{"id":16531,"date":"2008-09-17T18:30:00","date_gmt":"2008-09-17T17:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=16494"},"modified":"2008-09-17T18:30:00","modified_gmt":"2008-09-17T17:30:00","slug":"hrichy-co-se-netrestaji-nenavist-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/09\/17\/hrichy-co-se-netrestaji-nenavist-2\/","title":{"rendered":"H\u0159\u00edchy, co se netrestaj\u00ed&#8230; Nen\u00e1vist 2."},"content":{"rendered":"<div>autor: <strong>Vanity<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Eleanot<\/strong><\/div>\n<div style=\"false\">\n<div><em>Achooojky, po dlouh\u00e9 dob\u011b je tu op\u011bt dal\u0161\u00ed d\u00edl H\u0159\u00edch\u016f&#8230;. Tentokr\u00e1t je to Nen\u00e1vist a je psan\u00e1 mali\u010dko jinak. V\u011brn\u00e9 \u010dten\u00e1\u0159e nejsp\u00ed\u0161 p\u0159ekvap\u00ed, \u017ee tentokr\u00e1t v pov\u00eddce nenajdou \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd sex \ud83d\ude42 Pro tentokr\u00e1t jsem zvolila mali\u010dko jinou formu psan\u00ed, aby to nebylo po\u0159\u00e1d stejn\u00e9&#8230; Nenapadlo m\u011b toti\u017e nic jin\u00e9ho ne\u017e zn\u00e1siln\u011bn\u00ed a p\u0159eci jenom, tohle u\u017e tu bylo&#8230; Mysl\u00edm, \u017ee to byla Zloba&#8230; Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee se v\u00e1m bude l\u00edbit i dal\u0161\u00ed d\u00edl H\u0159\u00edch\u016f. Ka\u017ed\u00fd v\u00e1\u0161 koment\u00e1\u0159 je pro m\u011b motivac\u00ed k naps\u00e1n\u00ed dal\u0161\u00edho a dal\u0161\u00edho d\u00edlu. U 7 smrteln\u00fdch h\u0159\u00edch\u016f to tak bylo, a j\u00e1 pevn\u011b v\u011b\u0159\u00edm, \u017ee m\u011b budete motivovat i nad\u00e1le&#8230; \ud83d\ude42 U\u017eijte si dal\u0161\u00ed H\u0159\u00edch&#8230; Nen\u00e1vist&#8230; Vanity \ud83d\ude42<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Tom pob\u00edhal po podiu s kytarou zav\u011b\u0161enou p\u0159es rameno a s \u00fasm\u011bvem na tv\u00e1\u0159i. Nebyl to ten zn\u00e1m\u00fd, hran\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bv pro novin\u00e1\u0159e. Jeho \u00fasm\u011bv zna\u010dil \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed. A on tak\u00e9 \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd byl. Tohle byly chv\u00edle, kdy se mohl naplno uvolnit. B\u00fdt p\u0159irozen\u00fd.<\/div>\n<div>P\u0159i koncertech to mo\u017en\u00e9 bylo. Ov\u0161em ve v\u0161edn\u00edm \u017eivot\u011b byl naprosto jin\u00fd. Li\u0161il se od toho lama\u010de d\u00edv\u010d\u00edch srdc\u00ed tak moc, jak jen to bylo mo\u017en\u00e9. Musel se neust\u00e1le p\u0159etva\u0159ovat a pod jeho pohledem se d\u00edvk\u00e1m musela podlamovat kolena&#8230; Byla to jeho role. Role sv\u016fdn\u00edka.<\/div>\n<div>Jen\u017ee osoba, po kter\u00e9 on tou\u017eil ze v\u0161eho nejv\u00edc, jej doslova a do p\u00edsmene nen\u00e1vid\u011bla.<\/div>\n<div>Od t\u00e9 doby, co se Billovi p\u0159iznal o sv\u00e9 orientaci, s n\u00edm Bill nepromluvil jedin\u00e9 slovo. A kdy\u017e u\u017e na n\u011bj promluvit musel, neodpustil si nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e9 a n\u011bkdy a\u017e vulg\u00e1rn\u00ed pozn\u00e1mky. Naprosto se od n\u011bj odpoutal a kdyby mohl, z\u0159ekl by se jej.<\/div>\n<div>Jen na koncertech zapom\u00ednal na v\u0161echno zl\u00e9 a \u0161patn\u00e9. Jen tady se c\u00edtil milov\u00e1n. I kdy\u017e jen platonicky, byla to l\u00e1ska a tu on pot\u0159eboval. Jako ka\u017ed\u00fd jin\u00fd.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>***<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bille, pov\u011bzte n\u00e1m, v posledn\u00ed dob\u011b se objevily zv\u011bsti, \u017ee mezi v\u00e1mi a va\u0161\u00edm bratrem do\u0161lo k n\u011bkolika nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00fdm h\u00e1dk\u00e1m, je to pravda?&#8220; p\u0159e\u010detl moder\u00e1tor ot\u00e1zku, je\u017e m\u011bl napsanou na mal\u00e9m l\u00edstku.<\/div>\n<div>Bill si poposedl a p\u0159ipravil se k odpov\u011bdi. Cht\u011bl v\u0161echno pop\u0159\u00edt. pro ve\u0159ejnost museli b\u00fdt s bratrem za dob\u0159e&#8230; Ov\u0161em Tom jeho sna\u017een\u00ed po\u0161lapal.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ano, je to pravda&#8230;,&#8220; \u0159ekl a vzpurn\u011b se pod\u00edval Billov\u00fdm sm\u011brem.<\/div>\n<div>Bill jakoby on\u011bm\u011bl&#8230; Ne\u010dekal, \u017ee to Tom vyzvon\u00ed. Domluvili se p\u0159ece, \u017ee to na ve\u0159ejnosti bude po\u0159\u00e1d v po\u0159\u00e1dku. Kulil na Toma o\u010di a nedok\u00e1zal zareagovat&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Moder\u00e1tor se tedy oto\u010dil k Tomovi a pokra\u010doval.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tome, m\u016f\u017eete n\u00e1m \u0159\u00edct d\u016fvod va\u0161ich neshod?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Samoz\u0159ejm\u011b&#8230;,&#8220; za\u010dal Tom a bavil se nad bratrov\u00fdm v\u00fdrazem&#8230;&#8220;Dejme tomu, \u017ee Bill nedok\u00e1zal pochopit jednu z\u00e1sadn\u00ed zm\u011bnu v m\u00e9m \u017eivot\u011b.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Jakou zm\u011bnu, Tome?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;To bych si p\u0159eci jenom rad\u0161i nechal pro sebe&#8230;&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>***<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Jakou zm\u011bnu, Tome? Zbl\u00e1znil ses, ty idiote? P\u0159ed ve\u0159ejnost\u00ed je v\u0161echno v pohod\u011b, jasn\u00fd, tak si laskav\u011b nepou\u0161t\u011bj pusu na \u0161pac\u00edr! Co t\u011b to proboha popadlo? Chce\u0161 ka\u017ed\u00fdmu vy\u017evanit, \u017ee si buzna?&#8220; \u0161pa\u010dkoval Bill velice nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00fdm hlasem a h\u00e1zel po Tomovi sv\u00fdm oble\u010den\u00edm. Nic jin\u00e9ho po ruce nem\u011bl.<\/div>\n<div>Tom v\u0161echno obratn\u011b chytal.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Nech\u00e1pu, co ti na tom vad\u00ed? Pro\u010d se tak \u010d\u00edl\u00ed\u0161? Nejde o tebe, jde o m\u011b..&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ne, Tome, v\u017edycky jde jen a jen o N\u00c1S! Te\u010f u\u017e se o sob\u011b nem\u016f\u017eeme bavit jako o jednotlivc\u00edch, jsme grupa, jasn\u00fd!&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Dej mi pokoj, Bille&#8230;&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>***<\/div>\n<div>Tom sed\u011bl na sv\u00e9 hotelov\u00e9 prostorn\u00e9 i kdy\u017e nepohodln\u00e9 posteli. Kolena m\u011bl skr\u010den\u00e1 pod bradou a po tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch si nechal t\u00e9ct mal\u00e9 pot\u016f\u010dky slz. Podle n\u011bj to v\u017edycky byla zn\u00e1mka slabosti, ale te\u010f se c\u00edtil tak mizern\u011b, \u017ee mu slzy nevadily&#8230; Bill jej nen\u00e1vid\u00ed, od t\u00e9 doby co mu \u0159ekl pravdu, je v\u0161echno \u0161patn\u011b.<\/div>\n<div>D\u00edval se z okna a\u017e za obzor a jedin\u00e9, co cht\u011bl zp\u00e1tky, byl Bill.<\/div>\n<div>Ani nev\u011bd\u011bl jak, ale jen co na to pomyslel, rozrazily se dve\u0159e a do pokoje vplul Bill a tv\u00e1\u0159il se jako b\u016fh pomsty. Op\u011bt cht\u011bl Tomovi nad\u00e1vat a posm\u00edvat se mu.<\/div>\n<div>Ale kdy\u017e spat\u0159il jeho o\u010di, na nic se nezmohl. Jen se d\u00edval do t\u011bch smutn\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed, kter\u00e9 se sna\u017eily b\u00fdt state\u010dn\u00e9 a neplakat.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Pro\u010d si zase p\u0159i\u0161el? Vysm\u00edvat se mi? Nad\u00e1vat mi? Ty to nedok\u00e1\u017ee\u0161 pochopit, Bille? J\u00e1 se nezm\u011bn\u00edm&#8230; jsem na kluky. Ch\u00e1pal bych, kdyby se takhle ke mn\u011b choval kdokoli, ale ne ty? Pro\u010d se ti hnus\u00edm? Pro\u010d to nem\u016f\u017ee b\u00fdt jako d\u0159\u00edv? Tak sakra pro\u010d? \u0158ekni mi jedin\u00fd rozumn\u00fd d\u016fvod&#8230; O nic v\u00edc t\u011b ne\u017e\u00e1d\u00e1m.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Tomovy o\u010di se setkaly s bratrov\u00fdmi, ale u\u017e v nich nenach\u00e1zely \u00fat\u011bchu, porozum\u011bn\u00ed a l\u00e1sku. Jen hlubok\u00e9 opovr\u017een\u00ed a \u010dirou nen\u00e1vist. Jak jen se mohl Bill tolik zm\u011bnit? Pro\u010d jej musel zavrhnout?<\/div>\n<div>Bill se k bratrovi sklonil, aby m\u011bl obli\u010dej ve stejn\u00e9 \u00farovni jako on. S nehezk\u00fdm \u00fa\u0161klebkem zasy\u010del&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Jsi buzerant&#8230;&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Pak se oto\u010dil a ode\u0161el z pokoje. Nev\u0161\u00edmal si Tomov\u00fdch slz, ani jeho sl\u016fvek pros\u00edk\u016f. Jeho vzlyky jej nedok\u00e1zaly obm\u011bk\u010dit a on prost\u011b ode\u0161el.<\/div>\n<div>***<\/div>\n<div>Bill sed\u011bl u vysok\u00e9ho okna a sledoval z\u00e1pad slunce. Tolik se nen\u00e1vid\u011bl za to, co d\u011bl\u00e1 sv\u00e9mu br\u00e1\u0161kovi. M\u011bl ho r\u00e1d, ba co v\u00edc, miloval jej. Dokud Tom chodil s d\u011bv\u010daty, nevadilo mu to tolik, jako te\u010f, kdy\u017e se p\u0159iznal ke sv\u00e9 homosexualit\u011b. D\u00edvka by Tomovi nikdy nemohla d\u00e1t to, co by mu dal chlapec, jen\u017ee chlapec mu bude moci d\u00e1t to, co by mu cht\u011bl d\u00e1t on s\u00e1m.<\/div>\n<div>Kolikr\u00e1t snil o polibc\u00edch, dotec\u00edch nebo milov\u00e1n\u00ed se sv\u00fdm bratrem? Kolik noc\u00ed proplakal nad sv\u00fdm chov\u00e1n\u00edm k n\u011bmu. Byl na n\u011bj zl\u00fd jen proto, \u017ee se sna\u017eil zapudit svoji l\u00e1sku. Cht\u011bl si Toma tak moc zprotivit, a\u017e jej t\u00edm dostal na dno. Zni\u010dil sv\u00e9ho bratra i svoj\u00ed l\u00e1sku. Nikdy jej nebude moci obejmout, pol\u00edbit a za\u0161eptat slova l\u00e1sky.<\/div>\n<div>To m\u016f\u017ee jen ve sv\u00fdch snech. Nesm\u00ed jej milovat, mus\u00ed jen nen\u00e1vid\u011bt&#8230; S\u00e1m si to zvolil.<\/div>\n<div>***<\/div>\n<div>Od nen\u00e1visti k l\u00e1sce je jen kr\u016f\u010dek a nikdo vlastn\u011b nev\u00ed, kde p\u0159esn\u011b je ta pomysln\u00e1 hranice. \u010clov\u011bk v\u0161ak poka\u017ed\u00e9 pozn\u00e1, kdy ji p\u0159ekro\u010dil, a\u0165 u\u017e si to uv\u011bdom\u00ed hned nebo pozd\u011bji.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;I hate you \u00b4cause I love you&#8230;&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>autor: <strong>Vanity<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div><strong><br \/><\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Vanitybetaread: Eleanot Achooojky, po dlouh\u00e9 dob\u011b je tu op\u011bt dal\u0161\u00ed d\u00edl H\u0159\u00edch\u016f&#8230;. Tentokr\u00e1t je to Nen\u00e1vist a je psan\u00e1 mali\u010dko jinak. V\u011brn\u00e9 \u010dten\u00e1\u0159e nejsp\u00ed\u0161 p\u0159ekvap\u00ed, \u017ee tentokr\u00e1t v pov\u00eddce nenajdou \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd sex \ud83d\ude42 Pro tentokr\u00e1t jsem zvolila mali\u010dko jinou formu psan\u00ed,<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/09\/17\/hrichy-co-se-netrestaji-nenavist-2\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[171],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16531","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-hrichy-co-se-netrestaji"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16531","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16531"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16531\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16531"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16531"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16531"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}