tou\u017e\u00edm po tom, poznat nepoznan\u00e9\u2026“ t\u00edmhle m\u011b d\u00e1 se \u0159\u00edct i uklidnil. \u010cekal jsem jinou odpov\u011b\u010f. V\u00edc arogantn\u00ed, ale tohle bylo perfektn\u00ed. Nem\u011bl jsem k tomu \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd dodatek. Jenom jsem se usm\u00e1l a ve vlasech ho hladil d\u00e1l\u2026 ,,A Gordon je stejn\u00e9ho n\u00e1zoru, jako m\u00e1ma, to v\u00ed\u0161 s\u00e1m,“ dodal po chv\u00edli\u2026<\/div>\n
,,To ano, ale vem si t\u0159eba, co na to \u0159ekne jin\u00e9 p\u0159\u00edbuzenstvo\u2026 budou znechuceni t\u00edm, jak\u00fd vztah mezi n\u00e1mi je, ale j\u00e1 se nedok\u00e1\u017eu nad\u00e1le br\u00e1nit, u\u017e ne.“<\/div>\n
,,Tommy\u2026 je mo\u017en\u00e9\u2026 je dost mo\u017en\u00e9, \u017ee bude\u0161 c\u00edtit, \u017ee to, co d\u011bl\u00e1me, nen\u00ed spr\u00e1vn\u011b. Ale t\u0159eba to \u010dasem zmiz\u00ed, sna\u017e se to pros\u00edm prvn\u00ed dny ignorovat, a kdyby to ne\u0161lo, tak\u2026 budeme podle toho jednat d\u00e1l, ano?“ Bill si podep\u0159el t\u011blo o loket a urovnal mi dredy\u2026<\/div>\n
,,Zat\u00edm tenhle pocit nem\u00e1m\u2026 m\u00e1m pocit, \u017ee se mi rozsko\u010d\u00ed srdce\u2026 nikdo toti\u017e nen\u00ed tak kr\u00e1sn\u00fd, jako jsi ty\u2026“ koukl jsem se mu do o\u010d\u00ed\u2026 ,,ty m\u00e1\u0161 vlastn\u011b r\u00e1d lidi, kte\u0159\u00ed na prvn\u00ed pohled d\u011blaj\u00ed, \u017ee nemaj\u00ed z\u00e1jem, co?“ \u0161ibal jeden\u2026 pro\u010d to te\u010f chce \u0159e\u0161it?<\/div>\n
,,Ano\u2026 ano\u2026 l\u00edb\u00ed se mi to, to nepop\u00edr\u00e1m. Je potom zaj\u00edmav\u011bj\u0161\u00ed je pozn\u00e1vat po t\u00e9hle str\u00e1nce\u2026 pro\u010d?“\u2026<\/div>\n
,,No proto\u017ee… jestli m\u00e1m tak\u00e9 d\u011blat, \u017ee nejev\u00edm v\u016fbec \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd z\u00e1jem, aby t\u011b to v\u00edc na\u017ehavilo?“ usm\u00e1l se a prstem mi p\u0159ejel po nose\u2026<\/div>\n
,,Ne, to nee\u2026 u\u017e jsme tohle zkou\u0161eli mnoho dn\u00ed. D\u011blali jsme, \u017ee ani jeden nem\u00e1 z\u00e1jem, p\u0159itom jsme po sob\u011b tou\u017eili, ale te\u010f se mi to nel\u00edbilo, tak\u017ee to ani nezkou\u0161ej\u2026“ usm\u00e1l jsem se a p\u0159it\u00e1hl si ho bl\u00ed\u017e k sob\u011b.<\/div>\n
,,Vysv\u011btli mi, pro\u010d m\u00e1m ka\u017edou sekundou v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed a v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed chu\u0165 dot\u00fdkat se tv\u00fdch dokonal\u00fdch rt\u016f?“ M\u016f\u017eu v\u00e1m up\u0159\u00edmn\u011b \u0159\u00edct, \u017ee kdybych te\u010f st\u00e1l, tahle slova by m\u011b dostala do kolen\u2026<\/div>\n
,,Nev\u00edm\u2026 ale v\u00edm to, \u017ee c\u00edt\u00edm to sam\u00e9,“ po\u0161eptal jsem, p\u0159it\u00e1hl si ho je\u0161t\u011b bl\u00ed\u017e k sob\u011b a za\u010dal ho pomalinku l\u00edbat\u2026<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
autor: Ivetka<\/strong><\/p>\n

betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: Ivetka Jeho o\u010di, bo\u017ee, ty jeho n\u00e1dhern\u00e9 o\u010di, kter\u00e9 p\u0159ipom\u00ednaj\u00ed ml\u00e9\u010dnou \u010dokol\u00e1du, do kter\u00e9 bych se te\u010f hned nejrad\u011bji zakousl. Je tak sladk\u00e1, rozpl\u00fdv\u00e1 se na jazyku. Je tak jemn\u00e1, jako jeho doteky\u2026 ,,L\u00edb\u00ed se ti to, \u017ee ano? Tou\u017e\u00ed\u0161, p\u0159\u00edmo<\/p>\n

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