{"id":16693,"date":"2008-09-02T15:30:00","date_gmt":"2008-09-02T14:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=16656"},"modified":"2008-09-02T15:30:00","modified_gmt":"2008-09-02T14:30:00","slug":"lonely-day","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/09\/02\/lonely-day\/","title":{"rendered":"Lonely day"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>autor: <strong>Anett483<br \/><\/strong>betaread: <strong>Helushka<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><em>Ahoj, tuhle pov\u00eddku sem ned\u00e1vno napsala a poslouchla sem u n\u00ed Lonely Day od System of a Down, tak\u017ee si ji k n\u00ed ur\u010dit\u011b pus\u0165te. Moc to s textem p\u00edsni\u010dky nesouvis\u00ed, ale m\u011b to u toho tak n\u011bjak napadlo&#8230; P\u0159eju p\u0159\u00edjemn\u00fd \u010dt\u011bn\u00ed.. Anett483<\/em><\/div>\n<div>*****<\/div>\n<div>Chod\u00ed po ztemn\u011bl\u00fdch ulic\u00edch&#8230;<em>s\u00e1m.<\/em><br \/>C\u00edt\u00ed nesnesitelnou bolest v srdci a sna\u017e\u00ed se s n\u00ed bojovat\u2026 <em>s\u00e1m<\/em>.<\/div>\n<div>Lid\u00e9 se sna\u017e\u00ed co nejrychleji dostat do sv\u00fdch obydl\u00ed, aby se schovali p\u0159ed sychrav\u00fdm po\u010das\u00edm. On ne&#8230; Pr\u00e1v\u011b naopak&#8230; Vystavuje svou tv\u00e1\u0159 siln\u00e9mu v\u011btru a de\u0161ti, kter\u00fd bi\u010duje jeho utr\u00e1penou tv\u00e1\u0159. Boj\u00ed se&#8230; Hrozn\u011b se boj\u00ed. \u010ceho? Snad budoucnosti a nebo snad p\u0159\u00edtomnosti? Ka\u017ed\u00fd den se c\u00edt\u00ed v\u00edc a v\u00edc osam\u011bl\u00fd. Pro\u010d? Nechce svoji bolest vyk\u0159i\u010det do sv\u011bta. Boj\u00ed se, \u017ee by snad n\u011bkdo zjistil, \u017ee tu silnou bolest si zp\u016fsobuje s\u00e1m. Tu d\u011bsivou bolest, kter\u00e1 mu sv\u00edr\u00e1 hrdlo. Pro\u010d? Pt\u00e1 se s\u00e1m sebe. Nezn\u00e1 odpov\u011b\u010f, i kdy\u017e by ji cht\u011bl v\u011bd\u011bt. Vr\u00e1\u017e\u00ed do lid\u00ed, m\u00edj\u00ed pouli\u010dn\u00ed lampy, kter\u00e9 se pr\u00e1v\u011b te\u010f rozsv\u011bcuj\u00ed. P\u0159ipad\u00e1 si jako zr\u016fda, nechutn\u00e1 zr\u016fda. V hlav\u011b mu b\u011bh\u00e1 jedna my\u0161lenka za druhou, av\u0161ak ani jedna nedosp\u011bje ke konci&#8230;<br \/>Jde dom\u016f&#8230; Dom\u016f za svoji l\u00e1skou, kter\u00e9 d\u016fv\u011bryhodn\u011b namluvil, \u017ee m\u00e1 pr\u00e1ci ve studiu a vr\u00e1t\u00ed se ve\u010der.<br \/>Pro\u010d mu to vlastn\u011b d\u011bl\u00e1? Pro\u010d ho podv\u00e1d\u00ed? Nic mu v jejich vztahu p\u0159ece nechyb\u00ed&#8230; Oba jsou spokojeni. Zase ta bolest&#8230; Tak stra\u0161n\u011b ho bol\u00ed, \u017ee nezn\u00e1 d\u016fvod sv\u00e9ho chov\u00e1n\u00ed. Doma m\u00e1 nej\u00fa\u017easn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed osobu pod sluncem a on si ji nev\u00e1\u017e\u00ed. Rad\u0161i si potaj\u00ed chod\u00ed u\u017e\u00edvat s d\u00edvkami.<br \/>D\u00e9\u0161\u0165 neust\u00e1v\u00e1, pr\u00e1v\u011b naopak&#8230; D\u00e9\u0161\u0165 s\u00edl\u00ed a v\u00edtr oh\u00fdb\u00e1 stromy&#8230; D\u00e1vno mu smyl z oble\u010den\u00ed stopy rud\u00e9 rt\u011bnky jeho milenky&#8230;<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>Srdce mu za\u010dne b\u00fdt rychleji. P\u0159ich\u00e1z\u00ed dom\u016f a u\u017e z d\u00e1lky vid\u00ed tlumen\u00e9 sv\u011btlo, kter\u00e9 vych\u00e1z\u00ed z kuchyn\u011b. Zastav\u00ed se u branky domu a nahl\u00ed\u017e\u00ed do okna. Srdce mu bije je\u0161t\u011b rychleji, jakoby mu m\u011blo za chv\u00edli vysko\u010dit z hrudi. C\u00edt\u00ed se <em>osam\u011bl\u00fd<\/em>&#8230; Pro\u010d? M\u00e1 p\u0159ece svoji l\u00e1sku, kter\u00e1 na n\u011bj netrp\u011bliv\u011b \u010dek\u00e1, \u010dek\u00e1 a\u017e se mu vrhne do n\u00e1ru\u010de a v\u00e1\u0161niv\u011b ho pol\u00edb\u00ed&#8230; U\u017e jen z toho pocitu m\u00e1 strach&#8230; Boj\u00ed se osoby, kterou miluje, boj\u00ed se jej\u00ed reakce&#8230; Kdy\u017e j\u00ed \u0159ekne pravdu, z\u016fstane <em>osam\u011bl\u00fd&#8230;<\/em> St\u00e1le se d\u00edv\u00e1 do okna, kde se za chv\u00edli pohne z\u00e1clona a objev\u00ed se \u010dern\u00e1 h\u0159\u00edva, kter\u00e1 netrp\u011bliv\u011b pozoruje nep\u0159\u00edzniv\u00e9 po\u010das\u00ed a \u010dek\u00e1 na sv\u00e9ho milence. Jakmile jej uvid\u00ed st\u00e1t p\u0159ed brankou, rozz\u00e1\u0159\u00ed se&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Tom p\u0159e\u0161el od branky ke dve\u0159\u00edm a hned usly\u0161el \u0161ramocen\u00ed v z\u00e1mku a n\u00e1sledn\u011b byl vt\u00e1hnut dom\u016f. Bill z n\u011bj rychle sund\u00e1val promo\u010den\u00e9 oble\u010den\u00ed a sna\u017eil se ho zah\u0159\u00e1t, byl \u00fapln\u011b promrzl\u00fd. Ani jeho ruce ho nezah\u0159\u00edvaly. Smutn\u011b se posadil do kuchyn\u011b, kde na n\u011bj u\u017e \u010dekala n\u00e1dhern\u00e1 ve\u010de\u0159e. Bill mu mezit\u00edm donesl dom\u00e1c\u00ed oble\u010den\u00ed a je\u0161t\u011b teplou mikinu. Tom se jen zni\u010den\u011b d\u00edval na Billa, kter\u00fd z\u00e1\u0159il \u0161t\u011bst\u00edm, a kdykoliv mohl, se k Tomovi nahnul a pol\u00edbil ho na jeho promrzl\u00e9 rty, kter\u00e9 pomalu dost\u00e1valy p\u0159irozenou barvu.<\/p><\/div>\n<div>Prudce vydechl&#8230;&#8220;Bille, mus\u00edm ti n\u011bco \u0159\u00edct&#8230;&#8220; <em>Te\u010f nebo nikdy!<\/em> k\u0159i\u010del v duchu Tom&#8230; Nem\u016f\u017ee ho podv\u00e1d\u011bt, mus\u00ed mu \u0159\u00edct pravdu. Ale jak\u00e1 je vlastn\u011b pravda? Podv\u00e1d\u00ed osobu, kterou miluje\u2026 Pro\u010d? S\u00e1m nev\u00ed&#8230;<br \/>&#8222;Te\u010f ne l\u00e1sko\u2026 Mus\u00edme se naj\u00edst, nebo n\u00e1m ta ve\u010de\u0159e vystydne&#8230;&#8220;<\/p>\n<p>&#8222;Mus\u00edm ti n\u011bco \u0159\u00edct,&#8220; \u0159ekl Tom, kdy\u017e spolu sed\u011bli p\u0159ed krbem, ve kter\u00e9m doho\u0159\u00edvaly posledn\u00ed kousky d\u0159eva.<br \/>&#8222;Taky ti n\u011bco mus\u00edm \u0159\u00edct, Tome&#8230;&#8220; oto\u010dil se Bill k Tomovi. &#8222;Hrozn\u011b t\u011b miluju\u2026&#8220; pousm\u00e1l se a za\u010dal Toma l\u00edbat&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>Zni\u010den\u011b le\u017e\u00ed vedle sv\u00e9 l\u00e1sky a pozoruje, jak sp\u00ed&#8230; Je tak nevinn\u00fd, tak jemn\u00fd, tak kr\u00e1sn\u00fd&#8230; <em>\u0158eknu mu to. T\u0159eba z\u00edtra&#8230;<\/em> slibuje si Tom a hlad\u00ed Billa po vlasech na\u010de\u017e se Bill k n\u011bmu v\u00edc p\u0159itul\u00ed&#8230; Kolik u\u017e bylo takov\u00fdch dn\u00ed, kdy si \u0159\u00edkal, \u017ee mu \u0159ekne pravdu? Kolik? U\u017e ani nev\u00ed&#8230; <em>Bo\u017ee, Tome, jsi tak stra\u0161n\u011b zbab\u011bl\u00fd!<\/em> k\u0159i\u010d\u00ed s\u00e1m na sebe v duchu.<\/p>\n<p>S jistotou v\u00ed, \u017ee z\u00edtra nastane dal\u0161\u00ed <em>osam\u011bl\u00fd den<\/em> a jeho l\u00e1ska se ani z\u00edtra nedozv\u00ed pravdu&#8230; Nedozv\u00ed se ji nikdy&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>autor: <strong>Anett483<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Anett483betaread: Helushka Ahoj, tuhle pov\u00eddku sem ned\u00e1vno napsala a poslouchla sem u n\u00ed Lonely Day od System of a Down, tak\u017ee si ji k n\u00ed ur\u010dit\u011b pus\u0165te. 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